My Satanic believe is fading?

[xzibitkilla12]

Last weeks and month,ive been completely ignoring satanism.
I know it is a bad thing and I am sorry but im just....
Im allowing myself too many things,i think.I listen to metal that talks shit about Father Satan and it does not really hurt me.
My situation is BAD.I think Father Satan knows that and maybe even
testing me.Im starting to kind of fail at school,ignore school,ignore SATANISM STUDYING! My situation is really really bad.
Please,I need help!!!!

 

[Allison P]

I know this is hard, but do try not to lose hope! I doubt whether
Father is testing you (he usually does not do things like that), this
might even be an attack of some sort. MEDITATE! Focus particularly on
void meditation, and also, it's okay to talk to FatherSatan about
this. I'm sure he'll help you thorugh it somehow. Do not give up! I am
sorry I cannot be of more help, but this is the best advice I can
offer at present. If you want, feel free to write me off-list; if you
just wanna talk about stuff, it sometimes helps to have someone you
can bounce stuff off of. Above all, trust in Father Satan! He is
there for you, whether or not you always realize it. Hail Satan!

On 12/10/09, xzibitkilla12 <[ email redacted ] wrote:
Last weeks and month,ive been completely ignoring satanism.
I know it is a bad thing and I am sorry but im just....
Im allowing myself too many things,i think.I listen to metal that talks shit
about Father Satan and it does not really hurt me.
My situation is BAD.I think Father Satan knows that and maybe even
testing me.Im starting to kind of fail at school,ignore school,ignore
SATANISM STUDYING! My situation is really really bad.
Please,I need help!!!!

 

[Fiorella Barsallo]

you're not the only one :[
i need help too
i've been ignoring it in the pas couple of months and those have been horrible :[
i don't know why or how it happened, but i need help on that too
any help is welcome!!
HS

From: xzibitkilla12 <[ email redacted ]
To:
Sent: Thu, December 10, 2009 1:23:11 PM
Subject: My Satanic believe is fading?

  Last weeks and month,ive been completely ignoring satanism.
I know it is a bad thing and I am sorry but im just....
Im allowing myself too many things,i think.I listen to metal that talks shit about Father Satan and it does not really hurt me.
My situation is BAD.I think Father Satan knows that and maybe even
testing me.Im starting to kind of fail at school,ignore school,ignore SATANISM STUDYING! My situation is really really bad.
Please,I need help!!!!

 

[chalchiuhnenetzin]

I have to echo Allison's words & I'd like to add this:

It's easy to get complacent after a bit, taking things for granted, including our relationship with Satan. Sounds awful, I know, but it's true and can sneak up easily.

You're already partially solved the problem by recognizing its existence. This might be a good time to go back to basics for a while, as many of us do from time to time, and often find that it's an excellent way to get back on track again.

I don't know much about metal music because I don't like it but plenty of people do and there's lots of it out there that DOESN'T slander Satan, I understand.

--- In , Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

I know this is hard, but do try not to lose hope! I doubt whether
Father is testing you (he usually does not do things like that), this
might even be an attack of some sort. MEDITATE! Focus particularly on
void meditation, and also, it's okay to talk to FatherSatan about
this. I'm sure he'll help you thorugh it somehow. Do not give up! I am
sorry I cannot be of more help, but this is the best advice I can
offer at present. If you want, feel free to write me off-list; if you
just wanna talk about stuff, it sometimes helps to have someone you
can bounce stuff off of. Above all, trust in Father Satan! He is
there for you, whether or not you always realize it. Hail Satan!

On 12/10/09, xzibitkilla12 <xzibitkilla12@... wrote:
Last weeks and month,ive been completely ignoring satanism.
I know it is a bad thing and I am sorry but im just....
Im allowing myself too many things,i think.I listen to metal that talks shit
about Father Satan and it does not really hurt me.
My situation is BAD.I think Father Satan knows that and maybe even
testing me.Im starting to kind of fail at school,ignore school,ignore
SATANISM STUDYING! My situation is really really bad.
Please,I need help!!!!

 

[nerogigim]

--- In , "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:

I have to echo Allison's words & I'd like to add this:

It's easy to get complacent after a bit, taking things for granted, including our relationship with Satan. Sounds awful, I know, but it's true and can sneak up easily.

You're already partially solved the problem by recognizing its existence. This might be a good time to go back to basics for a while, as many of us do from time to time, and often find that it's an excellent way to get back on track again.

I don't know much about metal music because I don't like it but plenty of people do and there's lots of it out there that DOESN'T slander Satan, I understand.

--- In , Allison P <apocalypseofjon@ wrote:

I know this is hard, but do try not to lose hope! I doubt whether
Father is testing you (he usually does not do things like that), this
might even be an attack of some sort. MEDITATE! Focus particularly on
void meditation, and also, it's okay to talk to FatherSatan about
this. I'm sure he'll help you thorugh it somehow. Do not give up! I am
sorry I cannot be of more help, but this is the best advice I can
offer at present. If you want, feel free to write me off-list; if you
just wanna talk about stuff, it sometimes helps to have someone you
can bounce stuff off of. Above all, trust in Father Satan! He is
there for you, whether or not you always realize it. Hail Satan!

On 12/10/09, xzibitkilla12 <xzibitkilla12@ wrote:
Last weeks and month,ive been completely ignoring satanism.
I know it is a bad thing and I am sorry but im just....
Im allowing myself too many things,i think.I listen to metal that talks shit
about Father Satan and it does not really hurt me.
My situation is BAD.I think Father Satan knows that and maybe even
testing me.Im starting to kind of fail at school,ignore school,ignore
SATANISM STUDYING! My situation is really really bad.
Please,I need help!!!!

maybe your better off not being a Satanist ,Being a Satanist is about strength if you dont have that then your not worth helping if you cant take the time at least to speak telepathically to your guardian kinda insulting to them and most people that are working our asses off.

 

[hells_dragon_warrior]

listen to me, there is a saying and I want you to see my point about it.

We are not defined by how much booze we can drink, we are defined by how much ass we can kick or shit we can talk, we are defined on how we handle ourselves in a crises situation. That's what truly defines us!

Know your weaknesses, know your downfalls, and beat them. How can someone know about a cure without first understanding the illness.
If someone wrote a song talking shit about your parents or siblings or children would you listen to it? No way, in Satanism you might find that you might need to make personal sacrifices, now I say personal as it is your own choice. Maybe you should think about listening to music that criticizes the very being that created you, and maybe make your own decision upon continuing to listen to it.

We all feel down most of the times, and I know for sure myself that I can feel like I am drifting, but you need to take steps.

Talk to Satan, talk to HIM properly. Light some candles, have a picture or something that represents you of Satan, and sit there and just talk to HIM, don't go all out fancy and decorate or rituals for this time as this is something that is going to come from the heart, talk to HIM. Talk to HIM as you would talk to your parents or best friend.

When you are advanced in your meditations you can pick up on peoples emotions especially what they are thinking and feeling about you, now that's something man can achieve, you know how much power Satan has, so there is no doubt that even a little thought will be herd, so in saying that, talk.

Sometimes we don't get anywhere because we don't really know ourselves, how lazy we can be and at times how stupid our judgements can be. Know your ups and downs and do something about it, nothing ever happens tomorrow, it always starts today, my suggestion, talk to Satan and express how you feel and know in yourself that he has herd you and then set yourself up for a spiritual journey, you have strength so persue it. good luck I hope I helped!

Sometime it just takes a good talk to break down barriers, sometimes we feel like a let down, or lazy, or just getting nowhere, talking 1 on 1 with Satan helps break down the barrier. Trust me just be who you are and talk, you might be there for an hour in silence, it doesn't matter, express yourself respectfully and if needed you will be helped.

*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE Gods of Elysium*

*HELLS WARRIOR*

 

[Tash Bryce]

Very well said my friend!   Hail Father Satan!! Hail Astaroth!!

From: hells_dragon_warrior <hellz_army75@...
To:
Sent: Wed, 16 December, 2009 9:01:54 PM
Subject: Re: My Satanic believe is fading?

  listen to me, there is a saying and I want you to see my point about it.

We are not defined by how much booze we can drink, we are defined by how much ass we can kick or shit we can talk, we are defined on how we handle ourselves in a crises situation. That's what truly defines us!

Know your weaknesses, know your downfalls, and beat them. How can someone know about a cure without first understanding the illness.
If someone wrote a song talking shit about your parents or siblings or children would you listen to it? No way, in Satanism you might find that you might need to make personal sacrifices, now I say personal as it is your own choice. Maybe you should think about listening to music that criticizes the very being that created you, and maybe make your own decision upon continuing to listen to it.

We all feel down most of the times, and I know for sure myself that I can feel like I am drifting, but you need to take steps.

Talk to Satan, talk to HIM properly. Light some candles, have a picture or something that represents you of Satan, and sit there and just talk to HIM, don't go all out fancy and decorate or rituals for this time as this is something that is going to come from the heart, talk to HIM. Talk to HIM as you would talk to your parents or best friend.

When you are advanced in your meditations you can pick up on peoples emotions especially what they are thinking and feeling about you, now that's something man can achieve, you know how much power Satan has, so there is no doubt that even a little thought will be herd, so in saying that, talk.

Sometimes we don't get anywhere because we don't really know ourselves, how lazy we can be and at times how stupid our judgements can be. Know your ups and downs and do something about it, nothing ever happens tomorrow, it always starts today, my suggestion, talk to Satan and express how you feel and know in yourself that he has herd you and then set yourself up for a spiritual journey, you have strength so persue it. good luck I hope I helped!

Sometime it just takes a good talk to break down barriers, sometimes we feel like a let down, or lazy, or just getting nowhere, talking 1 on 1 with Satan helps break down the barrier. Trust me just be who you are and talk, you might be there for an hour in silence, it doesn't matter, express yourself respectfully and if needed you will be helped.

*DO WHAT MUST BE DONE* HS/88
*HAIL SATAN & THE Gods of Elysium*

*HELLS WARRIOR*

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