Astrology #110 Anxiety about Venus Square

[Ask Zeus Operator]

I started the venus square last friday, with the upmost care, I was doing that in the garden, for full concentration, for not being disturbed and messing up the reps like last time, this time the exact same thing happened on the first day (just now being my mom instead of my dad), this time I only showed her to stop talking with one hand while still vibrating and counting correctly, I am sure that I did not miss a count, I handled it, but I am getting constant flashbacks of that moment with anxiety, suggesting me that maybe you dreamed and maybe you missed a count, even though I am sure I did not.

Why does this give me anxiety?

And also; is there any way to know by feeling that a square is messed up ?

 

[Lightning_Puma]

Calm your mind with void meditation.

 

[Anemos Aiteros]

The anxiety may be related to the fact that they can discover what you are doing.

Personally I don't know if there is a feeling about a messed up square. After a square you should concentrate on the energy, in this case of Venus, with tranquility.

 

[Valeska]

I know this is late but I have the same anxiety. I usually just cancel it out and wait an hour if I have any uncertainty because in this situation the number of reps is supposed to be PERFECT. It sucks having to redo it/wait/Start over but better than canceling the entire working or continuing it and not getting any results

Hail Satan