Something came & SHOOK ME AWAKE!

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Lord Kayle

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The night before last I had finally just fallen asleep, only to be suddenly awakened by a very disturbing SHAKING over my entire body.
Then it happened again this morning.
These are the only 2 times this has ever happened.
What is going on?

Hail Enki!
 
Weird because just last night, I had the strangest experience. I opened my eyes, and I think I was drifting asleep or waking up, not sure. Then, my whole body had this feeling of vibration and there was a loud  rushing noise in my ears. I couldn't move, I don't if I involuntarily couldn't move or if I was stuck from fear. Wonder what these experiences could be or mean.
 
Turns out this has been ongoing and has happened since about 50 more times.  Sometimes 5 or 6 times a night.  I started getting shaken and vibrating like feelings even more, sometimes even when I am awake and standing besides sitting and/or laying down.  I now think it's a type of brain damage and Tardive Dyskinesia from taking psychoactive medications.  Some of which were forced on me against my will.  I stopped taking them quite a while ago, but the bad damaging side effects seem to be continuing.
Due to all this and because of some other very bad things that happened, I thought I may have made a mistake by dedicating to Enki/Satan and so I started praying to the Xtian God thinking demons were attacking me.  But nothing happened and nothing seemed to work.  I don't remember renouncing Satan or Enki or anything like that, but I repented to Jesus aka Yeshua, and like I said it seems he didn't help me at all.  
Now, since I discovered and experienced all this it seems I also lost contact with my guardian and succubi and it seems like Enki himself has left and abandoned me too. 
What must I do to re-establish contact with Enki, my guardian and my succubi?
I really thought when I dedicated I followed the JoS site ritual, but now it seems a bit different.
Did I even perform the correct dedication ritual?
If I did not, then shouldn't I do it again?
I am really so very sorry, and I am in desperate need of help in many ways beyond anything imaginable right now.
I don't know what to do, PLEASE HELP!

  Weird because just last night, I had the strangest experience. I opened my eyes, and I think I was drifting asleep or waking up, not sure. Then, my whole body had this feeling of vibration and there was a loud  rushing noise in my ears. I couldn't move, I don't if I involuntarily couldn't move or if I was stuck from fear. Wonder what these experiences could be or mean.
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@LordKayleHow long have you been dedicated? I feel like you have been dedicated long enough to have been established in spiritual satanism. Perhaps you need to further deprogram your mind from the lies and diversions of Xianity.
As was said many times, the dedication ritual is permanent. The only problem I see here is that you still have some xian deprogramming to do. I can't tell you that all is set and well with you and the gods but Satan is very understanding of these things. You were confused and not exactly stable in your beliefs it seems..but it happens. Learning from mistakes and experiences can be MUCH more important than the mistake itself.
I suggest you listen to your intuition and do a ritual to father Satan and speak with him on this. Meditate on him and his sigil. His energy and being. Be strong in your faith and educate yourself with knowledge so that you can no longer be confused.
Also, Keep up your meditations and stay close to the path. Continue to educate yourself and use your powers to heal and overcome the mental imbalances you have (assuming its due to those meds you have taken).
If you are true to Satan and his will, continue to empower yourself  and also further the truth by online warfare and taking part in the Spiritual Cleansing rituals.
Come back here on the groups and update us. You should be fine.

Hail our Creator God Satan.



  Turns out this has been ongoing and has happened since about 50 more times.  Sometimes 5 or 6 times a night.  I started getting shaken and vibrating like feelings even more, sometimes even when I am awake and standing besides sitting and/or laying down.  I now think it's a type of brain damage and Tardive Dyskinesia from taking psychoactive medications.  Some of which were forced on me against my will.  I stopped taking them quite a while ago, but the bad damaging side effects seem to be continuing.
Due to all this and because of some other very bad things that happened, I thought I may have made a mistake by dedicating to Enki/Satan and so I started praying to the Xtian God thinking demons were attacking me.  But nothing happened and nothing seemed to work.  I don't remember renouncing Satan or Enki or anything like that, but I repented to Jesus aka Yeshua, and like I said it seems he didn't help me at all.  
Now, since I discovered and experienced all this it seems I also lost contact with my guardian and succubi and it seems like Enki himself has left and abandoned me too. 
What must I do to re-establish contact with Enki, my guardian and my succubi?
I really thought when I dedicated I followed the JoS site ritual, but now it seems a bit different.
Did I even perform the correct dedication ritual?
If I did not, then shouldn't I do it again?
I am really so very sorry, and I am in desperate need of help in many ways beyond anything imaginable right now.
I don't know what to do, PLEASE HELP!

  Weird because just last night, I had the strangest experience. I opened my eyes, and I think I was drifting asleep or waking up, not sure. Then, my whole body had this feeling of vibration and there was a loud  rushing noise in my ears. I couldn't move, I don't if I involuntarily couldn't move or if I was stuck from fear. Wonder what these experiences could be or mean.
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Hello, I am totally in agreement with what Shannon said. I have a question concerning what you state in the title for this topic, "Something came & SHOOK ME AWAKE!"  You also think that it was possibly psychoactive medications that were involved in the strange vibrations you were feeling. Have you certain understanding of what was causing those feelings? In my understanding it sounds almost like an enemy attack.




  @LordKayleHow long have you been dedicated? I feel like you have been dedicated long enough to have been established in spiritual satanism. Perhaps you need to further deprogram your mind from the lies and diversions of Xianity.
As was said many times, the dedication ritual is permanent. The only problem I see here is that you still have some xian deprogramming to do. I can't tell you that all is set and well with you and the gods but Satan is very understanding of these things. You were confused and not exactly stable in your beliefs it seems..but it happens. Learning from mistakes and experiences can be MUCH more important than the mistake itself.
I suggest you listen to your intuition and do a ritual to father Satan and speak with him on this. Meditate on him and his sigil. His energy and being. Be strong in your faith and educate yourself with knowledge so that you can no longer be confused.
Also, Keep up your meditations and stay close to the path. Continue to educate yourself and use your powers to heal and overcome the mental imbalances you have (assuming its due to those meds you have taken).
If you are true to Satan and his will, continue to empower yourself  and also further the truth by online warfare and taking part in the Spiritual Cleansing rituals.
Come back here on the groups and update us. You should be fine.

Hail our Creator God Satan.



  Turns out this has been ongoing and has happened since about 50 more times.  Sometimes 5 or 6 times a night.  I started getting shaken and vibrating like feelings even more, sometimes even when I am awake and standing besides sitting and/or laying down.  I now think it's a type of brain damage and Tardive Dyskinesia from taking psychoactive medications.  Some of which were forced on me against my will.  I stopped taking them quite a while ago, but the bad damaging side effects seem to be continuing.
Due to all this and because of some other very bad things that happened, I thought I may have made a mistake by dedicating to Enki/Satan and so I started praying to the Xtian God thinking demons were attacking me.  But nothing happened and nothing seemed to work.  I don't remember renouncing Satan or Enki or anything like that, but I repented to Jesus aka Yeshua, and like I said it seems he didn't help me at all.  
Now, since I discovered and experienced all this it seems I also lost contact with my guardian and succubi and it seems like Enki himself has left and abandoned me too. 
What must I do to re-establish contact with Enki, my guardian and my succubi?
I really thought when I dedicated I followed the JoS site ritual, but now it seems a bit different.
Did I even perform the correct dedication ritual?
If I did not, then shouldn't I do it again?
I am really so very sorry, and I am in desperate need of help in many ways beyond anything imaginable right now.
I don't know what to do, PLEASE HELP!

  Weird because just last night, I had the strangest experience. I opened my eyes, and I think I was drifting asleep or waking up, not sure. Then, my whole body had this feeling of vibration and there was a loud  rushing noise in my ears. I couldn't move, I don't if I involuntarily couldn't move or if I was stuck from fear. Wonder what these experiences could be or mean.
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I have had certain entities cause discomfort in my body and stuff that is <em>similar</em> to the vibrations you speak of. The ones I had were never to severe but I'm different from most people. The enemy will do ANYTHING WITHIN IT'S POWER TO TURN YOU AWAY FROM YOUR TRUE CREATOR.

On Saturday, October 10, 2015 9:23 PM, Joey Salvo <joeysalvo666@... wrote:


Hello, I am totally in agreement with what Shannon said. I have a question concerning what you state in the title for this topic, "Something came & SHOOK ME AWAKE!"  You also think that it was possibly psychoactive medications that were involved in the strange vibrations you were feeling. Have you certain understanding of what was causing those feelings? In my understanding it sounds almost like an enemy attack.




  @LordKayleHow long have you been dedicated? I feel like you have been dedicated long enough to have been established in spiritual satanism. Perhaps you need to further deprogram your mind from the lies and diversions of Xianity.
As was said many times, the dedication ritual is permanent. The only problem I see here is that you still have some xian deprogramming to do. I can't tell you that all is set and well with you and the gods but Satan is very understanding of these things. You were confused and not exactly stable in your beliefs it seems..but it happens. Learning from mistakes and experiences can be MUCH more important than the mistake itself.
I suggest you listen to your intuition and do a ritual to father Satan and speak with him on this. Meditate on him and his sigil. His energy and being. Be strong in your faith and educate yourself with knowledge so that you can no longer be confused.
Also, Keep up your meditations and stay close to the path. Continue to educate yourself and use your powers to heal and overcome the mental imbalances you have (assuming its due to those meds you have taken).
If you are true to Satan and his will, continue to empower yourself  and also further the truth by online warfare and taking part in the Spiritual Cleansing rituals.
Come back here on the groups and update us. You should be fine.

Hail our Creator God Satan.



  Turns out this has been ongoing and has happened since about 50 more times.  Sometimes 5 or 6 times a night.  I started getting shaken and vibrating like feelings even more, sometimes even when I am awake and standing besides sitting and/or laying down.  I now think it's a type of brain damage and Tardive Dyskinesia from taking psychoactive medications.  Some of which were forced on me against my will.  I stopped taking them quite a while ago, but the bad damaging side effects seem to be continuing.
Due to all this and because of some other very bad things that happened, I thought I may have made a mistake by dedicating to Enki/Satan and so I started praying to the Xtian God thinking demons were attacking me.  But nothing happened and nothing seemed to work.  I don't remember renouncing Satan or Enki or anything like that, but I repented to Jesus aka Yeshua, and like I said it seems he didn't help me at all.  
Now, since I discovered and experienced all this it seems I also lost contact with my guardian and succubi and it seems like Enki himself has left and abandoned me too. 
What must I do to re-establish contact with Enki, my guardian and my succubi?
I really thought when I dedicated I followed the JoS site ritual, but now it seems a bit different.
Did I even perform the correct dedication ritual?
If I did not, then shouldn't I do it again?
I am really so very sorry, and I am in desperate need of help in many ways beyond anything imaginable right now.
I don't know what to do, PLEASE HELP!

  Weird because just last night, I had the strangest experience. I opened my eyes, and I think I was drifting asleep or waking up, not sure. Then, my whole body had this feeling of vibration and there was a loud  rushing noise in my ears. I couldn't move, I don't if I involuntarily couldn't move or if I was stuck from fear. Wonder what these experiences could be or mean.
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You are letting your fear rule you. If you truly and sincerely want to be with Father Satan and are truly sorry,
then He can be very understanding. Don't make the mistake again of praying to the xtian god.

Make a sincere and real effort. Study, meditate, and do all you can to work for Father, do the rituals, and don't be afraid.
There may be some entities messing with you. I have some that like to wake me up just for the pure fun of it.
But it doesn't scare me in the slightest. They seem to get a kick out of it. I just go back to sleep, if it's not
time to get up. But I have never, once, feared them. I know they're just messing with me.


You had a succubus? Now she's gone? Tell her you're sorry and hope she'll come back. I believe she will
hear you. If she doesn't return, present it to Father. If she doesn't want to come back, maybe you will get
another. Could be she thought you were walking away from Father for good, so she left.


Do not let fear control you. There is nothing to fear. NOT IF YOU ARE SINCERE! And Father will know if you are!
Hail Satan!


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Turns out this has been ongoing
and has happened since about 50 more times.  Sometimes 5 or
6 times a night.  I started getting shaken and vibrating
like feelings even more, sometimes even when I am awake and
standing besides sitting and/or laying down.  I now think
it's a type of brain damage and Tardive Dyskinesia from
taking psychoactive medications.  Some of which were forced
on me against my will.  I stopped taking them quite a while
ago, but the bad damaging side effects seem to be
continuing.
Due to all this
and because of some other very bad things that happened, I
thought I may have made a mistake by dedicating to
Enki/Satan and so I started praying to the Xtian God
thinking demons were attacking me.  But nothing happened
and nothing seemed to work.  I don't remember
renouncing Satan or Enki or anything like that, but I
repented to Jesus aka Yeshua, and like I said it seems he
didn't help me at all.  
Now, since I discovered and
experienced all this it seems I also lost contact with my
guardian and succubi and it seems like Enki himself has left
and abandoned me too. 
What must I do to re-establish
contact with Enki, my guardian and my succubi?
I really thought when I dedicated I
followed the JoS site ritual, but now it seems a bit
different.
Did I even
perform the correct dedication ritual?
If I did not, then shouldn't I
do it again?
I am
really so very sorry, and I am in desperate need of help in
many ways beyond anything imaginable right
now.
I don't know
what to do, PLEASE HELP!


On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at
10:31 PM, Lotus Lo [ email redacted ]
[JoyofSatan666]
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Weird because just last night, I
had the strangest experience. I opened my eyes, and I think
I was drifting asleep or waking up, not sure. Then, my whole
body had this feeling of vibration and there was a loud 
rushing noise in my ears. I couldn't move, I don't
if I involuntarily couldn't move or if I was stuck from
fear. Wonder what these experiences could be or mean.













































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