Finally, I'm 100% free!

[David1]

I just wanted to share this, even though it's a smidge embarassing.
A little over a year since my dedication to Father & my journey to empower my soul, I've finally broken all free of all of the programming xianity did in me! It dawned on me what I do for a living (design tattoos, write/record music) have helped me learn to know myself, an important key. I've only started designing tattoos for about 6 months, but I went from 1 guy for 1 design, to a waiting list of people willing to pay me by the hour. It taught me self-confidence.
I went from playing shows on weeknights in front of 3 people to recording music for commercial use for a massage co. & working in a band who recorded half time shows for the San Antonio spurs & will be opening for proffessional tours. (I'm working on a side project to pay homage to Father & the Demons the biggest way I can.) This taught me the value of hard work & the importance of becoming the best I can be. When I finally realized this, all of those stupid xian apprensions & fears disappeared, & I am truly free! I feel stupid it took me so long to see it.
Sorry for the length, I'm a bit excited still.
Hail Enki!
-Dave

 

[chalchiuhnenetzin]

Dave: You shouldn't feel embarrassed; that was a very encouraging post! For all of us. It's living proof that it CAN be done and IS being done. As for "taking so long" as you put it, we don't overcome all that bullshit programming overnight, nor are we expected to. We make steady progression, sometimes in quantum leaps to be sure, but usually just by putting one foot in front of the other so to speak.

--- In , "david" <sevenpointedvox@... wrote:

I just wanted to share this, even though it's a smidge embarassing.
A little over a year since my dedication to Father & my journey to empower my soul, I've finally broken all free of all of the programming xianity did in me! It dawned on me what I do for a living (design tattoos, write/record music) have helped me learn to know myself, an important key. I've only started designing tattoos for about 6 months, but I went from 1 guy for 1 design, to a waiting list of people willing to pay me by the hour. It taught me self-confidence.
I went from playing shows on weeknights in front of 3 people to recording music for commercial use for a massage co. & working in a band who recorded half time shows for the San Antonio spurs & will be opening for proffessional tours. (I'm working on a side project to pay homage to Father & the Demons the biggest way I can.) This taught me the value of hard work & the importance of becoming the best I can be. When I finally realized this, all of those stupid xian apprensions & fears disappeared, & I am truly free! I feel stupid it took me so long to see it.
Sorry for the length, I'm a bit excited still.
Hail Enki!
-Dave

 

[dawn.desgraves]

Hey I need tattoos and help with my music can you e-mail me directly at desgraves12@... please. HAIL SATAN AND ALL DEMONS!!Sent via BlackBerry from T-MobileFrom: "david" <sevenpointedvox@... Date: Sun, 02 May 2010 13:39:32 -0000To: Subject: Finally, I'm 100% free!
  I just wanted to share this, even though it's a smidge embarassing.
A little over a year since my dedication to Father & my journey to empower my soul, I've finally broken all free of all of the programming xianity did in me! It dawned on me what I do for a living (design tattoos, write/record music) have helped me learn to know myself, an important key. I've only started designing tattoos for about 6 months, but I went from 1 guy for 1 design, to a waiting list of people willing to pay me by the hour. It taught me self-confidence.
I went from playing shows on weeknights in front of 3 people to recording music for commercial use for a massage co. & working in a band who recorded half time shows for the San Antonio spurs & will be opening for proffessional tours. (I'm working on a side project to pay homage to Father & the Demons the biggest way I can.) This taught me the value of hard work & the importance of becoming the best I can be. When I finally realized this, all of those stupid xian apprensions & fears disappeared, & I am truly free! I feel stupid it took me so long to see it.
Sorry for the length, I'm a bit excited still.
Hail Enki!
-Dave

 

[Allison P]

Jaguar Cat's right, these things take time. Its great you realized
this and broke free!

On 5/2/10, dawn.desgraves <[ email redacted ] wrote:
Hey I need tattoos and help with my music can you e-mail me directly at
[ email redacted ] please. HAIL SATAN AND ALL DEMONS!!
Sent via BlackBerry from T-Mobile

-----Original Message-----
From: "david" <[ email redacted ]
Date: Sun, 02 May 2010 13:39:32
To:
Subject: Finally, I'm 100% free!

I just wanted to share this, even though it's a smidge embarassing.
A little over a year since my dedication to Father & my journey to empower
my soul, I've finally broken all free of all of the programming xianity did
in me! It dawned on me what I do for a living (design tattoos, write/record
music) have helped me learn to know myself, an important key. I've only
started designing tattoos for about 6 months, but I went from 1 guy for 1
design, to a waiting list of people willing to pay me by the hour. It taught
me self-confidence.
I went from playing shows on weeknights in front of 3 people to recording
music for commercial use for a massage co. & working in a band who recorded
half time shows for the San Antonio spurs & will be opening for
proffessional tours. (I'm working on a side project to pay homage to Father
& the Demons the biggest way I can.) This taught me the value of hard work &
the importance of becoming the best I can be. When I finally realized this,
all of those stupid xian apprensions & fears disappeared, & I am truly free!
I feel stupid it took me so long to see it.
Sorry for the length, I'm a bit excited still.
Hail Enki!
-Dave