satan lover
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I have some questions about satanic religion so it would be great thing to be patient and read my letter to the end.
I am 36 years old ex Muslim girl mix (middle east +east Europe)
my problem with all religions that are known to me is why that God make his worshiper suffer the time he had the power to change his life !
and why those Gods are unseen how to believe in something I don't see or at least feel !
for the christian religion it is a big trash full of lies!
for Islam as I lived in a Muslim society I saw many types of unjustice for woman ..for example why to accept her husband having 3 other wifes while she can't be with someone else at the same time why we don't have the same level of happiness as men ? why to wash after period ... if that blood that was inside of me is it really unholy so why it was inside of me!!! many crazy things that i did not find answers so that i did not marry and kept myself virgin because I don't want to be under someone else control just because i am a female !
To be honest I always feel that I need to be united with this feeling inside me .. I feel that I have that must be completed something that must be guided and united with its source .. for some reasons as I read I think that Satan is that source ...my question are the following :
1- how to make sure that Satan is the source of my feelings and power ?
2-could I meet him in person? because it is important to me to meet him an make sure he is real
3- if I unite with Satan( I don't like to call it contract because when you get back to your origin it called family reunion) so will he be able to open my mind so i will think faster and understand better?
4- do I really need authorizing Summoner why can't do that by myself? if he is power superior why to contact someone else I feel a lot of energy and I have no problem if I saw strange entity for the first time ... so please if you have the correct way to summon Satan send it please and do not give links and books I have read a lot and I felt most of them are commercial stuff I want to do it like an engineer the easy correct way !
at the end Thanx for your patient
best regards
T
I am 36 years old ex Muslim girl mix (middle east +east Europe)
my problem with all religions that are known to me is why that God make his worshiper suffer the time he had the power to change his life !
and why those Gods are unseen how to believe in something I don't see or at least feel !
for the christian religion it is a big trash full of lies!
for Islam as I lived in a Muslim society I saw many types of unjustice for woman ..for example why to accept her husband having 3 other wifes while she can't be with someone else at the same time why we don't have the same level of happiness as men ? why to wash after period ... if that blood that was inside of me is it really unholy so why it was inside of me!!! many crazy things that i did not find answers so that i did not marry and kept myself virgin because I don't want to be under someone else control just because i am a female !
To be honest I always feel that I need to be united with this feeling inside me .. I feel that I have that must be completed something that must be guided and united with its source .. for some reasons as I read I think that Satan is that source ...my question are the following :
1- how to make sure that Satan is the source of my feelings and power ?
2-could I meet him in person? because it is important to me to meet him an make sure he is real
3- if I unite with Satan( I don't like to call it contract because when you get back to your origin it called family reunion) so will he be able to open my mind so i will think faster and understand better?
4- do I really need authorizing Summoner why can't do that by myself? if he is power superior why to contact someone else I feel a lot of energy and I have no problem if I saw strange entity for the first time ... so please if you have the correct way to summon Satan send it please and do not give links and books I have read a lot and I felt most of them are commercial stuff I want to do it like an engineer the easy correct way !
at the end Thanx for your patient
best regards
T
