i have dedicated my soul to Enki and before i came to know about joyofsatan....i was a black metal Satanist ( i used to pray the Evil and embraced darkness)... Now, i have tried that method(climbing down the stairs into darkness) to go into Trance mode and every of the other exercises listed but it isnt doing me any good. To clear the ambiguity -
Before - Left Hand Satanist
After - Theistic Satanism(Enki or joyofsatan)
Hope this helps, but does anybody know whether its related to paganism (norse mythology) - Hinduism (Shiva portrayed as Baphomet) or not.
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From: Musouka <[ email redacted ]
To: "" <
Sent: Friday, 2 December 2011 2:24 PM
Subject: Re: [Advanced_Meditation] THE ONLY OPTION
I'm not the original poster but i feel for the guy in a way. First, your making assumptions that he is not honest with Satan. How do you know?Second, maybe he's between a rock and a hard place. I have yet to get any contact with any of the gods but I'm not gonna ask someone else to do it because i understand Satanism is about (among other things) self-power and knowledge. I don't have issues with what you said but with the implications of the content for people like me. I wonder everyday, did he get my commitment or is he aware of me? When you add the "not meant to be with him" i then get other questions. If I'm not meant to be with him then why? How do i know I'm not meant to be with him? If not him then who?
Do you see my worry based from your statement? As i mentioned in other emails and please don't read this wrong. In regards to my faith/belief in Satan, it seems no different then Christians in their non-existent god? I have yet to see, feel, or hear him. And i call that blind faith. However, i would rather have blind faith in Satan who allows me to express myself however i wish over some book that says i have to do this and that in order to quench my fear of damnation. I'm doing what i can with what little time/privacy i have to inc my energy, open my chakras, and Astral Project so that i can see, feel, talk to the gods. In fact, Astral Projection is my focus right now. I said, "Hell, if he's too busy to come to me then I'll go to him". I've had some projections but i was near my body the whole time and it was hard to move or clearly see. But it is that confirmation that pushes me...
Ecrin Satan!
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From: Allison P <[ email redacted ]
To:
Sent: Friday, December 2, 2011 10:44 AM
Subject: Re: [Advanced_Meditation] THE ONLY OPTION
Well, I call things as I see them. I don't know. It just doesn't seem
like this person is giving Father much of a chance, really. And
they're asking for Pythia or one of the clergy to talk to him for
them? I'm sorry, but that' just pisses me off. The clergy are here for
guidance, not to hold people's hands. HP Pythia herself did say that
Father Satan doesn't accept everyone; I was just throwing that out
there as a possible reason why their request was not granted multiple
times. It is not inconceivable, if this person wasn't totally honest
with him. That's the point I was trying to make. Ave Satanas!
On 12/1/11, Drew <[ email redacted ] wrote:
I do not like the sound of "Or maybe, you are not meant to be with him. Ever
thought of that?". That's like saying all this effort I put into this
(meditations, rituals, etc) is a waste of my time. HP Pythia, I believe,
said Satan accepts all who come to him given they are serious. I certainly
hope you spoke in ignorance.
Ecrin Satan!
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On Dec 1, 2011, at 13:57, Allison P <[ email redacted ] wrote:
Father Satan is very, very busy, as are all the other Gods. They
aren't genies, constantly at your beck and call. Or maybe, you are not
meant to be with him. Ever thought of that? I'm not saying this to be
insulting, but just to say. He does not accept everyone. Think...were
you completely honest with him? He doesn't take kindly to being used,
or coming to him with false pretenses. Pythia, nobody from the Clergy
for that matter, are here as mediators. Talk to him yourself. If you
truly want to be with him, you will meet him halfway and give him
time. This is not fast food! Hail Father Satan!
On 11/28/11, shaurya sejwal <[ email redacted ] wrote:
SORRY TO OFFEND YOU ALL, I SWEAR THAT IM NOT TROLLING OR FOOLING AROUND
Now, if Enki is really there, then Pythia please ask him why is he
ignoring
me or you can ask him to tell something about me??
Im very confused and if you dont help me then probably ill end up in an
asylum......i have studied norse mythology(pagan), hinduism(my
religion),
Satanism(Left-hand - about devil n baphomet) and now the joy of
satan.....please help me get my mind clear or please please ask Enki to
show
me a sign of his existence( it will help me a lot )...my head is going
to
explode and i can already feel the pain....i cant take it
anymore......please HPS Pythia help me!!
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