When you dedicate and start advancing, you will most likely experience phases in life where you will lose tons of people in your life. Just regular cleaning, AoP and empowering chakras can suddenly make tons of people to leave you naturally, especially if they were bad for you in some way, or reasons you were hanging out with them was a wrong one and your soul naturally broke that connection to them.
When you talk about yourself and your beliefs more, even more people will leave you. You might end up all alone, but instead of crying and doing nothing, better attract yourself more suitable friends and a better partner.
Think did you ever felt right with those people and why were you close. If you really think you should get them back, practice magic, start a working with runes, do what you can, in time you will have results.
Also keep in mind that enemy attacks can also drive away some beneficial people away from you if they see a good opening and if that will leave you broken. Think about what happened and act if you think you really need to.
