sleepyscorpion
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I looked into spiritual satanism about a year ago and felt that was where I was supposed to be. I felt confident that I did the dedication ritual, however due to an unexpected illness contracted by my dad I was forced to get a second full-time job to support my family. During this time I had no time to properly thank Father for what he had given me and to ask him to help my own earthy father in whatever way he deemed appropriate. Over the year this was going on, I feel that my faith had begun to stagnate and I believe that I even began to regress into my old ways.
I have prayed to Father begging, not for forgiveness, but for a chance to redeem myself. I want to perform a formal ritual to make my request more formal, but I don't want to engage in this if there is even the slightest chance that there may be some lingering attachment to the christian "god" or any other affiliate.
I have read, again, nearly all of the articles on exposing christianity, but my main question is how will I know if I still have any subconscious link to my old faith, and how will I truly know when it's no longer there?
I have prayed to Father begging, not for forgiveness, but for a chance to redeem myself. I want to perform a formal ritual to make my request more formal, but I don't want to engage in this if there is even the slightest chance that there may be some lingering attachment to the christian "god" or any other affiliate.
I have read, again, nearly all of the articles on exposing christianity, but my main question is how will I know if I still have any subconscious link to my old faith, and how will I truly know when it's no longer there?
Start a meditation program, as found on templeofzeus.orgYou can also do HP Zevios Metathronos's 40 Day Self Empowerment Program, Under Library of Thoth in Updates.Be sure to do it everyday, when you have time to yourself. Even 5-20 minutes is better then nothing. Find what amount of time works for you and stick to it, and you will see results. Keeping a journal to write your results will be helpful.
). So obviously, there are no "punishments" and things like that. If a person is an atheist then when he dies, he will remain on the astral world and will have to wait to be reincarnated again. If a person is a hardcore christian (or muslim or anyone who prays to the enemy too much and fanatically) then when they die they will be mistreated by the enemy.You should study: