A question to lady Lydia about a meditation problem

[SunPower666]

Hi,
what are the ways to back-up and restore lost energies of power meditation? (lost colors and vibration and meditating energies),
and why my energies are being gone fast after meditating and never back? and how can I fix/heal this?


Thank you very much and Hail Satan!

 

[Henu the Great]

It helps to set stronger boundaries (aop), being more selfish (willpower) so that you won't spend your energy worrying about others who do not deserve your valuable energy.