Sorry I didn't reply sooner.
TCM and Ayurveda are holistic medicine systems that are far easier to understand and apply, hence why I use them. That is fine that you were panicked, but I would urge you to try to understand holistic medical systems so you can better balance yourself whenever you need to.
Masturbation should be reduced when you are ill, but not permanently, nor should it be reduced past 5 or so days. I would suggest 3-5 days based on where you feel comfortable. You should not end up fighting yourself to not masturbate, but you also shouldn't feel worse or have symptoms return afterwards. That is all.
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That sounds like a lot of water. You only need to stay hydrated where your urine is pale yellow consistently. Too much water won't end up hydrating you, it will only get flushed out. You don't need to be flushing yourself, persay, just hydrated enough. People who get stones from poor hydration basically never drink water at all during the day.
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Your diet sounds good. You can have meat a couple times per week. This will energize you without being too stagnating. If you have it every few days, there is no reason why your kidneys should have trouble with it. It sounds like they are improving. Additionally, the meat, once properly digested, will heal your body more than vegetables. It is very nourishing.
If you are skinnier, you should eat more grounding and nourishing foods. This will keep your mind calm. This includes more oils, more warm foods, no raw/cold foods, sweeter foods like rice, grains, sweet potatoes. You should look up a "Vata dosha" diet. This is an ayurvedic diet that helps to ground the mind.
You can use one or the other of the lemon water or apple vinegar. They are basically the same, they will both dissolve the stone. Just have 1 or 2 a day. You don't want to go crazy with it. It sounds like the stone is already dissolving.
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Dry cough, like you experience, is just a reaction to the cold, dry winter air. The lungs are temporarily weakened and dried by the air, and they have trouble recovering their lubrication. Any food that is good for the lung yin, or the yin in general, will help. Look at the bottom row in this picture for healing foods.
The milk may add phlegm to the lungs, but you are right, it isn't the main reason. The main reason is the environment you are in. You should take care to protect yourself from the outside air. Consider a humidifier or something in your room or house. If you go outside, try to cover your mouth and nose so they are as exposed.
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If they kidneys don't ache, that is a good sign. It means they are getting better and the stone is probably smaller and not pushing against the kidney.
The stones don't form overnight, it is like a ball that is slowly building. How long it takes depends on how imbalanced someone is.
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Positive affirmations, as well as a small SaTaNaMa chant, such as 5 or 10x per day, affirming that it is healing and balancing you, will go a long way.
It is hard, but we all have to make time every day to meditate and do workings. Only do the amount of affirmations appropriate for you, meaning like don't do too much and then procrastinate on it.
Definitely keep up with the meditations. I noticed any imbalances always heal way quicker when I meditate more, as opposed to less.
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sahasraraBliss666 said:
Short height for men only, is very detrimental in every aspect of physical life for men.
Without it, there is not much happiness in physical life.
It might not be important for you, but it's life and death matter for me. But it's already too late and I cannot imagine a life without it anymore.
Please, stay calm man. Everything will be fine. Whenever you feel sad, clean your aura well and inhale 5 good breaths of light energy into you. This will improve your mood, regardless of your current feelings.
Everything will work out in the end, but you have to keep fighting. It is not a life or death matter, because the physical and soul are connected. It means you have to fix your problems, you cannot hide from them. Everyone has problems, even if they are less visible than others.
Remember you are a Satanist and are blessed to be close to the Gods. You have to struggle and fight against your problems. You will be able to fix your height and anything else, but you have to keep fighting in the present moment.
You don't have to imagine life with it, you should imagine yourself as perfect in appearance, because that is what you will soon have, based on your spiritual advancement.
If you commit suicide, you could just be reborn again as a short person, but then you will have to spend 20 or 30 years growing up and building your life back up again.