At this point your public pretenses don't mean anything.
This attempt is just more pretending off of you and more games.
I never had any personal problems towards you. We have always been in fact quite supportive and happy about finally seeing a stability in the Turkish community for it's people's sake, especially since the last people again engaged in more bad behaviors.
There is no "personal behavior" towards you besides maybe my own insistence to always try to explain to you, help you and accelerate what I prior perceived as a good trajectory for your growth into the JoS. However, that appeared to be not the case, because any such input to you was correlated based on the distorted lenses of your ego and personality.
This is yet more of your own self consuming arrogance which perceives your own self in it's own disorderly state, led you to develop numerous illusions about your own treatment and what you "deserved" as a treatment, based on timeline, effects, or unproven capacities which you assumed others couldn't see.
The above is of course full erroneous and based on your own need and perception to see others as "less", in order to "quickly" elevate yourself above a level which you functionally have not even reached closely to.
The reality despite of your opinions which are indeed based on half lies, remains as this: You received acceleration, platform, voice, position and everything else, to repay people with a short termed power trip over nonsense and disloyal behavior to the maximum.
The only difference in the level of planning and disloyalty is that it was cut short; not much else. Essentially here you just pretend to be good since it was cut too early and too short.
You chose to trigger this cascade of nonsense because of your lesser level which you try to hide behind elongated posts and other nonsensical games.
I also don't require any apologies, as you are absolved from any responsibilities or any position from JoS and you are removed. Therefore, no apologies are even required. You just apologize for the public and to try to fool people and nothing besides this.
Meanwhile, you strayed from e-mails and any acceptance of extremely valuable feedback from people who treated you fairly, kindly and properly. Still, to this day, you continue the same public games of pretending as if anyone is a fool or as if we don't have a folder of proof or witnesses.
I wonder how stupid you think you are to apologize to people publicly that you call "Whores" and so on privately. Why do you congratulate whom you privately called a "Whore" for her Priesthood? Why do you apologize to a "Whore" Spine or congratulate her for her position in public?
Why do you lie that any information that was supposedly mine, if gotten with "a good intent", did not privately become more of the above in the form of personal attack? Do you think that we don't know of this either?
You are a coward and a liar. It really takes no decency of any form to attack people that generally had you in a good position, treated you fairly [and if unfairly, in the higher way], and then to suddenly allow this to get to your head in order to solve internal gaps at the expense of anything.
We know of your real opinions and views Spine, there is no point to beat around the bush in responses like this, except for your usual "public engagement" which you conveniently attempted to do in previous topics as well.
The futile attempts to write long brazen explanations publicly and pretend you are defending the "JoS Turkish Community" while you are the lowest hanging apple in it, is not your work to do. Even your "work" was nothing but a proxy to inflate your lesser ethically inclined self.
If any of this behavior was for the "Community", how did it benefit the "Community"? None of it was community related. Just nonsense related. Do you think your worthless behavior here brings any value to the community which you now kiss ass in order to "defend", while simultaneously you are posing here as one of it's bad examples?
If you wanted to bring honor to your community then the above was not how it's done. If you wanted to reduce it's public perception and so on, that's how it's done for sure.
You had many opportunities, all wasted. Even this long winded response is you generating more and more excuses to waste everyone's time.
Nothing was changing until the day where you got caught and the matter reached this point. That is not called "correction", it's called that you simply got caught.
You are disloyal and incapable, ungrateful and unstable. You went as far in your arrogance to make public declarations against us, but it makes me wonder, does anyone else for whom you were playing these things in public have awareness of anything of the above? They do now.
If you have a personality problem that's your problem and not the JoS's problem, who treated you fairly and if anything tried to recognize you, treat you properly and impart you into the body of it's work. What you did from there on is your own personal issue.
I believe now it's time for you to be on your way. Stop wasting our time with your lies and if you have a shed of respect for the Gods or the community go advance past this level of a pretender.
Lastly, as I see the whole "Wrath of the Gods" thing, it is important to comprehend first that violation of the fellowship with other Zevism is not "separated" from the Gods. I am not sure where all this "respect for the Gods" was the last at least 6 months where everyone was trying to explain things to you from 100 angles each.
Apparently you probably expected lightning to strike you from the sky, or Satan to show up in a spaceship, for you to recognize certain flaws and disturbing personality patterns. However the Gods won't spend all their time to come strike you with lightning everytime you play some games.
They have another view of punishment which is not related to this immediate "I was not struck by lightning, I am okay, these actions I did were fine" views which you espoused and followed your behaviors and choices.
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