I need help energy work

[Thaumiel]

I don't do any rituals or even anything religious kinda. I do drugs and been more of a advisor golden fella living in the hood. Any assist in me becoming mew to shine even when I'm gone. Birthchart has cool skills but major disabilities I can't put in

 

[AFODO]

I did not know your name can be this long, that it hangs in the topic title.

Anyway, you can only make your life better by a lot of effort. You can start off with Aura cleaning with an affirmation like "this energy cleans my soul from every dross and addiction"

Here is also beginner meditations:

void meditation
flame meditation
breathing exercises
yoga
Energy meditation
foundation meditation
deep trance
aura cleaning
sound meditation