Hi brothers and sisters is been long I stop posting I know I miss a lot here though I was very busy working both in the office and on myself but this time I set out a very hard meditation program for myself as I find it very hard meditating before, so I thought that my three years of been a satanist won't pass me just like that. To be honest I push myself really hard which I know am not suppose to but am desperate though I made many mistakes as I experiment in my workings but at last I pass because I keep repeating the workings till I get it and know I see almost all of my workings come to pass. I am so happy returning here with this experience. To be honest is not easy for me but right now is not hard either. To know that I'll be planing to do a workings about something and before I know it, it is done without me working on it. This has happened on a several occasion at first I thought it was my imagination but till now is still happening when I think of working on something it come to pass. I know am not suppose to be saying all this here but I am so happy that I can't keep this to myself and I have nobody to tell but to voice my happiness here in my group. So if you are new and find meditation hard I advice you fight it, try your best is really good. I did not say push yourself, that one was my stubbornness and I get it hot while pushing myself so don't push but don't be lazy. Hail Enki
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