I was not christian,
It was a Ram head not a cute white sheep, what i mean by ram is a male strong sheep. A Ram and an Ewe give very different vibes,
Personally, since childhood i have seen same exact thing in real life, when ram head is prepared to being cooked, its first put in fire and the skin contracts which makes teeth visible so the head looks weird, yellowish, like what i saw in meditation. And the horns are removed at that stage,
When i saw this before, looking at it for few seconds made me instantly feel spiritual realm and made me feel i am tuning to demons, this was especially at night,
Whats more intense is when the Ram Head is still with horns etc, and still new and freshly taken ( in ethical way, after the animal already leaves the body) this also looking at it made me feel the reality of demons and clear reminder of spiritual realm, looking at it i instantly knew the demons are real and feeling im tuning to them, with a weird feeling in body caused by seing something this intense, especially when seing him alive, petting him, then seing him leaving body, and then unalive.
if what i saw was not looking like already put in fire, but instead alive, i would have thought maybe its God Zeus Aspect, but it looked burnt.
I do not know if Gods can use those images, of if the subconscious uses them or both.