Do NOT Overthink it! Just read this...

[Desdemona_666]

This post is helpful. I convinced myself that catastrophe is near and that nothing else matters anymore…I might have let myself be affected by this too much.

Thank you.

 

[Aquarius]

This post is helpful. I convinced myself that catastrophe is near and that nothing else matters anymore…I might have let myself be affected by this too much.

Thank you.

Think of it like this: Your life is about advancing and going forward in your path, everything that happens around you is secondary and just an obstacle that you have to hop to be able to go forward. The mistake people do is that they let everything influence them, do not be like that: push away anything that tries to make you go off path!

 

[Dark Lawyer]

This post is helpful. I convinced myself that catastrophe is near and that nothing else matters anymore…I might have let myself be affected by this too much.

Thank you.

But don't just meditate. If you haven't done so already, now is the time to start prepping (collecting non-perishable food, etc.)

Let's hope it's not a disaster. But to my inquiry so far, no one has been able to make a convincing case for our victory or the success of Rituals. Take what the Zevism says: keep your eyes open, follow world events, be sceptical and rely on your own experience. If the world has been in the shit for two years and you can't see any improvement, you need to think. There may not be any improvement this century, and the world is getting worse.

Of course, if we really win and Rituals work, that's the best. But the longer we don't experience signs of this, unfortunately, the less likely we are to win - or it will be pushed into the distant future. Satya Yuga has already started in December 2020, but I see no signs of it yet. For example, there has been no WW2 regime anywhere in the world for about 80 years, and there are no signs of it emerging anywhere.

We're not bulletproof, we can't go without food, etc. So prepping has to be done as much as the spiritual work. There is a lot of great truth in the Zevism, I have also recognized many more connections from Zevism writings. But there are things I doubt, and I don't see the world moving forward.

 

[Henu the Great]

This post is helpful. I convinced myself that catastrophe is near and that nothing else matters anymore…I might have let myself be affected by this too much.

Thank you.

But don't just meditate. If you haven't done so already, now is the time to start prepping (collecting non-perishable food, etc.)

Let's hope it's not a disaster. But to my inquiry so far, no one has been able to make a convincing case for our victory or the success of Rituals. Take what the Zevism says: keep your eyes open, follow world events, be sceptical and rely on your own experience. If the world has been in the shit for two years and you can't see any improvement, you need to think. There may not be any improvement this century, and the world is getting worse.

Of course, if we really win and Rituals work, that's the best. But the longer we don't experience signs of this, unfortunately, the less likely we are to win - or it will be pushed into the distant future. Satya Yuga has already started in December 2020, but I see no signs of it yet. For example, there has been no WW2 regime anywhere in the world for about 80 years, and there are no signs of it emerging anywhere.

We're not bulletproof, we can't go without food, etc. So prepping has to be done as much as the spiritual work. There is a lot of great truth in the Zevism, I have also recognized many more connections from Zevism writings. But there are things I doubt, and I don't see the world moving forward.

Like has been stated before, things will not get all hunky dory all of a sudden like snapping fingers after thousands of years of downfall. The situation has improved astrally, and will continue doing so. It also results in increased chaos since two opposing energies are clashing and negating each other out. No, this ride here on Earth will not get physically comfortable like in ancient world for many years to come, but a lot can be done to make personal situations as good as possible. Here we have to remember vast personal differences and individual karma (consequences). Persons living in the same country can have very different financial situations depending on past actions and current level of development despite having the same framework for the pay, taxes and so on. Same goes for health and other issues.

I've never seen anyone state that Satya Yuga has begun in late 2020. What is this based on? It seems incorrect to me.

Please remember that Pythia posted the topic about prepping essentials early 2020 so that aspect has been covered. It goes without saying that a Zevism has to balance between the physical and spiritual in their daily lives.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

I've never seen anyone state that Satya Yuga has begun in late 2020. What is this based on? It seems incorrect to me.

I have written about this before. I read it from a knowledgeable astrologer. From 13 to 30 December 2020, Jupiter and Saturn enter Aquarius at the same time. They were closest to each other on 21 Dec, the winter solstice. They had not met in Aquarius for hundreds of years, and had not met at the 0th degree of any sign. (They did at 29 degrees.) They last met in Aquarius in January 1405, and at 2 degrees Aquarius in March 1226. In December 2020, this was a so-called royal co-existence, which was associated with a sign change. This marks the beginning of a new social era. The drastic nature of the turnaround is indicated by the Mars-Pluto quadrant culminating on 17 December 2020.

This astrologer wrote back in March 2019 that Uranus will be in Taurus from 6 March 2019 to 26 April 2026. He wrote many interesting things about this in detail. For example, between 1850 and 1859, when Uranus was in Taurus, communism was spreading. And let's add that Uranus is also associated with, among other things, unilateralism and fanaticism... The aforementioned astrologer also wrote in March 2019 that young generations are becoming less interested in owning their own property (e.g. home, car) and are focusing on communal property. At the time, Schwab's motto: "You'll own nothing. And you'll be happy." was not yet famous...

 

[Henu the Great]

I've never seen anyone state that Satya Yuga has begun in late 2020. What is this based on? It seems incorrect to me.

I have written about this before. I read it from a knowledgeable astrologer. From 13 to 30 December 2020, Jupiter and Saturn enter Aquarius at the same time. They were closest to each other on 21 Dec, the winter solstice. They had not met in Aquarius for hundreds of years, and had not met at the 0th degree of any sign. (They did at 29 degrees.) They last met in Aquarius in January 1405, and at 2 degrees Aquarius in March 1226. In December 2020, this was a so-called royal co-existence, which was associated with a sign change. This marks the beginning of a new social era. The drastic nature of the turnaround is indicated by the Mars-Pluto quadrant culminating on 17 December 2020.

This astrologer wrote back in March 2019 that Uranus will be in Taurus from 6 March 2019 to 26 April 2026. He wrote many interesting things about this in detail. For example, between 1850 and 1859, when Uranus was in Taurus, communism was spreading. And let's add that Uranus is also associated with, among other things, unilateralism and fanaticism... The aforementioned astrologer also wrote in March 2019 that young generations are becoming less interested in owning their own property (e.g. home, car) and are focusing on communal property. At the time, Schwab's motto: "You'll own nothing. And you'll be happy." was not yet famous...

Hmm, this does not seem like correct way to determine that Satya Yuga has begun. But, let's assume that this is correct for the sake of argument. It would still not change the fact that transitioning from period to period does not happen overnight with quick manifestations. It is not like that our enemy who has toiled for more than millenia to conquer this planet says that another age is here we will give you the keys to this planet, bye bye. They will fight tooth and nail and will stop only when they are overthrown completely. First comes the destruction of their kabbalistic magickal system which supports ther whole endeavor, and during and expecially after that the physical manifestation of removal of the enemy system. So once again, buckle up and enjoy the ride because you ain't seen nothing yet.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

Hmm, this does not seem like correct way to determine that Satya Yuga has begun. But, let's assume that this is correct for the sake of argument. It would still not change the fact that transitioning from period to period does not happen overnight with quick manifestations. It is not like that our enemy who has toiled for more than millenia to conquer this planet says that another age is here we will give you the keys to this planet, bye bye. They will fight tooth and nail and will stop only when they are overthrown completely. First comes the destruction of their kabbalistic magickal system which supports ther whole endeavor, and during and expecially after that the physical manifestation of removal of the enemy system. So once again, buckle up and enjoy the ride because you ain't seen nothing yet.

You guys here on the forum talk a lot about the Age of Aquarius. But when a rare, major astrological event like this happens, which exactly points to a change of era, isn't it a sign of the Age of Aquarius? At the end of 2020, what other change of epoch did it indicate? But I understand your reasoning. Maybe you are right and Satya Yuga hasn't started yet, or we are in a confusing transition.

I'm already enjoying the ride: on Thursday, a bomber drone flew over Hungary near the Paks nuclear power plant and crashed in Croatia. So it is possible that somebody wants to get us involved in the war. You may be right and I haven't seen anything yet, but I'll see more from the trenches. And there I could certainly improve in meditation and yoga...

I think we could continue this conversation indefinitely. I've written it all here, I can't add much more: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=69035&p=332358#p332358
It is possible that the solution is indeed to do Ritual 30 hours a day. I don't know. You guys practice Ritual and look forward to WW2 regime in the 21st century... I can only hope you are right. (Because no one has yet come up with a convincing argument.) Thank you for your answers so far, and I will not take up any more of your time. I have to figure out how we survive a possible war and the collapse of the country's economy.

 

[Shalen]

Hello! Thank you for your good post I have a question .. Where did Lucifer Segil come from and what is its history? I have'nt seen similar in ancient paintings and drawings

 

[Henu the Great]

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You guys here on the forum talk a lot about the Age of Aquarius. But when a rare, major astrological event like this happens, which exactly points to a change of era, isn't it a sign of the Age of Aquarius? At the end of 2020, what other change of epoch did it indicate? But I understand your reasoning. Maybe you are right and Satya Yuga hasn't started yet, or we are in a confusing transition.

I'm already enjoying the ride: on Thursday, a bomber drone flew over Hungary near the Paks nuclear power plant and crashed in Croatia. So it is possible that somebody wants to get us involved in the war. You may be right and I haven't seen anything yet, but I'll see more from the trenches. And there I could certainly improve in meditation and yoga...

I think we could continue this conversation indefinitely. I've written it all here, I can't add much more: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=69035&p=332358#p332358
It is possible that the solution is indeed to do Ritual 30 hours a day. I don't know. You guys practice Ritual and look forward to WW2 regime in the 21st century... I can only hope you are right. (Because no one has yet come up with a convincing argument.) Thank you for your answers so far, and I will not take up any more of your time. I have to figure out how we survive a possible war and the collapse of the country's economy.

Oh yeah, I did read that post of yours earlier.

I read about the drone crashing, but I am not sure if it really is a bomber or a recoinnassance drone. In any case it is true that there are instigators trying to stoke a spark so that world war three would erupt. So far despite all the chaos, this is not the case. We can only do our part and hope that it will not go that way. Regardless, the further empoverishment is underway and goes as planned. But this does not mean that everyone is going to be poor or that there would be zero opportunity which is why I remain steadfast in my thinking that one must make the most of the situation and never give up. Things are unideal in many ways, but still, we live and thus there are choices to make.

You certainly seem cynical in your thinking about going into war. Is it really out of the question to dodge the conscription? Is it against a law to say no to joining forces of war? Can you be jailed for saying no? At that point you would still be alive. Can you be killed at gunpoint because of emotional outburst of someone who demands you to be a soldier? Is it reasonable to think that there are no options, but to go to war as a soldier?

I do not think anyone has advised to literally do 30 hours of whatever, but the issue remains. Balance between the physical and spiritual is expected from a Spiritual Satanist. All your hard efforts in the physical can do only so much without any proper magickal backing. Then again, would people even consider protesting if it was not for countermeasure against the veil that has been lifted on the eyes of the masses..? There certainly are pockets of greater and likewise lesser resistance of the enemy plans around the world.

As for your lack of employment opportunities you could always advance in 8 fold path and empower yourself, look for alternative opportunities, whatever they might be and go from there. Astrology ties into the current events, both in micro and macro scale. In other words you can not expect much from chakras that are weak and unempowered, you would be at the whims of fate for the most part. The enemy wants people to be hopeless and fearful among the chaos, but we do have another idea how we should be and what to do and ways to go about this.

 

[Henu the Great]

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I continue to respect the Ritual-struggle of the forum members, but unfortunately you fail to provide the explanation that a thinking person (a Zevism person!) requires.

All you need to do is to apply yourself to the practice of the 8 fold path each and every day and see for yourself when you practice magick. The main issue here seems to be that you want a rational explanation out of an irrational phenomena, which is not going to happen. You have to expierence the irrational yourself to see what it is about.

 

[Henu the Great]

The above could be illustrated as such: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=244681#p244681

 

[Dark Lawyer]

The above could be illustrated as such: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=244681#p244681

Yes, this is exactly what we see in reality. Everything is getting better. :lol:

 

[Henu the Great]

The above could be illustrated as such: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=244681#p244681

Yes, this is exactly what we see in reality. Everything is getting better. :lol:

That is the principle regardless if you are aware or not.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

The above could be illustrated as such: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=244681#p244681

Yes, this is exactly what we see in reality. Everything is getting better. :lol:

That is the principle regardless if you are aware or not.

I'm happy to ask you for the twentieth time: what is the result of the Rituals so far? I'm beginning to think that the forum members deliberately don't want to understand this simple question. If there is a concrete, tangible result in the physical world where humanity exists, can you point to that result? If there are no tangible results, can you explain what supports the belief that there will be tangible results at some point in the distant future?

I guess it's not a coincidence that in this active topic again no one responded to my 5 days old questions: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=69588&p=334844#p334844

 

[Dark Lawyer]

You ask because you do not see it. (...)

Of course I'm asking because. Why else would I ask?

Thank you for your quality and thorough answer. I have a different opinion on one point: the covid circus is not over. In China, they have now started again and are talking about maintaining a 'zero covid strategy' for the next 12 months. (Of course this is directed against America, the covid is just a transparent excuse.) The Israeli health ministry has again warned of a "covid threat". Here in Hungary, the "danger situation" is maintained by law, while in neighbouring Austria the FFP2 mask is again mandatory.

And about America. The US is in trouble. India buys oil from the Russians for rubles, Saudi Arabia would accept yuan for oil sold to China. The dollar is gone, and so is America as we know it. Of course, it will drag on for a while. China has halted exports of electronics under the pretext of covid. Russia does the same with fertiliser, which is made from natural gas. It does the same with wheat and corn, which is used to make bread. And it does the same with the energy that makes electricity and fuel. In short, the real great powers have just told America to fuck off.

(Restricting international trade in agricultural raw materials is a threat to humanity as a whole: https://ourworldindata.org/grapher/world-population-supported-by-synthetic-nitrogen-fertilizers?country=~OWID_WRL)

I no longer expect much good in my life. I met the Zevism late, and by then I had fucked up everything I could. I struggled a lot, and over the years I lost momentum. I've had to give up too many things forever and I don't have the energy to build from scratch at my age. But I hope that all of you will succeed in Ritual warfare, and succeed in Magnum Opus.

 

[Aquarius]

I've had to give up too many things forever and I don't have the energy to build from scratch at my age.

Bad excuse, there were people here that were of 60+
age.

 

[Hrodrik Avernus [SG]]

I no longer expect much good in my life. I met the Zevism late, and by then I had fucked up everything I could. I struggled a lot, and over the years I lost momentum. I've had to give up too many things forever and I don't have the energy to build from scratch at my age. But I hope that all of you will succeed in Ritual warfare, and succeed in Magnum Opus.

The situation you are in, is more common than you might think. Just because everyone here looks strong, doesn't mean it came without effort or suffering, everyone had to build themselves to where they are now. There are people here who had worse karma than you and they still made it through, just look around and you'll see people overcoming really extreme situations.

Many of us had a similar situation to yours. I have had to start from scratch more times than I can even remember. Only around May last year have I made a serious commitment to make permanent changes, which I have done indeed.

You are a warrior too. Otherwise you would not be here. The current state of the world and our personal lives might make you think otherwise. But just try. Put in the effort and the work. Even as little as 6 months of consistent hard work will make significant changes in your spiritual AND physical life, just try it for yourself. Believe in yourself. If you are alive, it is never too late. Never doubt your ability to overcome. Always have faith in yourself. Always have faith in Satan, he will notice your effort if you stay consistent and meet you halfway. Never doubt this. You will be guided through your spiritual journey.

Start now, and don't waste more time, don't give up. You can do this. The limitations are only in your mind and nowhere else. Take down these limitations and there is infinite potential. Try it, be serious to your commitment and follow it through, it will become permanent sooner than you might think, and then you just build on top of that and never stop growing.

 

[BlackSnake]

You ask because you do not see it. (...)

I no longer expect much good in my life. I met the Zevism late, and by then I had fucked up everything I could. I struggled a lot, and over the years I lost momentum. I've had to give up too many things forever and I don't have the energy to build from scratch at my age. But I hope that all of you will succeed in Ritual warfare, and succeed in Magnum Opus.

It is never too late. Do not overthink it and do what you have to do. Let the negative thoughts go or they will manifest themselves.

 

[Ariadne the Scribe]

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Except for the things VoiceofEnki mentioned, I still remember as if it was yesterday, when we started doing the Communications Ritual for the first time (and I remember we were going HARD at it), and shortly after all the perverted crimes of Hollywood came out... It was the first time I had seen so blatantly how much our efforts manifested physically. (of course before that it was also obvious, but in ways that I was not as familiar)

Anyway, point is, the Rituals work. Now, if you, or anyone else, cares about our human world or about the Gods, they would do the rituals. It doesn't matter how low you are in life. Everyone and every little thing (energy-wise) matters.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

Except for the things VoiceofEnki mentioned, I still remember as if it was yesterday, when we started doing the Communications Ritual for the first time (and I remember we were going HARD at it), and shortly after all the perverted crimes of Hollywood came out... It was the first time I had seen so blatantly how much our efforts manifested physically. (of course before that it was also obvious, but in ways that I was not as familiar)

Anyway, point is, the Rituals work. Now, if you, or anyone else, cares about our human world or about the Gods, they would do the rituals. It doesn't matter how low you are in life. Everyone and every little thing (energy-wise) matters.

Thank you for your reply. If I can somehow get my act together, I will try the Ritual.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

It is never too late. Do not overthink it and do what you have to do. Let the negative thoughts go or they will manifest themselves.

Thank you for your encouragement. I have no negative thoughts. I am aware of my past good and bad decisions. I have analysed them. I am now living the consequences of my bad choices. So there is nothing to let go of.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

The situation you are in, is more common than you might think. Just because everyone here looks strong, doesn't mean it came without effort or suffering, everyone had to build themselves to where they are now. There are people here who had worse karma than you and they still made it through, just look around and you'll see people overcoming really extreme situations.

Many of us had a similar situation to yours. I have had to start from scratch more times than I can even remember. Only around May last year have I made a serious commitment to make permanent changes, which I have done indeed.

You are a warrior too. Otherwise you would not be here. The current state of the world and our personal lives might make you think otherwise. But just try. Put in the effort and the work. Even as little as 6 months of consistent hard work will make significant changes in your spiritual AND physical life, just try it for yourself. Believe in yourself. If you are alive, it is never too late. Never doubt your ability to overcome. Always have faith in yourself. Always have faith in Satan, he will notice your effort if you stay consistent and meet you halfway. Never doubt this. You will be guided through your spiritual journey.

Start now, and don't waste more time, don't give up. You can do this. The limitations are only in your mind and nowhere else. Take down these limitations and there is infinite potential. Try it, be serious to your commitment and follow it through, it will become permanent sooner than you might think, and then you just build on top of that and never stop growing.

Thank you for the encouragement. I know I am a fighter, I have overcome many obstacles. I will try to get myself together enough to start the Ritual.

The limits are not only in my mind. I have made bad choices and I am currently living the consequences of those choices. (Of course, I have made good decisions too.) There are processes that cannot be changed from zero at my age.

And of course there are physical limits. For example, the 6 months you mention will be October 2022. In October here in Hungary, I don't know how we will pay the utility bills, whether there will be food in the shops, whether there will be war in the country. In such circumstances, one can develop spiritually if one has a stable, strong energetic base.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

I've had to give up too many things forever and I don't have the energy to build from scratch at my age.

Bad excuse, there were people here that were of 60+
age.

I know. I tip my hat to them! But what are you trying to say? I cannot and I do not want to compare myself to others.

I am aware of my life path so far, I have analysed my good and bad decisions. I know what can be improved and what cannot. What I can improve in my life, I am actively working on. I don't know what "excuse" you are talking about. Maybe we shouldn't compete over which one of us struggled more. Not sure you'd win.

 

[Aquarius]

Maybe we shouldn't compete over which one of us struggled more. Not sure you'd win.

I'm not doing that, you are.

Your problem is cycism, you think there is no way out, you think there is no purpose. But that's the mind of a defeatist and one who doesn't understand how much you can change with magick. I'd not let go if I were you, because eventually, you will understand how much you fucked up by not persevering and using the tools that Satan gave us. Just because you can't work in accademia because of the damn vaccines, it doesn't mean that your path is over, if you think that it means your are looking at life with self imposed lenses. Take away those glasses and see life for the beauty it is. The possibilities are endless, and your will can bring you anywhere.

 

[Hrodrik Avernus [SG]]

I am not just talking about the Ritual here, but the whole mindset you have right now, it has to change.

Look, I have read most of your replies in here and other threads, and sure, your situation is dire, I'm not saying it is not. I am sure you have suffered a lot. But it seems to me that on top of an already bad situation you are being overly negative which in turn makes it way worse. You need to focus on the present and in things you can control instead of being anxious about the future. Sure there are physical limitations and whatnot. But so what? Are you dead? If you are not, then you have a chance to build a future. You have to find a way around whatever is hindering you and find out what works for you. It is the only possible way to be successful. There is no other way. Embrace it and get the job done as soon as possible.

We all have our bad Karma to deal with, you are not special. I have been through suffering most people would not be able to endure. I am sure you have as well. And so has the majority of the people here. It really doesn't matter which one of us had it worse. What matters here is that we have the tools to end the suffering and these are real, and not just about the mind, magick works in the physical realm and you can change whatever you so desire BUT it takes knowledge and dedication to apply this knowledge, it doesn't come for free.

Some have it easier than others and that has to do with our Astrological setups and whatever success we have had in past lives. It is what it is. Doesn't mean that those who have it worse, have to give up and watch the world burn. But the journey is not going to be nice, you were never promised that it would be. You were promised it is possible to overcome and be victorious but not without hard work. And that is the truth.

You have to sit down, relax your mind and think. You are a smart man. I know how busy a lawyer can be but I am sure you can come up with a way to create some time to meditate and do workings. Start small and build from there. Get used to the fight. If you keep this going you are only setting yourself up for more suffering until you do decide to take action.

I understand your concerns as I do have similar ones as well. But, you have to trust the Gods will protect you and your family if you are faced with circumstances that are so extreme that you can't handle, the Gods are very real and they truly help us. Stop being anxious about what may or may not happen. Set goals and work to achieve them. The world wasn't nuked yet. Don't give up the fight on the hopes that someday soon it might. It may never even be. If it does get nuked, you don't give up either, you work with what you got to achieve your goals.

Your top priority right now is having a solid Yoga, aura and chakra cleaning + protection routine - this involves runes, solar mantras, whatever, just make sure it is powerful and not just the basic stuff like breathing in white golden light. As for yoga, it raises your bioelectricity and enhances your ability to enforce actual change on the physical world. Then you'll want to do lots of void meditation to make sure you fully control your mind and not the other way around. Start with 2 minutes. Do this multiple times during the day.

You might want to look into Astrology and analyse your Natal Chart and see which areas are more prone to misfortune and strengthen them through squares or other workings. Before you say it is very hard, which it indeed is, just read the JoS Astrology section, doesn't take that long to read all of it and it should give you solid foundation. Get into which is a tool that does a lot of the work for you and just read what it says about you. This will give you at least a basic understanding of why your life came to be this way and how you can go about changing it. You are not running out of time. Prepare for the worst but always hope for the best. Do what you have to do but don't get paranoid about it.

When you are better prepared and have a plan, you get less anxious. This also involves spiritual preparedness such as a strong aura of protection.

If you want more money to get more food or guns, or whatever consider doing a money working, there are several options, Sanskrit mantras, planetary squares, runes, whatever. Just do something. You can even do workings to get a better job, better house. Whatever. Just do them.

Look at the calendar for the proper dates for this. Avoid void of course Moon.

I know this is harsh to hear, but even though I acknowledge your suffering you can't just complain and hope for the best. It will only get worse by the day if you don't change your mindset completely and take action to fully change the outcome of your life. I know that deep inside you know this too. So don't wait for the right time. The right time is today. Start right now and never look back. Never stop fighting.

The point of being Satanist is to overcome the boundaries of "fate". Transcend the planets and their influence upon you and go after your dreams, doesn't matter what your situation is right now, if you are physically capable of meditation and there is nothing wrong with your brain, you have a chance.

On a last note, you would definitely benefit from connecting with the Gods and venting and asking for guidance. Connect with Satan everyday. It would ease a lot of the anxiety and they will guide you through what you have to do. Perform at least Satan's ritual and try to make a solid connection. When you are done, focus on the sigil and say what goes in your mind. Be open for guidance without expectations.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

Maybe we shouldn't compete over which one of us struggled more. Not sure you'd win.

I'm not doing that, you are.

Your problem is cycism, you think there is no way out, you think there is no purpose. But that's the mind of a defeatist and one who doesn't understand how much you can change with magick. I'd not let go if I were you, because eventually, you will understand how much you fucked up by not persevering and using the tools that Satan gave us. Just because you can't work in accademia because of the damn vaccines, it doesn't mean that your path is over, if you think that it means your are looking at life with self imposed lenses. Take away those glasses and see life for the beauty it is. The possibilities are endless, and your will can bring you anywhere.

Thanks for the advice and encouragement. Is it public what you have achieved with magic?

 

[Dark Lawyer]

I am not just talking about the Ritual here, but the whole mindset you have right now, it has to change.

Look, I have read most of your replies in here and other threads, and sure, your situation is dire, I'm not saying it is not. I am sure you have suffered a lot. But it seems to me that on top of an already bad situation you are being overly negative which in turn makes it way worse. You need to focus on the present and in things you can control instead of being anxious about the future. Sure there are physical limitations and whatnot. But so what? Are you dead? If you are not, then you have a chance to build a future. You have to find a way around whatever is hindering you and find out what works for you. It is the only possible way to be successful. There is no other way. Embrace it and get the job done as soon as possible.

We all have our bad Karma to deal with, you are not special. I have been through suffering most people would not be able to endure. I am sure you have as well. And so has the majority of the people here. It really doesn't matter which one of us had it worse. What matters here is that we have the tools to end the suffering and these are real, and not just about the mind, magick works in the physical realm and you can change whatever you so desire BUT it takes knowledge and dedication to apply this knowledge, it doesn't come for free.

Some have it easier than others and that has to do with our Astrological setups and whatever success we have had in past lives. It is what it is. Doesn't mean that those who have it worse, have to give up and watch the world burn. But the journey is not going to be nice, you were never promised that it would be. You were promised it is possible to overcome and be victorious but not without hard work. And that is the truth.

You have to sit down, relax your mind and think. You are a smart man. I know how busy a lawyer can be but I am sure you can come up with a way to create some time to meditate and do workings. Start small and build from there. Get used to the fight. If you keep this going you are only setting yourself up for more suffering until you do decide to take action.

I understand your concerns as I do have similar ones as well. But, you have to trust the Gods will protect you and your family if you are faced with circumstances that are so extreme that you can't handle, the Gods are very real and they truly help us. Stop being anxious about what may or may not happen. Set goals and work to achieve them. The world wasn't nuked yet. Don't give up the fight on the hopes that someday soon it might. It may never even be. If it does get nuked, you don't give up either, you work with what you got to achieve your goals.

Your top priority right now is having a solid Yoga, aura and chakra cleaning + protection routine - this involves runes, solar mantras, whatever, just make sure it is powerful and not just the basic stuff like breathing in white golden light. As for yoga, it raises your bioelectricity and enhances your ability to enforce actual change on the physical world. Then you'll want to do lots of void meditation to make sure you fully control your mind and not the other way around. Start with 2 minutes. Do this multiple times during the day.

You might want to look into Astrology and analyse your Natal Chart and see which areas are more prone to misfortune and strengthen them through squares or other workings. Before you say it is very hard, which it indeed is, just read the JoS Astrology section, doesn't take that long to read all of it and it should give you solid foundation. Get into which is a tool that does a lot of the work for you and just read what it says about you. This will give you at least a basic understanding of why your life came to be this way and how you can go about changing it. You are not running out of time. Prepare for the worst but always hope for the best. Do what you have to do but don't get paranoid about it.

When you are better prepared and have a plan, you get less anxious. This also involves spiritual preparedness such as a strong aura of protection.

If you want more money to get more food or guns, or whatever consider doing a money working, there are several options, Sanskrit mantras, planetary squares, runes, whatever. Just do something. You can even do workings to get a better job, better house. Whatever. Just do them.

Look at the calendar for the proper dates for this. Avoid void of course Moon.

I know this is harsh to hear, but even though I acknowledge your suffering you can't just complain and hope for the best. It will only get worse by the day if you don't change your mindset completely and take action to fully change the outcome of your life. I know that deep inside you know this too. So don't wait for the right time. The right time is today. Start right now and never look back. Never stop fighting.

The point of being Satanist is to overcome the boundaries of "fate". Transcend the planets and their influence upon you and go after your dreams, doesn't matter what your situation is right now, if you are physically capable of meditation and there is nothing wrong with your brain, you have a chance.

On a last note, you would definitely benefit from connecting with the Gods and venting and asking for guidance. Connect with Satan everyday. It would ease a lot of the anxiety and they will guide you through what you have to do. Perform at least Satan's ritual and try to make a solid connection. When you are done, focus on the sigil and say what goes in your mind. Be open for guidance without expectations.

Thank you for your thorough and helpful reply. I will try to implement some of what you have described.

 

[Aquarius]

Maybe we shouldn't compete over which one of us struggled more. Not sure you'd win.

I'm not doing that, you are.

Your problem is cycism, you think there is no way out, you think there is no purpose. But that's the mind of a defeatist and one who doesn't understand how much you can change with magick. I'd not let go if I were you, because eventually, you will understand how much you fucked up by not persevering and using the tools that Satan gave us. Just because you can't work in accademia because of the damn vaccines, it doesn't mean that your path is over, if you think that it means your are looking at life with self imposed lenses. Take away those glasses and see life for the beauty it is. The possibilities are endless, and your will can bring you anywhere.

Thanks for the advice and encouragement. Is it public what you have achieved with magic?

I am 22 years old, but through magick and Satan I have completely changed what my life would be, I was a druggie and hopeless, I was raised without a strong father figure and was completely left on my own, now I am as stronger as ever and I am always assisted by the Gods. This might not look much to you, but it's spectacular to me.

 

[Henu the Great]

I am 22 years old, but through magick and Satan I have completely changed what my life would be, I was a druggie and hopeless, I was raised without a strong father figure and was completely left on my own, now I am as stronger as ever and I am always assisted by the Gods. This might not look much to you, but it's spectacular to me.

Yea, by practicing this path you will be put in your place, in a good way. This requires time and dedication, just as any good thing in life and some things might take very long, decades even, to master.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

I am 22 years old, but through magick and Satan I have completely changed what my life would be, I was a druggie and hopeless, I was raised without a strong father figure and was completely left on my own, now I am as stronger as ever and I am always assisted by the Gods. This might not look much to you, but it's spectacular to me.

Thank you for your reply. Getting rid of addiction is a big thing. I got rid of alcoholism with Satan's help. It's good that you found it at such a young age and embarked on the Zevism path.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

Yea, by practicing this path you will be put in your place, in a good way. This requires time and dedication, just as any good thing in life and some things might take very long, decades even, to master.

There is an increasing chance that Russia will use nuclear weapons because of the protracted war. So it is not easy for me to accept the idea of slow, gradual progress over decades. Unfortunately, it looks like we will be busy with other things. For example, there will be no basic foodstuffs in the shops by winter if the current trend continues. Biden is already talking openly about it: https://mobile.twitter.com/disclosetv/status/1507074994748399616

 

[Henu the Great]

Yea, by practicing this path you will be put in your place, in a good way. This requires time and dedication, just as any good thing in life and some things might take very long, decades even, to master.

There is an increasing chance that Russia will use nuclear weapons because of the protracted war. So it is not easy for me to accept the idea of slow, gradual progress over decades. Unfortunately, it looks like we will be busy with other things. For example, there will be no basic foodstuffs in the shops by winter if the current trend continues. Biden is already talking openly about it: https://mobile.twitter.com/disclosetv/status/1507074994748399616

You are focusing too much into the negative.

Methods to proceed on the path have been outlined to you many times recently. You would do well to follow up on that.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

You are focusing too much into the negative.

Methods to proceed on the path have been outlined to you many times recently. You would do well to follow up on that.

What is outlined here on the forum usually covers 24 hours... Of course, I'm exaggerating. But there are indeed guides here that are inappropriate for a person who gets up at dawn, works, etc. For me, even the 47-day meditation programme was a challenge. I would sometimes get up at 4am to do it before work. Then after 12 hours of work, I would continue meditating in the evening. It was a great sense of achievement to have done it and not missed a day. So hats off to the champions who think any amount of meditation is not enough, and when they're not sleeping they're either meditating, doing yoga, or doing Ritual. But I am not one of them. I'm just a tired, enervated, forty-something dude.

 

[Henu the Great]

What is outlined here on the forum usually covers 24 hours... Of course, I'm exaggerating. But there are indeed guides here that are inappropriate for a person who gets up at dawn, works, etc. For me, even the 47-day meditation programme was a challenge. I would sometimes get up at 4am to do it before work. Then after 12 hours of work, I would continue meditating in the evening. It was a great sense of achievement to have done it and not missed a day. So hats off to the champions who think any amount of meditation is not enough, and when they're not sleeping they're either meditating, doing yoga, or doing Ritual. But I am not one of them. I'm just a tired, enervated, forty-something dude.

I am sorry, I did not understand the first sentence. What I meant is that you have been given appropriate advice multiple times very recently. I do not understand how your response fits that statement. Do you mean, you do not have enough time?

How much time per day do you have to use for the 8 fold path? Addressing your weakness with correct measures, even when pressed for time should be your priority to advance your situation. Change can not be expected with less than adequate practice.

Lack of fire, in other words yang, can be adressed with Kundalini Yoga, breath of fire, physical exercise, invoking fire element, with the runes Kenaz, Sowilo, Uruz, among others, with Sun mantra, vibrating a Gods name whos element is fire.

It would seem counterintuitive to suggest exercising to a tired person, but in reality once it has been done, you will be reinvigorated given that you get enough recovery and proper nutrition to fuel yourself.

 

[Dark Blue Eye]

...vibrating a Gods name whos element is fire.

...

Is this really ok to do? For the Gods who gave their names as mantras I understand, I mean their names means something really deep. Yes, every Gods names means something deep, but I don't think is ok to just vibrate one's name. Sounds a bit like vampirism, in my opinion.

On the other hand, for the Gods with whom a good relationship was built it feels really good and I think can clear the comunication path from enemy's curses

 

[Dark Lawyer]

I am sorry, I did not understand the first sentence. What I meant is that you have been given appropriate advice multiple times very recently. I do not understand how your response fits that statement. Do you mean, you do not have enough time?

How much time per day do you have to use for the 8 fold path? Addressing your weakness with correct measures, even when pressed for time should be your priority to advance your situation. Change can not be expected with less than adequate practice.

Lack of fire, in other words yang, can be adressed with Kundalini Yoga, breath of fire, physical exercise, invoking fire element, with the runes Kenaz, Sowilo, Uruz, among others, with Sun mantra, vibrating a Gods name whos element is fire.

It would seem counterintuitive to suggest exercising to a tired person, but in reality once it has been done, you will be reinvigorated given that you get enough recovery and proper nutrition to fuel yourself.

Sorry, my English is not good. The advice given in the forum usually describes many practices. As much as in reality can only be done by a high school kid with a lot of free time and a lot of drive.

Although I spent a lot of time on theoretical research. I've researched the information I've read, written hundreds of pages myself, blogged, etc. Thanks to this, I have no doubts about the theoretical foundations of Zevism. So I shouldn't complain that the practical descriptions are exaggerated when I think about how much time and intellectual work I have put into the theoretical part.

Of course, things were different back then. The world wasn't free-falling, so you could spend more time on things. And then I had a bit more hope for a normal life, given my personal circumstances. The point is: there is a flood, man, and anyone who can't swim should now learn in an hour. You guys on the forum are swimming well. But if you can't swim, you can't take advantage of an Olympic swimmer's daily training programme during a flood. With the programme he got from the forum, he be able to qualify for the Olympics in 10 years. But now there's a flood and he can't swim.

 

[Henu the Great]

Sorry, my English is not good. The advice given in the forum usually describes many practices. As much as in reality can only be done by a high school kid with a lot of free time and a lot of drive.

Although I spent a lot of time on theoretical research. I've researched the information I've read, written hundreds of pages myself, blogged, etc. Thanks to this, I have no doubts about the theoretical foundations of Zevism. So I shouldn't complain that the practical descriptions are exaggerated when I think about how much time and intellectual work I have put into the theoretical part.

Of course, things were different back then. The world wasn't free-falling, so you could spend more time on things. And then I had a bit more hope for a normal life, given my personal circumstances. The point is: there is a flood, man, and anyone who can't swim should now learn in an hour. You guys on the forum are swimming well. But if you can't swim, you can't take advantage of an Olympic swimmer's daily training programme during a flood. With the programme he got from the forum, he be able to qualify for the Olympics in 10 years. But now there's a flood and he can't swim.

Your English is good enough, sometimes non native speakers just write things a bit off, I do it all the time as well.

As for the practical side of things, you do not have the right idea about it. You can gain even by doing something for 5-15 minutes a day to address a problem. Consistently maintained, things will change. It is not all about how much, but also about what, and when. What you need to state is how much time you can spend per day, and how much you are already spending on what for us to give sound advice how you can spend your time since we do have more knowledge and expierence about practicing. If you would give us the statistics, it would be easy to assess the situation and practical steps forward. You do not need to lift a mountain, nor run a marathon as a first task. All you need to do is to start.

As a final note, keep in mind that every little thing you practice will add up as your soul remembers. All the bad things, and all the good things that you go through are stored in memory and by doing even something to advance yourself, you are actually investing in yourself. Likewise, staying passive will not push you forward, at best, you remain steady where you are. Your body dies multiple times over, but you are still you and you do remember even when it is not conscious remembering.

Is this really ok to do? For the Gods who gave their names as mantras I understand, I mean their names means something really deep. Yes, every Gods names means something deep, but I don't think is ok to just vibrate one's name. Sounds a bit like vampirism, in my opinion.

On the other hand, for the Gods with whom a good relationship was built it feels really good and I think can clear the comunication path from enemy's curses

Invoking is not vampirism.

Needless to say, if you are not okay with something. Do not do it.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

As for the practical side of things, you do not have the right idea about it. You can gain even by doing something for 5-15 minutes a day to address a problem. Consistently maintained, things will change. It is not all about how much, but also about what, and when. What you need to state is how much time you can spend per day, and how much you are already spending on what for us to give sound advice how you can spend your time since we do have more knowledge and expierence about practicing. If you would give us the statistics, it would be easy to assess the situation and practical steps forward. You do not need to lift a mountain, nor run a marathon as a first task. All you need to do is to start.

I completed the 47-day meditation programme at the end of December last year. Since then I have been meditating once a day: AC using the simple method, AP, and (currently) 4 minutes of VM.

Free time is difficult to define. On the days when I'm not working, I have time. If I work, I can work 8 hours in the morning, or 8 hours in the afternoon, or 11-12 hours. If it's 11-12 hours (starting at around 6am), that's a busy day. Especially if I go to work again early the next morning.

And now it's hard to plan because I'm applying for jobs. If I succeed, I will start a completely new profession (lawyer) at the age of almost 40. That will definitely not be an easy ride. I am usually a perfectionist and find it difficult to concentrate on several things at once.

Today I started a short training programme. It's necessary because many years ago I was training seriously, but now my fitness is very poor. Including warm up and stretching, it's all done in about 15 minutes. No equipment or furniture needed (I used to work out at the gym with dumbbells), home workout with my own body weight. The video is in Hungarian, but you can see the full programme: https://youtu.be/zlU7_raDWv0

I thought I would do this one day, Hatha yoga from the 47-day program the next day, and Kundalini yoga from the 47-day program on the third day. Then on the fourth day back to strength training. This is not much, because all of them would be ideal every day. But after a 12-hour workday and getting up at the crack of dawn, it's not easy to do much. I take care of my cat and relax.

In short, that's all I can say. Time should be found for Ritual and a serious meditation programme. It's difficult because I have no motivation, I've ruined this incarnation and I'm enervated. Moreover, Hungary is in big trouble, and as much as I try to prepare for the SHTF, I am actually helpless as I watch the country fall apart. (SHTF: when shit hits the fan) In this uncertainty, it is difficult for me to concentrate on other things.

 

[Henu the Great]

I completed the 47-day meditation programme at the end of December last year. Since then I have been meditating once a day: AC using the simple method, AP, and (currently) 4 minutes of VM.

Free time is difficult to define. On the days when I'm not working, I have time. If I work, I can work 8 hours in the morning, or 8 hours in the afternoon, or 11-12 hours. If it's 11-12 hours (starting at around 6am), that's a busy day. Especially if I go to work again early the next morning.

And now it's hard to plan because I'm applying for jobs. If I succeed, I will start a completely new profession (lawyer) at the age of almost 40. That will definitely not be an easy ride. I am usually a perfectionist and find it difficult to concentrate on several things at once.

Today I started a short training programme. It's necessary because many years ago I was training seriously, but now my fitness is very poor. Including warm up and stretching, it's all done in about 15 minutes. No equipment or furniture needed (I used to work out at the gym with dumbbells), home workout with my own body weight. The video is in Hungarian, but you can see the full programme: https://youtu.be/zlU7_raDWv0

I thought I would do this one day, Hatha yoga from the 47-day program the next day, and Kundalini yoga from the 47-day program on the third day. Then on the fourth day back to strength training. This is not much, because all of them would be ideal every day. But after a 12-hour workday and getting up at the crack of dawn, it's not easy to do much. I take care of my cat and relax.

In short, that's all I can say. Time should be found for Ritual and a serious meditation programme. It's difficult because I have no motivation, I've ruined this incarnation and I'm enervated. Moreover, Hungary is in big trouble, and as much as I try to prepare for the SHTF, I am actually helpless as I watch the country fall apart. (SHTF: when shit hits the fan) In this uncertainty, it is difficult for me to concentrate on other things.

Considering you have alterating time demands regarding your work, you could consider having likewise some alternation in your meditation program.

During the days you have less work, why not do aura cleaning twice a day and finish the session with pranyama and perhaps yoga? Breathing exercises do not take much time anyway as you can do them for something like five to ten minutes, or even less when beginning as to not overstrecth your capabilities. That is not to say that they can not be done for longer periods, but in this context let's keep it short.

After pranyama, you could do something else, like Sat Kriya for 3 minutes and lay in corpse pose for 5 minutes afterwards. That would be less than 10 minutes, but would help your wellbeing.

Just some ideas here: You could also choose a few hatha poses, for example five, and stay in each pose for 30 to 60 seconds and at the end of it, lay down relaxing for five minutes. All done in less than 10 or 15 minutes. After these, or something similar you could try doing final Ritual, which also does not take much time - one round of final Ritual is around ten minutes or so, it really depends how you perform. Tetragrammaton ritual and shattering ritual would add some more time and effort, and perhaps those would be best left for another time, for now.

Summing it up, breathing exercises for around five minutes, and another 10-15 minutes for yoga, would be around 20 minutes. Does this sound unreasonable to you? To me it sounds like something you could pull off when you play your cards smartly.

You mentioned exercising at home, and I skimmed through the video you shared. In that video, the man shoved proper technique for squats, pushups and planks and it looks like a good short routine. You could alter doing that and the above practices depending on what day it is and how you feel.

During the days when you have to work for half a day you could still do the aura cleaning, aura of protection and void meditation twice per day, as it is recommended, but keeping it at that, not adding anything on top of that. I would recommend final Ritual as well, but given the situation it is probably better if you would reserve it to the days when you have more time, for the time being. So all in all if you spend around 10 minutes for ac and aop, plus five minutes for void meditation that times two would total 30 minutes per day. Surely you can spend at least that amount every day? You would still have around 11 hours and 30 minutes for everything else.

I am also a bit of perfectionist, but I have also learned to accept when something is good enough for something and set certain priorities. My advancement is more important than always acing some other activity, but balance has to be achieved, not neglecting everything else for my own self sake.

About being perfectionist: Learn to calm down in the moment, and focus on the task at hand. Just be there in the moment, and do the thing, let everything else just be. You can not, and will not be effectively doing multiple things at the same time before reaching demigod level anyway, so do not worry and do your best which should always be enough.

Ps. I like cats as well.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

Considering you have alterating time demands regarding your work, you could consider having likewise some alternation in your meditation program.

During the days you have less work, why not do aura cleaning twice a day and finish the session with pranyama and perhaps yoga? Breathing exercises do not take much time anyway as you can do them for something like five to ten minutes, or even less when beginning as to not overstrecth your capabilities. That is not to say that they can not be done for longer periods, but in this context let's keep it short.

After pranyama, you could do something else, like Sat Kriya for 3 minutes and lay in corpse pose for 5 minutes afterwards. That would be less than 10 minutes, but would help your wellbeing.

Just some ideas here: You could also choose a few hatha poses, for example five, and stay in each pose for 30 to 60 seconds and at the end of it, lay down relaxing for five minutes. All done in less than 10 or 15 minutes. After these, or something similar you could try doing final Ritual, which also does not take much time - one round of final Ritual is around ten minutes or so, it really depends how you perform. Tetragrammaton ritual and shattering ritual would add some more time and effort, and perhaps those would be best left for another time, for now.

Summing it up, breathing exercises for around five minutes, and another 10-15 minutes for yoga, would be around 20 minutes. Does this sound unreasonable to you? To me it sounds like something you could pull off when you play your cards smartly.

You mentioned exercising at home, and I skimmed through the video you shared. In that video, the man shoved proper technique for squats, pushups and planks and it looks like a good short routine. You could alter doing that and the above practices depending on what day it is and how you feel.

During the days when you have to work for half a day you could still do the aura cleaning, aura of protection and void meditation twice per day, as it is recommended, but keeping it at that, not adding anything on top of that. I would recommend final Ritual as well, but given the situation it is probably better if you would reserve it to the days when you have more time, for the time being. So all in all if you spend around 10 minutes for ac and aop, plus five minutes for void meditation that times two would total 30 minutes per day. Surely you can spend at least that amount every day? You would still have around 11 hours and 30 minutes for everything else.

I am also a bit of perfectionist, but I have also learned to accept when something is good enough for something and set certain priorities. My advancement is more important than always acing some other activity, but balance has to be achieved, not neglecting everything else for my own self sake.

About being perfectionist: Learn to calm down in the moment, and focus on the task at hand. Just be there in the moment, and do the thing, let everything else just be. You can not, and will not be effectively doing multiple things at the same time before reaching demigod level anyway, so do not worry and do your best which should always be enough.

Ps. I like cats as well.

Wow, thanks. Am I getting this right?

1. If I work all day, then AC, AP and VM in the evening as before.

2. If I work half a day, I do AC, AP and VM twice. And maybe Ritual.

3. When I am not working, I do AC, AP and VM twice. Followed by 5-10 minutes of pranyama (yogic complete breath and Sun/Moon breath); 5 Hatha poses; 3 minutes of Sat Kriya. And at the end of the morning or evening program Ritual. (I guess Ritual is enough once a day.)


Can I ask three questions?

A) I remember that before and after Ritual it was recommended to do various protective and cleansing exercises. Or are the ones you have described sufficient?

B) One day I forgot to meditate. This has never happened since I finished the 47-day program. Is that a problem? How bad could it be for the energy balance to have missed a day by accident?

C) Don't I need more Kundalini Yoga? Or is Sat Kriya enough at the beginning?

Thank you!