newbie question

[Vaporwave]

There are two people. One of them does not meditate, never do any rituals but he loves Satan very much. The other one meditate everyday and do all things that a satanist should do, but he does not love Satan or anyone else. Which person is worse?

I always doubt Satan's love. I just can't believe. It looks like a trap I don't know why. I once had the feeling of Satan's love but it is years ago. It was enjoyable but I fear it now.

 

[Rational Satanist]

There are two people. One of them does not meditate, never do any rituals but he loves Satan very much. The other one meditate everyday and do all things that a satanist should do, but he does not love Satan or anyone else. Which person is worse?

I always doubt Satan's love. I just can't believe. It looks like a trap I don't know why. I once had the feeling of Satan's love but it is years ago. It was enjoyable but I fear it now.

It sounds like you still have xian programming in your mind. It's okay, you just need to deprogram yourself from xianity. Academic Scholar has written a post on how to do that.

As about these 2 people, love as HP Zevios said comes gradually. So one who meditates and doesn't love Satan is better off. But it's important to distinguish love from respect. Love comes after time, but every Satanist should respect Satan otherwise he's not a Satanist (obviously). If someone meditates but doesn't respect Satan is worse than a normal outsider because he's trying to steal Satan's knowledge (the meditations and other stuff) and use it while viewing his as an enemy.