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One Wire Phenomenon said:
Do you really think i talk too much on the forums?
And open too many topics?
If i am being a real problem then yes please tell me.
I have a lot of drive for learning now and sharing things and that might become a problem i know.
Something also feels different. I feel people are getting tired of me and also im not on a Zevism standard.
Then again i sometimes think these feelings and thoughts are coming from you.
I would listen if i am truly a problem but if its just you then i am happy to carry on
This is a platform for growth, so you cannot be so hard on yourself. In addition, it takes time and effort to really change your soul. First, you need to develop decent spiritual powers, then it may take many workings to get oneself to a position that are happy with.
If you have air placements, then you are bound to want to talk a lot. Remember that air is balanced by earth, and earth likes to see results and material efforts. So you have to know when you are talking too much, or when you are talking too little, which isn't always easy.
As far as people getting tired of you, this is not so much the case. People just want what is best for you, so do your best to focus on the tools that advance you. This may not be fun, but it is necessary. I can relate with having my own air placements, which can make me want to talk and think too much.
So it is not bad if you are sharing your ideas, just make sure that you are backing this up by efforts that bring your ideas into existence.
As far as feeling down, not up to par, and so forth, this sounds like you need to work on your Sun and Mars energies. I don't know how your meditations are going, but if you feel able, you should start the Sun Square this Sunday.