centralforce6661
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Medicine as what? What does it do for your body other than alleviate pain or make you think you are no longer in pain? Does it alter the progression and course of your disease? Does it help you recover?

Just want to add one more thing. If it isn't psychologically additing, why even after having not smoked for almost a month am I craving it? Also, whenever I try to meditate it feels like my mind is filled with with a giant rock preventing energy from being absorbed and from visualization to be possible!!!! Fuck I hope I can stay off of it for good this time. I've been like stuck in time, my friends too. Like their emotional development just stops.... I feel like mine has to I've been more or less in a haze for 5 years. 5 years WASTED!!! My life is worse, if I hadn have done it I would have seen just how abusive my relationship is sooner, just how terrible some decisions I've made are like exposing myself to everyone I know and loosing my family and close friends. It really fucking sucks. I hope anyone reading this decides to stop before it's too late. Don't be me and get yourself stuck into a horrific living situation. I was doing it as a crutch for weakness to soften the harsh reality I am living in and now that it is gone and the veil of weed fog has been lifted I see just how bad I've let things get. It is going to be a struggle to fix everything but I have to now or I'm fucked. This is the Gods' last chance for me to live my life how I want to and not just settle for mediocrity while smoking pot and drinking to make it seem better than it is. Man I really hope you guys stop smoking pot. It ruins you. Hail and thank the Gods for opening my eyes again at this crucial moment in my life, I was about to do something that would have ruined it permanently!
[/QUOTE]I have read in the book named secret that when you think of sth either you want to not to do that or do that it will effect your life anyway. for example you smoke and then you say I want to quit smoking from now or tomorrow or you say I don't want to smoke but it wont happen coz you think of smoking anyway and it will effect your life and you wont quit it. instead of that thoughts you should exchange them with other thoughts like I want to do sports and not just say it but do it and smoking fade away and you will quit. this idea worked for me. I hope it helps you too
emdr? is that treatment trough safe electrocuting?