Reality is shocking mind blocking it out

[One Wire Phenomenon]

When one cannot handle what is actually happening to them the system has made it so that the normal humans block it out.

The only way I jump into action is when I see this shocking reality which makes me see where my soul is at and want to save it but it's not for the faint of heart,my mind blocks it out quickly before I can even act and get over the shock because it so horrible. Can anyone help me with this? Or am I on my own with this?

 

[darkmonkey666]

Can you explain what exactly you find to be so horrible or shocking that you shut it out.
The energy around you, what people are doing, something you learned, etc this may be helpful to know in answering this question.

Understand that just because you don't want to deal with something or ignore it doesn't mean it doesn't exist. So its not going away just cause you block it out. I understand you may be a really sensitive person I saw your chart not going to elaborate publicly cause I respect your privacy but if you want to email me about it you can if you remember my email. I am no longer thinking your suspicious or anything don't worry.

It is probably really difficult to deal with some of the stuff going on in the world for you for that reason and you likely have a desire to escape. I think I told you that when reading your chart or something like that anyways.

One way to help a little if you think your ready for it is the opposite element fire in your case to your imbalance. It might make you a little less sensitive to some of this stuff.

What is going on with your soul that is bad if that is what your implying here.

You know what that isn't something good to block out or ignore. You should work on it and fix it. I will try to help if I know if not someone here might know how to help you if you don't know how to go about it yourself. What do you need to save your soul from btw this is not xtianity relax. You have time to grow and meditate and take it at your own pace. You already saved your soul if you meditated for a little bit of time each year so far as from dissipating.

I heard that for the general population the ancients with people that were not up to achieving Godhead or inclined to be really spiritual had people do meditations at certain times each year to keep their vibration up more and save their soul from dissipating.

So you probably already did that if that is what your asking. Even doing the final Ritual helps in this. Now actually advancing if you don't work on it you may not achieve it.

Also next time you do tetragramaton or next few times visualize also the barrier breaking apart in and on you along with around you like usually is done you can do that. That may help with this too.

There is really nothing to fear. The Gods are with us.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

Can you explain what exactly you find to be so horrible or shocking that you shut it out.
The energy around you, what people are doing, something you learned, etc this may be helpful to know in answering this question.

Understand that just because you don't want to deal with something or ignore it doesn't mean it doesn't exist. So its not going away just cause you block it out. I understand you may be a really sensitive person I saw your chart not going to elaborate publicly cause I respect your privacy but if you want to email me about it you can if you remember my email. I am no longer thinking your suspicious or anything don't worry.

It is probably really difficult to deal with some of the stuff going on in the world for you for that reason and you likely have a desire to escape. I think I told you that when reading your chart or something like that anyways.

One way to help a little if you think your ready for it is the opposite element fire in your case to your imbalance. It might make you a little less sensitive to some of this stuff.

What is going on with your soul that is bad if that is what your implying here.

You know what that isn't something good to block out or ignore. You should work on it and fix it. I will try to help if I know if not someone here might know how to help you if you don't know how to go about it yourself. What do you need to save your soul from btw this is not xtianity relax. You have time to grow and meditate and take it at your own pace. You already saved your soul if you meditated for a little bit of time each year so far as from dissipating.

I heard that for the general population the ancients with people that were not up to achieving Godhead or inclined to be really spiritual had people do meditations at certain times each year to keep their vibration up more and save their soul from dissipating.

So you probably already did that if that is what your asking. Even doing the final Ritual helps in this. Now actually advancing if you don't work on it you may not achieve it.

Also next time you do tetragramaton or next few times visualize also the barrier breaking apart in and on you along with around you like usually is done you can do that. That may help with this too.

There is really nothing to fear. The Gods are with us.

This is more or less what I am going through when I see what is happening in the here and now with my soul. Neo is me and the machines is the entity feeding off my soul.
Neo gets saved but I don't I fall back to sleep so to say my mind does not want to accept the reality. I already feel it's too late for me.
https://youtu.be/HwhB5uCaj3Y

Thank you very much Slyscorpion I must say your post made me feel much better. I am worried about my next life. I got in the here and now and saw the condition of my soul and it shocked me to the core I then realised the importance of meditation and things that I read on JoS. Some other things also was shocking and where my soul will end up if I don't act.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Can you explain what exactly you find to be so horrible or shocking that you shut it out.
The energy around you, what people are doing, something you learned, etc this may be helpful to know in answering this question.

Understand that just because you don't want to deal with something or ignore it doesn't mean it doesn't exist. So its not going away just cause you block it out. I understand you may be a really sensitive person I saw your chart not going to elaborate publicly cause I respect your privacy but if you want to email me about it you can if you remember my email. I am no longer thinking your suspicious or anything don't worry.

It is probably really difficult to deal with some of the stuff going on in the world for you for that reason and you likely have a desire to escape. I think I told you that when reading your chart or something like that anyways.

One way to help a little if you think your ready for it is the opposite element fire in your case to your imbalance. It might make you a little less sensitive to some of this stuff.

What is going on with your soul that is bad if that is what your implying here.

You know what that isn't something good to block out or ignore. You should work on it and fix it. I will try to help if I know if not someone here might know how to help you if you don't know how to go about it yourself. What do you need to save your soul from btw this is not xtianity relax. You have time to grow and meditate and take it at your own pace. You already saved your soul if you meditated for a little bit of time each year so far as from dissipating.

I heard that for the general population the ancients with people that were not up to achieving Godhead or inclined to be really spiritual had people do meditations at certain times each year to keep their vibration up more and save their soul from dissipating.

So you probably already did that if that is what your asking. Even doing the final Ritual helps in this. Now actually advancing if you don't work on it you may not achieve it.

Also next time you do tetragramaton or next few times visualize also the barrier breaking apart in and on you along with around you like usually is done you can do that. That may help with this too.

There is really nothing to fear. The Gods are with us.

This is more or less what I am going through when I see what is happening in the here and now with my soul. Neo is me and the machines is the entity feeding off my soul.
Neo gets saved but I don't I fall back to sleep so to say my mind does not want to accept the reality. I already feel it's too late for me.
https://youtu.be/HwhB5uCaj3Y

Thank you very much Slyscorpion I must say your post made me feel much better. I am worried about my next life. I got in the here and now and saw the condition of my soul and it shocked me to the core I then realised the importance of meditation and things that I read on JoS. Some other things also was shocking and where my soul will end up if I don't act.

Did you grow up in a home with xtianity strongly taught in it. If so you can do a working to either deprogram from it and/or detach and deprogram from whoever mainly first taught it to you. This works. Let me know I will post the affirmations that I have suggested if you like or search my posts or come up with your own.

It sounds like you may be struggling with some or that. Some of your other posts too. Remember it's an energy more so than a belief system. The belief system part comes second after the energy directs the mind to it. It is a spell. Without the energy and bindings no one could believe it. This would explain some problems with the soul.

This also can block reality out or cause that reaction. Though usually people don't realize this in the normal case it's someone else lamenting why another person is blocking out reality and that other person is oblivious to it.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Can you explain what exactly you find to be so horrible or shocking that you shut it out.
The energy around you, what people are doing, something you learned, etc this may be helpful to know in answering this question.

Understand that just because you don't want to deal with something or ignore it doesn't mean it doesn't exist. So its not going away just cause you block it out. I understand you may be a really sensitive person I saw your chart not going to elaborate publicly cause I respect your privacy but if you want to email me about it you can if you remember my email. I am no longer thinking your suspicious or anything don't worry.

It is probably really difficult to deal with some of the stuff going on in the world for you for that reason and you likely have a desire to escape. I think I told you that when reading your chart or something like that anyways.

One way to help a little if you think your ready for it is the opposite element fire in your case to your imbalance. It might make you a little less sensitive to some of this stuff.

What is going on with your soul that is bad if that is what your implying here.

You know what that isn't something good to block out or ignore. You should work on it and fix it. I will try to help if I know if not someone here might know how to help you if you don't know how to go about it yourself. What do you need to save your soul from btw this is not xtianity relax. You have time to grow and meditate and take it at your own pace. You already saved your soul if you meditated for a little bit of time each year so far as from dissipating.

I heard that for the general population the ancients with people that were not up to achieving Godhead or inclined to be really spiritual had people do meditations at certain times each year to keep their vibration up more and save their soul from dissipating.

So you probably already did that if that is what your asking. Even doing the final Ritual helps in this. Now actually advancing if you don't work on it you may not achieve it.

Also next time you do tetragramaton or next few times visualize also the barrier breaking apart in and on you along with around you like usually is done you can do that. That may help with this too.

There is really nothing to fear. The Gods are with us.

This is more or less what I am going through when I see what is happening in the here and now with my soul. Neo is me and the machines is the entity feeding off my soul.
Neo gets saved but I don't I fall back to sleep so to say my mind does not want to accept the reality. I already feel it's too late for me.
https://youtu.be/HwhB5uCaj3Y

Thank you very much Slyscorpion I must say your post made me feel much better. I am worried about my next life. I got in the here and now and saw the condition of my soul and it shocked me to the core I then realised the importance of meditation and things that I read on JoS. Some other things also was shocking and where my soul will end up if I don't act.

Also the Matrix was a really interesting movie. I suppose whoever wrote the story part of it knew a lot about what was going on in the world or maybe the whole thing. There is a lot of symbolic stuff in it (and probably subliminal too) I don't know if they were on our side or not to be honest but I liked it.

https://youtu.be/1PghMqkTo1M

I think this was one of my favorite scenes in any movie related to finding the truth.

 

[956GOD]

When one cannot handle what is actually happening to them the system has made it so that the normal humans block it out.

The only way I jump into action is when I see this shocking reality which makes me see where my soul is at and want to save it but it's not for the faint of heart,my mind blocks it out quickly before I can even act and get over the shock because it so horrible. Can anyone help me with this? Or am I on my own with this?

Once you get printed sort to speak you obtain enemies…. I myself had to navigate the shark tank

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

Can you explain what exactly you find to be so horrible or shocking that you shut it out.
The energy around you, what people are doing, something you learned, etc this may be helpful to know in answering this question.

Understand that just because you don't want to deal with something or ignore it doesn't mean it doesn't exist. So its not going away just cause you block it out. I understand you may be a really sensitive person I saw your chart not going to elaborate publicly cause I respect your privacy but if you want to email me about it you can if you remember my email. I am no longer thinking your suspicious or anything don't worry.

It is probably really difficult to deal with some of the stuff going on in the world for you for that reason and you likely have a desire to escape. I think I told you that when reading your chart or something like that anyways.

One way to help a little if you think your ready for it is the opposite element fire in your case to your imbalance. It might make you a little less sensitive to some of this stuff.

What is going on with your soul that is bad if that is what your implying here.

You know what that isn't something good to block out or ignore. You should work on it and fix it. I will try to help if I know if not someone here might know how to help you if you don't know how to go about it yourself. What do you need to save your soul from btw this is not xtianity relax. You have time to grow and meditate and take it at your own pace. You already saved your soul if you meditated for a little bit of time each year so far as from dissipating.

I heard that for the general population the ancients with people that were not up to achieving Godhead or inclined to be really spiritual had people do meditations at certain times each year to keep their vibration up more and save their soul from dissipating.

So you probably already did that if that is what your asking. Even doing the final Ritual helps in this. Now actually advancing if you don't work on it you may not achieve it.

Also next time you do tetragramaton or next few times visualize also the barrier breaking apart in and on you along with around you like usually is done you can do that. That may help with this too.

There is really nothing to fear. The Gods are with us.

This is more or less what I am going through when I see what is happening in the here and now with my soul. Neo is me and the machines is the entity feeding off my soul.
Neo gets saved but I don't I fall back to sleep so to say my mind does not want to accept the reality. I already feel it's too late for me.
https://youtu.be/HwhB5uCaj3Y

Thank you very much Slyscorpion I must say your post made me feel much better. I am worried about my next life. I got in the here and now and saw the condition of my soul and it shocked me to the core I then realised the importance of meditation and things that I read on JoS. Some other things also was shocking and where my soul will end up if I don't act.

Did you grow up in a home with xtianity strongly taught in it. If so you can do a working to either deprogram from it and/or detach and deprogram from whoever mainly first taught it to you. This works. Let me know I will post the affirmations that I have suggested if you like or search my posts or come up with your own.

It sounds like you may be struggling with some or that. Some of your other posts too. Remember it's an energy more so than a belief system. The belief system part comes second after the energy directs the mind to it. It is a spell. Without the energy and bindings no one could believe it. This would explain some problems with the soul.

This also can block reality out or cause that reaction. Though usually people don't realize this in the normal case it's someone else lamenting why another person is blocking out reality and that other person is oblivious to it.

Yes I grew up like that. I mostly blame my grandma and yes any help with this will be appreciated. I sound crazy but I know for a fact it's very serious and I'm not free until I overcome this obstacle.

 

[ZevistSoul]

Wow today my translation article was this

https://www.templeofzeus.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Brotherhood.html

And it asif I was meant to read this today.

"One of the key teachings was the overcoming of fear. Only when one surpasses all personal fears, can higher levels be accessed. Fear is the main emotion that prevents one from advancing spiritually. Fears must first be overcome here on Earth."

The above is very true. I saw the only way to advance and be free is by overcoming this fear and facing the entity head on and cutting the ties with it.The danger is real so it's a ultimate test for me. It give me goose bumps.

Looks like you already found out whats up, There is one thing that i want to add tough: Give it time, It is alright that you won't be able to face certain things in life at this moment, You will learn to overcome these blockages in time.

There is no need worrying about having to face these fears or that those fears are there, Just go with the flow of the river, Know that these fears are there but don't fear it. If these fears come to pass than so be it, Why would you want to worry about something that you have no influence over? if worst comes to worst the gods will always be there to guide you, Just focus on the here and now, Focus on advancing not on those fears that might or might not come to pass.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

Wow today my translation article was this

https://www.templeofzeus.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Brotherhood.html

And it asif I was meant to read this today.

"One of the key teachings was the overcoming of fear. Only when one surpasses all personal fears, can higher levels be accessed. Fear is the main emotion that prevents one from advancing spiritually. Fears must first be overcome here on Earth."

The above is very true. I saw the only way to advance and be free is by overcoming this fear and facing the entity head on and cutting the ties with it.The danger is real so it's a ultimate test for me. It give me goose bumps.

Looks like you already found out whats up, There is one thing that i want to add tough: Give it time, It is alright that you won't be able to face certain things in life at this moment, You will learn to overcome these blockages in time.

There is no need worrying about having to face these fears or that those fears are there, Just go with the flow of the river, Know that these fears are there but don't fear it. If these fears come to pass than so be it, Why would you want to worry about something that you have no influence over? if worst comes to worst the gods will always be there to guide you, Just focus on the here and now, Focus on advancing not on those fears that might or might not come to pass.

Well it's taken most of my Zevism life away from me. I don't want it any longer attached to my soul. I don't want to be afraid anymore. I have been running away from mediation because of it since that day. It's really horrible Satan and the Gods live on a higher plane of existence and most Zevism here aswell. I don't want to be stuck where I am until my next life. My next life will be worse I will be born into slavery and it will be more difficult to get out, because I will need to find the JoS information all over again. I wonder if it's possible for the enemy to steal your soul and let you be born on a different planet completey out of reach from the Gods to help. Thats what I fear the most. My soul is on a very low vibration as it is now and the Gods won't help me and save my soul for me. I am at the mercy of the natural universe laws and if I don't act now when I still can I may be lost forever!!

 

[gnome]

If you do start taking action to improve yourself now, the Gods will welcome you with open arms. It is not that they won't help you - you need to truly want to advance and put in the effort.

As HP Zevios Metathronos affirmed recently, the Gods do not punish those who do not progress, since they understand that inertia is punishment enough.

Good luck! (I say this sincerely hoping you can move passed your current blockage)

the Gods won't help me and save my soul for me. I am at the mercy of the natural universe laws and if I don't act now when I still can I may be lost forever!!

 

[ZevistSoul]

It doesn't matter what plane of existence you are currently living on, Even if you are at the lowest of the low it does not matter to the gods. I have been on the lowest of the low for a big part of my life, When i came to father Satan it still took about 2 years before i was finally able to start to get out of that place. Right now 1 year later i am still not on high plane of existence but i'm on a higher plane of existence than i was before.

The gods will not do the work for you but they will support you where you need support, Often times you don't even notice that the gods are there to help. But once you get to a certain understanding (This comes with time) you will see how much the gods are influencing your life for the better, But to reach this point you will need to get the right mentality and find the right balance in life to be able to advance.

I have given this suggestion before but i highly recommend you to take a step back from everything, If you need some time off take it the gods won't abandon you for this, This just means that you are taking care of yourself. Find out what it is that you need to advance and do not forget the physical and mental part of this, Advancing does include everything not just the spiritual part of it. Strong spirituality comes with a strong mind, A strong mind comes with a strong body.

Make sure that you are living happily, It doesn't matter what is going on in the world right now. All that matter right now is that you live in a satisfied manner, In a way that is perfect for advancing, You will really stagnate when you are unhappy or overloaded.

So if you think that you need a break, Take it. Focus more on your physical health, This in turn will automatically improve your mental health, After this it is so much easier to focus on spirituality. This is all from my own experience and i found that this has helped me immensely.

Btw don't worry about the gods abandoning you, If you have dedicated they will not let you fall, But you will need to do your own work if you want to stand tall and proud. One more thing satanism has no mediators, So don't worry about all the stuff over here, Just let the gods guide you.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

Wow today my translation article was this

https://www.templeofzeus.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Brotherhood.html

And it asif I was meant to read this today.

"One of the key teachings was the overcoming of fear. Only when one surpasses all personal fears, can higher levels be accessed. Fear is the main emotion that prevents one from advancing spiritually. Fears must first be overcome here on Earth."

The above is very true. I saw the only way to advance and be free is by overcoming this fear and facing the entity head on and cutting the ties with it.The danger is real so it's a ultimate test for me. It give me goose bumps.

Looks like you already found out whats up, There is one thing that i want to add tough: Give it time, It is alright that you won't be able to face certain things in life at this moment, You will learn to overcome these blockages in time.

There is no need worrying about having to face these fears or that those fears are there, Just go with the flow of the river, Know that these fears are there but don't fear it. If these fears come to pass than so be it, Why would you want to worry about something that you have no influence over? if worst comes to worst the gods will always be there to guide you, Just focus on the here and now, Focus on advancing not on those fears that might or might not come to pass.

Well it's taken most of my Zevism life away from me. I don't want it any longer attached to my soul. I don't want to be afraid anymore. I have been running away from mediation because of it since that day. It's really horrible Satan and the Gods live on a higher plane of existence and most Zevism here aswell. I don't want to be stuck where I am until my next life. My next life will be worse I will be born into slavery and it will be more difficult to get out, because I will need to find the JoS information all over again. I wonder if it's possible for the enemy to steal your soul and let you be born on a different planet completey out of reach from the Gods to help. Thats what I fear the most. My soul is on a very low vibration as it is now and the Gods won't help me and save my soul for me. I am at the mercy of the natural universe laws and if I don't act now when I still can I may be lost forever!!

I just found this audio. It does not want to download on my device,but I listened to it on the cloud it freezes a lot. I just want to know if other people are also experiencing this with this audio?

Anyway this Sermon proves what I saw about my soul to be true. I am now in a battle with my own mind to try and take everything I read on JoS with extreme seriousness and let it sink in and hopefully the lower self will gradually die so that I make better choices in the future and not keep living like the lower being I am now.When I feel I am ready and serious enough with enough will power I am going to reclaim my true self and be the master of my own soul.

I now know why my life felt boring and why the Rituals doesnt feel like it's working and why i felt like nothing serious happens when I meditated it's because my power lies there where my true self is and there where my mind fears to go. It's in the here and now having to deal with a dangerous entity.With my back against the wall and knowing my soul is at stake survival instincts kick in, that's when I have power that's where my true self is and where my higher self gets seperated from my pathetic weak self forever if I can overcome it and not run away like I have been doing..

This obstacle is proving my worth to the Gods and myself. As the audio sermon said the Gods wants humans to rise in the light above the suffering but that cannot happen if I don't choose to.The Gods won't save me I'm on my own for now until I act and take my life in my own hands that's when they will help.


https://www.dropbox.com/s/62a20byzl9lfw7z/Escaping%20Suffering%2C%20Rising%20in%20the%20Ladder%20of%20Light.mp3?dl=`

 

[darkmonkey666]

Wow today my translation article was this

https://www.templeofzeus.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Brotherhood.html

And it asif I was meant to read this today.

"One of the key teachings was the overcoming of fear. Only when one surpasses all personal fears, can higher levels be accessed. Fear is the main emotion that prevents one from advancing spiritually. Fears must first be overcome here on Earth."

The above is very true. I saw the only way to advance and be free is by overcoming this fear and facing the entity head on and cutting the ties with it.The danger is real so it's a ultimate test for me. It give me goose bumps.

Looks like you already found out whats up, There is one thing that i want to add tough: Give it time, It is alright that you won't be able to face certain things in life at this moment, You will learn to overcome these blockages in time.

There is no need worrying about having to face these fears or that those fears are there, Just go with the flow of the river, Know that these fears are there but don't fear it. If these fears come to pass than so be it, Why would you want to worry about something that you have no influence over? if worst comes to worst the gods will always be there to guide you, Just focus on the here and now, Focus on advancing not on those fears that might or might not come to pass.

Well it's taken most of my Zevism life away from me. I don't want it any longer attached to my soul. I don't want to be afraid anymore. I have been running away from mediation because of it since that day. It's really horrible Satan and the Gods live on a higher plane of existence and most Zevism here aswell. I don't want to be stuck where I am until my next life. My next life will be worse I will be born into slavery and it will be more difficult to get out, because I will need to find the JoS information all over again. I wonder if it's possible for the enemy to steal your soul and let you be born on a different planet completey out of reach from the Gods to help. Thats what I fear the most. My soul is on a very low vibration as it is now and the Gods won't help me and save my soul for me. I am at the mercy of the natural universe laws and if I don't act now when I still can I may be lost forever!!

Relax. Slavery may not even exist by the time of your next life. Also the only time that thing about being born somewhere else by the enemy is even a remote possibility would be if this planet was destroyed and they set up their system where they control the souls. But that's not going to happen. Sounds like you have been having your thoughts influenced by the enemy. Start an ansuz detach ritual from who taught you xtianity when you were younger. Include something about deprograming from them. This is the fastest route in my experience to get this out of you. Maybe not everyone works the same but I think it works.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

I am preparing everything I am going to need for the workings and other preparations like timing and so on.
I have a question.
The affirmation I am going to use it says
Affirm: "I am now removing any and all ties from [name of person] to my soul, totally, permanently, and completely."

I never thought I would be giving this entity a name what should call it ? Just entity or what?

I also want to add that it's not normal psychic vampirism I feel it's much more serious.

Remember the connection happened when I was sucidal and I remember wanting to die and feeling really sorry for myself and hated a certain person so much and that's how i got onto the trance,I went VERY deep.With the intention of giving up life and hopefully dying. That when I met that thing. I can't explain the fear it's too much my mind doesn't want to accept what it saw even to this day. It's EXTREME. I will literally swim with the crocs or go do any other dangerous thing than face this again but unfortunately I have no choice.

Like Lydia said in that other post if just by hearing loud noises from outside can cause damage that extends way beyond the physical into astral. Can you imagine what damage it done to me. I was in a moving vehicle when this happened I remember it was hot and I was sweating at the back and things were packed tightly against me.After all these years I could not go back into a trance without feeling that same entity stuck to my soul. Any attempt I made ended up in failure because of fear. Under normal circumstances the soul has a defence mechanism for dangerous intruders when astraly projecting and stuff like that but I wanted to end myself and basically ignored all the warnings and jumped into the lions den so to speak. My soul was not meant to go there in the first place.

The reason I am saying this is because if I whent deep into a trance that means I will need to do it again with the working because the deeper the trance the stronger the connection
and a surface working light trance won't do?

These are just some of the questions I'm sure I will have more in time please be patient with me. As a Zevism heart to heart this might be the most important step I take in my life and the reason I came back here.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

Should the Satanic Rosary be hand crafted or bought?
And also what beads should I use if I make one myself?
What can I use if I cannot find a Baphomet or pentagram to put under the guru bead?
Can it be plastic beads or does it have to be stones or seeds or something like that?
I went back to a old post that Satanic Eagle posted of how one can make it with paper and I am wondering if it will be just as effective reason I am asking is because it seems the energy attaches to the rosary and becomes more powerful over time so my question is does it count for a paper rosary aswell?

never use one before because I never was this serious

 

[Aquarius]

I doubt you have any entity attached to your soul, the Gods wouldn't allow this to happen, I believe it's mostly your mind that has auto convinced yourself of this.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

I doubt you have any entity attached to your soul, the Gods wouldn't allow this to happen, I believe it's mostly your mind that has auto convinced yourself of this.

https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=229138#p229138

I hope you are right and i just want to show you that it is a real problem I have posted about it before but I was not that aware as I am now.

 

[Aquarius]

I doubt you have any entity attached to your soul, the Gods wouldn't allow this to happen, I believe it's mostly your mind that has auto convinced yourself of this.

https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=229138#p229138

I hope you are right and i just want to show you that it is a real problem I have posted about it before but I was not that aware as I am now.

What you feel when you can't move your body during sleep is called sleep paralysis, nothing to be scared of, it's quite common, after I stopped fearing it I had some very nice experiences with it as it's easier to astral project in that state, think of it as a very deep trance.
You're gonna have to remove this fear, you can use affirmations or just proceed and conquer the fear.
For example, I grew up with horror movies and as thus I was very afraid of the woods during night time, I bought a camping hammock and went into the woods, lost my way without a torch and out of the main road(night time), I was scared shitless lol, then found the place where I placed my hammock during the day, and slept, or atleast I tried to sleep as I was freezing my ass off. Well, after that my fear diminished a lot, and now walks in the woods at night are an extreme pleasure.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

I doubt you have any entity attached to your soul, the Gods wouldn't allow this to happen, I believe it's mostly your mind that has auto convinced yourself of this.

https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=229138#p229138

I hope you are right and i just want to show you that it is a real problem I have posted about it before but I was not that aware as I am now.

What you feel when you can't move your body during sleep is called sleep paralysis, nothing to be scared of, it's quite common, after I stopped fearing it I had some very nice experiences with it as it's easier to astral project in that state, think of it as a very deep trance.
You're gonna have to remove this fear, you can use affirmations or just proceed and conquer the fear.
For example, I grew up with horror movies and as thus I was very afraid of the woods during night time, I bought a camping hammock and went into the woods, lost my way without a torch and out of the main road(night time), I was scared shitless lol, then found the place where I placed my hammock during the day, and slept, or atleast I tried to sleep as I was freezing my ass off. Well, after that my fear diminished a lot, and now walks in the woods at night are an extreme pleasure.

If anybody has experience with this level of trance state they will know what I am talking about and why it is a serious matter.
Ones senses are heightened that also explains the extreme fear I felt.

"The theta state is 4 - 7 cycles per second. This is where all of our emotional experiences are recorded and is of the subconscious. The theta level opens the door to descend even deeper into the psychic/astral world. While it is possible to have psychic experiences in the alpha state, the most profound experiences occur at the theta level. At this level, one is able to experience astral travel and psychic communication, achieve enlightenment, and enter into other dimensions; this is where past lives can be accessed."

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

I BELIEVE THE FORUM IS HERE FOR LEARNING ABOUT THESE STUFF IF I AM CAUSEING PROBLEMS PLEASE LET ME KNOW AND I WILL END THIS TOPIC. I mean I don't want to cause confusion or fear for newcomers but I do feel its nessary to get as much knowledge of this as I can from the experienced Zevism but IF ITS NOT A WORTHY TOPIC TO BE DISCUSSED LET ME KNOW I WILL END IT


"The human soul can at will be divided during meditation. This is what occurs with deliberate astral projection or involuntary "out of the body" experiences. Just as the soul can be divided, it can be reunited at will. The soul can be merged with the soul of another person."

Can a soul be merged with a entity that is not human?

I was going to ask about this but then I thought no people will think I'm taking it too far but after reading the word merged it explains the question I had.

What I would of asked was this can it be possible for it to be IN my soul ? but I think merged is the right word.
I also feel like a part of me is missing in a sense does this maybe explain it? or am I just not in touch with that other part of me?

 

[Head Guardian Sophiles Phylax]

Should the Satanic Rosary be hand crafted or bought?
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I don't think it matters that much. Just got with what is easiest. You can always change it later. Also, feel free to use mantra counting apps on your phone.

I am unsure if this entity is foreign or mentally constructed as Aquarius said. Regardless, you can use the Ansuz ritual the same, as long as you intend the entity gone whether it comes from outside your body, or from within your own mind.

The affirmation is fine if just refer to it as "the entity" because affirmations are subjective and you know exactly what you are referring to.

Of course, you can use this type of working to free yourself from any hangups pertaining to your advancement. Then, follow this up with the other runes to give you the focus and will to advance, and so on.

Lastly, continue to tune into the Gods and stay open for certain signs. This is general advice for any scenario, but especially for troubling ones.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

Should the Satanic Rosary be hand crafted or bought?
...

I don't think it matters that much. Just got with what is easiest. You can always change it later. Also, feel free to use mantra counting apps on your phone.

I am unsure if this entity is foreign or mentally constructed as Aquarius said. Regardless, you can use the Ansuz ritual the same, as long as you intend the entity gone whether it comes from outside your body, or from within your own mind.

The affirmation is fine if just refer to it as "the entity" because affirmations are subjective and you know exactly what you are referring to.

Of course, you can use this type of working to free yourself from any hangups pertaining to your advancement. Then, follow this up with the other runes to give you the focus and will to advance, and so on.

Lastly, continue to tune into the Gods and stay open for certain signs. This is general advice for any scenario, but especially for troubling ones.

Ok thank you very much. Nice I never knew there are Mantra counting apps that's awesum. Yes I am hoping it's my own mind construct and if it is I have a damn strong mind.
Haha

I'm going to see if I can get the materials or the real thing. I prefer to to do it the correct way.

They want me to advance no question about that and this obstacle is in my way that's all I know.

 

[darkmonkey666]

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I doubt you have any entity attached to your soul, the Gods wouldn't allow this to happen, I believe it's mostly your mind that has auto convinced yourself of this.

We can't just assume that even Pythia said sometimes people have dealt with entity attachments. However let's home this is mostly a thing in his mind. The workings will help anyways to detach from whatever this is.

I am preparing everything I am going to need for the workings and other preparations like timing and so on.
I have a question.
The affirmation I am going to use it says
Affirm: "I am now removing any and all ties from [name of person] to my soul, totally, permanently, and completely."

I never thought I would be giving this entity a name what should call it ? Just entity or what?

I also want to add that it's not normal psychic vampirism I feel it's much more serious.

Remember the connection happened when I was sucidal and I remember wanting to die and feeling really sorry for myself and hated a certain person so much and that's how i got onto the trance,I went VERY deep.With the intention of giving up life and hopefully dying. That when I met that thing. I can't explain the fear it's too much my mind doesn't want to accept what it saw even to this day. It's EXTREME. I will literally swim with the crocs or go do any other dangerous thing than face this again but unfortunately I have no choice.

Like Lydia said in that other post if just by hearing loud noises from outside can cause damage that extends way beyond the physical into astral. Can you imagine what damage it done to me. I was in a moving vehicle when this happened I remember it was hot and I was sweating at the back and things were packed tightly against me.After all these years I could not go back into a trance without feeling that same entity stuck to my soul. Any attempt I made ended up in failure because of fear. Under normal circumstances the soul has a defence mechanism for dangerous intruders when astraly projecting and stuff like that but I wanted to end myself and basically ignored all the warnings and jumped into the lions den so to speak. My soul was not meant to go there in the first place.

The reason I am saying this is because if I whent deep into a trance that means I will need to do it again with the working because the deeper the trance the stronger the connection
and a surface working light trance won't do?

These are just some of the questions I'm sure I will have more in time please be patient with me. As a Zevism heart to heart this might be the most important step I take in my life and the reason I came back here.

Good affirmation but I think you need something about programming or influences in this that is the main point. Not just to remove ties (you can still interact with this person if need be or you want too you are breaking links and influences that's all) but also the energy and influences. Which will remove a lot of xtian programming. I found personally that I had done at least 7 40 to 90 day workings to deprogram from xtianity and I still had issues and problems till I did workings to deprogram and detach from the person that influenced me into it when I was younger. It got rid of a huge amount of bad energy. It still is I am not done with the working yet.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

I'm sorry I was really rude. Thanx for helping where you guys did I'm still going to do the working I was just really negative in the moment.