incogni2_89
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Hi my soon to be brothers and sisters. I have alot of adrenalin now cause i will do the dedication tomorrow night. And there is like a 100000000 questions in my head right now! Like what things too use. i have the candles and i have i big heavy steal/metall bowl. But i don't know if it is the right bowl to use. And the clothes i'm going to use. is that clothes that i can use normaly one other day? cause they are ready and waiting. i have a normal blue inc pen for writing, and i will remove the inc from another pen to use when i'm going to draw my name in blood to father. But one thing that have had my mind occupied all day, is i dreamed about the hangig man, the man that hangs upside down.. like on the tarrot card. And from the movie ninth gate. But the problem is that when i woke up could still see the image very clearly, befor it manfisted into something that looked like i face, but i got so scared that i woke my girlfriend up.. So my milion dollar question is? what does that mean?
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HAIL FAHTER SATAN!
HAIL ENKI!
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HAIL FAHTER SATAN!
HAIL ENKI!
have been doing foundation meditation and traning on going into a deep trance. And im starting to get the hang of it
shit there is a lot of butterflies in my stomach now! not so long until i will go and take a shower and do it