Okay... I can agree - to an extent - that laziness MAY BE relative. But when I hear a person is doing the kabalistic square of either Saturn of Jupiter (the shortest ones) and due to a whim he or she breaks it...
I was not annoyed by the way you've spoken about your laziness, but about your laziness - I confess, the laziness itself.
Saturn in Pisces? Okay... this is AN explanation. Whereas I too would say this is a planetary thing, in the long run you will have to overcome it - and I know you know about it
The rest of the zodiac signs you've mentioned... by the Gods of Elysium! This is powerful.
One more thing, I like your honesty

It is slightly amusing, but... I wonder what would be the way to motivate you... I use harsh criticism and bitter words, as this is what I've been treated with - and it is these words that made me the way I am. I prefer harshness to soft-soaping. In my viewpoint, when someone did something wrong, he or she deserves to be berated so that the 'wrongdoer' could feel the severity of a misdeed and avoid doing it in the future.
And you have found! Me

As I've said, the all-or-nothing condition of 40 days made me to become more diligent.
Siguard Draconis.
Satanas Via, Vera et Vita est.
Ave Satanas! Rege Satanas!
--- In , "tappouzumaki" <tappouzumaki@... wrote:
hey, you can insult me for my impudence, but my post is NOT offensive,
it's just very honest! sorry
then
what do you think i am, a maggot that spend all day watching TV and eating chips?
the standard of "laziness" is relative.
@Djinn Draconis: ""about elemental imbalances or subconscious conditioning is it?""
probably. in the natal chart I have Saturn in Pisces, and I'm Scorpion.
in the sign of Scorpio I have Jupiter(fire - 3 chackra) and Pluto conjuncted.
it maybe means something?
""...some real help. So why did not you? "" He did not because the way I talk annoys he(effect of Pluto? I have also ascendant lion with Mars)
"" you can also add energies, most notably Black or the Earth..."" Black? can you explain it better?
@ magus.immortalis: right!I will buy a calendar
@ misza2: I immediately thought that Djinn Draconis meant what you said, however thanks
@samyazalovatt: Pythia talk about programming the aura.
I only want a more active 3 chackra
@Mc Rundown:""that some can afford to be lazy and comfortable with it"" ???i don't say this!
@siguarddraconis:"you're somehow PROUD of being lazy ?" NO.
"you want to find solace from someone as idle as you?" it can be.
but it isn't what I'm asking for. I search someone who beated lazyness(runes, schedule etc....)
@Aquarian Clown: i will try sowillo!thanks
Hail Satan!
--- In , "Aquarian Clown" <cape.tsoe@ wrote:
yea i understand you XD.. but i still do my meditations no matter how lazy i feel. i think bout the feeling of AFTER i finish my meditations , i feel proud after i surpass my laziness.. always try looking to the future of what wud happen if you finish the work. aaaaaand you can empower your solar plexus ( 3rd ) chakra , use Sowillo on it. the rune is on the JoS

. this meditation is perfect for getting rid of laziness as it increases the will-to-take-action aka motivation. Good luck!!!
Hail Satan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
--- In , "tappouzumaki" <tappouzumaki@ wrote:
I really want to do some of the rituals of destruction of 40 days.
Unfortunately, I am lazy
for example
I started to make a cabalistic table of Saturn
I chose that because it is the shortest (I know my laziness)
Well, it lasts nine days. On the fifth day I forgot to recite it .... and it broke all the work
some moments I am full of energy, others I am tired of everything.
are the hormonal crisis of adolescence that make me so incostant?
(I am 18 years old)
thanks
Hail Satan!