?Question about improving Gender relation working

[HiperX]

Can this working change my deep issues and problems like
-trust issues towards woman after a break up
-behavior around woman
-loner life

The thing is one of my side want to have woman but the other enjoy to be a loner.

Sometimes i want just a girl to spoke with but subconsciously i dont feel it.
Every other time i just want to get woman for "bed".
I don't feel to do things like go and talk to stranger girls just because to beat my phobias... tried it , felt the resistance before and good feeling after .. maybe this is the way i dont know for sure.
Maybe my body is the issue .. maybe repressed emotions from my childhood
I had a long relationship before (mostly sexual from my side) for like 3-4 years it was a pure luck i think to last this long
I have friends , they are all single (prefer him to bee,deeply inside..), have mostly water element in my chart ,only one fire witch is saturn in aries and zero woman in my life.

I do some workings as a satanist last year to change myself and now i want to solve this issue of my , could this working improve my life in some degree or need to do more ?

 

[Soul Wings]

In my opinion, Intimacy is one thing and sex is another.
The only thing I can suggest to you when it comes to issues with trust, is to consider therapy. This will not go away just by hoping or meditating. You need solid reason (logic) and understanding of why you think or feel this way, and solid solutions and goals to work through it. And you have to want to do it. It is certainly not an overnight thing.

Seeking approval through hookup culture is a common thing. As long as nobody is getting hurt it is not necessarily a bad thing, as long as you are not doing it in a self destructive or dishonest way (hoping for a relationship from a friend with benefits eg.), or doing it to impress friends etc..

Why not consider having completely platonic friendships with women? It might help with the trust issues (no feelings involved) and help you to get to know what women want, like to talk about, no pressure involved etc.

 

[HiperX]

Firstly thank you all for your replies , very appreciate your help.

Dont think hookup culture is something bad , from my side i dont see this thing everyday and definitely cant do because i am from a small village , secondly if i see some guy picking up girls my first thought is something like he is do it for Ego or proving himself or others that he is something more .. or just from revenge or something this or that .

Definitely need some platonic girlfriends to chit chat , every time i unlock my mind and fell a click when i ask yourself "why i dont do just for friendship" , or i just ask myself what is my expectations and this shitty ego is drop down my ego and put me in motivation where i think yes i can do it but it not last long enough.

As a loner i think you have right about being in a bubble or shielding to not hurt myself but in the other side it is freedom to do things and not to be controlled. Maybe this freedom is what i dont want to lose.

As you see i don't need therapy because as a so watery person i'm a deep thinker and i see these things , this is my advantage and disadvantage also . I can help people but for yourself it is so much harder to do some things and not to just sit and think about these things .

The thing with my girlfriend back then was started when i was on weed , i have trips and after i feel more open to people for days and have 0 problems to make my girlfriend a partner . Then i dropped weed because of a bad trip and goes back to normal where i dont behave as an easy going lover .
I was hars sometimes angry and jelaous . From time to time this click between us gone . She sees in me the insecurities and found an another guy and say bye bye to me . She dont cheated on me , just found and left me for a better guy . When the love gone mid relationship i feel like i was for her advantage only , and said to her she dont have a "heart" , yep because of zero watery planets in her chart and four fire elements .. She told me that she feeling liberated and more free after break up. Maybe i am an energy vampire for her..

Thanks to her I am here on forums with you and dedicated to father Satan and i want to work on myself , i do healing working for my emotions and some squares for placements but feels for more .
Yes my primary motivation back then to be part of this family was to curse her ... so revenge and hate motivated me, with workings i drop hate towards her and lost my motivation to work on this path as a satanist , i know shame on me but i need some plan to start again but this time for myself..

I will do the workings for repressed emotions and to improve gender relations beside of this i will do cleaning and start opening my chakras all from the beginning.
I definitely need to make my solar chakra stronger as it is now and bypass my placements and drop this lazy behavior towards myself.

You can do it if you try. Good luck.

Thank you for helping me.

 

[PinOcchio]

Can this working change my deep issues and problems like
-trust issues towards woman after a break up
-behavior around woman
-loner life

The thing is one of my side want to have woman but the other enjoy to be a loner.

Sometimes i want just a girl to spoke with but subconsciously i dont feel it.
Every other time i just want to get woman for "bed".
I don't feel to do things like go and talk to stranger girls just because to beat my phobias... tried it , felt the resistance before and good feeling after .. maybe this is the way i dont know for sure.
Maybe my body is the issue .. maybe repressed emotions from my childhood
I had a long relationship before (mostly sexual from my side) for like 3-4 years it was a pure luck i think to last this long
I have friends , they are all single (prefer him to bee,deeply inside..), have mostly water element in my chart ,only one fire witch is saturn in aries and zero woman in my life.

I do some workings as a satanist last year to change myself and now i want to solve this issue of my , could this working improve my life in some degree or need to do more ?

To find if your problem is specifically with women, check your natal moon and venus, as these rule women in a man's chart, and the 5th and 7th houses for love and relationships, look for bad degrees, aspects and placements for all these; I mention this because you said that you had a successful relationship, but that it ended because of factors dealing mainly with your psychology, and not with the relationship itself.

If you can't find your problem in all of the above, i would work on Saturn with a freeing the soul working, as it's your Saturn in Aries that gives you that self-inflicted narrowness, lack on confidence and making you timid, with low self-esteem; check the house where your saturn is posited in, along with the houses with capricorn and aquarius on the cusp,and any planet aspecting Saturn, the affairs ruled by these houses and planets may suffer more influence from Saturn.

 

[The Outlaw Torn]

I have seen many people benefit from therapy, and their life improved. That's the opposite of being a loser.

NPCs with fake problems often benefit from a fake solution (Therapy). I doubt a Satanist and someone that understands reality for what it actually is can benefit from CBT.

 

[The Outlaw Torn]

Writing off everyone as an NPC doesn't make you a better person.

Hey idiot I don’t care being a “better person” but %99 of people are NPCs that’s a fact. And stop promoting dysgenics by saying that women should ignore their biological clock and have geriatric pregnancies. You must WANT children to come out weak and deformed you sicko. Your feminist propaganda is definitely NOT touching base.

Abusive landlord.

Did someone phone Darakan? :lol:

 

[Head Guardian Sophiles Phylax]

I have seen many people benefit from therapy, and their life improved. That's the opposite of being a loser.

NPCs with fake problems often benefit from a fake solution (Therapy). I doubt a Satanist and someone that understands reality for what it actually is can benefit from CBT.

The problem with your analogy is that these problems are real, not fake. Therapy itself is not as simple as Jack believes it to be. That does not mean it is not good, either. For example, CBT is inferior to hypnotherapy, and an Zevism would know that hypnosis is the best way to change the subconscious. Actually, we go "deeper" than the subconscious when we meditate on our soul, or do workings on our soul.

 

[Head Guardian Sophiles Phylax]

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The main problem with having kids is the time and resource investment. I'm not saying having kids should never be done. I recognize that society needs to at least hit the replacement rate to be functional, which should allow every family to have kids and therefore be happy as you say.

I'm not saying having kids is not a component of health, but I would be careful to say that is the primary solution to or cause of depression.

The desolate conditions we birth our kids in are due to the enemy. At this point in time, we can choose to invest our time into children, or Rituals and advancement. The enemy has always been the biggest obstacle to our fertility and mental health, both by creating feminism, and poverty conditions.

Yes, HPS Pythia had kids, but I believe they were reasonably self-sufficient when she was running JoS. She was also very advanced from past lives and much more competent in magical affairs than a new person. For any who complete the MO, their fertility would be restored, as well.

As far as the Gods and their creation of us, you can see the huge amount of energy they have to invest to save us. So again, creating children is a huge investment.

Should Zevism be childless in their pursuit of magical goals? No, but they shouldn't sacrifice critical periods of their development just to have kids. Even if it does alleviate depression by some large amount, it will certainly cause immediate stress as well.

There are many poor people with tons of kids who would be happier from the fruits of Satanism than from children. On the contrary, if an Zevism woman is able to secure freedom from work obligations, then I would strongly advocate for childbirth.

I'm not advocating poor fertility as a rule, but rather just discretion during these turbulent next few years, which I believe will be climatic against the enemy. After that, our future will be much brighter and more conducive to kids.

 

[Jack]

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The main problem with having kids is the time and resource investment. I'm not saying having kids should never be done. I recognize that society needs to at least hit the replacement rate to be functional, which should allow every family to have kids and therefore be happy as you say.

I'm not saying having kids is not a component of health, but I would be careful to say that is the primary solution to or cause of depression.

The desolate conditions we birth our kids in are due to the enemy. At this point in time, we can choose to invest our time into children, or Rituals and advancement. The enemy has always been the biggest obstacle to our fertility and mental health, both by creating feminism, and poverty conditions.

Yes, HPS Pythia had kids, but I believe they were reasonably self-sufficient when she was running JoS. She was also very advanced from past lives and much more competent in magical affairs than a new person. For any who complete the MO, their fertility would be restored, as well.

As far as the Gods and their creation of us, you can see the huge amount of energy they have to invest to save us. So again, creating children is a huge investment.

Should Zevism be childless in their pursuit of magical goals? No, but they shouldn't sacrifice critical periods of their development just to have kids. Even if it does alleviate depression by some large amount, it will certainly cause immediate stress as well.

There are many poor people with tons of kids who would be happier from the fruits of Satanism than from children. On the contrary, if an Zevism woman is able to secure freedom from work obligations, then I would strongly advocate for childbirth.

I'm not advocating poor fertility as a rule, but rather just discretion during these turbulent next few years, which I believe will be climatic against the enemy. After that, our future will be much brighter and more conducive to kids.

A possible answer to this problem is for the Zevism woman to do magickal workings to attract compatible rich men who would take care of them financially so that she can focus full time on having kids AND advancement.

Do you think I'm going to get any time when I'll be working 12 hours a day for my family ? No. My wife will stay at home and do the magickal workings for me. That Is how Women and Men and come together and function even in this time were living in.

 

[Jack]

One Sentence. One.

Women are depressed because they are alone without any kids.
https://www.psychologytoday.com/gb/blog/high-octane-women/201109/meet-the-least-happy-people-in-america

https://www.npr.org/sections/health-shots/2018/06/14/619338703/u-s-suicides-rates-are-rising-faster-among-women-than-men

https://www.huffingtonpost.co.uk/entry/women-and-prescription-drug-use_n_1098023

https://www.morganstanley.com/ideas/womens-impact-on-the-economy


They then made an incredible leap of logic extrapolating that I was saying that Women need to be baby machines, that women are worthless other than giving birth and a variety of side comments which they then proceeded to write solutions and stances about.

They hate me so much that they are consumed by hate. Their hate clouds their judgment. Their hate makes extrapolations and wild interpretations of basis sentences that should be self evident.

You my friends. YOU. Do not be like this. Meditate,please please please clean your soul. You do not want to be the person that makes wild interpretations of a basic concept on an anonymous forum and then wish HARM and CENSORSHIP against a username.

This is the reality that we live in friends.

If you tell a woman that she should prioritize finding a husband and having children with him and forming a family, you are a misogynist, you are a woman hater.

You ABSOLUTELY HATE women which is why you don't want them DEPRESSED and MISERABLE when they're alone in their apartment at 35 wondering what went wrong in her life. Why they don't have a husband. When they don't have kids. Why men don't find her attractive and approach her anymore. Why she feels ABSOLUTELY WORTHLESS in her life.

Do not let your emotions consume you. Learn mental fortitude. Learn discernment. Separate yourself from your emotions and look at everything from a logical perspective.

Is the observation correct ? Yes or No. Yes ? Good. End of story. Your hate about the particular individual shouldn't consume to so that you disagree with a legitimate statement.

Even if you do not believe in the worldview I have about what makes a woman truly happy. Do not try to twist and put words in a persons mind so you can look cool and satisfy your false ego.

The most precious possession of all of our races whether you're black ,white, Asian whatever ,is our Children.

That's the last thing I'm going to say on this thread. Ive already said what is in my heart. I am easily targeted because of my overly caring nature towards women and children. They will continue to twist my words and make wild claims. Which is why I won't do what they want and give them oxygen.

Do you love your girlfriend ? Do you care for her ? Do you want her to be happy ? Do you want her to smile after seeing her Baby cry for the first time ? Then you know that in right.

Even if you don't have a girlfriend yet ,strive towards success and you will find one. Remember that every struggle we go through is for our children. All of our lives are meaningless if it weren't for the future children.

That's Jack (the alledged misogynist) signing off on this thread.

 

[Aquarius]

All of our lives are meaningless if it weren't for the future children.

That says it all.

Children are the future of a race, without them there is actually no future. You have been quite itched by his last affirmations on children, perhaps you have some hangups about them?

 

[Lunar Dance 666]

" post_id=361496 time=1654126818 user_id=21286]

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The main problem with having kids is the time and resource investment. I'm not saying having kids should never be done. I recognize that society needs to at least hit the replacement rate to be functional, which should allow every family to have kids and therefore be happy as you say.

I'm not saying having kids is not a component of health, but I would be careful to say that is the primary solution to or cause of depression.

The desolate conditions we birth our kids in are due to the enemy. At this point in time, we can choose to invest our time into children, or Rituals and advancement. The enemy has always been the biggest obstacle to our fertility and mental health, both by creating feminism, and poverty conditions.

Yes, HPS Pythia had kids, but I believe they were reasonably self-sufficient when she was running JoS. She was also very advanced from past lives and much more competent in magical affairs than a new person. For any who complete the MO, their fertility would be restored, as well.

As far as the Gods and their creation of us, you can see the huge amount of energy they have to invest to save us. So again, creating children is a huge investment.

Should Zevism be childless in their pursuit of magical goals? No, but they shouldn't sacrifice critical periods of their development just to have kids. Even if it does alleviate depression by some large amount, it will certainly cause immediate stress as well.

There are many poor people with tons of kids who would be happier from the fruits of Satanism than from children. On the contrary, if an Zevism woman is able to secure freedom from work obligations, then I would strongly advocate for childbirth.

I'm not advocating poor fertility as a rule, but rather just discretion during these turbulent next few years, which I believe will be climatic against the enemy. After that, our future will be much brighter and more conducive to kids.

A possible answer to this problem is for the Zevism woman to do magickal workings to attract compatible rich men who would take care of them financially so that she can focus full time on having kids AND advancement.

Do you think I'm going to get any time when I'll be working 12 hours a day for my family ? No. My wife will stay at home and do the magickal workings for me. That Is how Women and Men and come together and function even in this time were living in.

Others solving your issues is the lazy way out.

Also. If you know what a 'Golddigger' is, you're lowkey promoting that.

 

[Lunar Dance 666]

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People constitute of different make-ups, one person is more sensitive than another.
One can grow up poor with little food but have the nicest people around them that help them.

It all really depends. Being poor is generally NOT what causes people to seek help from a therapist.

As for the things you say, it may be the norm over there in Asia to put tremendous pressure into finding a husband or wife and to start a family, but for those from the USA and Europe it generally isn't.
Not only has that idea no root here, it really rubs the wrong way, especially among those that have a more rebellious nature.

As for the notion 'brother in arms/comrades you can rely upon'. How many of us here are lonely? We are not in the middle of a platton. We don't have someone right next to us that we can talk to if there is an issue, and especially with things that you DO want some feedback on, talking to a GD (with all communication errors on the astral) is NOT something that is very realistic.
To just say that people that have PTSD and go into therapy, to say that that is just 'talking'.. its not.
People that have little turmoil are just fine talking to neighbours, but I'm talking about actual trauma's here. Thats a big difference.

A difference that you don't seem to grasp.


As for the reason of me wishing you harm, thats something you've brought upon yourself.

One disagreement, fine, but it is the same thing over and over. It really drags the blood right out from underneath your fingernails.

 

[Henu the Great]

Do not bother quoting me. You are on my ignore list.

 

[Head Guardian Sophiles Phylax]

Do not bother quoting me. You are on my ignore list.

Who are you referring to, and are you open to reconciliation?

 

[Henu the Great]

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Who are you referring to, and are you open to reconciliation?

The posters above. I am only interested hearing an apology for insults from jrvan, otherwise forget it.

 

[Wotanwarrior]

" post_id=361496 time=1654126818 user_id=21286]

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The main problem with having kids is the time and resource investment. I'm not saying having kids should never be done. I recognize that society needs to at least hit the replacement rate to be functional, which should allow every family to have kids and therefore be happy as you say.

I'm not saying having kids is not a component of health, but I would be careful to say that is the primary solution to or cause of depression.

The desolate conditions we birth our kids in are due to the enemy. At this point in time, we can choose to invest our time into children, or Rituals and advancement. The enemy has always been the biggest obstacle to our fertility and mental health, both by creating feminism, and poverty conditions.

Yes, HPS Pythia had kids, but I believe they were reasonably self-sufficient when she was running JoS. She was also very advanced from past lives and much more competent in magical affairs than a new person. For any who complete the MO, their fertility would be restored, as well.

As far as the Gods and their creation of us, you can see the huge amount of energy they have to invest to save us. So again, creating children is a huge investment.

Should Zevism be childless in their pursuit of magical goals? No, but they shouldn't sacrifice critical periods of their development just to have kids. Even if it does alleviate depression by some large amount, it will certainly cause immediate stress as well.

There are many poor people with tons of kids who would be happier from the fruits of Satanism than from children. On the contrary, if an Zevism woman is able to secure freedom from work obligations, then I would strongly advocate for childbirth.

I'm not advocating poor fertility as a rule, but rather just discretion during these turbulent next few years, which I believe will be climatic against the enemy. After that, our future will be much brighter and more conducive to kids.

Your answer seems to me to be the most accurate, also because of its impartiality.

Having children if you have the right conditions such having a suitable partner you love, enough time and sufficient financial resources, yes of course.

To be obsessed with having children at all costs "because it is my duty" and it is not the right time, like ending up with the wrong partner because of that, lack of time or economic resources to raise them properly, then no, not like that.

 

[Head Guardian Sophiles Phylax]

Your answer seems to me to be the most accurate, also because of its impartiality.

Having children if you have the right conditions such having a suitable partner you love, enough time and sufficient financial resources, yes of course.

To be obsessed with having children at all costs "because it is my duty" and it is not the right time, like ending up with the wrong partner because of that, lack of time or economic resources to raise them properly, then no, not like that.

My larger concern was not with the "duty" aspect of child-bearing, but rather that he was assuming it to be a cure for a depressive state that anyone without children would have. That idea would cause him to support having a kid as fast as possible, whereas duty wouldn't necessarily.

The link that I added shows an Zevism mother clearly in distress, demonstrating the opposite of Jack's idea. Someone may claim that more examples are needed, but good luck finding another Zevism in a similar position.