Memorable Experiences With/From the Gods

[Cyn666]

I know I've already posted in this thread but I felt like sharing again.
It seems I regularly encounter the Gods in my dreams. More recently I've received a sort of "prophecy" about my future from Father Satan. Though I'm still trying to grasp what exactly was meant. :? It's difficult to express what being in his presence is like as words feel like they fall short. It's overwhelming acceptance and positive energy, power that is firm and absolute, natural and kind.
Another time, I believe I was with Ose. He's... an interesting fellow. He led me to others of the JOS. Which was appreciated as at that time I had been yearning to connect with others on the same path.
Most other Gods I haven't been able to identify, as they match none of the descriptions from the list on the JOS website. But in their presence I have felt pure bliss and acceptance, power unlike any other, a sort of grounding and understanding that no matter what the physical world throws my way I am not alone and it can not destroy me.

 

[HailMotherLilith]

I know I've already posted in this thread but I felt like sharing again.
It seems I regularly encounter the Gods in my dreams. More recently I've received a sort of "prophecy" about my future from Father Satan. Though I'm still trying to grasp what exactly was meant. :? It's difficult to express what being in his presence is like as words feel like they fall short. It's overwhelming acceptance and positive energy, power that is firm and absolute, natural and kind.
Another time, I believe I was with Ose. He's... an interesting fellow. He led me to others of the JOS. Which was appreciated as at that time I had been yearning to connect with others on the same path.
Most other Gods I haven't been able to identify, as they match none of the descriptions from the list on the JOS website. But in their presence I have felt pure bliss and acceptance, power unlike any other, a sort of grounding and understanding that no matter what the physical world throws my way I am not alone and it can not destroy me.

This is interesting!

 

[Reckoned666]

I know I've already posted in this thread but I felt like sharing again.
It seems I regularly encounter the Gods in my dreams. More recently I've received a sort of "prophecy" about my future from Father Satan. Though I'm still trying to grasp what exactly was meant. :? It's difficult to express what being in his presence is like as words feel like they fall short. It's overwhelming acceptance and positive energy, power that is firm and absolute, natural and kind.
Another time, I believe I was with Ose. He's... an interesting fellow. He led me to others of the JOS. Which was appreciated as at that time I had been yearning to connect with others on the same path.
Most other Gods I haven't been able to identify, as they match none of the descriptions from the list on the JOS website. But in their presence I have felt pure bliss and acceptance, power unlike any other, a sort of grounding and understanding that no matter what the physical world throws my way I am not alone and it can not destroy me.

That's reassuring. I've felt energy of Gods only a few times so far, and it was an absolutely bliss as you mentioned.
I love your profile picture by the way.

 

[Cyn666]

I know I've already posted in this thread but I felt like sharing again.
It seems I regularly encounter the Gods in my dreams. More recently I've received a sort of "prophecy" about my future from Father Satan. Though I'm still trying to grasp what exactly was meant. :? It's difficult to express what being in his presence is like as words feel like they fall short. It's overwhelming acceptance and positive energy, power that is firm and absolute, natural and kind.
Another time, I believe I was with Ose. He's... an interesting fellow. He led me to others of the JOS. Which was appreciated as at that time I had been yearning to connect with others on the same path.
Most other Gods I haven't been able to identify, as they match none of the descriptions from the list on the JOS website. But in their presence I have felt pure bliss and acceptance, power unlike any other, a sort of grounding and understanding that no matter what the physical world throws my way I am not alone and it can not destroy me.

That's reassuring. I've felt energy of Gods only a few times so far, and it was an absolutely bliss as you mentioned.
I love your profile picture by the way.

Thank you! a friend of mine shared it with me, saying how it reminded her of me. I felt it was apt for being my icon here.

 

[MaxRideWizardLord]

After I dedicated I hadn't talked to Enki for a long time, maybe 2 or 3 month. When I talked to him again the first thing that I heard him say was 'where have you been? we missed you!" and he said it in such a positive way and with a laughter that I really felt loved and accepted.
Before I felt that he is busy and I shouldn't just talk to them because I miss him or whatever. But when I finally talked to him it seemed like I had found the friends I always wanted and that I can talk to him anytime.
Since Im a really lonely person and I dont have many close friends. But Enki and the rest of the Gods always make me feel that they have known me for a long time and that Im loved and accepted by them. It makes me so happy.

Wow... I'm really jealous of your experience... If you don't mind, can we please talk offline?? I'd really love to have someone to talk with. I haven't figured out how to send private messages yet, though...

 

[FlamingRedRose666]

After I dedicated I hadn't talked to Enki for a long time, maybe 2 or 3 month. When I talked to him again the first thing that I heard him say was 'where have you been? we missed you!" and he said it in such a positive way and with a laughter that I really felt loved and accepted.
Before I felt that he is busy and I shouldn't just talk to them because I miss him or whatever. But when I finally talked to him it seemed like I had found the friends I always wanted and that I can talk to him anytime.
Since Im a really lonely person and I dont have many close friends. But Enki and the rest of the Gods always make me feel that they have known me for a long time and that Im loved and accepted by them. It makes me so happy.

Wow... I'm really jealous of your experience... If you don't mind, can we please talk offline?? I'd really love to have someone to talk with. I haven't figured out how to send private messages yet, though...

I wouldn't trust someone who only posted ONCE... You could be with the enemy for all we know.....

 

[Reckoned666]

Not related to this but did you miss the part where I asked you to contact me via proton mail?

Susiję su tavo vertimu JoS į lietuvių kalbą.

After I dedicated I hadn't talked to Enki for a long time, maybe 2 or 3 month. When I talked to him again the first thing that I heard him say was 'where have you been? we missed you!" and he said it in such a positive way and with a laughter that I really felt loved and accepted.
Before I felt that he is busy and I shouldn't just talk to them because I miss him or whatever. But when I finally talked to him it seemed like I had found the friends I always wanted and that I can talk to him anytime.
Since Im a really lonely person and I dont have many close friends. But Enki and the rest of the Gods always make me feel that they have known me for a long time and that Im loved and accepted by them. It makes me so happy.

Wow... I'm really jealous of your experience... If you don't mind, can we please talk offline?? I'd really love to have someone to talk with. I haven't figured out how to send private messages yet, though...

I wouldn't trust someone who only posted ONCE... You could be with the enemy for all we know.....

 

[FlamingRedRose666]

Not related to this but did you miss the part where I asked you to contact me via proton mail?

Susiję su tavo vertimu JoS į lietuvių kalbą.

Wow... I'm really jealous of your experience... If you don't mind, can we please talk offline?? I'd really love to have someone to talk with. I haven't figured out how to send private messages yet, though...

I wouldn't trust someone who only posted ONCE... You could be with the enemy for all we know.....

Omfg!!!!! *Jumps in happiness* Labas!!!!!! :mrgreen:

Aš nežinau tavo protonmail :/

 

[MaxRideWizardLord]

After I dedicated I hadn't talked to Enki for a long time, maybe 2 or 3 month. When I talked to him again the first thing that I heard him say was 'where have you been? we missed you!" and he said it in such a positive way and with a laughter that I really felt loved and accepted.
Before I felt that he is busy and I shouldn't just talk to them because I miss him or whatever. But when I finally talked to him it seemed like I had found the friends I always wanted and that I can talk to him anytime.
Since Im a really lonely person and I dont have many close friends. But Enki and the rest of the Gods always make me feel that they have known me for a long time and that Im loved and accepted by them. It makes me so happy.

Wow... I'm really jealous of your experience... If you don't mind, can we please talk offline?? I'd really love to have someone to talk with. I haven't figured out how to send private messages yet, though...

I wouldn't trust someone who only posted ONCE... You could be with the enemy for all we know.....

The primary reason why I even register on this forum, despite it may sound incorrect of many registered users here, is because I actually I AM looking for the truth AND evidence, not just new belief system. There been several of my own experiences with supernatural; and many spiritualists, including adepts of the JoS, had felt me or even talk with gods and they all told similar stories about me.

However, few of JoS adepts had interpreted the postulate about that anyone can talk with gods "only by themselves and not through anyone", and I strongly feel and believe that this is wrong and is falsehood; as "doing power meditation and talking with gods yourself" may end up delusing yourself and you could just talk with your own imagination, as from what I gathered so far that, unfortunatelly, each get their own unique experience. What chance is there that you'd get just absorbed by your own Ego and end up talking with yourself instead? And you end up hearing what exactly what you want to hear; or even more like, hear what you EXPECT to hear, as you end up talking to your own subconsciousness instead? It's like in dream, you're expecting something bad to happen and afraid that this is what exactly might happen even if you believe the chance of it is low, a few seconds later the EXACT same thing happened as you were afraid it could have happened, but with 100% chance of it happening as this is how our subconsciousness works.

This is why I have strong hope that if Gods really do exist, they would come to you and someone else and first thing they would tell you or them is that you shouldn't be afraid of me but actually give me a chance to listen. And what I really want to hope and believe in the most is that these Gods, once proven to be real to me, will show that they trully love me as the JoS website would say, and least thing they want to me is to be in misery; and wouldn't afraid to tell me that even if through someone else if there is no other way possible of communications with me. I really want to have something more than just hope and belief, I want to have the TRUTH, and truth can be only be gathered by the experience.



To tell the truth, I've been familiar with JoS for quite some time, but I couldn't say this place did really bring me goodness in a long run as I've only met with egocentric assholes and dipshits who not only tried to curse me by mere of my photo, but did made my life insufferable; even though back in times I was just desperately looking for spiritualist friends who could at least talk with me on similar topics and similar hobbies, but it end up to be just exact opposite of that even though loneliness is the least thing I would complain about; despite the fact that in first few months I was fully enthusiastic, meditated the crapton and deal with pain and torture like something temporary, a challenge of struggle that eventually will go away for eternity. In the last few months of present time, the most thing I did is actually constantly meditating and pray for the true God of pure Love and compassion\understanding which I view Enki as, or pray in meditative state; even though my life was rough and bring me even more dissapointment and misery despite that; unfortunatelly so far it only gave me a few temporary hopes that just transformed in to a dissapointments that give me even bigger pain and hopelessness. To speak to the point, I'm just extremely desperate trying to find help and THE truth all the possible way I can, which is why I registered here to begin with, even though my introvert nature usually won't allow me to do something like that, as I just doing my hardest to help myself and contact with Gods; untill I hit a complete hopelessness and give up with spiritualism all along, even though my inner spirit would never stop wanting to strive for the pure truth and true spiritualism, freedom and love; and I would hate it...

I strongly believe that THE truth wouldn't put me through path of misery, agony, self-loathing and forcing me to do something against my nature\spirit\TRUEself, even if I forcefully will make myself willing it. THE TRUTH for me is something that inherently must pass from the materialism world toward\through my spirit, then to my consciousness; if my spirit rejects it, feels uncomfortable with it or even hate it and what it makes me to go through, then this is just cannot possible be the truth; not from reasonable, logical, esoterical, theological, and most definitelly not in spiritual point of view. To be clear and honest here, I'd sure wish you could talk with Enki for me as I really hope he wouldn't say anything bad but gives me actual words for hope, but before that, a friendly conversation would be appreciated too...



There isn't anything else for me to talk about on these forums and it took several days untill my posts finally got approved, so I believe judging person just by post amounts I'd say least is unfair. I would appreciate if you could try to feel me and who knows, maybe you could tell me similar story about me as many other spiritualists that I had luck to be contact with back in time.

This is why conversation exist, you get to talk with person before jump to conclusion whether person is "enemy" or not, although I don't approve giving any person a nametag by mere talking a few times then giving any person a indelible stamp as it could be product of mere misunderstanding or cognitive disonance.

I also strongly believe that the truth fears no investigation nor doubting, so if Enk is trully our TRUE God, and trully LOVES us, and more over, understands and accepts us for who we are by nature, then he wouldn't be dissapointed, frustrated or annoyed by the fact if someone loses belief in him or even start to hate or loathe him for the experiences someone had to pass through. In fact, if someone gives him another chance, especially if someone been secretely still kept love and hope for him regardless of having hate and dissapointment toward him, for someone to claim to be the God that TRULLY understand and accepts us, let alone loves us, should definitelly looking for ways to prove his good-will toward said person and definitelly to prove to him his existance, even through someone else as all methods are good. Although sometimes, even to the most established theories like gravity, the scientists demand more evidence of it to determine what exactly it is, thus demanding more experience to know for certain.

 

[FlamingRedRose666]

Wow... I'm really jealous of your experience... If you don't mind, can we please talk offline?? I'd really love to have someone to talk with. I haven't figured out how to send private messages yet, though...

I wouldn't trust someone who only posted ONCE... You could be with the enemy for all we know.....

The primary reason why I even register on this forum, despite it may sound incorrect of many registered users here, is because I actually I AM looking for the truth AND evidence, not just new belief system. There been several of my own experiences with supernatural; and many spiritualists, including adepts of the JoS, had felt me or even talk with gods and they all told similar stories about me.

However, few of JoS adepts had interpreted the postulate about that anyone can talk with gods "only by themselves and not through anyone", and I strongly feel and believe that this is wrong and is falsehood; as "doing power meditation and talking with gods yourself" may end up delusing yourself and you could just talk with your own imagination, as from what I gathered so far that, unfortunatelly, each get their own unique experience. What chance is there that you'd get just absorbed by your own Ego and end up talking with yourself instead? And you end up hearing what exactly what you want to hear; or even more like, hear what you EXPECT to hear, as you end up talking to your own subconsciousness instead? It's like in dream, you're expecting something bad to happen and afraid that this is what exactly might happen even if you believe the chance of it is low, a few seconds later the EXACT same thing happened as you were afraid it could have happened, but with 100% chance of it happening as this is how our subconsciousness works.

This is why I have strong hope that if Gods really do exist, they would come to you and someone else and first thing they would tell you or them is that you shouldn't be afraid of me but actually give me a chance to listen. And what I really want to hope and believe in the most is that these Gods, once proven to be real to me, will show that they trully love me as the JoS website would say, and least thing they want to me is to be in misery; and wouldn't afraid to tell me that even if through someone else if there is no other way possible of communications with me. I really want to have something more than just hope and belief, I want to have the TRUTH, and truth can be only be gathered by the experience.



To tell the truth, I've been familiar with JoS for quite some time, but I couldn't say this place did really bring me goodness in a long run as I've only met with egocentric assholes and dipshits who not only tried to curse me by mere of my photo, but did made my life insufferable; even though back in times I was just desperately looking for spiritualist friends who could at least talk with me on similar topics and similar hobbies, but it end up to be just exact opposite of that even though loneliness is the least thing I would complain about; despite the fact that in first few months I was fully enthusiastic, meditated the crapton and deal with pain and torture like something temporary, a challenge of struggle that eventually will go away for eternity. In the last few months of present time, the most thing I did is actually constantly meditating and pray for the true God of pure Love and compassion\understanding which I view Enki as, or pray in meditative state; even though my life was rough and bring me even more dissapointment and misery despite that; unfortunatelly so far it only gave me a few temporary hopes that just transformed in to a dissapointments that give me even bigger pain and hopelessness. To speak to the point, I'm just extremely desperate trying to find help and THE truth all the possible way I can, which is why I registered here to begin with, even though my introvert nature usually won't allow me to do something like that, as I just doing my hardest to help myself and contact with Gods; untill I hit a complete hopelessness and give up with spiritualism all along, even though my inner spirit would never stop wanting to strive for the pure truth and true spiritualism, freedom and love; and I would hate it...

I strongly believe that THE truth wouldn't put me through path of misery, agony, self-loathing and forcing me to do something against my nature\spirit\TRUEself, even if I forcefully will make myself willing it. THE TRUTH for me is something that inherently must pass from the materialism world toward\through my spirit, then to my consciousness; if my spirit rejects it, feels uncomfortable with it or even hate it and what it makes me to go through, then this is just cannot possible be the truth; not from reasonable, logical, esoterical, theological, and most definitelly not in spiritual point of view. To be clear and honest here, I'd sure wish you could talk with Enki for me as I really hope he wouldn't say anything bad but gives me actual words for hope, but before that, a friendly conversation would be appreciated too...



There isn't anything else for me to talk about on these forums and it took several days untill my posts finally got approved, so I believe judging person just by post amounts I'd say least is unfair. I would appreciate if you could try to feel me and who knows, maybe you could tell me similar story about me as many other spiritualists that I had luck to be contact with back in time.

This is why conversation exist, you get to talk with person before jump to conclusion whether person is "enemy" or not, although I don't approve giving any person a nametag by mere talking a few times then giving any person a indelible stamp as it could be product of mere misunderstanding or cognitive disonance.

I also strongly believe that the truth fears no investigation nor doubting, so if Enk is trully our TRUE God, and trully LOVES us, and more over, understands and accepts us for who we are by nature, then he wouldn't be dissapointed, frustrated or annoyed by the fact if someone loses belief in him or even start to hate or loathe him for the experiences someone had to pass through. In fact, if someone gives him another chance, especially if someone been secretely still kept love and hope for him regardless of having hate and dissapointment toward him, for someone to claim to be the God that TRULLY understand and accepts us, let alone loves us, should definitelly looking for ways to prove his good-will toward said person and definitelly to prove to him his existance, even through someone else as all methods are good. Although sometimes, even to the most established theories like gravity, the scientists demand more evidence of it to determine what exactly it is, thus demanding more experience to know for certain.

Are you even dedicated?

Have you studied www.https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php and www.templeofzeus.org ?

If start to have such negative feelings and thoughts about Father Satan that shows me a lack of knowledge.

Also, one more thing, THERE ARE NO MEDIATORS ON SPIRITUAL SATANISM: http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/NoMediators.html

With that being said, I suggest you better meditate and in time and persistence you are going to be able to talk to Father Satan and the True Gods in time.

 

[High Priest Zevios Metathronos]

The primary reason why I even register on this forum, despite it may sound incorrect of many registered users here, is because I actually I AM looking for the truth AND evidence, not just new belief system. There been several of my own experiences with supernatural; and many spiritualists, including adepts of the JoS, had felt me or even talk with gods and they all told similar stories about me..

Ok.

However, few of JoS adepts had interpreted the postulate about that anyone can talk with gods "only by themselves and not through anyone", and I strongly feel and believe that this is wrong and is falsehood; as "doing power meditation and talking with gods yourself" may end up delusing yourself and you could just talk with your own imagination, as from what I gathered so far that, unfortunatelly, each get their own unique experience. What chance is there that you'd get just absorbed by your own Ego and end up talking with yourself instead? And you end up hearing what exactly what you want to hear; or even more like, hear what you EXPECT to hear, as you end up talking to your own subconsciousness instead? It's like in dream, you're expecting something bad to happen and afraid that this is what exactly might happen even if you believe the chance of it is low, a few seconds later the EXACT same thing happened as you were afraid it could have happened, but with 100% chance of it happening as this is how our subconsciousness works..

Your concerns are valid. This is the reason that most people do not have their so called 'experiences' admitted, as simply because, many are on the level described here. The point however is to get past this level. There are also some people for whom this can take a very long time.

You do not really understand how the subconscious works. As for the self fulfilling prophecy, this is also a valid human mechanism.

None of the above dangers should keep someone, who is mature minded, and sane, from trying to communicate with the Gods. There has to be innate delusional character or personal flaws in the personality, that can cause deception, rather than the Gods. The obstacles exist in the given personalities, not in the process of communication. To reach a level of adept communication can take decades, or more. And this is the truth.

However, the Gods can guide and direct people through ways invisible and unknown to them, and there is no time limit for this, and also, this lowers the danger for deceptions.

This is why I have strong hope that if Gods really do exist, they would come to you and someone else and first thing they would tell you or them is that you shouldn't be afraid of me but actually give me a chance to listen. And what I really want to hope and believe in the most is that these Gods, once proven to be real to me, will show that they trully love me as the JoS website would say, and least thing they want to me is to be in misery; and wouldn't afraid to tell me that even if through someone else if there is no other way possible of communications with me. I really want to have something more than just hope and belief, I want to have the TRUTH, and truth can be only be gathered by the experience.

You're trying to impose your own laws to the Gods and how they can approach or communicate, which is essentially, you falling into the same loop you warned earlier. You are engaging in your own understanding and trying to force the Gods to act in this spectrum. They can prove they are real in their own way, but one has to be open. Your own tendency to empiricism and observation is false. If we cannot see the Sun at night it doesn't mean the sun has disappeared or does not exist.

It's well known even in physics our very senses are very meek in judging the environment and what exists and what does not.

You do not have to believe in the Gods, nor hope in their communication. You just have to ask, be open, and let them guide you in the way appropriate to your own mind and consciousness.

Unlike the fake things like "Jesus Christ" and the related filth, they never answer billions. However everyone here, even the most skeptical, do get signals from the Gods, even those who have zero belief initially about their existence.

To tell the truth, I've been familiar with JoS for quite some time, but I couldn't say this place did really bring me goodness in a long run as I've only met with egocentric assholes and dipshits who not only tried to curse me by mere of my photo, but did made my life insufferable; even though back in times I was just desperately looking for spiritualist friends who could at least talk with me on similar topics and similar hobbies, but it end up to be just exact opposite of that even though loneliness is the least thing I would complain about; despite the fact that in first few months I was fully enthusiastic, meditated the crapton and deal with pain and torture like something temporary, a challenge of struggle that eventually will go away for eternity.

You do not seem to seek any spiritual friends. You want other spiritual people to waste their time on your delusions, and in trying to convince you, and in being guinea pigs for you to observe, in your endless black hole type of disbelief. If you do not want to be in the JoS, then you can leave. Nobody has to pay for your crap, and nobody asks you to believe. At best, the request is to have an open mind.

You also play the victim. I doubt anyone 'cursed' you unless you fucked up. As to the egocentric types, you could simply avoid association.

There are many ranges of 'spiritual' people, many of whom are jokes.

In the last few months of present time, the most thing I did is actually constantly meditating and pray for the true God of pure Love and compassion\understanding which I view Enki as, or pray in meditative state; even though my life was rough and bring me even more dissapointment and misery despite that;

I can see why you receive resentment, simply because, you're a pathological christian in the mind, without any true will to experience the spiritual, but rather, superimpose your own alien new age on the Gods, for which, they have no reason to waste time on. Your life is miserable because you suck and you force onto it and yourself an alien xian structure.

unfortunatelly so far it only gave me a few temporary hopes that just transformed in to a dissapointments that give me even bigger pain and hopelessness. To speak to the point, I'm just extremely desperate trying to find help and THE truth all the possible way I can, which is why I registered here to begin with, even though my introvert nature usually won't allow me to do something like that, as I just doing my hardest to help myself and contact with Gods; untill I hit a complete hopelessness and give up with spiritualism all along, even though my inner spirit would never stop wanting to strive for the pure truth and true spiritualism, freedom and love; and I would hate it...

You do not want truth at this point, all your post shows you just need consoling and loving kindness, which you don't even show to anyone in reality. You are on the level you complained about prior of absorption on the ego. And this is because you put communication with the Gods higher than meditation. And also since you are cowardly to devote yourself fully to an objective such as spiritual growth. All people experience hardship and your situation is nothing new.

I strongly believe that THE truth wouldn't put me through path of misery, agony, self-loathing and forcing me to do something against my nature\spirit\TRUEself, even if I forcefully will make myself willing it.

Wrong. Your own mind will decide if you will suck and experience all of the crap you do. Apparently for whatever reason it does what it does to you. And not any 'truth'.

THE TRUTH for me is something that inherently must pass from the materialism world toward\through my spirit, then to my consciousness; if my spirit rejects it, feels uncomfortable with it or even hate it and what it makes me to go through, then this is just cannot possible be the truth; not from reasonable, logical, esoterical, theological, and most definitelly not in spiritual point of view.

Again, you don't seek the truth, but you just seek to repeat your own theories about what it should be, or what it 'ideally' should be, based on lies and mainly a christian mindset. You cannot get anywhere with this, but only dive deeper in misery.

To be clear and honest here, I'd sure wish you could talk with Enki for me as I really hope he wouldn't say anything bad but gives me actual words for hope, but before that, a friendly conversation would be appreciated too...

Nobody should talk to "Enki" for you, simply because, you do not deserve it. If you are not willing to practice, advance, and peel yourself of the crap you're carrying, you cannot hope an end to misery or lack of understanding, and not any consoling words are going to change anything to you.

There isn't anything else for me to talk about on these forums and it took several days untill my posts finally got approved, so I believe judging person just by post amounts I'd say least is unfair. I would appreciate if you could try to feel me and who knows, maybe you could tell me similar story about me as many other spiritualists that I had luck to be contact with back in time.

On top of everything, you have a history with lots of charlatans, making your situation harder.

This is why conversation exist, you get to talk with person before jump to conclusion whether person is "enemy" or not, although I don't approve giving any person a nametag by mere talking a few times then giving any person a indelible stamp as it could be product of mere misunderstanding or cognitive disonance.

We do not have to converse with enemies. However since I believe there is an initial 'teaching value' to the public for your post and to show the never-ending loops of those who are without, I approved your message to answer it.

I also strongly believe that the truth fears no investigation nor doubting, so if Enk is trully our TRUE God, and trully LOVES us, and more over, understands and accepts us for who we are by nature, then he wouldn't be dissapointed, frustrated or annoyed by the fact if someone loses belief in him or even start to hate or loathe him for the experiences someone had to pass through.

Who are you to say how should he feel, or how should he take it? You're again making definitions.

Anyway as far as reality is concerned, yes, you can be lost, but you cannot at the same time demand that those who help you find yourself are pleased with it, or follow behind your ass to clean your pampers everytime you do crap, because you believe that backstabbing them is fundamental part of 'finding yourself'.

In fact, if someone gives him another chance, especially if someone been secretely still kept love and hope for him regardless of having hate and dissapointment toward him, for someone to claim to be the God that TRULLY understand and accepts us, let alone loves us, should definitelly looking for ways to prove his good-will toward said person and definitelly to prove to him his existance, even through someone else as all methods are good. Although sometimes, even to the most established theories like gravity, the scientists demand more evidence of it to determine what exactly it is, thus demanding more experience to know for certain.

The Gods are never angry or anything like that because one requests evidence. However, if you request something from a being of another nature, you have to compromise in how you will receive an answer. For example, I cannot from here, give you a pat in the back, so to say, so for you to constantly get back to me and ask me for a pat is stupid. Instead, you could relax with the demands, do your part, and allow the spiritual to reach in your senses in how it can, so to say.

 

[FlamingRedRose666]

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Can I just aay how much I love you? XD

In a friendly Zevism Family way, thank you HP!!!!!! ❤

 

[Luna Black]

Is that the fucking xtian type guy who asked to be HP again. I remember him he had his own photo on and saying he wasn't afraid lol. Now it seems he dropped the tough guy act and went into whiny mode.
Guess what you do one step the Gods do two for you but they don't have time to waste on trash.
You should thank HP Zevios Metathronos that he answered so thoroughly to your crying act. That would be a good start to a process of self improvement. And a token of good will.

 

[High Priest Zevios Metathronos]

Is that the fucking xtian type guy who asked to be HP again. I remember him he had his own photo on and saying he wasn't afraid lol. Now it seems he dropped the tough guy act and went into whiny mode.
Guess what you do one step the Gods do two for you but they don't have time to waste on trash.
You should thank HP Zevios Metathronos that he answered so thoroughly to your crying act. That would be a good start to a process of self improvement. And a token of good will.

I see. Another repetitive BS.

Not sure who this is but if he did this, and in such humiliating manner, then I wonder why does he whine on the misery he created for himself.

Normally these people do not seek to self improve, just whine, 'positions' for nothing, and the related irrelevant bs.

 

[ToZ Forum Contributions]

Maxride-Whizz-ard, you will simply fail at Satanism because your looking for somebody to coddle you and wait on you. Not everything is about you, your insecurity and resentment and sense of entitlement is epic level. You obvious can not take judgement on any level and believe everyone has to charge to suit you.

 

[ToZ Forum Contributions]

Weak people need a god of only loooooooooove and acceptance because they can't stand to be told they need to drop twenty pounds and they are an asshole.

What they mean is a god who will only love and accept their shitty personality they want a servant to flatter them.

 

[ToZ Forum Contributions]

One stormy night as Maxride-whizzard stands before an altar and watches in amazement as the room fills with a epic light and the God of Gods appears before him. As Maxwide lizard or whatever stands there with his mouth a gap with shock and surprise the God of Gods looks at him and tells him.....

"Throw that fluttershy plushie out, stop clopping and don't even think of trying to brohoof me, stop being an asshole all your life and put the Mountain Dew and Dorito's in the trash can and no I will not tell you how wonderful you are, I will not get you a super model girl friend who's boob are bigger then yours and you need to shut the fuck up and clean the stains off your shirt. Now stand up straight, suck in that flabby gut and start actually doing some work on yourself."


Then as the light fades and the God of Gods vanishes Maxwide ride or whatever his name is stands there looking god slapped as his eyes roll upwards trying to process everything a loud farting sound breaks the winds of silence as the drool starts to run down his triple chins onto his man boobs and Dorito stains he finally processes a thought he goes on Tumbler and whines about how he got fat shamed. And the only person that cares is that Twitchy Bitch with pit stains on her shirt.

 

[FlamingRedRose666]

One stormy night as Maxride-whizzard stands before an altar and watches in amazement as the room fills with a epic light and the God of Gods appears before him. As Maxwide lizard or whatever stands there with his mouth a gap with shock and surprise the God of Gods looks at him and tells him.....

"Throw that fluttershy plushie out, stop clopping and don't even think of trying to brohoof me, stop being an asshole all your life and put the Mountain Dew and Dorito's in the trash can and no I will not tell you how wonderful you are, I will not get you a super model girl friend who's boob are bigger then yours and you need to shut the fuck up and clean the stains off your shirt. Now stand up straight, suck in that flabby gut and start actually doing some work on yourself."


Then as the light fades and the God of Gods vanishes Maxwide ride or whatever his name is stands there looking god slapped as his eyes roll upwards trying to process everything a loud farting sound breaks the winds of silence as the drool starts to run down his triple chins onto his man boobs and Dorito stains he finally processes a thought he goes on Tumbler and whines about how he got fat shamed. And the only person that cares is that Twitchy Bitch with pit stains on her shirt.

HP, why are you all so amazing???? XD :lol: ❤

Thank you for all of the knowledge you are giving us!!!!!!!

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

...

HP, why are you all so amazing???? XD :lol: ❤

Thank you for all of the knowledge you are giving us!!!!!!!

Slothz power

 

[Theli]

Hey come on...! that answer made me cry! that is the kind of answers that everybody needs at some point of his life. Right now i must to say that stay here is one of the most beautiful things that has happened to me!
I dont have had many experiences with the Gods (or none lol :!: ), but i remember a voice of a woman that answered me a couple of questions some time ago after some power meditations, it was really interesting! her voice came from the depths of my head and i dont felt nothing bad about. And a dream that was really beauty! i was in another planet with two men, i dont remeber who they were, but there were a strange pillars with letters recorded in them, and while they go away from me i raised my head to the sky and (it was night and the sky was really close to us) i saw a really beautiful and "mysterious" blue brilliant star with some spikes spining in all directions and moving across the nocturnal sky! in my mind i did think "the star of Lucifer, the Morning Star" it looked really real! and i felt something different and calm too, i wanted to watch Him for more time..

 

[FlamingRedRose666]

...

HP, why are you all so amazing???? XD :lol: ❤

Thank you for all of the knowledge you are giving us!!!!!!!

Slothz power

D'awwwwwwwwww!!!! It looks so cute!!!!!!!!!! :mrgreen: ❤

 

[FlamingRedRose666]

Hey come on...! that answer made me cry! that is the kind of answers that everybody needs at some point of his life. Right now i must to say that stay here is one of the most beautiful things that has happened to me!
I dont have had many experiences with the Gods (or none lol :!: ), but i remember a voice of a woman that answered me a couple of questions some time ago after some power meditations, it was really interesting! her voice came from the depths of my head and i dont felt nothing bad about. And a dream that was really beauty! i was in another planet with two men, i dont remeber who they were, but there were a strange pillars with letters recorded in them, and while they go away from me i raised my head to the sky and (it was night and the sky was really close to us) i saw a really beautiful and "mysterious" blue brilliant star with some spikes spining in all directions and moving across the nocturnal sky! in my mind i did think "the star of Lucifer, the Morning Star" it looked really real! and i felt something different and calm too, i wanted to watch Him for more time..

That is awesome!!!

 

[Brdredr]

Is that the fucking xtian type guy who asked to be HP again. I remember him he had his own photo on and saying he wasn't afraid lol. Now it seems he dropped the tough guy act and went into whiny mode.
Guess what you do one step the Gods do two for you but they don't have time to waste on trash.
You should thank HP Zevios Metathronos that he answered so thoroughly to your crying act. That would be a good start to a process of self improvement. And a token of good will.

Can't say I blame him for wanting to be HP, because I wanted the same thing at first. However I at least took the time to look over the entire website and delve deep into studying before I even dedicated in the first place. It's what many new people forget to do, it's called READING. If someone is serious, they'd take everything into account first.

 

[High Priest Zevios Metathronos]

Is that the fucking xtian type guy who asked to be HP again. I remember him he had his own photo on and saying he wasn't afraid lol. Now it seems he dropped the tough guy act and went into whiny mode.
Guess what you do one step the Gods do two for you but they don't have time to waste on trash.
You should thank HP Zevios Metathronos that he answered so thoroughly to your crying act. That would be a good start to a process of self improvement. And a token of good will.

Can't say I blame him for wanting to be HP, because I wanted the same thing at first. However I at least took the time to look over the entire website and delve deep into studying before I even dedicated in the first place. It's what many new people forget to do, it's called READING. If someone is serious, they'd take everything into account first.

This is not bad. I myself always idolized and still idolize the great people, and also, admirable qualities from wherever they come.

However to state you're gonna be Ronnie Coleman and never go to the gym to lift a single pound is just absurd.

To ask to become such when you're a lazy asshole, is also absurd, and nobody has to follow up with these insane unnatural demands.

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

Sitting around complaining that you aren't where you want to be because you don't want to spend even 30 minutes of your day on advancing yourself is one of the most childish things I've seen here in my 8 years of being part of JoS.

Wanting to be considered a HP is one thing, but wanting it and refusing to even work towards such a title to get it is the most xian mindset I've seen in a while here from someone who claims to be one of us. At least the real Zevism here know that this is a meritocracy and you are titled to what you work towards, it's the same hierarchy system for the demons.

If you are sitting on your ass whining about not being advanced enough when you've done nothing to work towards it and expect to be treated like you've already reached godhead, then you aren't even worth a shred of pretend pity from me.

If you want to truly be part of this war, and this goes for all ignorant and new Zevism members that think if they sit and do nothing long enough at the bottom they'll eventually get to the top of the mountain, you need to work for it. Put aside your video games, your movies and television for at least 30 minutes in your day and actually help yourself.

Nobody is forcing you to be here, nobody is forcing you to fight with us, to fight for Satan, the gods and humanity. You're only option in not doing so is slinking back down into your old spot in the line-up of sheeple where you can feel free to sit and do nothing all you want while wasting away in both mind, body and soul.

If you do nothing, you are nothing.

 

[FlamingRedRose666]

Sitting around complaining that you aren't where you want to be because you don't want to spend even 30 minutes of your day on advancing yourself is one of the most childish things I've seen here in my 8 years of being part of JoS.

Wanting to be considered a HP is one thing, but wanting it and refusing to even work towards such a title to get it is the most xian mindset I've seen in a while here from someone who claims to be one of us. At least the real Zevism here know that this is a meritocracy and you are titled to what you work towards, it's the same hierarchy system for the demons.

If you are sitting on your ass whining about not being advanced enough when you've done nothing to work towards it and expect to be treated like you've already reached godhead, then you aren't even worth a shred of pretend pity from me.

If you want to truly be part of this war, and this goes for all ignorant and new Zevism members that think if they sit and do nothing long enough at the bottom they'll eventually get to the top of the mountain, you need to work for it. Put aside your video games, your movies and television for at least 30 minutes in your day and actually help yourself.

Nobody is forcing you to be here, nobody is forcing you to fight with us, to fight for Satan, the gods and humanity. You're only option in not doing so is slinking back down into your old spot in the line-up of sheeple where you can feel free to sit and do nothing all you want while wasting away in both mind, body and soul.

If you do nothing, you are nothing.

Well said!

 

[Desdemona_666]

Let’s put this thread back on its rails, shall we?

Recently, I got very worried, as my ability to feel the energy got decreased, and I couldn’t feel and sense Father Satan and Gods and Goddesses in my life anymore.

Two days ago, I made a small shrine for my Guardian, Goddess Crocell, to express my gratitude for Her protection. As I felt into deep trance like state, She spoke to me. And this was the moment that cleared up the confusion and doubt once again. It was so blissful to feel that energy again, so warm and loving. She made me cry. But not out of sadness, it was pure joy.

I promised to make her a small statue of three cats, one biggest is Her, one smaller is my perfect self, and smallest is me now. Why cats? Well, I do not have idea, but She didn’t seem to mind, She welcomed my idea.

She wants to inspire creativity in me. She insists telling me that I have huge talent in creativity, it is just that I do not trust in myself.


This is my most recent experience, and I am so happy to know that She is here. That They are here. That Father Satan is here with me!


Unfortunately, all of these problems that I had were caused by this year, where I was hit by multiple bad events, which made me almost stop meditating, I did so little. Now, that I have stabilized again, I am gonna continue where I left off.


Hail Satan! Forever! Hail Goddess Crocell! Hail all Glorious Gods and Goddesses of Hell!

 

[Brdredr]

This is not bad. I myself always idolized and still idolize the great people, and also, admirable qualities from wherever they come.

However to state you're gonna be Ronnie Coleman and never go to the gym to lift a single pound is just absurd.

To ask to become such when you're a lazy asshole, is also absurd, and nobody has to follow up with these insane unnatural demands.

That's what I'm saying. You wanna follow your dreams? Then take some fucking action.

 

[FlamingRedRose666]

Let’s put this thread back on its rails, shall we?

Recently, I got very worried, as my ability to feel the energy got decreased, and I couldn’t feel and sense Father Satan and Gods and Goddesses in my life anymore.

Two days ago, I made a small shrine for my Guardian, Goddess Crocell, to express my gratitude for Her protection. As I felt into deep trance like state, She spoke to me. And this was the moment that cleared up the confusion and doubt once again. It was so blissful to feel that energy again, so warm and loving. She made me cry. But not out of sadness, it was pure joy.

I promised to make her a small statue of three cats, one biggest is Her, one smaller is my perfect self, and smallest is me now. Why cats? Well, I do not have idea, but She didn’t seem to mind, She welcomed my idea.

She wants to inspire creativity in me. She insists telling me that I have huge talent in creativity, it is just that I do not trust in myself.


This is my most recent experience, and I am so happy to know that She is here. That They are here. That Father Satan is here with me!


Unfortunately, all of these problems that I had were caused by this year, where I was hit by multiple bad events, which made me almost stop meditating, I did so little. Now, that I have stabilized again, I am gonna continue where I left off.


Hail Satan! Forever! Hail Goddess Crocell! Hail all Glorious Gods and Goddesses of Hell!

This is so beautiful!!!!!!

I'm glad you're back on track! Show us your work once you are able to or feel like showing it to us! X3

HAIL SATAN AND THE TRUE Gods of Elysium!!!!

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

Here's an experience as the result of a coincidence that I'm not willing to completely brush off as just that despite my major skepticism; after all, the gods will communicate with us in various ways.

I was walking home from work today and figured since it was a long walk I might as well work on my chakras and strengthen my aura. So I empowered my protective aura and drew positive energy into myself. Now, my way to and from work is lined with a shit ton of filthy churches and I'm always wary and on the defense when I walk by them, but because I was so focused on working on my soul I hadn't even been paying much attention.

I at some point decided to start spinning my chakras and I was in the midst of passing by the 2 most largest churches on my route. I always amp up my defenses when I pass by those specific two because they are right parallel to one another and give me a suffocating and hostile vibe. While I was spinning and cleaning my Solar Chakra, right next to me as I was walking by one of the churches, a large vortex of snow spun up into a near perfect shape of a chakra, holding that formation for several seconds.

It's not easy to tell what is being said to me without any words. It could've been a way of telling me to keep cleaning my chakras, it could've been a sign to let me know that a demon was keeping watch over me while I was heading home, it could've meant a few things. I personally like to think that it was a reminder that I was under Satan's protection, as the vortex was acting like a kind of barrier between me and the church.

But of course I also like to see these signs as a call-to-arms - that as soon as I am able to have alone time to myself, then it's time to start spamming the Rituals again.

 

[FlamingRedRose666]

Here's an experience as the result of a coincidence that I'm not willing to completely brush off as just that despite my major skepticism; after all, the gods will communicate with us in various ways.

I was walking home from work today and figured since it was a long walk I might as well work on my chakras and strengthen my aura. So I empowered my protective aura and drew positive energy into myself. Now, my way to and from work is lined with a shit ton of filthy churches and I'm always wary and on the defense when I walk by them, but because I was so focused on working on my soul I hadn't even been paying much attention.

I at some point decided to start spinning my chakras and I was in the midst of passing by the 2 most largest churches on my route. I always amp up my defenses when I pass by those specific two because they are right parallel to one another and give me a suffocating and hostile vibe. While I was spinning and cleaning my Solar Chakra, right next to me as I was walking by one of the churches, a large vortex of snow spun up into a near perfect shape of a chakra, holding that formation for several seconds.

It's not easy to tell what is being said to me without any words. It could've been a way of telling me to keep cleaning my chakras, it could've been a sign to let me know that a demon was keeping watch over me while I was heading home, it could've meant a few things. I personally like to think that it was a reminder that I was under Satan's protection, as the vortex was acting like a kind of barrier between me and the church.

But of course I also like to see these signs as a call-to-arms - that as soon as I am able to have alone time to myself, then it's time to start spamming the Rituals again.

Interesting, maybe it acted as a shield generated from your aura and solar plexus chakra? It's worth thinking about it.

 

[mlimlal666]

I had many experiences through this past years with so many of the Gods/Goddess. Recently I meet Nephthys, she is vivacious... really kind and friendly. She is so energetic I love it

 

[FlamingRedRose666]

I had many experiences through this past years with so many of the Gods/Goddess. Recently I meet Nephthys, she is vivacious... really kind and friendly. She is so energetic I love it

Awesome!!!! :mrgreen:

 

[Aldrick Strickland]

I have to ask you sorry, i rarely a act like a dumbass and this is not the place. Anyway what i was trying to say is that to me it looked fake, now i can compleatily be wrong, the thing is there are been another "Zevism" in here that was trying to sell his music and acted all Holy and stuff. If what you are telling is the true then i'm really Sorry, i really don't know what i acted like that.

Anyway the story of my past lifes dose not matter and if what you are telling is the true it's better to be careful, saying that you are such a old soul could open for more attack from the enemy. I was warned another time to shut my mouth for such things. I hope you are not mad at me! I really don't know what i acted like that...

I feel I need to apologize as well, I initially thought you were trying to come off as very disrespectful. And I'm not "selling" my music, if you go to my thread you can see I have provided it for free but if people wanted to pay for it, that's fine too. Not like I made much off of it anyway.

Like i already said i'm sorry, just be careful to not say too much about your past life's and be careful with the entity you talk with, the enemy likes to confuse Zevism. There is a Zevism here that for many years he talked with enemy entity beliving it was our God's, it can happen, especially if you are not that advanced. Now as far as i know this member was pretty advanced and still it happened to him, just be careful and again i'm sorry i really don't know why i acted like that i just care about our Satanic family!

Looks at this. Cringes a little. You see if this is what it takes to solve a dispute here, I will never do it. Im not A Beta Male. Oh please forgive me!

Sorry not to hurt your feelings sweetie. But you need a little testo and little confidence. My Names Aldrick by the way. Nice to meet you.

How long have you been here Luis? I feel that ive seen your name before. I think you raised a valid point, not bashing on bread fred or whatever. Its understandable, it sounds like me 11 years ago. You have to be careful not to cross the line of Sanity.

But Youre okay. You shouldnt worry so much about people being angry at you. Perhaps we could be friends though. I like your Humility.

 

[FlamingRedRose666]

I feel I need to apologize as well, I initially thought you were trying to come off as very disrespectful. And I'm not "selling" my music, if you go to my thread you can see I have provided it for free but if people wanted to pay for it, that's fine too. Not like I made much off of it anyway.

Like i already said i'm sorry, just be careful to not say too much about your past life's and be careful with the entity you talk with, the enemy likes to confuse Zevism. There is a Zevism here that for many years he talked with enemy entity beliving it was our God's, it can happen, especially if you are not that advanced. Now as far as i know this member was pretty advanced and still it happened to him, just be careful and again i'm sorry i really don't know why i acted like that i just care about our Satanic family!

Looks at this. Cringes a little. You see if this is what it takes to solve a dispute here, I will never do it. Im not A Beta Male. Oh please forgive me!

Sorry not to hurt your feelings sweetie. But you need a little testo and little confidence. My Names Aldrick by the way. Nice to meet you.

How long have you been here Luis? I feel that ive seen your name before. I think you raised a valid point, not bashing on bread fred or whatever. Its understandable, it sounds like me 11 years ago. You have to be careful not to cross the line of Sanity.

But Youre okay. You shouldnt worry so much about people being angry at you. Perhaps we could be friends though. I like your Humility.

This place isn't for sarcasm or further arguing, if you have no experience to share then please either leave this nonsense behind or watch other people's shared experiences, thank you.

 

[luis]

Like i already said i'm sorry, just be careful to not say too much about your past life's and be careful with the entity you talk with, the enemy likes to confuse Zevism. There is a Zevism here that for many years he talked with enemy entity beliving it was our God's, it can happen, especially if you are not that advanced. Now as far as i know this member was pretty advanced and still it happened to him, just be careful and again i'm sorry i really don't know why i acted like that i just care about our Satanic family!

Looks at this. Cringes a little. You see if this is what it takes to solve a dispute here, I will never do it. Im not A Beta Male. Oh please forgive me!

Sorry not to hurt your feelings sweetie. But you need a little testo and little confidence. My Names Aldrick by the way. Nice to meet you.

How long have you been here Luis? I feel that ive seen your name before. I think you raised a valid point, not bashing on bread fred or whatever. Its understandable, it sounds like me 11 years ago. You have to be careful not to cross the line of Sanity.

But Youre okay. You shouldnt worry so much about people being angry at you. Perhaps we could be friends though. I like your Humility.

This place isn't for sarcasm or further arguing, if you have no experience to share then please either leave this nonsense behind or watch other people's shared experiences, thank you.

I should have not acted agry like that and said things in a better way, i was just worried. But i stopped even because i didnt want to fill this amazing thread with angry posts.

 

[Aldrick Strickland]

Like i already said i'm sorry, just be careful to not say too much about your past life's and be careful with the entity you talk with, the enemy likes to confuse Zevism. There is a Zevism here that for many years he talked with enemy entity beliving it was our God's, it can happen, especially if you are not that advanced. Now as far as i know this member was pretty advanced and still it happened to him, just be careful and again i'm sorry i really don't know why i acted like that i just care about our Satanic family!

Looks at this. Cringes a little. You see if this is what it takes to solve a dispute here, I will never do it. Im not A Beta Male. Oh please forgive me!

Sorry not to hurt your feelings sweetie. But you need a little testo and little confidence. My Names Aldrick by the way. Nice to meet you.

How long have you been here Luis? I feel that ive seen your name before. I think you raised a valid point, not bashing on bread fred or whatever. Its understandable, it sounds like me 11 years ago. You have to be careful not to cross the line of Sanity.

But Youre okay. You shouldnt worry so much about people being angry at you. Perhaps we could be friends though. I like your Humility.

This place isn't for sarcasm or further arguing, if you have no experience to share then please either leave this nonsense behind or watch other people's shared experiences, thank you.

And where exactly did you see sarcasm?
I was having a conversation with luis. So I think you better back up.

 

[Aldrick Strickland]

Looks at this. Cringes a little. You see if this is what it takes to solve a dispute here, I will never do it. Im not A Beta Male. Oh please forgive me!

Sorry not to hurt your feelings sweetie. But you need a little testo and little confidence. My Names Aldrick by the way. Nice to meet you.

How long have you been here Luis? I feel that ive seen your name before. I think you raised a valid point, not bashing on bread fred or whatever. Its understandable, it sounds like me 11 years ago. You have to be careful not to cross the line of Sanity.

But Youre okay. You shouldnt worry so much about people being angry at you. Perhaps we could be friends though. I like your Humility.

This place isn't for sarcasm or further arguing, if you have no experience to share then please either leave this nonsense behind or watch other people's shared experiences, thank you.

I should have not acted agry like that and said things in a better way, i was just worried. But i stopped even because i didnt want to fill this amazing thread with angry posts.

Well that maybe so. But thats not what im concerned about. Im Concerned about YOU. You seem Down and hard on yourself. Something does not seem right here to me. Like maybe things are going on in your life.

I could care less about Drama. If people are so weak, egotistical and pathetic that they care about worthless Drama or someone critizing them, then they deserve to suffer with it. I care about people over nonsense.

You fell apart by yourself. Which means you were already falling apart. So know that we are here for you Brother. In the end Family always remains.

 

[luis]

This place isn't for sarcasm or further arguing, if you have no experience to share then please either leave this nonsense behind or watch other people's shared experiences, thank you.

I should have not acted agry like that and said things in a better way, i was just worried. But i stopped even because i didnt want to fill this amazing thread with angry posts.

Well that maybe so. But thats not what im concerned about. Im Concerned about YOU. You seem Down and hard on yourself. Something does not seem right here to me. Like maybe things are going on in your life.

I could care less about Drama. If people are so weak, egotistical and pathetic that they care about worthless Drama or someone critizing them, then they deserve to suffer with it. I care about people over nonsense.

You fell apart by yourself. Which means you were already falling apart. So know that we are here for you Brother. In the end Family always remains.

Yeah there are things in my life that drive me mad but thanks to spiritual satanism things in my life only got better. There are still some things that i need to make better and i'm working for them. Thank you for the interest

Thanks the God's and Father Satan for the knowladge that he gave us!

 

[FlamingRedRose666]

Looks at this. Cringes a little. You see if this is what it takes to solve a dispute here, I will never do it. Im not A Beta Male. Oh please forgive me!

Sorry not to hurt your feelings sweetie. But you need a little testo and little confidence. My Names Aldrick by the way. Nice to meet you.

How long have you been here Luis? I feel that ive seen your name before. I think you raised a valid point, not bashing on bread fred or whatever. Its understandable, it sounds like me 11 years ago. You have to be careful not to cross the line of Sanity.

But Youre okay. You shouldnt worry so much about people being angry at you. Perhaps we could be friends though. I like your Humility.

This place isn't for sarcasm or further arguing, if you have no experience to share then please either leave this nonsense behind or watch other people's shared experiences, thank you.

I should have not acted agry like that and said things in a better way, i was just worried. But i stopped even because i didnt want to fill this amazing thread with angry posts.

You are alright, I was referring to Aldrick.