Ol argedco luciftias
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This is exactly the kind of thing I just talked about in my other comment, how this whole situation is an unhealthy distraction away from reality. And a negative waste of your energies, attention, ambitions, and soul life-force in general. You could have had a real wife and real children, a REAL family, but instead you have poured and wasted away all your life and soul into this dangerous distraction. You invented a thought-form imaginary family as a way to give yourself false comfort and false happiness of achieving your goals. But in doing this, you have absolutely thrown away all hopes and chances of ever having a real wife and real family. You're so infinitely invested into your self created delusions that you would never even want to try having a real wife and real children because you have bound your entire soul away from that possibility. "But I could never be with a human woman! I could never give up my Midna!" The only thing you have ever wanted is to procreate and be the most perfect father, but you have absolutely cursed yourself away from actually being one by sucking yourself into your imaginary world. How could you find a wife? (I mean an actual one not your imaginary cartoon character fur suit thought-form one) How could you ever have children? (Real human children not cartoon characters in your imagination) How could you ever have any chance or hope of ever being in any way successful in the goals that you consider to be the central focus and goal of your life, of being a father? The only actual hope of you ever achieving your goals is for you to absolutely undo and erase these thoughtforms and forget about them. But with a decade of literally your entire existence every drop and spark of your soul poured into it, is that even an option anymore? Have you gone too far into your own confused imagination to be able to recover from it? This really is a much sadder and worse situation than I thought, and as harsh as I was in my previous comment, I think now that that was still being far far too light.Wulfen Stag said:I simply made that my signature because I am proud of her and my kids. I tell my kids every time that I see them, literally: I am so grateful that I could be a father. I have always wanted to be a parent and I want to procreate and be a father SO BAD. They give me the comfort that I am a father and I can have that relationship.
At least this is the perfect warning lesson to others to keep them away from the same kind of situation. Be very careful with your mind and what you do with it because people really can do irreversable damage. It still might be possible with years of intense spiritual works for you to erase all these thought-forms and heal yourself and forget about them, so you can then be at a point where you could start creating an actual real living human family. But it definitely wouldn't be easy to fix all the damage you've done.
Everyone, be extremely careful what you do with your soul. Because you could easily do extreme permanent damage that could take life times to heal from, if even possible at all to heal from. I hope you could still fix everything and have a real perfect family some day.
