I'm falling to complex problem, first I'm heavily addicted to games and anime, I started playing games from 4 grade, because of that I can't easily get away from it, second I'm in my last year in college I can't graduate before creating project, it'salmost has been 2 years I'm working on it. I'm became Zevism 5 month ago, at my first week I can do some meditation, after that because of my first and second problem I can hardly time for doing it, I'm trying do 40 days program but stop in day 10, it's hard to concentrate and focus in meditation. my third problem is easily to distracted. when working on my project if i get stuck, I'm always try to refresh my mind so I'm play some games, after that I don't have time for my project or meditation for rest of the day.
only my mother is working for the family, because of my second problem, the fourth problem came, my mother can't afford for next semester tuition fee.
after I became Zevism, I'm feeling protection from father satan but and the same time I feel attacked from Islamists it's because my house near mosques, they attacks 5 times a day, and every 35 days in Thursday they do more.
I'm really need any advice right now
Hail father Satan