Was my dedication ritual accepted?

[AsrielLynis]

I didn't have a red, black, or blue candle in the house, with the only alternatives being the candles my family use to pray to the nazarene, and I feel as if using those would have been far more disrespectful.
I also didn't have a needle to prick my finger with, and the razors I used did cut my finger, but somehow no blood came out. I spent the next 30 minutes trying to get my finger to bleed with knives, scissors, compasses, to no avail. I don't know if I was just being a pussy and not going hard enough with the knive, but they were all relatively blunt so I think that's why.

I had a quick shower before the ritual, and made sure to be as respectful as possible to make up for the lack of a candle or blood. When I signed at the bottom, I grabbed a random pen from my pencil case and it turned out to be blue. Maybe I'm just seeing shit where it doesn't exist, but do you think that's a sign that my ritual was accepted?

I did burn the paper with a lighter, but I'm not sure whether Father Satan would accept it, and I don't want to repeat the ritual later when I do have access to these things, since the dedication ritual is binding and real.

 

[AsrielLynis]

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When I picked up the pen and saw it was blue, I felt sort of peaceful inside. I was worrying a lot about whether it was disrespectful and when I saw the ink of the pen, it felt accepted and like I didn't need to worry so much. I've just quietly held it inside of me like "wow, I actually dedicated my soul to Satan" and it fills me with purpose and a strange sense of calm.

Thanks for your advice. I suppose I was accepted after all

 

[OpenMind2]

Yeesss that is the feeling that Satan's presence gives mee

 

[hailourtruegod]

The intent was there and I would personally believe that it was accepted. There still has to be a formality though and since there was no blood involved then I would say it's not really formal but you shouldn't worry about it too much and just plan on a later date when you are able to get something better to help you get a tiny bit of blood that time around. Our blood has it's own personal energy and its why I think it's the most important part of the dedication ritual.

Remember only a few tiny drops is more than enough.

As I said, with what you wrote it sounds like the intent was there and you should be under Satan's care now imo just like those that do it in the astral but I have read that it would be better if they too would do it in the material at a later date.

I would wait also if someone else here explains that in this case the blood isn't needed as the intent was enough.