--- In , kemsy.gyara@... wrote:
Please am tired of all this things: I told you that I did dedication and nothing happened: I asked for guide line on how to medidate but no answer: I don't have money nothing so please just kindly remove me and stop send me this unusefull message
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--- In , kemsy.gyara@... wrote:
Please am tired of all this things: I told you that I did dedication and nothing happened: I asked for guide line on how to medidate but no answer: I don't have money nothing so please just kindly remove me and stop send me this unusefull message
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On Aug 13, 2013, at 10:36 AM, [ email redacted ] wrote:
Please am tired of all this things: I told you that I did dedication and nothing happened: I asked for guide line on how to medidate but no answer: I don't have money nothing so please just kindly remove me and stop send me this unusefull message
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--- In , kemsy.gyara@... wrote:
Please am tired of all this things: I told you that I did dedication and nothing happened: I asked for guide line on how to medidate but no answer: I don't have money nothing so please just kindly remove me and stop send me this unusefull message
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--- In , kemsy.gyara@... wrote:
Please am tired of all this things: I told you that I did dedication and nothing happened: I asked for guide line on how to medidate but no answer: I don't have money nothing so please just kindly remove me and stop send me this unusefull message
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On Aug 13, 2013, at 10:36 AM, [ email redacted ] wrote:Please am tired of all this things: I told you that I did dedication and nothing happened: I asked for guide line on how to medidate but no answer: I don't have money nothing so please just kindly remove me and stop send me this unusefull message
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--- In , kemsy.gyara@... wrote:
Please am tired of all this things: I told you that I did dedication and nothing happened: I asked for guide line on how to medidate but no answer: I don't have money nothing so please just kindly remove me and stop send me this unusefull message
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--- In , kemsy.gyara@... wrote:
Please am tired of all this things: I told you that I did dedication and nothing happened: I asked for guide line on how to medidate but no answer: I don't have money nothing so please just kindly remove me and stop send me this unusefull message
Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTN
--- In , kemsy.gyara@... wrote:
Please am tired of all this things: I told you that I did dedication and nothing happened: I asked for guide line on how to medidate but no answer: I don't have money nothing so please just kindly remove me and stop send me this unusefull message
Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTN
--- In , Reliant Gorgoth <darkfury211@... wrote:
Kemsy, this kind of shit pisses me off. You haven't even really tried yet and you're already giving up? because if you really tried, you would have found a way. Of course maybe Satan honestly just doesn't want you, but that, I have no rights too speak on as only he, can say who he does and does not want, such as only he can decide that. You really wanna get off the groups? go to the yahoo page for the actual group, click edit group membership, click the little gear at the top of the page, next too my groups, and then stop being such a goddamn drama queen.
 Hail Satan!
________________________________
From: Aoiveae Punarjata De Akaza <aoiveae12@...
To:
Sent: Tuesday, August 13, 2013 9:14 AM
Subject: Re: Remove me from this group
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Im here to answer your question if you stop acting so impatient. What would you need help on meditating? The fact you think (nothing happened) on dedication is a fact of low sensory perception to the higher dimension we call the astral. Through Power meditation you open yourself to the ability to feel and other perceptions of the higher vibrational energies. Restate your question here what you need. Start breathing exercises and opening the chakras on the Joy of Satan meditation page starting with the third eye down. Clean your aura and protection breath affirmations twice a day. What does money have to do with anything?? We dont require money this nonsense has to stop we are not Xian.
HAIL MIGHTY FATHER SATAN AND BELOVED GODS OF ORION!!!!
On Aug 13, 2013, at 10:36 AM, kemsy.gyara@... wrote:
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Please am tired of all this things: I told you that I did dedication and nothing happened: I asked for guide line on how to medidate but no answer: I don't have money nothing so please just kindly remove me and stop send me this unusefull message
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--- In , "tiago_filipe_cabral" <tiago_filipe_cabral@... wrote:
Hi there...
I have been around for roughly 2 months, some members here have been dedicated satanists for over 10 years so i am not the one you want to listen but i believe i have some interesting things you may want to know...
When i started i often felt frustrated and disappointed like you do now, things don't happen instantly, everything takes some time, being a newbie like i am i can't change anything around me or improve my life in some ways i would like to, well, not by myself...
I came here because i always hated the false religions and when i found that Satan was not what i had been taught all my life i no longer wanted to simply side with him, it was no longer just mutual interests, so i started taking things more serious and what i feel towards our father has been growing stronger every day, and some recent events skyrocketed those feelings and much more...
I always respected Satan all my life for reasons i already told plenty of times in this group, (search for some of my posts if you want to know more about that), but what gave me the last push to join this group and become a dedicated satanist was a recent relationship that came to an end, it lasted 7 years and ended 5 months ago, i didn't fell into the bottom of the pit, i drilled it...
A few weeks ago, during my meditations i prayed to Satan to help me become stronger then love, to make me immune to it, to bring my ex back or to get me someone worthy of love, i asked him anything to fill this hollow in me... well, like i said, i don't have the power to make things but guess what...
A few days ago, i was just going through random posts on facebook and all of a sudden this girl popped out of the blue and challenged me for a game, no big deal, well, after that we talked a bit and guess what...
This girl never talked to me before, she didn't knew me from anywhere and she started talking to me about something that happened recently to her, turns out she was going through the same thing that i was, obviously she didn't just jumped to that part but it evolved really quick and she ended up telling me things i wouldn't have even told my mother if it was with me, and the interesting part was that her boyfriend dumped her basically at the same time i did my pray, this girl used to work with my ex, her ex still works and now she seems to be really fixated in me and she is gorgeous, this is just the tip of the iceberg, we already talked personally and from what she told me i can tell you there was a huge chain of highly improbable coincidences that all worked for the same purpose, her relation coming to an end and meeting me, i couldn't help but feel guilty and recently another girl, who also popped out of nowhere on facebook started talking to me and seems to be really fixated in me as well, always putting smileys on everything i do even things i know she doesn't like, like death metal songs when all she hears is blues and stuff like that lol and that girls is also gorgeous, nice jobs offers appearing everyday, i feel more distant from what hurts me everyday, it's still present but all these things are like a shelter to me.
What i am trying to get to is... If you really love our father he will look after you, all these things that happened to me may have just been a coincidence but trust me, i am not this lucky and its toooooo many coincidences and i have also experienced more... I love our father and i always tried to please him in whatever way i can, recruiting new satanists, praying to him everyday, doing my meditations and empowering myself to grow closer to him everyday and more... don't just say you love him, if you really do, show it, feeling that love alone will bring you closer to him and you will end up wanting to get closer to him not because we tell you to, or because it's the way it is supposed to be, you will want to do it yourself and won't allow anyone or anything to come between you and him.
I am not saying this is the case, but i noticed plenty of times that some people join this group because they want to achieve personal goals but have little or none respect towards Satan, some see him as a mean to an end, like i said, there are a lot of things that are still unknown to me, but i don't believe those will have find what they want here, Satan is real and i can only assure you this, everything you feel for him will be reflected back to you.
I was skeptical in the beginning and nothing ever happened, when i first started feeling energy and all my skepticism went away i knew i was on the right path and i started working everyday doing my daily exercises and meditations, that was when all the things started to happen, because i was truly grateful to him, whatever you do just be honest to him even if you feel frustrated, disappointed or even if you somehow doubt him, i told him that too before because i knew he would understand me, after all we have been brainwashed all our lives...
If you want to talk to me all you have to do is send me a private message and i am sure we can find a chat, like i said, i am not the expert you want to listen to but i am sure that i help you ease your mind and show things from the perspective of a guy who not long ago were in a similar position to the one you are now, just don't turn your back on someone who is there for you, you just need to realize what you want and what you expect of him and why, he doesn't want us to worship him, we follow him because of what we feel.
I really would like to talk to you, even if deep inside you feel like the motives that brought you here may not have been the best, many of us join satanism because of difficulties in our life and only what Satan truly is when we see positive changes in our life, we start being grateful knowing he watch over us and that feeling soon turns into something greater but many thing Satan is "evil" regardless of what we say and they think that they need to worship him, bow to him and do his will to be rewarded even if that is not our will, those who think like that will never achieve anything because if they do Satan knows that will only reinforce what they think of him pretty much the same way i don't like to help a friend because i owe him, and i don't like them to thing i am helping them because i feel obliged, i help them because i know they are my friends and they showed it to me before, unlike some who like to argue with previous favors like it's a trade, we don't trade nothing with Satan, we show him we truly like him and he will show it back.
To be honest i sometimes even think if i still want my ex back or if i want someone else, with all these things that happened to me, i became so convinced he played his role on this that i realized that he cares for me and that he listens to me, that made me regret so many things like all the times i doubted him and even displayed some anger that i began to like him so much to the point where i no longer know if i really want someone's love other then Satan's love... sure being loved by someone is feels really good and gives you peace but everything else, even though it may be far from irrelevant, it's secondary... I will do whatever it takes to be worthy of a single good thought of him and be worthy of his love as a loyal and loving son.
He is your father whether you acknowledge it as such or not...
Best Regards
Tiago Cabral
Sat Nam
--- In , kemsy.gyara@ wrote:
Please am tired of all this things: I told you that I did dedication and nothing happened: I asked for guide line on how to medidate but no answer: I don't have money nothing so please just kindly remove me and stop send me this unusefull message
Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTN
On 8/14/13, Luis Garcia <[ email redacted ] wrote:
Very inspiring words tiago. You are very right on all of this.
--- In , "tiago_filipe_cabral"
<tiago_filipe_cabral@... wrote:
Hi there...
I have been around for roughly 2 months, some members here have been
dedicated satanists for over 10 years so i am not the one you want to
listen but i believe i have some interesting things you may want to
know...
When i started i often felt frustrated and disappointed like you do now,
things don't happen instantly, everything takes some time, being a newbie
like i am i can't change anything around me or improve my life in some
ways i would like to, well, not by myself...
I came here because i always hated the false religions and when i found
that Satan was not what i had been taught all my life i no longer wanted
to simply side with him, it was no longer just mutual interests, so i
started taking things more serious and what i feel towards our father has
been growing stronger every day, and some recent events skyrocketed those
feelings and much more...
I always respected Satan all my life for reasons i already told plenty of
times in this group, (search for some of my posts if you want to know more
about that), but what gave me the last push to join this group and become
a dedicated satanist was a recent relationship that came to an end, it
lasted 7 years and ended 5 months ago, i didn't fell into the bottom of
the pit, i drilled it...
A few weeks ago, during my meditations i prayed to Satan to help me become
stronger then love, to make me immune to it, to bring my ex back or to get
me someone worthy of love, i asked him anything to fill this hollow in
me... well, like i said, i don't have the power to make things but guess
what...
A few days ago, i was just going through random posts on facebook and all
of a sudden this girl popped out of the blue and challenged me for a game,
no big deal, well, after that we talked a bit and guess what...
This girl never talked to me before, she didn't knew me from anywhere and
she started talking to me about something that happened recently to her,
turns out she was going through the same thing that i was, obviously she
didn't just jumped to that part but it evolved really quick and she ended
up telling me things i wouldn't have even told my mother if it was with
me, and the interesting part was that her boyfriend dumped her basically
at the same time i did my pray, this girl used to work with my ex, her ex
still works and now she seems to be really fixated in me and she is
gorgeous, this is just the tip of the iceberg, we already talked
personally and from what she told me i can tell you there was a huge chain
of highly improbable coincidences that all worked for the same purpose,
her relation coming to an end and meeting me, i couldn't help but feel
guilty and recently another girl, who also popped out of nowhere on
facebook started talking to me and seems to be really fixated in me as
well, always putting smileys on everything i do even things i know she
doesn't like, like death metal songs when all she hears is blues and stuff
like that lol and that girls is also gorgeous, nice jobs offers appearing
everyday, i feel more distant from what hurts me everyday, it's still
present but all these things are like a shelter to me.
What i am trying to get to is... If you really love our father he will
look after you, all these things that happened to me may have just been a
coincidence but trust me, i am not this lucky and its toooooo many
coincidences and i have also experienced more... I love our father and i
always tried to please him in whatever way i can, recruiting new
satanists, praying to him everyday, doing my meditations and empowering
myself to grow closer to him everyday and more... don't just say you love
him, if you really do, show it, feeling that love alone will bring you
closer to him and you will end up wanting to get closer to him not because
we tell you to, or because it's the way it is supposed to be, you will
want to do it yourself and won't allow anyone or anything to come between
you and him.
I am not saying this is the case, but i noticed plenty of times that some
people join this group because they want to achieve personal goals but
have little or none respect towards Satan, some see him as a mean to an
end, like i said, there are a lot of things that are still unknown to me,
but i don't believe those will have find what they want here, Satan is
real and i can only assure you this, everything you feel for him will be
reflected back to you.
I was skeptical in the beginning and nothing ever happened, when i first
started feeling energy and all my skepticism went away i knew i was on the
right path and i started working everyday doing my daily exercises and
meditations, that was when all the things started to happen, because i was
truly grateful to him, whatever you do just be honest to him even if you
feel frustrated, disappointed or even if you somehow doubt him, i told him
that too before because i knew he would understand me, after all we have
been brainwashed all our lives...
If you want to talk to me all you have to do is send me a private message
and i am sure we can find a chat, like i said, i am not the expert you
want to listen to but i am sure that i help you ease your mind and show
things from the perspective of a guy who not long ago were in a similar
position to the one you are now, just don't turn your back on someone who
is there for you, you just need to realize what you want and what you
expect of him and why, he doesn't want us to worship him, we follow him
because of what we feel.
I really would like to talk to you, even if deep inside you feel like the
motives that brought you here may not have been the best, many of us join
satanism because of difficulties in our life and only what Satan truly is
when we see positive changes in our life, we start being grateful knowing
he watch over us and that feeling soon turns into something greater but
many thing Satan is "evil" regardless of what we say and they think that
they need to worship him, bow to him and do his will to be rewarded even
if that is not our will, those who think like that will never achieve
anything because if they do Satan knows that will only reinforce what they
think of him pretty much the same way i don't like to help a friend
because i owe him, and i don't like them to thing i am helping them
because i feel obliged, i help them because i know they are my friends and
they showed it to me before, unlike some who like to argue with previous
favors like it's a trade, we don't trade nothing with Satan, we show him
we truly like him and he will show it back.
To be honest i sometimes even think if i still want my ex back or if i
want someone else, with all these things that happened to me, i became so
convinced he played his role on this that i realized that he cares for me
and that he listens to me, that made me regret so many things like all the
times i doubted him and even displayed some anger that i began to like him
so much to the point where i no longer know if i really want someone's
love other then Satan's love... sure being loved by someone is feels
really good and gives you peace but everything else, even though it may be
far from irrelevant, it's secondary... I will do whatever it takes to be
worthy of a single good thought of him and be worthy of his love as a
loyal and loving son.
He is your father whether you acknowledge it as such or not...
Best Regards
Tiago Cabral
Sat Nam
--- In , kemsy.gyara@ wrote:
Please am tired of all this things: I told you that I did dedication and
nothing happened: I asked for guide line on how to medidate but no
answer: I don't have money nothing so please just kindly remove me and
stop send me this unusefull message
Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTN
On 8/14/13, Luis Garcia <[ email redacted ] wrote:
Very inspiring words tiago. You are very right on all of this.
--- In , "tiago_filipe_cabral"
<tiago_filipe_cabral@... wrote:
Hi there...
I have been around for roughly 2 months, some members here have been
dedicated satanists for over 10 years so i am not the one you want to
listen but i believe i have some interesting things you may want to
know...
When i started i often felt frustrated and disappointed like you do now,
things don't happen instantly, everything takes some time, being a newbie
like i am i can't change anything around me or improve my life in some
ways i would like to, well, not by myself...
I came here because i always hated the false religions and when i found
that Satan was not what i had been taught all my life i no longer wanted
to simply side with him, it was no longer just mutual interests, so i
started taking things more serious and what i feel towards our father has
been growing stronger every day, and some recent events skyrocketed those
feelings and much more...
I always respected Satan all my life for reasons i already told plenty of
times in this group, (search for some of my posts if you want to know more
about that), but what gave me the last push to join this group and become
a dedicated satanist was a recent relationship that came to an end, it
lasted 7 years and ended 5 months ago, i didn't fell into the bottom of
the pit, i drilled it...
A few weeks ago, during my meditations i prayed to Satan to help me become
stronger then love, to make me immune to it, to bring my ex back or to get
me someone worthy of love, i asked him anything to fill this hollow in
me... well, like i said, i don't have the power to make things but guess
what...
A few days ago, i was just going through random posts on facebook and all
of a sudden this girl popped out of the blue and challenged me for a game,
no big deal, well, after that we talked a bit and guess what...
This girl never talked to me before, she didn't knew me from anywhere and
she started talking to me about something that happened recently to her,
turns out she was going through the same thing that i was, obviously she
didn't just jumped to that part but it evolved really quick and she ended
up telling me things i wouldn't have even told my mother if it was with
me, and the interesting part was that her boyfriend dumped her basically
at the same time i did my pray, this girl used to work with my ex, her ex
still works and now she seems to be really fixated in me and she is
gorgeous, this is just the tip of the iceberg, we already talked
personally and from what she told me i can tell you there was a huge chain
of highly improbable coincidences that all worked for the same purpose,
her relation coming to an end and meeting me, i couldn't help but feel
guilty and recently another girl, who also popped out of nowhere on
facebook started talking to me and seems to be really fixated in me as
well, always putting smileys on everything i do even things i know she
doesn't like, like death metal songs when all she hears is blues and stuff
like that lol and that girls is also gorgeous, nice jobs offers appearing
everyday, i feel more distant from what hurts me everyday, it's still
present but all these things are like a shelter to me.
What i am trying to get to is... If you really love our father he will
look after you, all these things that happened to me may have just been a
coincidence but trust me, i am not this lucky and its toooooo many
coincidences and i have also experienced more... I love our father and i
always tried to please him in whatever way i can, recruiting new
satanists, praying to him everyday, doing my meditations and empowering
myself to grow closer to him everyday and more... don't just say you love
him, if you really do, show it, feeling that love alone will bring you
closer to him and you will end up wanting to get closer to him not because
we tell you to, or because it's the way it is supposed to be, you will
want to do it yourself and won't allow anyone or anything to come between
you and him.
I am not saying this is the case, but i noticed plenty of times that some
people join this group because they want to achieve personal goals but
have little or none respect towards Satan, some see him as a mean to an
end, like i said, there are a lot of things that are still unknown to me,
but i don't believe those will have find what they want here, Satan is
real and i can only assure you this, everything you feel for him will be
reflected back to you.
I was skeptical in the beginning and nothing ever happened, when i first
started feeling energy and all my skepticism went away i knew i was on the
right path and i started working everyday doing my daily exercises and
meditations, that was when all the things started to happen, because i was
truly grateful to him, whatever you do just be honest to him even if you
feel frustrated, disappointed or even if you somehow doubt him, i told him
that too before because i knew he would understand me, after all we have
been brainwashed all our lives...
If you want to talk to me all you have to do is send me a private message
and i am sure we can find a chat, like i said, i am not the expert you
want to listen to but i am sure that i help you ease your mind and show
things from the perspective of a guy who not long ago were in a similar
position to the one you are now, just don't turn your back on someone who
is there for you, you just need to realize what you want and what you
expect of him and why, he doesn't want us to worship him, we follow him
because of what we feel.
I really would like to talk to you, even if deep inside you feel like the
motives that brought you here may not have been the best, many of us join
satanism because of difficulties in our life and only what Satan truly is
when we see positive changes in our life, we start being grateful knowing
he watch over us and that feeling soon turns into something greater but
many thing Satan is "evil" regardless of what we say and they think that
they need to worship him, bow to him and do his will to be rewarded even
if that is not our will, those who think like that will never achieve
anything because if they do Satan knows that will only reinforce what they
think of him pretty much the same way i don't like to help a friend
because i owe him, and i don't like them to thing i am helping them
because i feel obliged, i help them because i know they are my friends and
they showed it to me before, unlike some who like to argue with previous
favors like it's a trade, we don't trade nothing with Satan, we show him
we truly like him and he will show it back.
To be honest i sometimes even think if i still want my ex back or if i
want someone else, with all these things that happened to me, i became so
convinced he played his role on this that i realized that he cares for me
and that he listens to me, that made me regret so many things like all the
times i doubted him and even displayed some anger that i began to like him
so much to the point where i no longer know if i really want someone's
love other then Satan's love... sure being loved by someone is feels
really good and gives you peace but everything else, even though it may be
far from irrelevant, it's secondary... I will do whatever it takes to be
worthy of a single good thought of him and be worthy of his love as a
loyal and loving son.
He is your father whether you acknowledge it as such or not...
Best Regards
Tiago Cabral
Sat Nam
--- In , kemsy.gyara@ wrote:
Please am tired of all this things: I told you that I did dedication and
nothing happened: I asked for guide line on how to medidate but no
answer: I don't have money nothing so please just kindly remove me and
stop send me this unusefull message
Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTN
--- In , "Luis Garcia" <luisvidales32@... wrote:
Very inspiring words tiago. You are very right on all of this.
--- In , "tiago_filipe_cabral" <tiago_filipe_cabral@ wrote:
Hi there...
I have been around for roughly 2 months, some members here have been dedicated satanists for over 10 years so i am not the one you want to listen but i believe i have some interesting things you may want to know...
When i started i often felt frustrated and disappointed like you do now, things don't happen instantly, everything takes some time, being a newbie like i am i can't change anything around me or improve my life in some ways i would like to, well, not by myself...
I came here because i always hated the false religions and when i found that Satan was not what i had been taught all my life i no longer wanted to simply side with him, it was no longer just mutual interests, so i started taking things more serious and what i feel towards our father has been growing stronger every day, and some recent events skyrocketed those feelings and much more...
I always respected Satan all my life for reasons i already told plenty of times in this group, (search for some of my posts if you want to know more about that), but what gave me the last push to join this group and become a dedicated satanist was a recent relationship that came to an end, it lasted 7 years and ended 5 months ago, i didn't fell into the bottom of the pit, i drilled it...
A few weeks ago, during my meditations i prayed to Satan to help me become stronger then love, to make me immune to it, to bring my ex back or to get me someone worthy of love, i asked him anything to fill this hollow in me... well, like i said, i don't have the power to make things but guess what...
A few days ago, i was just going through random posts on facebook and all of a sudden this girl popped out of the blue and challenged me for a game, no big deal, well, after that we talked a bit and guess what...
This girl never talked to me before, she didn't knew me from anywhere and she started talking to me about something that happened recently to her, turns out she was going through the same thing that i was, obviously she didn't just jumped to that part but it evolved really quick and she ended up telling me things i wouldn't have even told my mother if it was with me, and the interesting part was that her boyfriend dumped her basically at the same time i did my pray, this girl used to work with my ex, her ex still works and now she seems to be really fixated in me and she is gorgeous, this is just the tip of the iceberg, we already talked personally and from what she told me i can tell you there was a huge chain of highly improbable coincidences that all worked for the same purpose, her relation coming to an end and meeting me, i couldn't help but feel guilty and recently another girl, who also popped out of nowhere on facebook started talking to me and seems to be really fixated in me as well, always putting smileys on everything i do even things i know she doesn't like, like death metal songs when all she hears is blues and stuff like that lol and that girls is also gorgeous, nice jobs offers appearing everyday, i feel more distant from what hurts me everyday, it's still present but all these things are like a shelter to me.
What i am trying to get to is... If you really love our father he will look after you, all these things that happened to me may have just been a coincidence but trust me, i am not this lucky and its toooooo many coincidences and i have also experienced more... I love our father and i always tried to please him in whatever way i can, recruiting new satanists, praying to him everyday, doing my meditations and empowering myself to grow closer to him everyday and more... don't just say you love him, if you really do, show it, feeling that love alone will bring you closer to him and you will end up wanting to get closer to him not because we tell you to, or because it's the way it is supposed to be, you will want to do it yourself and won't allow anyone or anything to come between you and him.
I am not saying this is the case, but i noticed plenty of times that some people join this group because they want to achieve personal goals but have little or none respect towards Satan, some see him as a mean to an end, like i said, there are a lot of things that are still unknown to me, but i don't believe those will have find what they want here, Satan is real and i can only assure you this, everything you feel for him will be reflected back to you.
I was skeptical in the beginning and nothing ever happened, when i first started feeling energy and all my skepticism went away i knew i was on the right path and i started working everyday doing my daily exercises and meditations, that was when all the things started to happen, because i was truly grateful to him, whatever you do just be honest to him even if you feel frustrated, disappointed or even if you somehow doubt him, i told him that too before because i knew he would understand me, after all we have been brainwashed all our lives...
If you want to talk to me all you have to do is send me a private message and i am sure we can find a chat, like i said, i am not the expert you want to listen to but i am sure that i help you ease your mind and show things from the perspective of a guy who not long ago were in a similar position to the one you are now, just don't turn your back on someone who is there for you, you just need to realize what you want and what you expect of him and why, he doesn't want us to worship him, we follow him because of what we feel.
I really would like to talk to you, even if deep inside you feel like the motives that brought you here may not have been the best, many of us join satanism because of difficulties in our life and only what Satan truly is when we see positive changes in our life, we start being grateful knowing he watch over us and that feeling soon turns into something greater but many thing Satan is "evil" regardless of what we say and they think that they need to worship him, bow to him and do his will to be rewarded even if that is not our will, those who think like that will never achieve anything because if they do Satan knows that will only reinforce what they think of him pretty much the same way i don't like to help a friend because i owe him, and i don't like them to thing i am helping them because i feel obliged, i help them because i know they are my friends and they showed it to me before, unlike some who like to argue with previous favors like it's a trade, we don't trade nothing with Satan, we show him we truly like him and he will show it back.
To be honest i sometimes even think if i still want my ex back or if i want someone else, with all these things that happened to me, i became so convinced he played his role on this that i realized that he cares for me and that he listens to me, that made me regret so many things like all the times i doubted him and even displayed some anger that i began to like him so much to the point where i no longer know if i really want someone's love other then Satan's love... sure being loved by someone is feels really good and gives you peace but everything else, even though it may be far from irrelevant, it's secondary... I will do whatever it takes to be worthy of a single good thought of him and be worthy of his love as a loyal and loving son.
He is your father whether you acknowledge it as such or not...
Best Regards
Tiago Cabral
Sat Nam
--- In , kemsy.gyara@ wrote:
Please am tired of all this things: I told you that I did dedication and nothing happened: I asked for guide line on how to medidate but no answer: I don't have money nothing so please just kindly remove me and stop send me this unusefull message
Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTN
On 8/15/13, unsortediablo <[ email redacted ] wrote:
Really awesome post Tiago.
I totally relate to what you said about not wanting anyone's love but
Satan's.
I have been single for about 3 years due to a relationship that ended badly
and I used to think about my ex all the time, even after so long. The last
couple of months though, I realize that I don't need her anymore, nor do I
want her. I was always wishing that I could find the right person for me and
started to become quite depressed about the fact I was still alone, even
though the idea of another relationship ending badly scared me a lot.
But like I said, in the last couple of months, I've come to realize that I
don't want to be in a relationship anymore. It's almost like I crave Satan's
love instead. If I was going to be in a relationship, I would want it to be
with a Goddess, who I know will commit to me fully, and me to Her.
But, I won't ask Satan to grant me a Goddess until I am fully ready for it.
For now, I'm more than satisfied knowing that Satan loves me the way He
does, and I don't feel empty or incomplete anymore.
Ave Satanas, Always!!
Hail the Gods of Elysium!!
--- In , "Luis Garcia" <luisvidales32@...
wrote:
Very inspiring words tiago. You are very right on all of this.
--- In , "tiago_filipe_cabral"
<tiago_filipe_cabral@ wrote:
Hi there...
I have been around for roughly 2 months, some members here have been
dedicated satanists for over 10 years so i am not the one you want to
listen but i believe i have some interesting things you may want to
know...
When i started i often felt frustrated and disappointed like you do now,
things don't happen instantly, everything takes some time, being a
newbie like i am i can't change anything around me or improve my life in
some ways i would like to, well, not by myself...
I came here because i always hated the false religions and when i found
that Satan was not what i had been taught all my life i no longer wanted
to simply side with him, it was no longer just mutual interests, so i
started taking things more serious and what i feel towards our father
has been growing stronger every day, and some recent events skyrocketed
those feelings and much more...
I always respected Satan all my life for reasons i already told plenty
of times in this group, (search for some of my posts if you want to know
more about that), but what gave me the last push to join this group and
become a dedicated satanist was a recent relationship that came to an
end, it lasted 7 years and ended 5 months ago, i didn't fell into the
bottom of the pit, i drilled it...
A few weeks ago, during my meditations i prayed to Satan to help me
become stronger then love, to make me immune to it, to bring my ex back
or to get me someone worthy of love, i asked him anything to fill this
hollow in me... well, like i said, i don't have the power to make things
but guess what...
A few days ago, i was just going through random posts on facebook and
all of a sudden this girl popped out of the blue and challenged me for a
game, no big deal, well, after that we talked a bit and guess what...
This girl never talked to me before, she didn't knew me from anywhere
and she started talking to me about something that happened recently to
her, turns out she was going through the same thing that i was,
obviously she didn't just jumped to that part but it evolved really
quick and she ended up telling me things i wouldn't have even told my
mother if it was with me, and the interesting part was that her
boyfriend dumped her basically at the same time i did my pray, this girl
used to work with my ex, her ex still works and now she seems to be
really fixated in me and she is gorgeous, this is just the tip of the
iceberg, we already talked personally and from what she told me i can
tell you there was a huge chain of highly improbable coincidences that
all worked for the same purpose, her relation coming to an end and
meeting me, i couldn't help but feel guilty and recently another girl,
who also popped out of nowhere on facebook started talking to me and
seems to be really fixated in me as well, always putting smileys on
everything i do even things i know she doesn't like, like death metal
songs when all she hears is blues and stuff like that lol and that girls
is also gorgeous, nice jobs offers appearing everyday, i feel more
distant from what hurts me everyday, it's still present but all these
things are like a shelter to me.
What i am trying to get to is... If you really love our father he will
look after you, all these things that happened to me may have just been
a coincidence but trust me, i am not this lucky and its toooooo many
coincidences and i have also experienced more... I love our father and i
always tried to please him in whatever way i can, recruiting new
satanists, praying to him everyday, doing my meditations and empowering
myself to grow closer to him everyday and more... don't just say you
love him, if you really do, show it, feeling that love alone will bring
you closer to him and you will end up wanting to get closer to him not
because we tell you to, or because it's the way it is supposed to be,
you will want to do it yourself and won't allow anyone or anything to
come between you and him.
I am not saying this is the case, but i noticed plenty of times that
some people join this group because they want to achieve personal goals
but have little or none respect towards Satan, some see him as a mean to
an end, like i said, there are a lot of things that are still unknown to
me, but i don't believe those will have find what they want here, Satan
is real and i can only assure you this, everything you feel for him will
be reflected back to you.
I was skeptical in the beginning and nothing ever happened, when i first
started feeling energy and all my skepticism went away i knew i was on
the right path and i started working everyday doing my daily exercises
and meditations, that was when all the things started to happen, because
i was truly grateful to him, whatever you do just be honest to him even
if you feel frustrated, disappointed or even if you somehow doubt him, i
told him that too before because i knew he would understand me, after
all we have been brainwashed all our lives...
If you want to talk to me all you have to do is send me a private
message and i am sure we can find a chat, like i said, i am not the
expert you want to listen to but i am sure that i help you ease your
mind and show things from the perspective of a guy who not long ago were
in a similar position to the one you are now, just don't turn your back
on someone who is there for you, you just need to realize what you want
and what you expect of him and why, he doesn't want us to worship him,
we follow him because of what we feel.
I really would like to talk to you, even if deep inside you feel like
the motives that brought you here may not have been the best, many of us
join satanism because of difficulties in our life and only what Satan
truly is when we see positive changes in our life, we start being
grateful knowing he watch over us and that feeling soon turns into
something greater but many thing Satan is "evil" regardless of what we
say and they think that they need to worship him, bow to him and do his
will to be rewarded even if that is not our will, those who think like
that will never achieve anything because if they do Satan knows that
will only reinforce what they think of him pretty much the same way i
don't like to help a friend because i owe him, and i don't like them to
thing i am helping them because i feel obliged, i help them because i
know they are my friends and they showed it to me before, unlike some
who like to argue with previous favors like it's a trade, we don't trade
nothing with Satan, we show him we truly like him and he will show it
back.
To be honest i sometimes even think if i still want my ex back or if i
want someone else, with all these things that happened to me, i became
so convinced he played his role on this that i realized that he cares
for me and that he listens to me, that made me regret so many things
like all the times i doubted him and even displayed some anger that i
began to like him so much to the point where i no longer know if i
really want someone's love other then Satan's love... sure being loved
by someone is feels really good and gives you peace but everything else,
even though it may be far from irrelevant, it's secondary... I will do
whatever it takes to be worthy of a single good thought of him and be
worthy of his love as a loyal and loving son.
He is your father whether you acknowledge it as such or not...
Best Regards
Tiago Cabral
Sat Nam
--- In , kemsy.gyara@ wrote:
Please am tired of all this things: I told you that I did dedication
and nothing happened: I asked for guide line on how to medidate but no
answer: I don't have money nothing so please just kindly remove me and
stop send me this unusefull message
Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTN
On 8/15/13, Allison P <[ email redacted ] wrote:
Ha! I am not afraid! I shall not skulk in the shadows, dost thou hear
me? Besides, my patron is the mighty Lord Andras, and Sorath, the Lord
who Burns, is my friend. What have I to fear from pitiful, pathetic
mortals? Not much, I warrant.
On 8/15/13, unsortediablo <[ email redacted ] wrote:
Really awesome post Tiago.
I totally relate to what you said about not wanting anyone's love but
Satan's.
I have been single for about 3 years due to a relationship that ended
badly
and I used to think about my ex all the time, even after so long. The
last
couple of months though, I realize that I don't need her anymore, nor do
I
want her. I was always wishing that I could find the right person for me
and
started to become quite depressed about the fact I was still alone, even
though the idea of another relationship ending badly scared me a lot.
But like I said, in the last couple of months, I've come to realize that
I
don't want to be in a relationship anymore. It's almost like I crave
Satan's
love instead. If I was going to be in a relationship, I would want it to
be
with a Goddess, who I know will commit to me fully, and me to Her.
But, I won't ask Satan to grant me a Goddess until I am fully ready for
it.
For now, I'm more than satisfied knowing that Satan loves me the way He
does, and I don't feel empty or incomplete anymore.
Ave Satanas, Always!!
Hail the Gods of Elysium!!
--- In , "Luis Garcia" <luisvidales32@...
wrote:
Very inspiring words tiago. You are very right on all of this.
--- In , "tiago_filipe_cabral"
<tiago_filipe_cabral@ wrote:
Hi there...
I have been around for roughly 2 months, some members here have been
dedicated satanists for over 10 years so i am not the one you want to
listen but i believe i have some interesting things you may want to
know...
When i started i often felt frustrated and disappointed like you do
now,
things don't happen instantly, everything takes some time, being a
newbie like i am i can't change anything around me or improve my life
in
some ways i would like to, well, not by myself...
I came here because i always hated the false religions and when i
found
that Satan was not what i had been taught all my life i no longer
wanted
to simply side with him, it was no longer just mutual interests, so i
started taking things more serious and what i feel towards our father
has been growing stronger every day, and some recent events
skyrocketed
those feelings and much more...
I always respected Satan all my life for reasons i already told plenty
of times in this group, (search for some of my posts if you want to
know
more about that), but what gave me the last push to join this group
and
become a dedicated satanist was a recent relationship that came to an
end, it lasted 7 years and ended 5 months ago, i didn't fell into the
bottom of the pit, i drilled it...
A few weeks ago, during my meditations i prayed to Satan to help me
become stronger then love, to make me immune to it, to bring my ex
back
or to get me someone worthy of love, i asked him anything to fill this
hollow in me... well, like i said, i don't have the power to make
things
but guess what...
A few days ago, i was just going through random posts on facebook and
all of a sudden this girl popped out of the blue and challenged me for
a
game, no big deal, well, after that we talked a bit and guess what...
This girl never talked to me before, she didn't knew me from anywhere
and she started talking to me about something that happened recently
to
her, turns out she was going through the same thing that i was,
obviously she didn't just jumped to that part but it evolved really
quick and she ended up telling me things i wouldn't have even told my
mother if it was with me, and the interesting part was that her
boyfriend dumped her basically at the same time i did my pray, this
girl
used to work with my ex, her ex still works and now she seems to be
really fixated in me and she is gorgeous, this is just the tip of the
iceberg, we already talked personally and from what she told me i can
tell you there was a huge chain of highly improbable coincidences that
all worked for the same purpose, her relation coming to an end and
meeting me, i couldn't help but feel guilty and recently another girl,
who also popped out of nowhere on facebook started talking to me and
seems to be really fixated in me as well, always putting smileys on
everything i do even things i know she doesn't like, like death metal
songs when all she hears is blues and stuff like that lol and that
girls
is also gorgeous, nice jobs offers appearing everyday, i feel more
distant from what hurts me everyday, it's still present but all these
things are like a shelter to me.
What i am trying to get to is... If you really love our father he will
look after you, all these things that happened to me may have just
been
a coincidence but trust me, i am not this lucky and its toooooo many
coincidences and i have also experienced more... I love our father and
i
always tried to please him in whatever way i can, recruiting new
satanists, praying to him everyday, doing my meditations and
empowering
myself to grow closer to him everyday and more... don't just say you
love him, if you really do, show it, feeling that love alone will
bring
you closer to him and you will end up wanting to get closer to him not
because we tell you to, or because it's the way it is supposed to be,
you will want to do it yourself and won't allow anyone or anything to
come between you and him.
I am not saying this is the case, but i noticed plenty of times that
some people join this group because they want to achieve personal
goals
but have little or none respect towards Satan, some see him as a mean
to
an end, like i said, there are a lot of things that are still unknown
to
me, but i don't believe those will have find what they want here,
Satan
is real and i can only assure you this, everything you feel for him
will
be reflected back to you.
I was skeptical in the beginning and nothing ever happened, when i
first
started feeling energy and all my skepticism went away i knew i was on
the right path and i started working everyday doing my daily exercises
and meditations, that was when all the things started to happen,
because
i was truly grateful to him, whatever you do just be honest to him
even
if you feel frustrated, disappointed or even if you somehow doubt him,
i
told him that too before because i knew he would understand me, after
all we have been brainwashed all our lives...
If you want to talk to me all you have to do is send me a private
message and i am sure we can find a chat, like i said, i am not the
expert you want to listen to but i am sure that i help you ease your
mind and show things from the perspective of a guy who not long ago
were
in a similar position to the one you are now, just don't turn your
back
on someone who is there for you, you just need to realize what you
want
and what you expect of him and why, he doesn't want us to worship him,
we follow him because of what we feel.
I really would like to talk to you, even if deep inside you feel like
the motives that brought you here may not have been the best, many of
us
join satanism because of difficulties in our life and only what Satan
truly is when we see positive changes in our life, we start being
grateful knowing he watch over us and that feeling soon turns into
something greater but many thing Satan is "evil" regardless of what we
say and they think that they need to worship him, bow to him and do
his
will to be rewarded even if that is not our will, those who think like
that will never achieve anything because if they do Satan knows that
will only reinforce what they think of him pretty much the same way i
don't like to help a friend because i owe him, and i don't like them
to
thing i am helping them because i feel obliged, i help them because i
know they are my friends and they showed it to me before, unlike some
who like to argue with previous favors like it's a trade, we don't
trade
nothing with Satan, we show him we truly like him and he will show it
back.
To be honest i sometimes even think if i still want my ex back or if i
want someone else, with all these things that happened to me, i became
so convinced he played his role on this that i realized that he cares
for me and that he listens to me, that made me regret so many things
like all the times i doubted him and even displayed some anger that i
began to like him so much to the point where i no longer know if i
really want someone's love other then Satan's love... sure being loved
by someone is feels really good and gives you peace but everything
else,
even though it may be far from irrelevant, it's secondary... I will do
whatever it takes to be worthy of a single good thought of him and be
worthy of his love as a loyal and loving son.
He is your father whether you acknowledge it as such or not...
Best Regards
Tiago Cabral
Sat Nam
--- In , kemsy.gyara@ wrote:
Please am tired of all this things: I told you that I did dedication
and nothing happened: I asked for guide line on how to medidate but
no
answer: I don't have money nothing so please just kindly remove me
and
stop send me this unusefull message
Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTN
--- In , "claudius" <claudiuslawal@... wrote:
I added you already brother am claudius Lawal check it on FB
Hail Baal Zebul
Hail alastor
Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTN
-----Original Message-----
From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
Sender:
Date: Thu, 15 Aug 2013 02:53:32
To:
Reply-To:
Subject: Re: Re: Remove me from this group
Well said, Tiago! What is your Facebook name, Brother? I have facebook
too; my name on there is Ceridwyn Bloodfang, if you wish to add me.
Feel free! I have several Zevism friends on there.
On 8/14/13, Luis Garcia <luisvidales32@... wrote:
Very inspiring words tiago. You are very right on all of this.
--- In , "tiago_filipe_cabral"
<tiago_filipe_cabral@ wrote:
--- In , kemsy.gyara@... wrote:
Please am tired of all this things: I told you that I did dedication and nothing happened: I asked for guide line on how to medidate but no answer: I don't have money nothing so please just kindly remove me and stop send me this unusefull message
Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTN
--- In , "tiago_filipe_cabral" wrote:
Hi there...
I have been around for roughly 2 months, some members here have been dedicated satanists for over 10 years so i am not the one you want to listen but i believe i have some interesting things you may want to know...
When i started i often felt frustrated and disappointed like you do now, things don't happen instantly, everything takes some time, being a newbie like i am i can't change anything around me or improve my life in some ways i would like to, well, not by myself...
I came here because i always hated the false religions and when i found that Satan was not what i had been taught all my life i no longer wanted to simply side with him, it was no longer just mutual interests, so i started taking things more serious and what i feel towards our father has been growing stronger every day, and some recent events skyrocketed those feelings and much more...
I always respected Satan all my life for reasons i already told plenty of times in this group, (search for some of my posts if you want to know more about that), but what gave me the last push to join this group and become a dedicated satanist was a recent relationship that came to an end, it lasted 7 years and ended 5 months ago, i didn't fell into the bottom of the pit, i drilled it...
A few weeks ago, during my meditations i prayed to Satan to help me become stronger then love, to make me immune to it, to bring my ex back or to get me someone worthy of love, i asked him anything to fill this hollow in me... well, like i said, i don't have the power to make things but guess what...
A few days ago, i was just going through random posts on facebook and all of a sudden this girl popped out of the blue and challenged me for a game, no big deal, well, after that we talked a bit and guess what...
This girl never talked to me before, she didn't knew me from anywhere and she started talking to me about something that happened recently to her, turns out she was going through the same thing that i was, obviously she didn't just jumped to that part but it evolved really quick and she ended up telling me things i wouldn't have even told my mother if it was with me, and the interesting part was that her boyfriend dumped her basically at the same time i did my pray, this girl used to work with my ex, her ex still works and now she seems to be really fixated in me and she is gorgeous, this is just the tip of the iceberg, we already talked personally and from what she told me i can tell you there was a huge chain of highly improbable coincidences that all worked for the same purpose, her relation coming to an end and meeting me, i couldn't help but feel guilty and recently another girl, who also popped out of nowhere on facebook started talking to me and seems to be really fixated in me as well, always putting smileys on everything i do even things i know she doesn't like, like death metal songs when all she hears is blues and stuff like that lol and that girls is also gorgeous, nice jobs offers appearing everyday, i feel more distant from what hurts me everyday, it's still present but all these things are like a shelter to me.
What i am trying to get to is... If you really love our father he will look after you, all these things that happened to me may have just been a coincidence but trust me, i am not this lucky and its toooooo many coincidences and i have also experienced more... I love our father and i always tried to please him in whatever way i can, recruiting new satanists, praying to him everyday, doing my meditations and empowering myself to grow closer to him everyday and more... don't just say you love him, if you really do, show it, feeling that love alone will bring you closer to him and you will end up wanting to get closer to him not because we tell you to, or because it's the way it is supposed to be, you will want to do it yourself and won't allow anyone or anything to come between you and him.
I am not saying this is the case, but i noticed plenty of times that some people join this group because they want to achieve personal goals but have little or none respect towards Satan, some see him as a mean to an end, like i said, there are a lot of things that are still unknown to me, but i don't believe those will have find what they want here, Satan is real and i can only assure you this, everything you feel for him will be reflected back to you.
I was skeptical in the beginning and nothing ever happened, when i first started feeling energy and all my skepticism went away i knew i was on the right path and i started working everyday doing my daily exercises and meditations, that was when all the things started to happen, because i was truly grateful to him, whatever you do just be honest to him even if you feel frustrated, disappointed or even if you somehow doubt him, i told him that too before because i knew he would understand me, after all we have been brainwashed all our lives...
If you want to talk to me all you have to do is send me a private message and i am sure we can find a chat, like i said, i am not the expert you want to listen to but i am sure that i help you ease your mind and show things from the perspective of a guy who not long ago were in a similar position to the one you are now, just don't turn your back on someone who is there for you, you just need to realize what you want and what you expect of him and why, he doesn't want us to worship him, we follow him because of what we feel.
I really would like to talk to you, even if deep inside you feel like the motives that brought you here may not have been the best, many of us join satanism because of difficulties in our life and only what Satan truly is when we see positive changes in our life, we start being grateful knowing he watch over us and that feeling soon turns into something greater but many thing Satan is "evil" regardless of what we say and they think that they need to worship him, bow to him and do his will to be rewarded even if that is not our will, those who think like that will never achieve anything because if they do Satan knows that will only reinforce what they think of him pretty much the same way i don't like to help a friend because i owe him, and i don't like them to thing i am helping them because i feel obliged, i help them because i know they are my friends and they showed it to me before, unlike some who like to argue with previous favors like it's a trade, we don't trade nothing with Satan, we show him we truly like him and he will show it back.
To be honest i sometimes even think if i still want my ex back or if i want someone else, with all these things that happened to me, i became so convinced he played his role on this that i realized that he cares for me and that he listens to me, that made me regret so many things like all the times i doubted him and even displayed some anger that i began to like him so much to the point where i no longer know if i really want someone's love other then Satan's love... sure being loved by someone is feels really good and gives you peace but everything else, even though it may be far from irrelevant, it's secondary... I will do whatever it takes to be worthy of a single good thought of him and be worthy of his love as a loyal and loving son.
He is your father whether you acknowledge it as such or not...
Best Regards
Tiago Cabral
Sat Nam
--- In , kemsy.gyara@ wrote:
Please am tired of all this things: I told you that I did dedication and nothing happened: I asked for guide line on how to medidate but no answer: I don't have money nothing so please just kindly remove me and stop send me this unusefull message
Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTN
--- In , kemsy.gyara@... wrote:
Please am tired of all this things: I told you that I did dedication and nothing happened: I asked for guide line on how to medidate but no answer: I don't have money nothing so please just kindly remove me and stop send me this unusefull message
Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTN
--- In , Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:
Ha! I am not afraid! I shall not skulk in the shadows, dost thou hear
me? Besides, my patron is the mighty Lord Andras, and Sorath, the Lord
who Burns, is my friend. What have I to fear from pitiful, pathetic
mortals? Not much, I warrant.
On 8/15/13, unsortediablo <unsortediablo@... wrote:
Really awesome post Tiago.
I totally relate to what you said about not wanting anyone's love but
Satan's.
I have been single for about 3 years due to a relationship that ended badly
and I used to think about my ex all the time, even after so long. The last
couple of months though, I realize that I don't need her anymore, nor do I
want her. I was always wishing that I could find the right person for me and
started to become quite depressed about the fact I was still alone, even
though the idea of another relationship ending badly scared me a lot.
But like I said, in the last couple of months, I've come to realize that I
don't want to be in a relationship anymore. It's almost like I crave Satan's
love instead. If I was going to be in a relationship, I would want it to be
with a Goddess, who I know will commit to me fully, and me to Her.
But, I won't ask Satan to grant me a Goddess until I am fully ready for it.
For now, I'm more than satisfied knowing that Satan loves me the way He
does, and I don't feel empty or incomplete anymore.
Ave Satanas, Always!!
Hail the Gods of Elysium!!
--- In , "Luis Garcia" <luisvidales32@
wrote:
Very inspiring words tiago. You are very right on all of this.
--- In , "tiago_filipe_cabral"
<tiago_filipe_cabral@ wrote:
Hi there...
I have been around for roughly 2 months, some members here have been
dedicated satanists for over 10 years so i am not the one you want to
listen but i believe i have some interesting things you may want to
know...
When i started i often felt frustrated and disappointed like you do now,
things don't happen instantly, everything takes some time, being a
newbie like i am i can't change anything around me or improve my life in
some ways i would like to, well, not by myself...
I came here because i always hated the false religions and when i found
that Satan was not what i had been taught all my life i no longer wanted
to simply side with him, it was no longer just mutual interests, so i
started taking things more serious and what i feel towards our father
has been growing stronger every day, and some recent events skyrocketed
those feelings and much more...
I always respected Satan all my life for reasons i already told plenty
of times in this group, (search for some of my posts if you want to know
more about that), but what gave me the last push to join this group and
become a dedicated satanist was a recent relationship that came to an
end, it lasted 7 years and ended 5 months ago, i didn't fell into the
bottom of the pit, i drilled it...
A few weeks ago, during my meditations i prayed to Satan to help me
become stronger then love, to make me immune to it, to bring my ex back
or to get me someone worthy of love, i asked him anything to fill this
hollow in me... well, like i said, i don't have the power to make things
but guess what...
A few days ago, i was just going through random posts on facebook and
all of a sudden this girl popped out of the blue and challenged me for a
game, no big deal, well, after that we talked a bit and guess what...
This girl never talked to me before, she didn't knew me from anywhere
and she started talking to me about something that happened recently to
her, turns out she was going through the same thing that i was,
obviously she didn't just jumped to that part but it evolved really
quick and she ended up telling me things i wouldn't have even told my
mother if it was with me, and the interesting part was that her
boyfriend dumped her basically at the same time i did my pray, this girl
used to work with my ex, her ex still works and now she seems to be
really fixated in me and she is gorgeous, this is just the tip of the
iceberg, we already talked personally and from what she told me i can
tell you there was a huge chain of highly improbable coincidences that
all worked for the same purpose, her relation coming to an end and
meeting me, i couldn't help but feel guilty and recently another girl,
who also popped out of nowhere on facebook started talking to me and
seems to be really fixated in me as well, always putting smileys on
everything i do even things i know she doesn't like, like death metal
songs when all she hears is blues and stuff like that lol and that girls
is also gorgeous, nice jobs offers appearing everyday, i feel more
distant from what hurts me everyday, it's still present but all these
things are like a shelter to me.
What i am trying to get to is... If you really love our father he will
look after you, all these things that happened to me may have just been
a coincidence but trust me, i am not this lucky and its toooooo many
coincidences and i have also experienced more... I love our father and i
always tried to please him in whatever way i can, recruiting new
satanists, praying to him everyday, doing my meditations and empowering
myself to grow closer to him everyday and more... don't just say you
love him, if you really do, show it, feeling that love alone will bring
you closer to him and you will end up wanting to get closer to him not
because we tell you to, or because it's the way it is supposed to be,
you will want to do it yourself and won't allow anyone or anything to
come between you and him.
I am not saying this is the case, but i noticed plenty of times that
some people join this group because they want to achieve personal goals
but have little or none respect towards Satan, some see him as a mean to
an end, like i said, there are a lot of things that are still unknown to
me, but i don't believe those will have find what they want here, Satan
is real and i can only assure you this, everything you feel for him will
be reflected back to you.
I was skeptical in the beginning and nothing ever happened, when i first
started feeling energy and all my skepticism went away i knew i was on
the right path and i started working everyday doing my daily exercises
and meditations, that was when all the things started to happen, because
i was truly grateful to him, whatever you do just be honest to him even
if you feel frustrated, disappointed or even if you somehow doubt him, i
told him that too before because i knew he would understand me, after
all we have been brainwashed all our lives...
If you want to talk to me all you have to do is send me a private
message and i am sure we can find a chat, like i said, i am not the
expert you want to listen to but i am sure that i help you ease your
mind and show things from the perspective of a guy who not long ago were
in a similar position to the one you are now, just don't turn your back
on someone who is there for you, you just need to realize what you want
and what you expect of him and why, he doesn't want us to worship him,
we follow him because of what we feel.
I really would like to talk to you, even if deep inside you feel like
the motives that brought you here may not have been the best, many of us
join satanism because of difficulties in our life and only what Satan
truly is when we see positive changes in our life, we start being
grateful knowing he watch over us and that feeling soon turns into
something greater but many thing Satan is "evil" regardless of what we
say and they think that they need to worship him, bow to him and do his
will to be rewarded even if that is not our will, those who think like
that will never achieve anything because if they do Satan knows that
will only reinforce what they think of him pretty much the same way i
don't like to help a friend because i owe him, and i don't like them to
thing i am helping them because i feel obliged, i help them because i
know they are my friends and they showed it to me before, unlike some
who like to argue with previous favors like it's a trade, we don't trade
nothing with Satan, we show him we truly like him and he will show it
back.
To be honest i sometimes even think if i still want my ex back or if i
want someone else, with all these things that happened to me, i became
so convinced he played his role on this that i realized that he cares
for me and that he listens to me, that made me regret so many things
like all the times i doubted him and even displayed some anger that i
began to like him so much to the point where i no longer know if i
really want someone's love other then Satan's love... sure being loved
by someone is feels really good and gives you peace but everything else,
even though it may be far from irrelevant, it's secondary... I will do
whatever it takes to be worthy of a single good thought of him and be
worthy of his love as a loyal and loving son.
He is your father whether you acknowledge it as such or not...
Best Regards
Tiago Cabral
Sat Nam
--- In , kemsy.gyara@ wrote:
Please am tired of all this things: I told you that I did dedication
and nothing happened: I asked for guide line on how to medidate but no
answer: I don't have money nothing so please just kindly remove me and
stop send me this unusefull message
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