Astralnaut88
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How did you find the JOS?
What is your origin story?
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Henu the Great
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I was searching for something and I was led here. I say led here because I noticed someone giving a clear message when I read something during that time.
My ex best friend show me the path, and as I look back I see him was just a mediator as he never did anything for himself and quickly left. I'm on the contrary I endured a lot of criticism about this path from both him and lot of others from the internet, even if my knowledge was fragment of when it "all comes together".
Crystal Lake
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It's all luck.
Umun
Member
Quite a few years ago I just typed Satan in the search box and it was among the first results. It was almost highlighted, as if there was an outer glow around the text. Then the monumental work of a truly great woman appeared and amazed me. I was astounded how the truth can exist in such a raw form. It all made perfect sense, for the first time there was a narrative that I could agree with. The rest is history.
Víbora
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I was having an existential crisis in my room, thinking about religions and what was really true. Ever since I was little, I had always hated the Xian and was sure it would never be real, just as I had always been attracted to the Greek and Egyptian gods. I researched many religions, but none seemed right, none seemed true. At a certain point, I gave up. After a few days, wandering around TikTok, I came across a video about spiritual Satanism. The video talked specifically about how Satan was really good and our creator. I had never been afraid of Satan and didn't believe what I was told about him, so I was even more sure. I entered the JoS website as that profile taught, studied it with fascination and joy, felt at home with enormous peace and that I had really found the truth.
And here I am!
And here I am!
Mergethor
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A part of me led me here. Started with the typical Mainstream Satanism so to speak which led in many cases into the typical polarized Christian antithesis "Muh Devil is bad narrative" ---> Trap. The soul knows...
And yes back in the days you could indeed find the JoS if you looked for spirituality and Satanism on Google. You know I mean the Time when the digital Ethernet was a physical rebuild of the Ethernet. Before the enemy corrupted it after they realized its purpose.
Thats your opinion but there is a saying, luck and coincidence are just words to provide an explanation for something else the current conciousness cannot grasp
And yes back in the days you could indeed find the JoS if you looked for spirituality and Satanism on Google. You know I mean the Time when the digital Ethernet was a physical rebuild of the Ethernet. Before the enemy corrupted it after they realized its purpose.
Thats your opinion but there is a saying, luck and coincidence are just words to provide an explanation for something else the current conciousness cannot grasp
Wotanwarrior
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I was many years interested in the theory of the Annunaki and the Sumerian tablets , I wanted to know the truth about ancient cultures like Sumer and Egypt and one day I found a forum called Unidos por Satan now disappeared that was a Spanish translation of the JOS.
Fiery Pluto
Member
A former school friend of mine was Satanist and one day he told my group of friends. Over time I became very curious about it, he told me the site where he got his information from and that was it.
Unfortunately afterwards he got into bad company and he also smoked weed.
Unfortunately afterwards he got into bad company and he also smoked weed.
Crystal Lake
Member
In my country, it takes luck to find the site, and talent to understand it. We can't use Google search, and every way you can think of to find this website. Some people, even if they find it, are unable to understand it. So, one must have both luck and talent to become a member.
Many years ago, when I was a middle school student, I was interested in mythology. I encountered a series of coincidences that led me to find this website.
By the time I found this website, Pluto was just beginning to transit my 12th house. Maybe Pluto brought this event to me.
The Ancient Greek word for Luck is actually translating to "Causality". Everyone is here because their soul led them here, alongside the Gods. Since we don't always get how that works, we call it luck.
Many nice stories on this thread, may all of you advance forever.
I was a pretty degenerate kid, but I was always different from my peers, I never dwelt too much on social, music, shopping, etc... I was always looking for something more, something deeper.
One day I got curious about Satanic symbols, I thought they might have hidden power, so I wanted to learn more. That day I found JoS, from a compilation of the internert's 'most disturbing' sites.
Otherwise, I had my own path of evolution, and now I have goals, a vision of my future, and above all a calling towards my progress on so many levels. Essentially it has disrupted my life in a positive way.
For the rest, I thank Gods for letting me find JoS before other sites or congregations, I thank them for their support and guidance.
One day I got curious about Satanic symbols, I thought they might have hidden power, so I wanted to learn more. That day I found JoS, from a compilation of the internert's 'most disturbing' sites.
Otherwise, I had my own path of evolution, and now I have goals, a vision of my future, and above all a calling towards my progress on so many levels. Essentially it has disrupted my life in a positive way.
For the rest, I thank Gods for letting me find JoS before other sites or congregations, I thank them for their support and guidance.
Wotanwarrior
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I know it is not a coincidence, in the end the gods end up bringing you back to the road, the goddess Gaia for whom I always felt attracted is Astarte, and who I called "the red-haired woman" and that at that time I did not know her name, many years later I discovered that she is the demoness Gremory.
Aleksios
Active member
I've been fascinated by Greek culture since I was a child.
When I found JoS, I felt at home again. Something led me here.
I was a pagan.
One day everything was very bad. I cried and prayed to Lord Marduk. Marduk is the name of Lord Amon in Sumerian mythology.
A week later I found Zevism.
Lord Amon has taught me so much. He is a great guide and hero.
Socrates gave the meaning of 'guide' to the inner voice he called 'Daimon'. I don't believe all this is a coincidence.
I believe there is a hero in all of us.
When I found JoS, I felt at home again. Something led me here.
I was a pagan.
One day everything was very bad. I cried and prayed to Lord Marduk. Marduk is the name of Lord Amon in Sumerian mythology.
A week later I found Zevism.
Lord Amon has taught me so much. He is a great guide and hero.
Socrates gave the meaning of 'guide' to the inner voice he called 'Daimon'. I don't believe all this is a coincidence.
I believe there is a hero in all of us.
High Priestess Lydia Coventina
High Priestess
Here's mine: https://ancient-forums.com/index.php?threads/a-decade.44413/
Interestingly, my childhood best friend is a Zevist, but not Spiritual Zevist. I haven't talked much with her since we were 8 years old, but she also got into the occult in our teens. I never told her of the ToZ as we don't live in the same town anymore, only talked briefly online, so it's not like I could really feel out the situation and lead her here. And from our conversation, I could tell she's not ready for any of this anyway.
Interestingly, my childhood best friend is a Zevist, but not Spiritual Zevist. I haven't talked much with her since we were 8 years old, but she also got into the occult in our teens. I never told her of the ToZ as we don't live in the same town anymore, only talked briefly online, so it's not like I could really feel out the situation and lead her here. And from our conversation, I could tell she's not ready for any of this anyway.
SShiva_fr
Member
2016. It was on Twitter. I read a tweet from this person who was defending Satan.
I had a furious urge to contact him. As if I had to contact him at all costs. I sent him a private message and wrote precisely this:
"Knock, knock, knock! Is Satan here?!"
I'll always remember it and so will he. That sentence was so weird...
I've always wondered how I dared speak like that to a stranger
(and I never talk about Satan to anyone in my daily life/physical reality, even now).
The beginning of an important story, and one that led me to JoS.
If you read this my Friend from all eternity...I salute you and thank you for bringing me to Father Satan.
I had a furious urge to contact him. As if I had to contact him at all costs. I sent him a private message and wrote precisely this:
"Knock, knock, knock! Is Satan here?!"
I'll always remember it and so will he. That sentence was so weird...
I've always wondered how I dared speak like that to a stranger
(and I never talk about Satan to anyone in my daily life/physical reality, even now).
The beginning of an important story, and one that led me to JoS.
If you read this my Friend from all eternity...I salute you and thank you for bringing me to Father Satan.
As we can see from this thread there are many unsung heroes who brought others in with internet activism and bringing people to see information (hopefully they all did this in a same and anonymous manner).
That highlights the importance of our growth in these aspects. Unfortunately we have been google censored for quite a long time. We will seek to work in all of these areas as we go. We are preparing major things for these areas.
It's very sad that some souls out there seek the Truth and they need it but they cannot very easily find it. We will all work as a community to make sure that others get this easily, while simultaneously protecting ourselves of course from the NPC mind while we are at it.
That highlights the importance of our growth in these aspects. Unfortunately we have been google censored for quite a long time. We will seek to work in all of these areas as we go. We are preparing major things for these areas.
It's very sad that some souls out there seek the Truth and they need it but they cannot very easily find it. We will all work as a community to make sure that others get this easily, while simultaneously protecting ourselves of course from the NPC mind while we are at it.
amidyfli01
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i saw a youtube video from “tuv” and it was about him going on “sites from the dark web” and then it eventually showed the death spell page on jos and i wanted to try it on someone
but i eventually actually started reading everything on jos and i thought it was really interesting then i started to take it serious and i’m very glad that it brought me here lmao.
The Raven
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Yeah I quit Google Many years ago, I avoid it like the plague. Total garbage. But JOS comes right up first on Duckduckgo. Another search engine even better than duckduckgo is Yandex.com Jos comes right up on it. Yandex censors the least.
Astralnaut88
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The void brought me here. Even weeks before I had come across the JOS through the forums on Temple of Screaming Electrons website I was already being contacted by the gods although I wasn't aware of what it was at the time.
I was in a room that had absolutely no light in it. I was my garage that had been turned into a room so that no natural light could come in so if I had my eyes opened of closed the darkness would be the same. One day I was awakened and I could not move. I saw a black, deeper than the darkest shade of black I had ever seen, wrap around me like smoke, but not penetrating past my aura which was still dark, just not a pure shade of black. The best way I could describe it is similar to when you turn your TV on and there is the black screen which is dark but not pitch black, or how when you close your eyes in a room with light it all goes dark, but then if you have your eyes closed and you put your hands over your eyes it gets even darker.
Some time after I experienced this I was in class and my teacher always gave us a quick writing assignment to start off as soon as we entered. There is a question on the board and that day it had something to do with the supernatural asking if we had ever witnessed anything of the sort. When we were done writing she asked if anyone would like to share and I spoke about my aforementioned experience. The class was kind of puzzled looking at me dubiously like ones who didn't know whether or not to believe me, but then the teacher says "mine was white". She also stated that like me she was in a room with no light in it. After an awkward silence we got on with our class.
I had also already astral projected before this as my father had a book on ESP where the author speaks of a method of astral projection by tensing up the whole body and the releasing and focusing on a falling effect. I had succeeded a few times as a teen very briefly. I would always snap back into my body very quickly as the excitement would cause me to want to move physically. I would also play with my third eye as a child and move my finger close to and then away. The magnetic sensation was noticeable to me. Many of us are meant to be here and have this imprinted in our souls.
I was in a room that had absolutely no light in it. I was my garage that had been turned into a room so that no natural light could come in so if I had my eyes opened of closed the darkness would be the same. One day I was awakened and I could not move. I saw a black, deeper than the darkest shade of black I had ever seen, wrap around me like smoke, but not penetrating past my aura which was still dark, just not a pure shade of black. The best way I could describe it is similar to when you turn your TV on and there is the black screen which is dark but not pitch black, or how when you close your eyes in a room with light it all goes dark, but then if you have your eyes closed and you put your hands over your eyes it gets even darker.
Some time after I experienced this I was in class and my teacher always gave us a quick writing assignment to start off as soon as we entered. There is a question on the board and that day it had something to do with the supernatural asking if we had ever witnessed anything of the sort. When we were done writing she asked if anyone would like to share and I spoke about my aforementioned experience. The class was kind of puzzled looking at me dubiously like ones who didn't know whether or not to believe me, but then the teacher says "mine was white". She also stated that like me she was in a room with no light in it. After an awkward silence we got on with our class.
I had also already astral projected before this as my father had a book on ESP where the author speaks of a method of astral projection by tensing up the whole body and the releasing and focusing on a falling effect. I had succeeded a few times as a teen very briefly. I would always snap back into my body very quickly as the excitement would cause me to want to move physically. I would also play with my third eye as a child and move my finger close to and then away. The magnetic sensation was noticeable to me. Many of us are meant to be here and have this imprinted in our souls.
Amethystos
Member
I saw a YouTube video about "the most creepy internet webpages" which included death row inmate quotes, black box recordings from plane crashes and JoS. And so here I was.
As Baal Zebul's virtue no. III states, without bravery you will reach nowhere in life and bravery I was not lacking, even as a kid.
As Baal Zebul's virtue no. III states, without bravery you will reach nowhere in life and bravery I was not lacking, even as a kid.
Basileus
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I always had been what I am, in this reincarnation when I have heard the name " Satan " for the first time it gave me a nostalgic and peaceful feeling then I knew that I will never stop looking for answers as I had this urge to be reconnected with GOD [Satan] I have start doing my research . Feeling how Satan really is I have started to look upon satanist websites where I have seen many wierd and disgusting ones which has nothing to do with true satanism and Satan true self and our God's just mocking them and making them looking as "evil" and I just knew that's bullshit and then I found Jos and everything started to look exactly as I supposed it will look, as the truth is not as the enemy try to make truth look.
I will come back with a topic about my origin and how all started.
I will come back with a topic about my origin and how all started.
Kitsunebi
Member
I became an Zevism because I was firstly motivated with revenge and wanting to get back at all those who caused me a lot of bullshit since childhood, but my head got clearer and sharper as I stayed here and kept living and just surviving.
All that bullying, all the outcasting, physical abuse even from a screwed xtian fanatic dad and whatever else, I am here now because I want a brighter future where no one has to suffer like I did. Where no one will ever tread into the same darkness my dad and I did.
All that bullying, all the outcasting, physical abuse even from a screwed xtian fanatic dad and whatever else, I am here now because I want a brighter future where no one has to suffer like I did. Where no one will ever tread into the same darkness my dad and I did.
Epiphany
Active member
Interesting, I was also having 12th house transits during the time I was getting into the JOS.
Dragonheart666
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I was told about this website. Because I was curious and confused about Satanism. And wanted to know the truth. I have been a member on here for quite some time. Learning for myself. And figuring it out. As a witness and a Spiritual Satanist.
I was born and raised in a Christian family. And just simply wanted to know the truth about Satan. And the more I hear about him the more I learn about myself. And I am glad I'm here.
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I was born and raised in a Christian family. And just simply wanted to know the truth about Satan. And the more I hear about him the more I learn about myself. And I am glad I'm here.
❤serpentskirt
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When i was a kid and had my own phone for the first time, searching spiritual things on internet cause ever since i could remember i have interest about these things. firstly i researched about parapsychology, paganism and witchcraft. I was twelve years old so i really believed that i'm a witch...
i tried to do telekinesis, astral projection, chakra meditations etc. but then i get bored, because it felt like idle around. so i searched more about various religions. right before i met with satanism, i saw a dream. me and my family were walking by a gloomy back street. there was a big tall wall beside us. i wondered whats behind it. i stopped and climbed through the garbage dump. there was a whole different hidden world. i saw a giant metallic pyramid, remaining in the air. theres something very shiny under it, like lava or something. i dont know what and how but i was sure that huge pyramid was serving an important purpose, or like the source of everything. at first it was just a catchy dream, now i can clearly see it was about me being Zevism. because few days later that dream, i read three short pdf books about an ecole of satanism. it was all shitty and fictive but it was my first step to join satanism. it helped me reverse the cards, the devil they taught me is real god and the god they taught me is real devil. i wanted to learn more and searched about satanism. right after, i found a spiritual satanism website and couldn't stop reading and reading and reading because it all makes sense after all this searching and all informations on internet... i was 14 years old when i met with spiritual satanism. finally i felt like every piece is falling into right place. i was captivated by how spiritual satanism expains everything with reasons and documents and history and giving me a purpose to live.
Happy ending
i tried to do telekinesis, astral projection, chakra meditations etc. but then i get bored, because it felt like idle around. so i searched more about various religions. right before i met with satanism, i saw a dream. me and my family were walking by a gloomy back street. there was a big tall wall beside us. i wondered whats behind it. i stopped and climbed through the garbage dump. there was a whole different hidden world. i saw a giant metallic pyramid, remaining in the air. theres something very shiny under it, like lava or something. i dont know what and how but i was sure that huge pyramid was serving an important purpose, or like the source of everything. at first it was just a catchy dream, now i can clearly see it was about me being Zevism. because few days later that dream, i read three short pdf books about an ecole of satanism. it was all shitty and fictive but it was my first step to join satanism. it helped me reverse the cards, the devil they taught me is real god and the god they taught me is real devil. i wanted to learn more and searched about satanism. right after, i found a spiritual satanism website and couldn't stop reading and reading and reading because it all makes sense after all this searching and all informations on internet... i was 14 years old when i met with spiritual satanism. finally i felt like every piece is falling into right place. i was captivated by how spiritual satanism expains everything with reasons and documents and history and giving me a purpose to live.
Happy ending
dragonforce666
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As a teen I was an edgy metalhead, attracted to Satanic symbolism and themes in music.
It led me to wanting to "sell my soul" to play music or something.. So I got into occult stuff online. luckily I found JoS relatively early. otherwise I would've gotten into some qlippothic bullshit.
I remember it was HP HC's sermons that made me seriously consider this path. I've listened to many 'truthers' and conspiracy theories online, but HC's words are on a totally different level. For which I am very thankful coming across. And to have been around when HPS Pythia was, is an honour.
Anyways, I dedicated about a week or two later, despite some doubts. The first time I contacted Satan, at a beautiful location in nature over water, is a night i'll never forget... and I never looked back since.
It's been a long hard road, but my life has meaning and fulfillment, couldn't be more proud to be apart of something.
Hail Satan!
It led me to wanting to "sell my soul" to play music or something.. So I got into occult stuff online. luckily I found JoS relatively early. otherwise I would've gotten into some qlippothic bullshit.
I remember it was HP HC's sermons that made me seriously consider this path. I've listened to many 'truthers' and conspiracy theories online, but HC's words are on a totally different level. For which I am very thankful coming across. And to have been around when HPS Pythia was, is an honour.
Anyways, I dedicated about a week or two later, despite some doubts. The first time I contacted Satan, at a beautiful location in nature over water, is a night i'll never forget... and I never looked back since.
It's been a long hard road, but my life has meaning and fulfillment, couldn't be more proud to be apart of something.
Hail Satan!
Ælberiigor
Active member
Of course ! It's thanks to you that I'm here !
You have good memory, I talked about Bardon and thought that Satan was Saturn during our discussion...
The fight is on another level now, I'm dedicated since few days and started french translations.
Yes but it is worth to realize that we don't leave in the absolute truth inside the JoS neither. And this is fine as this is a part of our advancement. A lot of things have been said in the past that we now know to be false, and there is probably a lot of things we commonly believe to be true now, and might be false. Knowing the absolute truth on most things is highly depends on personal advancement.
Satyanik
Member
I was always interested in the occult and started studying early in life. I have many stories of paranormal experiences, scary and not so scary, that go as far back as i can remember. it's always been a normal thing to me
I've also always felt something off about xianity. I remember telling my cousin once how i just pictured a bunch of priests around a cauldron absorbing all the prayers from people and using it for malicious intent. they laughed but i was serious
they gave me a couple books about different practices when i expressed interest. i studied wicca and voodoo in particular but never liked how you needed to collect all these strange ingredients and bury them in jars and stuff. it never felt right so i kept looking
then one day i was watching a paranormal activity style movie about a guy who summoned a demon as a joke and paid the price for it, i can't remember the name. but i was intrigued by the power of the demons and wanted to learn from them, and i thought maybe if i was respectful instead of being like the guy in the movie maybe they'd teach me
so i googled how to summon a demon and the first result was the jos articles on it. i studied the whole website and the more i read the more i liked it. i dedicated soon after and started doing Ritual's. ive since fallen off a bit consistency wise but my heart has always been and will always be with the gods
I've also always felt something off about xianity. I remember telling my cousin once how i just pictured a bunch of priests around a cauldron absorbing all the prayers from people and using it for malicious intent. they laughed but i was serious
they gave me a couple books about different practices when i expressed interest. i studied wicca and voodoo in particular but never liked how you needed to collect all these strange ingredients and bury them in jars and stuff. it never felt right so i kept looking
then one day i was watching a paranormal activity style movie about a guy who summoned a demon as a joke and paid the price for it, i can't remember the name. but i was intrigued by the power of the demons and wanted to learn from them, and i thought maybe if i was respectful instead of being like the guy in the movie maybe they'd teach me
so i googled how to summon a demon and the first result was the jos articles on it. i studied the whole website and the more i read the more i liked it. i dedicated soon after and started doing Ritual's. ive since fallen off a bit consistency wise but my heart has always been and will always be with the gods
Blizzard_Owl
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I first found the jos site a decade ago as i was just casually searching up how to get a succubus, at the time i was in an anti-xianity phase and went full "Black metal scary devil man is actually cool" phase, and i was a horny teenager. I then saw the full site with the description and it made more and more sense the more i read.
The sex demons were why i joined but the promise of knowledge, power, saving my species and embracing culture is why i stayed as i grew up and got wiser.
The sex demons were why i joined but the promise of knowledge, power, saving my species and embracing culture is why i stayed as i grew up and got wiser.
Lost in Translation 3
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can you teach me how to read the natal chart, I've no luck.
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