Hating life

[Hasani]

Hello.

Though I am advancing in Satanism, I still feel that my life is hell. When I walk the streets, people turn their faces when they see me for some reason. I can't find a better job. When I get a job, I always get low pay and the bosses kick my ass sometimes. A woman years ago before I joined the JOS, told me that I was cursed before but not anymore. However, I still feel that my life is miserable. Everytime I want to do something I feel like some force is interfering with me and that life is punishing me because it feels that I need to get my act together. I just need a little words of advice.

 

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    What kind of defenses are you using to shield away all this negative energy?   Rege, Satanas!*Rege, Azazel!*Rege, Amdusias! PRAISE THE Mighty 4 Crowns of Duat!   Al Jiwah- I remember necessary affairs and execute them in due time. I teach and guide those who follow my instructions. If anyone obey me and conform to my commandments, he shall have joy, delight, and comfort.   -Satanic_Guidance (Mac Friday) www.templeofzeus.org

From: Hasani <hasani_baron@...
To:
Sent: Tue, December 21, 2010 6:23:07 AM
Subject: Hating life

  Hello.

Though I am advancing in Satanism, I still feel that my life is hell. When I walk the streets, people turn their faces when they see me for some reason. I can't find a better job. When I get a job, I always get low pay and the bosses kick my ass sometimes. A woman years ago before I joined the JOS, told me that I was cursed before but not anymore. However, I still feel that my life is miserable. Everytime I want to do something I feel like some force is interfering with me and that life is punishing me because it feels that I need to get my act together. I just need a little words of advice.