Psychism and the govt

[Shades_of_chaos]

Ok I have a question to those who know? Ok I am a natural born psychic emapth and I have been having one set of differnt recurring memories that I can' seem to know why? First one Is I feel the greys? And I have had this fear of them so bad and I can see them standing above me. And I cannot move and i feel a pain in my head. And also to top this off when I was very young my family doctor was told by her supervisor to get me to this special doctor who was about 70 so miles away and they did a number of tests on my brainwaves and stuff.( I'm getting goosebumps) and they tested me with a cat scan and then some kinda memory IQ test with these flashcards. After that the next day I got a blood draw and a few shots that were for like the flu since I think it was like September or something. Now my question is do these two things have any meaning other than what my doctor told me about the greys was I was having a psychotic episode and those were my imagination.
And if so was I messed with by someone or something because I can remember that i was able to speak to my imaginary friend and animals and was able to make the breeze blow on a calm windless day. Now I can barely do that. But I can still do magick very very well and is there a way to reverse this shit.

 

[Eddie]

Interesitng...just protect urself from the negativy entities. Use a protection demon. Draw the sigil and light a white candle on it. U can also use ur own blood and consecrate urslf to a demon god....this will help u a lot and protect u as well
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Date: Thursday, January 14, 2010 10:34:32 am
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From: "Shades_of_chaos" <[ email redacted ]
Subject: Psychism and the govt

Ok I have a question to those who know? Ok I am a natural born psychic emapth and I have been having one set of differnt recurring memories that I can' seem to know why? First one Is I feel the greys? And I have had this fear of them so bad and I can see them standing above me. And I cannot move and i feel a pain in my head. And also to top this off when I was very young my family doctor was told by her supervisor to get me to this special doctor who was about 70 so miles away and they did a number of tests on my brainwaves and stuff.( I'm getting goosebumps) and they tested me with a cat scan and then some kinda memory IQ test with these flashcards. After that the next day I got a blood draw and a few shots that were for like the flu since I think it was like September or something. Now my question is do these two things have any meaning other than what my doctor told me about the greys was I was having a psychotic episode and those were my imagination.
And if so was I messed with by someone or something b

 

[demonicvanguard]

Greetings Shades,

Being an empath can be both a blessing and a curse! To keep that gift in
the blessing category you must develop your psychic defenses to their
fullest! This is accomplished through meditative exercises as well a
banishing rituals. Another thing I want to stress is you have nothing to
fear when Father and His demons are watching over you! The enemy uses
fear and paranoia to derail you and bring you to the brink of insanity!
Fight it every hour of everyday! Do not worry about the government and
do not listen to the voices of fear and the babbling of the greys!
Banish those bastards and destroy them at the root!!! If you let these
assholes have their way, you will be medicated and in a padded room!
Fight my brother!

Be well!

marcus


--- In , Shades_of_chaos
<shadows6of6be6@... wrote:

Ok I have a question to those who know? Ok I am a natural born psychic

emapth and I have been having one set of differnt recurring memories
that I can' seem to know why? First one Is I feel the greys? And I have
had this fear of them so bad and I can see them standing above me. And I
cannot move and i feel a pain in my head. And also to top this off when
I was very young my family doctor was told by her supervisor to get me
to this special doctor who was about 70 so miles away and they did a
number of tests on my brainwaves and stuff.( I'm getting goosebumps) and
they tested me with a cat scan and then some kinda memory IQ test with
these flashcards. After that the next day I got a blood draw and a few
shots that were for like the flu since I think it was like September or
something. Now my question is do these two things have any meaning other
than what my doctor told me about the greys was I was having a psychotic
episode and those were my imagination.

And if so was I messed with by someone or something because I can

remember that i was able to speak to my imaginary friend and animals and
was able to make the breeze blow on a calm windless day. Now I can
barely do that. But I can still do magick very very well and is there a
way to reverse this shit.