Seeking Newbie advice

[Jewel Mathis]

Well first off I have been thinking of sending this post for a couple of days... waiting, reading, and praying to Satan.Finally its time to seek my new friends. I have been alone most of my life, never truly fitting in... Its not b/c I am an outcast that I seek you all and most of all Satan. It is because He programmed my DNA many moons ago and I am just now waking up and realizing... why why why. So many things have been answered for me in such a short period of time. I remember having Love for him as a child but the programming was strong for the Christians and my mind couldnt take it I guess. The prostitution drugs and almost giving up came next. Searching for God but always looking in the wrong place. Then one day I started to look at Christians and the Bible and Their God and I just said fuck him. I turned to witchcraft and the occult as I have always even as a child been drawn like glue.... Then I came across Crowley who could scare even the boldest Bitches.. of course he had me shaking in my boots so I tredded lightly thankfully. Just to scared and I admit a bit to lazy to go threw all the ins and outs and outs and ins just to contact a demon who might choke me... mind you I had felt the hands around my neck one night but blinked my eyes and wasnt scared and they vanished. I know now the angelic creatures are what I was looking at and I also know they are dangerous thanks to JOS AND the great info. I have been trying to conjure more money so I came across a Demon named Clauneck. I played with the idea a couple of days and the night I was supposed to meditate to him I found JOS and decided to not be stupid but to learn more before I contact anyone other than Satan, which I contacted him imm and devoted myself mentally but would also like to do the Ritual in the next couple of days and I read it will be more special due to the date coming up. So... any advice... like what time of day I should perform said ritual... also this Clauneck is he of Satan? How do I know whos who and whats what. Hail Satan.. Im so thankful to have found JOS and you all!

 

[Kassondra Cannon]

I do know something..proof..back when i was 16 i was hearing nasty voices...ones tellling me to kill...and its interesting cuz i was hospitalized and put on medication for it. I took myself off my meds and im better...been off meds for almost a year. And im in college full time and tryin to play a sport..so i didnt even need it. Cuz im happy.

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From: diznit26 <[ email redacted ]
To:
Sent: Tuesday, September 20, 2011 5:54 AM
Subject: Re: Seeking Newbie advice


 
Not only should one be dedicated but also should been doing regular daily power meditations before summoning a God. Generally don't forget the emphasis here is on power meditation. Many newbies come to Satanism and think that they should only dedicate and summon a God, and not meditate and othe

 

[Allison P]

Oh, okay. Well, you're on your way then. You just didn't dedicate yet.
^ The link for the list of Gods is:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... Names.html

The ghosts or whatever can't really hurt you. Just ignore them and
they'll most likely go away. Oh, and don't rely too much on that theta
music. I mean, yeah, it's nice to get you started, but don't let it
become a crutch. Ave Satanas!

On 9/20/11, Kassondra Cannon <[ email redacted ] wrote:
I do know something..proof..back when i was 16 i was hearing nasty
voices...ones tellling me to kill...and its interesting cuz i was
hospitalized and put on medication for it. I took myself off my meds and im
better...been off meds for almost a year. And im in college full time and
tryin to play a sport..so i didnt even need it. Cuz im happy.

________________________________
From: diznit26 <[ email redacted ]
To:
Sent: Tuesday, September 20, 2011 5:54 AM
Subject: Re: Seeking Newbie advice



Not only should one be dedicated but also should been doing regular daily
power meditations before summoning a God. Generally don't forget the
emphasis here is on power meditation. Many newbies come to Satanism and
think that they should only dedicate and summon a God, and not meditate and
othe