Interrupting thoughts whilst meditating

[mason666yeahx]

Hi allAfter my basic meditation, I finish with aura of protection, white gold light aura. I then program myAura to attract more money using fehu affirming I'm attracting lots of money in a positive way.But my crazy mind has interrupting thoughts creeping in between the affirmations such as negative thoughts.
My question is will these negative thoughts manifest into reality? Bearing in mind I'm using white gold colour ON MYSELF during a waxing moon and my intentions are not of the negative thoughts but this is making me wana stop the working altogether. 
Btw I'm not in satanism just for my own benefit, I believe in the truth on J.O.S and fight for satan everyday. It gets me fucking mad when I see xians blaming satan for everything, I just say read your book and see who the real evil is! 
Hail SatanThe eternal truth! 

 

[Yog Sothoth]

<td val[/IMG]I used to have this problem myself. The key is doing wayy more void meditation. Do as much as you can. Eventually you will have control over your mind.

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My question is will these negative thoughts manifest into reality? Bearing in mind I'm using white gold colour ON MYSELF during a waxing moon and my intentions are not of the negative thoughts but this is making me wana stop the working altogether.
Btw I'm not in satanism just for my own benefit, I believe in the truth on J.O.S and fight for satan everyday. It gets me fucking mad when I see xians blaming satan for everything, I just say read your book and see who the real evil is!
Hail SatanThe eternal truth! [/QUOTE][/QUOTE][/TD]