Be strong Brother!
First of all this situation you've described, seems to me it's a "shit happens" situation.
Even though you tried your best and did nothing wrong, you got into trouble. It has happened to me in the past (before dedicating) and it was a very difficult period of my life.
Now, though i have the guidance of Father Satan and the Demons helping me in my life. They are here for you too!
Be brave and patient. Try to see this unpleasant situation through the mental filter of a learning experience.
I don't know if this explains some things to you, but sometimes when the enemy cannot hurt you, tries to hurt you through your close relationships (family, friends, life partners).
The way you're describing it seems to me that your girlfriend was in a vulnerable position and the enemy took advantage of her situation. She put her to do acts that she later would regret and in effect, take her away from you.
Getting extremely drunk, makes you lose control and be vulnerable to any influence of the higher dimensions.
I don't believe that you can help her if she doesn't want to help herself. This is why spirituality is essential for everyone.
Sorry if I'm speculating too much into your situation, but i hope that something of all of this will resonate true to you and make you feel a little better.
I sympathize with you brother! As I've experienced such situations and they are usually tough to deal with. Though don't lose hope as through these difficult situations we challenge ourselves and grow!
Be courageous, strong and focus on yourself for the time being. Try to achieve your inner balance again, as I'm guessing this situation will have caused you to be unsettled
Father Satan, the Demons
and we your brothers and sisters will be at your side!
Keep in touch
Hail Father Satan
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Me and my girlfriend for over a year now whom I dearly love got into a horrible fight. She got really drunk. She's a Classy woman and I've never see her like this. She went off about some things and started attacking me, I didn't do anything. Then she starts trying to leave at 4am walking from my apartment. This is very dangerous plus I knew if she got arrested she would loose custody of her kids. So I tried to hold her from going and it just got worse. She hit me about 30 tones leaving bruises all over her arms. Finally I got up to get the phone and she ran out the door after hitting my alarm which immediately notifies the police. Well they pick her up and took her to th ER with these bruises on her arm. Now she's at her families and her ex husband has meet me to get all her stuff. I haven't heard from her or anything. Don't know what to do, beside myself & very depressed.