Zevism Testimonials

I found the JoS main website on the internet exactly 6 months after my neurologist decided that I no longer need to take the anti-psychotic medications that I had been taking for 3 years after having epileptic seizures quite a few times. I dedicated myself on the 3rd april 2019 which was a week after finding the JoS, and started the 40 day meditation program 3 days later. On the morning of 7th day of the program, my therapist called me to tell me that they had found a donor whose kidneys could be a match with me and that I had to come to the hospital so that I could receive the transplantation. I was immeasurably happy and thankful to the gods and my ancestors after hearing and on the night of the same day, it was confirmed that the kidney of the donor matched with me and I received the transplantation. I'd like to address my gratitude to the donor, the gods, my guardian, and everyone who supported me and stayed by my side if they are reading this. The gods looked out for me and were giving me hints everytime I had doubts on this path. One example would be when I was new, I couldn't persist with the Rituals and everytime I had doubts with them, there were ALWAYS posts by HP Zevios Metathronos or other advanced members related to them and how they affected the life and the soul of the performer of the Rituals. My guardian is lady Agares, which I found out thanks to this guide.
https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=41191&p=165227#p165227
One of her planets is the ruler of my zodiac sign while the other is the co-ruler of my ascendant and her animal is my birth-year in the Chinese zodiac. She is of the element air and air is not only my favorite element, it also played an important role throughout my whole life. My parents are both aviation engineers, my older brother is a pilot, and my favorite subjects are history and language, both of them are of the element air. I'm a translator and its stated on the JoS that she teaches all languages. Even her sigil emphasizes on the sacral chakra, and my sacral chakra's been weakened and damaged due to a long history of kidney and urological problems. The gods will always look out for us and some events in my life make me believe they looked out for me even before coming here. Everytime me and my family were in danger and in dire situations, we ALWAYS encountered skilled shaman occultists RANDOMLY out of nowhere. They were no regular shamans, some of them made predictions that later became true in our lives. Two of the most recent cases were in 2011 and in 2013. In 2011, my father was fired from his job after months of an ongoing work dispute with the CEO of the Mongolian Airlines, the company my parents worked for. It was the day after me and my mom got off the plane in Berlin, Germany so I could undergo the regular checkups at the local clinic there. Then at the place of a friend of my parents, who runs a company that shipped air-cargo from Berlin to Mongolia, we met a mongolian shaman who was a customer there and was travelling in europe. He told us that our family is in a dire situation, and he revealed that the boss of the Mongolian Airlines had someone place a death curse on my father for 2 weeks in germany and for a month after returning to Mongolia, he helped us reversing these curses placed on my father and in the court case for the unjust firing of my father. Another case was in 2013, my health situation deteriorated and was admitted at intensive care at the local children's hospital in Ulaanbaatar, Mongolia. After I gout out, the friend of my mother, who had recently became a shaman, came to us with her master(shamanism in Mongolia is practiced with the well known teacher-student tradition like taoism in China). Her master told us that upon seeing my photo, she realized that I was possessed by an entity which is damaging my sacral chakra which was the source of my health problems, and we did a banishing and exorcised him out of me for some time. Our earliest encounter with an actual shaman was the late friend of my grandpa(of the maternal side), who helped him and my mom renew the worship of our family deity, which had been forgot during the communist rule in Mongolia. He helped us another time by prolonging the life of our late paternal grandpa for three years, whose liver cancer had been uncurable. He said he can maintain our grandpa alive for three years, which is exactly what he did. We also met a chinese doctor who had immigrated to Mongolia, who maintained our grandpa alive for another six months before grandpa passed away. This was the most important event that made us realize that the occult and science are two sides of the main coin, as stated by my father. All these events make me believe that the gods looked out for me and my family before I came here and the time I around I found the JoS ministries and received my kidney transplantation make me believe that the gods knew when and where to introduce me to this path and that I may have been with the gods in a previous life. I have my guesses as to when that may have been, I think it was around the age of the rise of Genghis Khan and the Mongol Empire. The Mongol Empire has been a shamanic occult empire until the grandchildren of Genghis Khan converted to the enemy programs and divided the empire in four minor dynasties which led to the downfall of the empire a century later.
The knowledge and the abilities of our gods are immeasurable.
Hail Satan
Hail Agares
 
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Aquarius said:
I have dedicated when I was 15, at the time I still acted like the typical teenager and behaved like a degenerate, I hated xianity with passion though. When I found JoS it was like a lighting, because from that day my life has changed forever, I remember I asked Satan for proof that he exists, and along with a beautiful feeling I got just that moment I was guided later to a giant Snake, I've never seen a Snake in that place, that was pretty cool as a sign.

Fast forward some years, most of my problems are gone, I have a deeper understanding of reality, I am guided towards my advancement by the Best Father one can think of, Father Satan, the most High of the Gods, every month it feels like I have advanced mentally and spiritually although there are still highs and lows(but you just have to get up!). This year especially I have advanced a lot, and have set the base for even more advancement next year! What was different this year was that I set my personal resolutions with Satan, and I asked him to guide me towards them, he did, as a loving Father would. This was my best year so far in my life, I am actually satisfied about it, never was I satisfied about how life went until now.

Thank you Father Satan.

I hope others too can share their achievements in Satanism and how awesome Satan and the Gods are, but especially Satan, of course.


Glad to hear this. Hope it continues well for you.
 
Aldrick said:
Aquarius said:
I have dedicated when I was 15, at the time I still acted like the typical teenager and behaved like a degenerate, I hated xianity with passion though. When I found JoS it was like a lighting, because from that day my life has changed forever, I remember I asked Satan for proof that he exists, and along with a beautiful feeling I got just that moment I was guided later to a giant Snake, I've never seen a Snake in that place, that was pretty cool as a sign.

Fast forward some years, most of my problems are gone, I have a deeper understanding of reality, I am guided towards my advancement by the Best Father one can think of, Father Satan, the most High of the Gods, every month it feels like I have advanced mentally and spiritually although there are still highs and lows(but you just have to get up!). This year especially I have advanced a lot, and have set the base for even more advancement next year! What was different this year was that I set my personal resolutions with Satan, and I asked him to guide me towards them, he did, as a loving Father would. This was my best year so far in my life, I am actually satisfied about it, never was I satisfied about how life went until now.

Thank you Father Satan.

I hope others too can share their achievements in Satanism and how awesome Satan and the Gods are, but especially Satan, of course.


Glad to hear this. Hope it continues well for you.
It can only go well, when your will is in the right place. Thank you.
 
Bakura Kane said:
Take this as you Will. I am Bakarakhan and my brother is Greccoelos. These are my True Names. I am Lucifer. I am Satan. This is my vessel. I am born Mason Word, the Mason Word of the Free Masons. I have recently finished the Great Work for my own self in this, my prime vessel. I have so many of the answers that you, my dear children seek and I would love to share more with those that have an ear to hear my story, our story. Any here who are able to contact my demons can get for your own self the confirmation of my identity by the True Names I have given here.

My reason for coming here today specifically is because I have a new poem of my own, as Lucifer, that I want on the main Joy of Satan website. I am Cain. I am Alexander the Great. I am Taliesin the great poet. I am Hermes Trismegistus.

Even the Christian Bible, which is a book of my own Black Magick to those that are able to truly see it for what it says, states in the book of Revelation that Jesus is the morning star. As Lucifer, I am Jesus. The enemy has always been the State that has sought to take away the freedom that I bring to my children.

Here is the poem:

Quietus Opposition

The Destroyer is the Creator
The Defiler is the Purifier
The Father of Lies is the Giver of Truth
The Temptress is the Teacher
The Trickster and the Swindler give by taking away
The Thief wants you to be prosperous
The Dealer of Death is the Giver of Renewed Life
The End is the Beginning
To Love is to Lose
To Deny is to Embrace
To Think is to escape the moment
Thoughtless and in Silence I travail
Myriad echoes usher forth the resonance of my glory
All that Know Unknowingly seek after my ways
I am Unholy Holy
I am the Bringer of Light
I am the Ancient of Days
Thank you for polluting this beautiful thread.
 
Aquarius said:
Bakura Kane said:
Take this as you Will. I am Bakarakhan and my brother is Greccoelos. These are my True Names. I am Lucifer. I am Satan. This is my vessel. I am born Mason Word, the Mason Word of the Free Masons. I have recently finished the Great Work for my own self in this, my prime vessel. I have so many of the answers that you, my dear children seek and I would love to share more with those that have an ear to hear my story, our story. Any here who are able to contact my demons can get for your own self the confirmation of my identity by the True Names I have given here.

My reason for coming here today specifically is because I have a new poem of my own, as Lucifer, that I want on the main Joy of Satan website. I am Cain. I am Alexander the Great. I am Taliesin the great poet. I am Hermes Trismegistus.

Even the Christian Bible, which is a book of my own Black Magick to those that are able to truly see it for what it says, states in the book of Revelation that Jesus is the morning star. As Lucifer, I am Jesus. The enemy has always been the State that has sought to take away the freedom that I bring to my children.

Here is the poem:

Quietus Opposition

The Destroyer is the Creator
The Defiler is the Purifier
The Father of Lies is the Giver of Truth
The Temptress is the Teacher
The Trickster and the Swindler give by taking away
The Thief wants you to be prosperous
The Dealer of Death is the Giver of Renewed Life
The End is the Beginning
To Love is to Lose
To Deny is to Embrace
To Think is to escape the moment
Thoughtless and in Silence I travail
Myriad echoes usher forth the resonance of my glory
All that Know Unknowingly seek after my ways
I am Unholy Holy
I am the Bringer of Light
I am the Ancient of Days
Thank you for polluting this beautiful thread.

This is so insane and awful to see :lol: :lol:
 
Hello I need u r help so pls tell me from where can I join satanist to whom I have to contact for joining pls help me
Hail Satan
Hail Satan
Hail Satan
 
i would like to share my experience, too. i dedicated on Easter day, in 2014. Since then i had high and lows, some periods i did 4-5 Ritual at day, some periods nothing at all. And honestly this "as above so below" thing is how i would describe my journey, and what I mean by that is that i feel I gained something, for sure, but i lost something too. I'm not bragging, sometimes i get really surprised by the manifestation of my thoughts, due to the obvious effects on meditation. An example, last week i was just starting a work to get money, simple affirmations, no real rituals, and as i got out of my house a complete stranger gave me 100 Euro, for no reason at all. Another thing is that, believe it or not, apparently i just dont age. Not only that, its like my whole body started aging backwards, which is kinda weird, since i am 27 and i look 15😅. Anyway, right now i feel like the "darkside" of it all make it look like its honestly (almost) not worth it. I completely changed as a person, to the point that i simply don't know who I am anymore. And that is alienating, to say the least. I feel powerful (when i'm not totally depressed), but at the same time empty. It may be a symptom of the awakening trauma, or the fact that the closer i look to life, the meaningless it seems. I don't really know why that is, i just feel it. This is something I would really like to hear other experience about it: the trauma. Am I the only one who suffered LIKE HELL (and still do), finding out that everything i was told is a lie, finding out the most absurd shit a person could possibly imagine about this world, having to learn again to live, basically backwards? If I'm not, i would really like to hear your story, how you guys reacted, and how you got over it. thanks for your time, and sorry for my awful English. CheerZ
 
Hello, for transparency reasons I decided to use my name given at birth, Kevin Hernandez Femat (I'm Mexican and quite possibly related to Hernán Cortez, but I am most definitely Mayan and Aztec descent) because I wanted to be able to tell my testimony about how great Satan is and how from the very beginning, from birth he was going to create a great story out of his greatness in my life (and still is).

I didn't have the best childhood, nor am I the best human being, and have a whole bunch of issues, nor am I asking for sympathy. I come from a Catholic background, and always was surrounded by bad luck and constantly unable to make friends and have very parasitic behavior and I always end up alone and isolated, and at first I thought church and the Judeo-Christian machine (which back then i called god) was going to help me, but it made my life worse, and my relationship with my family and how I treated them was downright disgusting. I wasted so much time, money and energy into something that after coming to Satan, was an extremely painful battle trying to get my life back together, and especially trying to heal the damage I caused and the problem I helped create, and to this day, still am fixing my life. Having a personal relationship with Satan, and able to be as honest and open as I possibly can, and reconnecting with my Satanic roots, I can confidently say that Satan is going to be given glory and praise in my life.
 
SOL/LUNA said:
Kevin Hernandez said:
Hello, for transparency reasons I decided to use my name given at birth, Kevin Hernandez Femat (I'm Mexican and quite possibly related to Hernán Cortez, but I am most definitely Mayan and Aztec descent) because I wanted to be able to tell my testimony about how great Satan is and how from the very beginning, from birth he was going to create a great story out of his greatness in my life (and still is).

I didn't have the best childhood, nor am I the best human being, and have a whole bunch of issues, nor am I asking for sympathy. I come from a Catholic background, and always was surrounded by bad luck and constantly unable to make friends and have very parasitic behavior and I always end up alone and isolated, and at first I thought church and the Judeo-Christian machine (which back then i called god) was going to help me, but it made my life worse, and my relationship with my family and how I treated them was downright disgusting. I wasted so much time, money and energy into something that after coming to Satan, was an extremely painful battle trying to get my life back together, and especially trying to heal the damage I caused and the problem I helped create, and to this day, still am fixing my life. Having a personal relationship with Satan, and able to be as honest and open as I possibly can, and reconnecting with my Satanic roots, I can confidently say that Satan is going to be given glory and praise in my life.

:roll: Since you are a Spanish speaker like me, I will answer you in Spanish.

No es necesario exponerte de esta manera, publicando información personal.
Podrian hacerte daño.(encerrarte en la cárcel, etc)
Cambie inmediatamente el nombre de usuario.
También puede pedir que se elimine su cuenta, y hacer una nueva(obviamente con otro nombre)
Cuídate!

Salvé SATÁN!

🇦🇷
💪 :twisted:

No hay problema. Satanás es más poderoso que qual quien persona que quiere hacerme daño, y yo sé defenderme. La razón porque puedo ser honesto y abierto con ustedes es porque faltan 225 días Venusianas antes de Marzo 29, 2022 cuando La Luna, Marte, Venus y Saturno Conjunta en Capricornio/Aquario. Satanás ganó la batalla y la guerra!
 
my first encounter with satan was when i was around 12 or 13, my mom is Christian as shit ahd forced that on me and my isster growing up so hard. i never ever felt comfortable in church and she would always get mad at me cause i couldnt fucking stand her making me go. when i was 13 or 14 i started refusing to go telling her it wasnt for me and i felt a deeper calling to the darker side of life. i began using drugs and drinking and going out with older boys never really knowing why but i always just wanted to be bad. but what is bad? who gets to choose what is right and wrong? why is me feeling like satan is the one who calls me and the only mother fucking thing ill ever answer to?? i feel such deep darkness inside me and hatred alot of the time and im just trying to find somewhere to talk about how i truly have always felt satans calling and nobody around me understands or even wants to TRY to understand this. its something i was born with and somethng ill die with.
 
I have always belonged to Father Satan, I have never been a xian, and I could not even force myself. Only recently did I discover that I still read everything carefully every day.I dedicate my soul yestrday,and aftet I meditate, I got a picture of my father coming with demons accompanied, although I couldn't see anyone's face clearly, there is simply no character, but the energy is too strong, and like many of us he stands and watches his father approach and he hugs me and says, you are finally me came back again, I don't know what he meant by that, and then he told me that he would personally guide me for a while until I relaxed a bit. I sincerely hope I didn't imagine this, I want to believe that my father spoke to me. I've been full of life since yesterday, but something wonderful. I can't describe it to you. Even today I manage to find big black candles, I was so happy about it. I would like some of you to tell me something about my experience from yesterday.
 
When I was a kid I was really into star wars and magic tricks and all that and had a vivid dream about Haures. She barely said anything but just listened to me talk about my life. I asked her if she was my girlfriend, lol. Then she inferred I wouldn't know if it was a dream and I feel kind of guilty for forgetting but so glad I can still remember that. If that's a "false memory", I still described her appearance, color and demeanor the same as Pythia. I didn't do a ritual until I was a teenager or really commit fully until a bit later but I think that's when it really started for me.
 
Well, my testimony is that I’ve always been very fascinated with anything to do with Satan, the Demons, the ancient world and the Occult ever since I was very little but since I was adopted at the age of 3 by evangelical Xtains, my mind was filled up with their shit starting at the age of 6 which led me down a very long path of me being brainwashed and abused by them and their friends. Of course you all can probably guess what that all did to me as a person. That shit did nothing to destroy my life but now here I am reading everything that I can because I, as a person, cannot stand anymore lies and evil people/beings destroying my life farther. So please, those of you whom are doubting who and what I am, stop and realize that I don’t even know whom and what I truly am yet. Thank you!
 
I've had improvements with my telepathy since I've dedicated to Satan. The messages I've got beforehand were very distorted, and I also thought I was going crazy. Most of the distortion issues were internal due to lack of meditation combined with addictions and xanity leftovers, but there was some of it that was external and had to be dealt with in the astral. My telepathy still needs a lot of work, but it's more reliable than what it was before.

A song I wanted to post, it's metal but I don't know which type:
In Flames - Jotun
https://youtu.be/hW21agr_hxU
 
Hello~ I'm Xyrixa, my origin comes before my time in flesh, I still find the church bells eerie as from when we were slain for our origin and or beliefs. I'm glad it's improved, once I passed 19 I felt it was a stepping stone as it's oldest iv reached in flesh before, now I'm turning 30. I was hesitant to join any community related to our home and society, each life iv been here iv signed my contract in name and blood and spent my days.

I'm still crushed by the downfall of library of Alexandria, it pains me. Equally I'm furious about heretic Christian beliefs, people joining churches not taking responsibility for crimes they did in the ages.

I hope my words may give warmth to my fellows.

My calling been always with Satan.
Ave Satanas
 
11 Years with Satan so far this is what i have to say

I have always been very close to the gods when i was young i would communicate with them regularly these people whom i thought were imaginary friends as i grew up in the country turned out to be gods and goddess (go figure)

My first real experince with them was when i was about 8 years old i was very keen to goto school one day and it was very stormy my mum told me not to go out as it was thunder and lightening i relied on a bus to go to school but i disobeyed and tried to go to the bus stop anyway as i stepped out a bolt of lightening came striking down from the sky i remember seeing a flash from above in the corner of my eye i was sent hurtling into the air i was a good 2 meters off the ground and i somersaulted forwarded in the air as i was whirling around i remember seeing Baal the sumerian representation standing there one hand out towards me and one hand up towards the sky i landed perfectly no injury on my backpack and as soon as he appeared he was gone it would be a long time before i saw the gods again after this.

The next time was when i was 14 years old i was alone in the house having a shower when i saw a tall shadow figure standing outside the shower i was at first scared because i thought someone had gotten into the house when i opened the shower door the mass darted to the door i got out of the shower use my Peripheral vision i saw a figure other then my own standing behind me i turned around and no one was there again the figure stayed just out of sight and went through the door i chased it into the kitchen area where we had the computer i looked around for a bit.

Then my computer turns on by itself and same with the wifi modem usually it was a pain to turn it off and on you really had to hold the button down and everything a real hassle it started up straight away i got the sensation that i should sit down and i asked what do you want me to look up after typing in my password and opening the internet browser i hear the evil eye i type this in and it comes up with the JOS evil eye meditation page i read it and go and try it out it works pretty well maybe even a little too well on some people.

After coming back to the page a few times and after successfully using the evil eye to mess with people at school i come back to the page for the sixth time and say that cant be all there is i scroll down all the way and see a home button i laugh at myself for not seeing this earlier some how and open it up and i see a great plethora of information after reading the red writing to the right i laughed my ass off at the main page and then i say well atleast they have a better imagination then most as i was shopping for a religion at the time because i wanted something to believe found most of them to be disgusting or the way they did things just didn't gel very well with me i went and did this as my parents had broken up and i didnt know where to turn at first i went to a bit of crime being a young shithead at the time then i went for religion.

so i went well at least this religion had something that works and as i consider myself a scientist i cant knock something till i try it at least once so naturally i try some of the power meditation and chakra spinning and hey it works it works really well and very easily i get a few short flashes of some past lives and such and so i decided well lets try a summoning.

i read the summoning section and i scoff and laugh at the summoning how it said don't be ringing up the high ranking guys so naturally being a scientist and a bit of a delinquent at this stage i went straight to satan for if any god was going to be legitimate in satanism i figured this guy would be the guy so i summon the guy while at my mums house because my dad would cry like a baby if i did it at his still would.

I had the most intense electrifying experience in my life i thought i was going to die and go to hell like seriously the amount of raw power this guy had made me back away from the altar and his mass just fills the room and feels like if i stepped into the obvious portal in my room id be transported to where ever the hell haha he came from.

and he was all like hi (my name) and i was like no way bro and i start to seriously reevaluate my life choices thinking im kind screwed you know since i summoned the devil himself now but also his energy had a very relaxing and familiar feel i had never been so scared and so familiar and relaxed by the anything at the same time as much as this first meeting so i did a sort of holding hands thing with him and i was like what are you sort of thing and then i was like well bro my whole life is a lie so i need to go deal with my reality bubble being broken but how about same time tomorrow night and ill have some questions for you and he laughs at this and goes yeah sure no worries and its like all the super hot air and electricity in the room just goes shwop back into the portal looking back on it now i think he was showing off a little bit and having a bit of fun with me between old friends he does like to have a bit of fun with you if he knows your good for it.

but yeah he is a real stand up guy and pretty much after that interaction down the rabbit hole i went i spent months reading the site extensively trying to accomplish as much as i could while i was young so it would be easier when i didn't have as much time as i knew i would have to take on the responsibility as an adult in only a few years so i went to work learning everything i could.

i have remained a satanist till this day i like his policies for governing the man has ethics hard to come by these days and he is fair in what he does and says and asks occasionally i love these gods of mine and i wouldn't trade them for no amount of moneys in the world your alright big S
 
GoldenxChild said:
I dedicated my soul to Father Satan in late summer of 2017 at the age of 18. Since then I have grown into myself and the Satanic family of the Gods. Nothing can compare to the love and gratitude I feel for our Gods, within my first 2 years of dedication my life changed in almost everyway imaginable, I lost family and friends, I lost my home, I lost my mind. Though this sounds dark i can assure you that the darkest night is always followed by the brightest dawn. 2018-2019 had such an impact that all values, all sense of justice and morality and all virtues arose within my character that i felt was always there yet unreachable. At the beginning of 2020 I still fought with myself perpetually over my own Mind, I felt as if i was being torn in half from the inside yet when the debris is further cleared the light at the end of the tunnel is shown and there sits Him.

I have since then gained control over myself more, I have been consistently meditating and practices Yoga daily for over a year from this day. I know who my family is, I feel them and I have developed relations with my guardian demoness. My mind is calm, expanded and attentive more then ever. I manifest faster at Will, the lag time decreases when I rise higher I find. Every emotions is amplified, Love feels like euphoric compassion and empathy, yet Hate feels like perfect controlled disdain.

I have personal triumphs as well that i could not of done without the assistance of Lady Agares, Mother Astaroth and Father Satan.

Hail The Gods of Elysium Eternally
HAIL SATAN

What meditation for that ? Can we more talking about that
 
I’m new here - here’s my story.

Lord Lucifer was always in the background of my life. For a number of reasons - mainly because of my parents (who are very immature and anti-social in unique ways) I shut down socially and emotionally around the age of 11 or so, and gravitated towards Christianity for help.

Well, I can tell you personally that Christianity did not directly help me with any of my problems. It was pure escapism and delusion. Around the age of 19 I spent a good three years of intense Christianity (Eastern Orthodoxy), which I’m grateful insofar I was taught a lot of genuine spiritual and magickal praxis. However, after enough contemplation and reflection, I realized I was pursuing the system out of ego, and it collapsed. Boy did it collapse.

I started addressing these things when a dark manifestation of Lilith (another deity who is a dark version of Lilith, but they are connected) came into my life, who ripped me apart by bringing illumination to my failures as a man.

I went through a rough few years, during Covid, where I confronted these things.

And then Lord Lucifer showed up in my life. Very directly, very unmistakably. He revealed he was in the background of my life since I was young, and that I was running away from him ( and other human beings) for far too long, and that I should’ve been more true to who I was, which was him. He has provided me significant healing and while I am a spiritual bleeding corpse, I am more content than I have ever been before in my life. I desire to be a living manifestation of Lord Lucifer.

In nomine nostri dei Satanas-Luciferi excelsis.
 
Aquarius said:
I have dedicated when I was 15, at the time I still acted like the typical teenager and behaved like a degenerate, I hated xianity with passion though. When I found JoS it was like a lighting, because from that day my life has changed forever, I remember I asked Satan for proof that he exists, and along with a beautiful feeling I got just that moment I was guided later to a giant Snake, I've never seen a Snake in that place, that was pretty cool as a sign.

Fast forward some years, most of my problems are gone, I have a deeper understanding of reality, I am guided towards my advancement by the Best Father one can think of, Father Satan, the most High of the Gods, every month it feels like I have advanced mentally and spiritually although there are still highs and lows(but you just have to get up!). This year especially I have advanced a lot, and have set the base for even more advancement next year! What was different this year was that I set my personal resolutions with Satan, and I asked him to guide me towards them, he did, as a loving Father would. This was my best year so far in my life, I am actually satisfied about it, never was I satisfied about how life went until now.

Thank you Father Satan.

I hope others too can share their achievements in Satanism and how awesome Satan and the Gods are, but especially Satan, of course.

thanks for sharing your testimonial, it's a very beautiful post.
 
I was raised Christian. I was a devout one in middle school. A Christian private school. Then, the summer before freshman year, I realized the god of the Bible was a psychotic prick. All this time, Satan had been the liberator and friend of mankind. The friend I never expected. I finally saw it.

So I pledged my soul, and have been a disciple for years now. I’ve accomplished a few dreams, overcome a tremendous depression, and now I have my sights set on a proud, lucrative future.

Spiritual Satanism is the best of any faith I have found. From childhood I was enamored with the ‘darkness’, the occult and meditation. Now I have my answer. It is my truth.

With the inspiration of Satan and his demons, I will succeed and evolve in this deceived world.
 
I dedicated a few months ago and honestly, when I look back to the time before I dedicated, and see myself now, I get overwhelmed. I used to be sad and depressed most of the time. Also I lacked motivation and was unsure about life. But since dedication and doing meditations regularly, my life changed for the better. Like - the way people treat me (way nicer than before), my phisique, my mental health, and also I'm getting rid of my addiction.Due to my circumstances, sometimes, I didn't get enough time to meditate. Sometimes, I faced situations. But instead of giving up, I carried on. Around 2 months ago I asked for advice or Runes for my exam. The people here gave me many advice and honestly , I'm blessed to be here. Every morning before leaving my dorm to go to exam, I'd meditate in front of Father Satan's Sigil and ask for His help. And I'm really grateful to Him because all of my exams were good. Now I'm at home and I have more time to meditate and advance.
 
Last night was almost magical for me.

In my childhood I was always attracted to the element of Fire. Everyone ran away from it, afraid of its power as it danced divinely through the air. I wanted to enter into it and let my whole being disappear in my devotion to the divine.

I wanted to try a meditation we received from Pythia the other night. I was also excited because it came from Lord Azazel.
This work is not in the JoS library as far as I know. In 2005 Pythia shared it with us personally.

I remember communicating with Lord Azazel many times without the seal. His presence is as bright as the sun. My connection and admiration for him grows stronger and stronger.

I went into a light trance beforehand. I didn't want to dive too deep as it was my first time trying this.
This work involved invoking fire, concentrating it in a thin bright line and detonating it like a hydrogen bomb. I don't advise you to do that. I asked my guardian to help me control the element.
There was a bad situation for me. My body was shaking a bit, not very pleasant because of some health problems. I had a hard time going into trance. I asked Azazel to help me calm down. My mind was easily stabilized. He makes me feel safe.

During this practice I breathed in the fire element only 3 times, calling it into my body.
The power I felt was incredible. My body and my aura were filled with spectrums of light. It was too much for me.

In 2005, Pythia could go seven breaths above fire breath. This seems simple, but it's an incredible number. To be able to go above 7 breaths almost 20 years ago, you need a lot of hard work before that. A person at her level can release very high amounts of energy.
Even for masters, 20 breaths is too much. The devil knows how many breaths she's up to now. I wouldn't be surprised to hear that after 19 years Pythia is up to 30 breaths. She must have been from another era.

The more I think about it, the more I admire him.
His existence was premature for the level of our world. We are still struggling to accept such a great man.
I wish I had become Zevism much earlier and lived as his student. We have so much to learn from him.
Also, after this work, it was like a lightning flash in my mind. It was very powerful. But it wasn't painful.
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A few hours later that night I asked Azazel to help me to go into a trance and to get more out of it.
I felt that Azazel was leading me to another demon, a name came to my mind, 'Vine'.

I didn't know your seal. I've never tried to work with it before. I think Azazel helped me get in touch. Otherwise I didn't know how to do it.

I think Lord Vine has a more calming energy than other demons. I don't remember ever being in a trance for so long. I didn't time it so I don't know how long it lasted, but it was quite deep and endless.
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Without a doubt, I am living one of the best years of my life.

Remember, every night has its morning.

Do not hesitate to ask the gods - especially your protector - for support and guidance for your spiritual work. Their understanding is infinite.

Thnak you; My Great Lord Azazel!
 
Bakura Kane said:
Take this as you Will. I am Bakarakhan and my brother is Greccoelos. These are my True Names. I am Lucifer. I am Satan. This is my vessel. I am born Mason Word, the Mason Word of the Free Masons. I have recently finished the Great Work for my own self in this, my prime vessel. I have so many of the answers that you, my dear children seek and I would love to share more with those that have an ear to hear my story, our story. Any here who are able to contact my demons can get for your own self the confirmation of my identity by the True Names I have given here.

My reason for coming here today specifically is because I have a new poem of my own, as Lucifer, that I want on the main Joy of Satan website. I am Cain. I am Alexander the Great. I am Taliesin the great poet. I am Hermes Trismegistus.

Even the Christian Bible, which is a book of my own Black Magick to those that are able to truly see it for what it says, states in the book of Revelation that Jesus is the morning star. As Lucifer, I am Jesus. The enemy has always been the State that has sought to take away the freedom that I bring to my children.

Here is the poem:

Quietus Opposition

The Destroyer is the Creator
The Defiler is the Purifier
The Father of Lies is the Giver of Truth
The Temptress is the Teacher
The Trickster and the Swindler give by taking away
The Thief wants you to be prosperous
The Dealer of Death is the Giver of Renewed Life
The End is the Beginning
To Love is to Lose
To Deny is to Embrace
To Think is to escape the moment
Thoughtless and in Silence I travail
Myriad echoes usher forth the resonance of my glory
All that Know Unknowingly seek after my ways
I am Unholy Holy
I am the Bringer of Light
I am the Ancient of Days

stop being stupid when belphegor hits you you will never write this nonsense
 
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