Struggling with meditation

[Xavier]

So ever since I dedicated myself to Satan it's been difficult to meditate and advance spiritually. It took me a long time to figure this out at first I thought it was just me being lazy and not wanting to do it. Then I thought it was the enemy causing this to happen until I read a sermon from High Priest Vovim Baghie I wish I posted about this sooner but for some reason I couldn't do it because I was embarrassed about being a dedicated Satanist for about 2 and half years and not being able to get past the beginning meditations. But I realized that is just nonsense that holds you back and after reading that sermon it really helped me open my eyes that's why I'm typing this now. So any Satanist that is struggling with meditation should really that sermon.



Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!

 

[Brian Gibbons]

That sermon helped me out a lot too when I first got here.Glad you are getting past it,we have all been there at times.I was telling my wife just yesterday,that even though I have been at this almost 4 years now,I too struggle to make myself go do my Yoga and Power Meditations.But once I get in there,then that all changes as I then really enjoy myself.But the longest walk is to our meditation room still,so do not feel bad about it. Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Xavier <xavi3rskaggs@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, November 27, 2012 12:00 AM
Subject: Struggling with meditation

  So ever since I dedicated myself to Satan it's been difficult to meditate and advance spiritually. It took me a long time to figure this out at first I thought it was just me being lazy and not wanting to do it. Then I thought it was the enemy causing this to happen until I read a sermon from High Priest Vovim Baghie I wish I posted about this sooner but for some reason I couldn't do it because I was embarrassed about being a dedicated Satanist for about 2 and half years and not being able to get past the beginning meditations. But I realized that is just nonsense that holds you back and after reading that sermon it really helped me open my eyes that's why I'm typing this now. So any Satanist that is struggling with meditation should really that sermon.

Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!

 

[Xavier Skaggs]

That's how I feel to I'll get ready to meditate and then my mind will start trying to make excuses to not do it until I finally meditate and that mindset set disappears.
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, November 27, 2012 12:10 AM
Subject: Re: Struggling with meditation

  That sermon helped me out a lot too when I first got here.Glad you are getting past it,we have all been there at times.I was telling my wife just yesterday,that even though I have been at this almost 4 years now,I too struggle to make myself go do my Yoga and Power Meditations.But once I get in there,then that all changes as I then really enjoy myself.But the longest walk is to our meditation room still,so do not feel bad about it. Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Xavier <xavi3rskaggs@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, November 27, 2012 12:00 AM
Subject: Struggling with meditation

  So ever since I dedicated myself to Satan it's been difficult to meditate and advance spiritually. It took me a long time to figure this out at first I thought it was just me being lazy and not wanting to do it. Then I thought it was the enemy causing this to happen until I read a sermon from High Priest Vovim Baghie I wish I posted about this sooner but for some reason I couldn't do it because I was embarrassed about being a dedicated Satanist for about 2 and half years and not being able to get past the beginning meditations. But I realized that is just nonsense that holds you back and after reading that sermon it really helped me open my eyes that's why I'm typing this now. So any Satanist that is struggling with meditation should really that sermon.

Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Yes its all about doing it when you do not feel like it.But then that is the very definition of self discipline.When we adopt the habit of saying to our self,that I need to do it,no matter how I feel about it.  Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Xavier Skaggs <xavi3rskaggs@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, November 27, 2012 12:25 AM
Subject: Re: Struggling with meditation

  That's how I feel to I'll get ready to meditate and then my mind will start trying to make excuses to not do it until I finally meditate and that mindset set disappears.
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, November 27, 2012 12:10 AM
Subject: Re: Struggling with meditation

  That sermon helped me out a lot too when I first got here.Glad you are getting past it,we have all been there at times.I was telling my wife just yesterday,that even though I have been at this almost 4 years now,I too struggle to make myself go do my Yoga and Power Meditations.But once I get in there,then that all changes as I then really enjoy myself.But the longest walk is to our meditation room still,so do not feel bad about it. Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Xavier <xavi3rskaggs@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, November 27, 2012 12:00 AM
Subject: Struggling with meditation

  So ever since I dedicated myself to Satan it's been difficult to meditate and advance spiritually. It took me a long time to figure this out at first I thought it was just me being lazy and not wanting to do it. Then I thought it was the enemy causing this to happen until I read a sermon from High Priest Vovim Baghie I wish I posted about this sooner but for some reason I couldn't do it because I was embarrassed about being a dedicated Satanist for about 2 and half years and not being able to get past the beginning meditations. But I realized that is just nonsense that holds you back and after reading that sermon it really helped me open my eyes that's why I'm typing this now. So any Satanist that is struggling with meditation should really that sermon.

Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!

 

[Xavier Skaggs]

Right now I'm trying to get over the habit of putting things off and it's pretty bad but I've been gradually getting over that. I just need to do it and try not to think about doing something else that's what really screws me over and wastes my time.
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, November 27, 2012 12:45 AM
Subject: Re: Struggling with meditation

  Yes its all about doing it when you do not feel like it.But then that is the very definition of self discipline.When we adopt the habit of saying to our self,that I need to do it,no matter how I feel about it.  Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Xavier Skaggs <xavi3rskaggs@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, November 27, 2012 12:25 AM
Subject: Re: Struggling with meditation

  That's how I feel to I'll get ready to meditate and then my mind will start trying to make excuses to not do it until I finally meditate and that mindset set disappears.
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, November 27, 2012 12:10 AM
Subject: Re: Struggling with meditation

  That sermon helped me out a lot too when I first got here.Glad you are getting past it,we have all been there at times.I was telling my wife just yesterday,that even though I have been at this almost 4 years now,I too struggle to make myself go do my Yoga and Power Meditations.But once I get in there,then that all changes as I then really enjoy myself.But the longest walk is to our meditation room still,so do not feel bad about it. Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Xavier <xavi3rskaggs@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, November 27, 2012 12:00 AM
Subject: Struggling with meditation

  So ever since I dedicated myself to Satan it's been difficult to meditate and advance spiritually. It took me a long time to figure this out at first I thought it was just me being lazy and not wanting to do it. Then I thought it was the enemy causing this to happen until I read a sermon from High Priest Vovim Baghie I wish I posted about this sooner but for some reason I couldn't do it because I was embarrassed about being a dedicated Satanist for about 2 and half years and not being able to get past the beginning meditations. But I realized that is just nonsense that holds you back and after reading that sermon it really helped me open my eyes that's why I'm typing this now. So any Satanist that is struggling with meditation should really that sermon.

Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!

 

[Mc Rundown]

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On Mon, Nov 26, 2012 11:01 PM PST Xavier Skaggs wrote:

Right now I'm trying to get over the habit of putting things off and it's pretty bad but I've been gradually getting over that. I just need to do it and try not to think about doing something else that's what really screws me over and wastes my time.


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From: Brian Gibbons <[ email redacted ]
To:
Sent: Tuesday, November 27, 2012 12:45 AM
Subject: Re: Struggling with meditation


 
Yes its all about doing it when you do not feel like it.But then that is the very definition of self discipline.When we adopt the habit of saying to our self,that I need to do it,no matter how I feel about it. 
 
Hail Satan
Brian 



________________________________
From: Xavier Skaggs <[ email redacted ]
To:
Sent: Tuesday, November 27, 2012 12:25 AM
Subject: Re: Struggling with meditation


 
That's how I feel to I'll get ready to meditate and then my mind will start trying to make excuses to not do it until I finally meditate and that mindset set disappears.



________________________________
From: Brian Gibbons <[ email redacted ]
To:
Sent: Tuesday, November 27, 2012 12:10 AM
Subject: Re: Struggling with meditation


 
That sermon helped me out a lot too when I first got here.Glad you are getting past it,we have all been there at times.I was telling my wife just yesterday,that even though I have been at this almost 4 years now,I too struggle to make myself go do my Yoga and Power Meditations.But once I get in there,then that all changes as I then really enjoy myself.But the longest walk is to our meditation room still,so do not feel bad about it.
 
Hail Satan
Brian 



________________________________
From: Xavier <[ email redacted ]
To:
Sent: Tuesday, November 27, 2012 12:00 AM
Subject: Struggling with meditation


 
So ever since I dedicated myself to Satan it's been difficult to meditate and advance spiritually. It took me a long time to figure this out at first I thought it was just me being lazy and not wanting to do it. Then I thought it was the enemy causing this to happen until I read a sermon from High Priest Vovim Baghie I wish I posted about this sooner but for some reason I couldn't do it because I was embarrassed about being a dedicated Satanist for about 2 and half years and not being able to get past the beginning meditations. But I realized that is just nonsense that holds you back and after reading that sermon it really helped me open my eyes that's why I'm typing this now. So any Satanist that is struggling with meditation should really that sermon.

Hail Satan!!!! Hail To The Gods Of Duat!!!!








No matter how lazy or descouraged we feel,we must not neglect our meditation. We must always find a way of doing them. Changing a meditation program can be effective especially when the current feels boring. It is important to be consistent wit meditation for one to advance. Hail SATAN