13 Years of Dedication

[Sundara]

Yesterday my 13th year of dedication was celebrated in unison with the beginning of a new step in my career and the end of an old one, a very huge marker for me that I’ve fought very hard for. I sat back and looked at everything that I’ve stuck out, fought for, sometimes only continuing by the sheer and sometimes irrational seeming qoute of “anything is possible if you bevlieve it can be” and was filled with a new sense of pride. I looked at the personality traits that brought me to the success I’ve achieved over the years, all of which began when I dedicated to Satan and worked for his goals. I went from a numb, angry, and suicidal person to a person filled with passion, ambition, self belief and strength. Rebellion to self destructiveness turned into rebellion guided with wisdom.

I never had to settle for a life less than what I wanted. It isn’t perfect, but my Gods, it’s close. Self knowledge leads us to this. Sometimes sheer “luck” of extremes shone through to get me where I am. Only as a last resort. I laid down last night and felt Satan. He filled me with a refreshing flashback to the first day I came to Satan and the feelings I had been filled with that bonded us forever. I remember how many questions and fears I had, how much extreme will I had to live a life worthy of Satan’s presence, and how much true love he helped fill me with. Every question I’ve ever had from back then has been answered as of this last year. Which has led to the end of an era for me mentally and a new beginning. The journey never really stops. It’s filled with hardships but the desire and will to knowledge and self understanding, never giving up and accepting a deadly fate of ignorance, it’s worth every bit. Hail Satan!

 

[NinRick]

Your Words fill me with joy and power!
I‘ll also strive and catch up to you, muhaha!

Hail Satan! Forever!

 

[High Priest Zevios Metathronos]

Inspiring testimony, happy anniversary. Onwards to a thousand years!

 

[Aquarius]

Happy anniversary

 

[NinRick]

Things like that make me actually very happy, as this shows that you really love Satan!

 

[MrIntrepid]

As someone who dedicated on Halloween I'm very jealous of you having done so on our Antichrist's birthday. Congratulations, sure you'll live to see many more.

 

[ShadowTheRaven]

I'm going on ten years. Although I've seen the forum change time and time again based on its average and active membership, for the worse in my opinion which causes me great concern about the welfare of our people.

This organization has helped me develop the philosophy of bettering oneself and the lives of people around us. On the surface it seems simple. Don't do drugs, don't commit any crime, don't be a dick to people. They are, always have been, and always will be good principles to follow. I've grown to be more mature compared to when I started and for that, I thank you all.

What I'm concerned about is the quality which seems to be getting worse. I remember back years ago when we were still on Yahoo, people were having in-depth discussions, conversations, and learning about subjects like Kundalini and transforming our soul. Do we even talk about that anymore? Or have certain controversies in the past steered us into a different direction than where we were going originally?

This organization has done well to cater to multiple languages, but the main forum is still littered with broken English, unintelligible threads, and questions even a beginner could answer if he/she simply read the main website. I fear that we are starting to hold quantity over quality instead of vice versa. However I recognize the sheer amount of effort Cobra puts in to moderate the site and while I can't fully understand the weight on your shoulders, I know it must be a lot for you, if you're reading this.

One other concern is the slow creation of our own dogma and culture. Correct me if I'm wrong, but wasn't this organization solely intended to keep minds open and based on the learning and application of advanced spiritual concepts, and not to establish a culture of militarism and facades especially along long-term members? I understand we are fighting a war, but are we being totally consumed by it that there's virtually no talk upon bettering the self as well as fighting the war?

I know this is an often asked question but...where's Pythia? I looked forward to her posts as well as the rest of the clergy from years past but now it seems that there's just silence among the usual tumult and background noise of this forum. It's not just my personal direction I'm worried about but the community as a whole. I'm no genius, nor can I claim an expert level of understanding on things, but I've been here long enough to get a sense of nostalgia to the point where I'm asking "Where did all the time go?"

I'm not very active on this forum anymore when it comes to making threads and posts, but I wish everybody here prosperity and long life.

 

[Bluecollarbutch666]

Yesterday my 13th year of dedication was celebrated in unison with the beginning of a new step in my career and the end of an old one, a very huge marker for me that I’ve fought very hard for. I sat back and looked at everything that I’ve stuck out, fought for, sometimes only continuing by the sheer and sometimes irrational seeming qoute of “anything is possible if you bevlieve it can be” and was filled with a new sense of pride. I looked at the personality traits that brought me to the success I’ve achieved over the years, all of which began when I dedicated to Satan and worked for his goals. I went from a numb, angry, and suicidal person to a person filled with passion, ambition, self belief and strength. Rebellion to self destructiveness turned into rebellion guided with wisdom.

I never had to settle for a life less than what I wanted. It isn’t perfect, but my Gods, it’s close. Self knowledge leads us to this. Sometimes sheer “luck” of extremes shone through to get me where I am. Only as a last resort. I laid down last night and felt Satan. He filled me with a refreshing flashback to the first day I came to Satan and the feelings I had been filled with that bonded us forever. I remember how many questions and fears I had, how much extreme will I had to live a life worthy of Satan’s presence, and how much true love he helped fill me with. Every question I’ve ever had from back then has been answered as of this last year. Which has led to the end of an era for me mentally and a new beginning. The journey never really stops. It’s filled with hardships but the desire and will to knowledge and self understanding, never giving up and accepting a deadly fate of ignorance, it’s worth every bit. Hail Satan!

Awesome testimony! Very happy for you Sundara

 

[Novice Priest Karnonnos]

Congratulations, this is an amazing testimony. I also feel the same in many ways, my life has infinitely improved, I have refined all my skills and now have total mental clarity and emotional equilibrium since I started the meditations and came to the Gods. The greatest fruit is to understand the wisdom of the universe. Hail Satan! HH!

 

[CandiceLee1313]

I love that positive attitude! You are amazing!! And it's an inspiration to everyone on here. It's an inspiration to myself as well!! I love this!! And this is what I enjoy and love about this website! And why I love about the members. Thank you! For sharing that! And for that! I will keep working at it too. Hail Satan!!

 

[Wayofthegods]

Yesterday my 13th year of dedication was celebrated in unison with the beginning of a new step in my career and the end of an old one, a very huge marker for me that I’ve fought very hard for. I sat back and looked at everything that I’ve stuck out, fought for, sometimes only continuing by the sheer and sometimes irrational seeming qoute of “anything is possible if you bevlieve it can be” and was filled with a new sense of pride. I looked at the personality traits that brought me to the success I’ve achieved over the years, all of which began when I dedicated to Satan and worked for his goals. I went from a numb, angry, and suicidal person to a person filled with passion, ambition, self belief and strength. Rebellion to self destructiveness turned into rebellion guided with wisdom.

I never had to settle for a life less than what I wanted. It isn’t perfect, but my Gods, it’s close. Self knowledge leads us to this. Sometimes sheer “luck” of extremes shone through to get me where I am. Only as a last resort. I laid down last night and felt Satan. He filled me with a refreshing flashback to the first day I came to Satan and the feelings I had been filled with that bonded us forever. I remember how many questions and fears I had, how much extreme will I had to live a life worthy of Satan’s presence, and how much true love he helped fill me with. Every question I’ve ever had from back then has been answered as of this last year. Which has led to the end of an era for me mentally and a new beginning. The journey never really stops. It’s filled with hardships but the desire and will to knowledge and self understanding, never giving up and accepting a deadly fate of ignorance, it’s worth every bit. Hail Satan!

Skal!

It appears our lives are going to start flourishing. Imagine that we finally break off the bands of slavery and start enjoying life, this is just the beginning! What will it be like in a few more years from now? In 2024 or 2025 when we enter pluto in Pisces and the pluto in sag generation starts turning 30.

By then we will have completely destroyed the alphabet and the barrier.

 

[EnkiUK]

Congratulations my fellow Zevism

Beautiful

Hail Satan
Hail JOS

 

[Sunny]

Happy anniversary and good luck with the Magnum Opus!

 

[High Priestess Lydia Coventina]

Happy anniversary!

 

[Priest - Alexandros Iowno]

I'm going on ten years. Although I've seen the forum change time and time again based on its average and active membership, for the worse in my opinion which causes me great concern about the welfare of our people.

This organization has helped me develop the philosophy of bettering oneself and the lives of people around us. On the surface it seems simple. Don't do drugs, don't commit any crime, don't be a dick to people. They are, always have been, and always will be good principles to follow. I've grown to be more mature compared to when I started and for that, I thank you all.

What I'm concerned about is the quality which seems to be getting worse. I remember back years ago when we were still on Yahoo, people were having in-depth discussions, conversations, and learning about subjects like Kundalini and transforming our soul. Do we even talk about that anymore? Or have certain controversies in the past steered us into a different direction than where we were going originally?

This organization has done well to cater to multiple languages, but the main forum is still littered with broken English, unintelligible threads, and questions even a beginner could answer if he/she simply read the main website. I fear that we are starting to hold quantity over quality instead of vice versa. However I recognize the sheer amount of effort Cobra puts in to moderate the site and while I can't fully understand the weight on your shoulders, I know it must be a lot for you, if you're reading this.

One other concern is the slow creation of our own dogma and culture. Correct me if I'm wrong, but wasn't this organization solely intended to keep minds open and based on the learning and application of advanced spiritual concepts, and not to establish a culture of militarism and facades especially along long-term members? I understand we are fighting a war, but are we being totally consumed by it that there's virtually no talk upon bettering the self as well as fighting the war?

I know this is an often asked question but...where's Pythia? I looked forward to her posts as well as the rest of the clergy from years past but now it seems that there's just silence among the usual tumult and background noise of this forum. It's not just my personal direction I'm worried about but the community as a whole. I'm no genius, nor can I claim an expert level of understanding on things, but I've been here long enough to get a sense of nostalgia to the point where I'm asking "Where did all the time go?"

I'm not very active on this forum anymore when it comes to making threads and posts, but I wish everybody here prosperity and long life.

Congratulations on your ten years, yet I can hardly congratulate you on your level of advancement and understanding. This post is filled to the brim with much required cleaning.


The basics philosophy you got from this "organisation" as stated by you is only what would be required to get from a normal formal education and if not common sense at least. So no need to stick together normal maturing to the real purposes of JoS teachings, which of course can start from the bottoms of kindergarten, but required to level up to the highest standards. 

Back in the day of Yahoo, there were extreme amounts of deluded people, and wanna be magician of tv sets, multiplied by ego preachers. Now if you really observe these subjects are not on the discussion side anymore as a "tale" or "novel" but only as "instructions" and real practical appliance to achieve what is already organically dependable upon the individual. 


More so than that, our side got so stronger that our need of great discipline, secrecy and higher understanding among us made sure that we really discern between truth and false and get to the real way of learning spiritual disciplines. Spiritual and sacred manifestations come only after great discipline, discipline which is the perfecting of the masculine, and that is military. 

In order for you to have a cake of spiritual information, even if not used by you, spiritual soldiers must fight curses and create the path of such existence for yourself. Militarizing an "organization" that is spiritual is only the manifestation of the real advancement of said group. 


You are just nostalgic of your own motivation when you were reading and imagining things, and now when brutal practicality is in front of you to use and confront the effort required, your mind and emotional nature shows weakness, more so than that gives opportunity for the enemy to manipulate and justify your thoughts into subversive ways, as this whole post is. 

Pythia is nobody's business, and this play card of the enemy is long smoked. Actual advanced individuals don't even care, and why that so? Because they know Satan and the Gods, and they know the chain of command and seriousness of spiritual reality. 

The times are over when petty tryouts of the enemy such as these can succeed, among us now there are great people with great abilities. Besides this our Gods never been so close to us and our aims and eternal biding to the truth never been so strong. It is actually the reverse of your opinion and linking that to your 10 years of activity, while newbies might read your post demoralizing them, of a great and truthful hard path, is beyond petty and enraging. 

Keep your problems to yourself and if not, have some responsibility when showing them and trying to get indirectly helped.

 

[NinRick]

I'm going on ten years. Although I've seen the forum change time and time again based on its average and active membership, for the worse in my opinion which causes me great concern about the welfare of our people.

This organization has helped me develop the philosophy of bettering oneself and the lives of people around us. On the surface it seems simple. Don't do drugs, don't commit any crime, don't be a dick to people. They are, always have been, and always will be good principles to follow. I've grown to be more mature compared to when I started and for that, I thank you all.

What I'm concerned about is the quality which seems to be getting worse. I remember back years ago when we were still on Yahoo, people were having in-depth discussions, conversations, and learning about subjects like Kundalini and transforming our soul. Do we even talk about that anymore? Or have certain controversies in the past steered us into a different direction than where we were going originally?

This organization has done well to cater to multiple languages, but the main forum is still littered with broken English, unintelligible threads, and questions even a beginner could answer if he/she simply read the main website. I fear that we are starting to hold quantity over quality instead of vice versa. However I recognize the sheer amount of effort Cobra puts in to moderate the site and while I can't fully understand the weight on your shoulders, I know it must be a lot for you, if you're reading this.

One other concern is the slow creation of our own dogma and culture. Correct me if I'm wrong, but wasn't this organization solely intended to keep minds open and based on the learning and application of advanced spiritual concepts, and not to establish a culture of militarism and facades especially along long-term members? I understand we are fighting a war, but are we being totally consumed by it that there's virtually no talk upon bettering the self as well as fighting the war?

I know this is an often asked question but...where's Pythia? I looked forward to her posts as well as the rest of the clergy from years past but now it seems that there's just silence among the usual tumult and background noise of this forum. It's not just my personal direction I'm worried about but the community as a whole. I'm no genius, nor can I claim an expert level of understanding on things, but I've been here long enough to get a sense of nostalgia to the point where I'm asking "Where did all the time go?"

I'm not very active on this forum anymore when it comes to making threads and posts, but I wish everybody here prosperity and long life.

Congratulations on your ten years, yet I can hardly congratulate you on your level of advancement and understanding. This post is filled to the brim with much required cleaning.


The basics philosophy you got from this "organisation" as stated by you is only what would be required to get from a normal formal education and if not common sense at least. So no need to stick together normal maturing to the real purposes of JoS teachings, which of course can start from the bottoms of kindergarten, but required to level up to the highest standards. 

Back in the day of Yahoo, there were extreme amounts of deluded people, and wanna be magician of tv sets, multiplied by ego preachers. Now if you really observe these subjects are not on the discussion side anymore as a "tale" or "novel" but only as "instructions" and real practical appliance to achieve what is already organically dependable upon the individual. 


More so than that, our side got so stronger that our need of great discipline, secrecy and higher understanding among us made sure that we really discern between truth and false and get to the real way of learning spiritual disciplines. Spiritual and sacred manifestations come only after great discipline, discipline which is the perfecting of the masculine, and that is military. 

In order for you to have a cake of spiritual information, even if not used by you, spiritual soldiers must fight curses and create the path of such existence for yourself. Militarizing an "organization" that is spiritual is only the manifestation of the real advancement of said group. 


You are just nostalgic of your own motivation when you were reading and imagining things, and now when brutal practicality is in front of you to use and confront the effort required, your mind and emotional nature shows weakness, more so than that gives opportunity for the enemy to manipulate and justify your thoughts into subversive ways, as this whole post is. 

Pythia is nobody's business, and this play card of the enemy is long smoked. Actual advanced individuals don't even care, and why that so? Because they know Satan and the Gods, and they know the chain of command and seriousness of spiritual reality. 

The times are over when petty tryouts of the enemy such as these can succeed, among us now there are great people with great abilities. Besides this our Gods never been so close to us and our aims and eternal biding to the truth never been so strong. It is actually the reverse of your opinion and linking that to your 10 years of activity, while newbies might read your post demoralizing them, of a great and truthful hard path, is beyond petty and enraging. 

Keep your problems to yourself and if not, have some responsibility when showing them and trying to get indirectly helped.

I also have to thank you for comming to this place, you are also very great!

 

[ShadowTheRaven]

Congratulations on your ten years, yet I can hardly congratulate you on your level of advancement and understanding. This post is filled to the brim with much required cleaning.

The basics philosophy you got from this "organisation" as stated by you is only what would be required to get from a normal formal education and if not common sense at least. So no need to stick together normal maturing to the real purposes of JoS teachings, which of course can start from the bottoms of kindergarten, but required to level up to the highest standards. 

Back in the day of Yahoo, there were extreme amounts of deluded people, and wanna be magician of tv sets, multiplied by ego preachers. Now if you really observe these subjects are not on the discussion side anymore as a "tale" or "novel" but only as "instructions" and real practical appliance to achieve what is already organically dependable upon the individual. 

More so than that, our side got so stronger that our need of great discipline, secrecy and higher understanding among us made sure that we really discern between truth and false and get to the real way of learning spiritual disciplines. Spiritual and sacred manifestations come only after great discipline, discipline which is the perfecting of the masculine, and that is military. 

In order for you to have a cake of spiritual information, even if not used by you, spiritual soldiers must fight curses and create the path of such existence for yourself. Militarizing an "organization" that is spiritual is only the manifestation of the real advancement of said group. 

You are just nostalgic of your own motivation when you were reading and imagining things, and now when brutal practicality is in front of you to use and confront the effort required, your mind and emotional nature shows weakness, more so than that gives opportunity for the enemy to manipulate and justify your thoughts into subversive ways, as this whole post is. 

Pythia is nobody's business, and this play card of the enemy is long smoked. Actual advanced individuals don't even care, and why that so? Because they know Satan and the Gods, and they know the chain of command and seriousness of spiritual reality. 

The times are over when petty tryouts of the enemy such as these can succeed, among us now there are great people with great abilities. Besides this our Gods never been so close to us and our aims and eternal biding to the truth never been so strong. It is actually the reverse of your opinion and linking that to your 10 years of activity, while newbies might read your post demoralizing them, of a great and truthful hard path, is beyond petty and enraging. 

Keep your problems to yourself and if not, have some responsibility when showing them and trying to get indirectly helped.

If actual advanced individuals don't even care about the welfare of certain people, why even reply to this with an elaborate post basically calling me a useless bellend with accusatory statements?

So World War III is about to commence between the US, Russia, and China and you say we've gotten stronger. Only the insane tries the same thing expecting different results, and this clear projection coming from yourself suggests that we need to be even more militaristic. So where the fuck is your rifle, soldier?

But if that's your wish, then it's fine by me. I'll do 50 Rituals and meditate 12 hours a day until I've withered away from the physical plane of existence if it means proving either mine or your point.

 

[Azoun]

One other concern is the slow creation of our own dogma and culture. Correct me if I'm wrong, but wasn't this organization solely intended to keep minds open and based on the learning and application of advanced spiritual concepts, and not to establish a culture of militarism and facades especially along long-term members? I understand we are fighting a war, but are we being totally consumed by it that there's virtually no talk upon bettering the self as well as fighting the war?

I see posts all of the time about squares, astrology, cleansing the aura, etc which are all about improving yourself and anyone who joins us is told to read everything on the JoS which is almost entirely about advanced spiritual concepts and truth. It's only here on the forums we have focused now more than ever on fighting back because thanks to Pythia and others there are more tools to do so than before and it's a vital time. Even in doing so our members will improve themselves.

 

[NinRick]

Congratulations on your ten years, yet I can hardly congratulate you on your level of advancement and understanding. This post is filled to the brim with much required cleaning.

The basics philosophy you got from this "organisation" as stated by you is only what would be required to get from a normal formal education and if not common sense at least. So no need to stick together normal maturing to the real purposes of JoS teachings, which of course can start from the bottoms of kindergarten, but required to level up to the highest standards. 

Back in the day of Yahoo, there were extreme amounts of deluded people, and wanna be magician of tv sets, multiplied by ego preachers. Now if you really observe these subjects are not on the discussion side anymore as a "tale" or "novel" but only as "instructions" and real practical appliance to achieve what is already organically dependable upon the individual. 

More so than that, our side got so stronger that our need of great discipline, secrecy and higher understanding among us made sure that we really discern between truth and false and get to the real way of learning spiritual disciplines. Spiritual and sacred manifestations come only after great discipline, discipline which is the perfecting of the masculine, and that is military. 

In order for you to have a cake of spiritual information, even if not used by you, spiritual soldiers must fight curses and create the path of such existence for yourself. Militarizing an "organization" that is spiritual is only the manifestation of the real advancement of said group. 

You are just nostalgic of your own motivation when you were reading and imagining things, and now when brutal practicality is in front of you to use and confront the effort required, your mind and emotional nature shows weakness, more so than that gives opportunity for the enemy to manipulate and justify your thoughts into subversive ways, as this whole post is. 

Pythia is nobody's business, and this play card of the enemy is long smoked. Actual advanced individuals don't even care, and why that so? Because they know Satan and the Gods, and they know the chain of command and seriousness of spiritual reality. 

The times are over when petty tryouts of the enemy such as these can succeed, among us now there are great people with great abilities. Besides this our Gods never been so close to us and our aims and eternal biding to the truth never been so strong. It is actually the reverse of your opinion and linking that to your 10 years of activity, while newbies might read your post demoralizing them, of a great and truthful hard path, is beyond petty and enraging. 

Keep your problems to yourself and if not, have some responsibility when showing them and trying to get indirectly helped.

If actual advanced individuals don't even care about the welfare of certain people, why even reply to this with an elaborate post basically calling me a useless bellend with accusatory statements?

So World War III is about to commence between the US, Russia, and China and you say we've gotten stronger. Only the insane tries the same thing expecting different results, and this clear projection coming from yourself suggests that we need to be even more militaristic. So where the fuck is your rifle, soldier?

But if that's your wish, then it's fine by me. I'll do 50 Rituals and meditate 12 hours a day until I've withered away from the physical plane of existence if it means proving either mine or your point.

The fuck?

 

[SagittarianMage]

Your feelings are so beautifully expressed and your words filled me with overwhelming joy and love for Satan and His creation. Hail Satan Eternal!

 

[EnkiUK]

I'm going on ten years. Although I've seen the forum change time and time again based on its average and active membership, for the worse in my opinion which causes me great concern about the welfare of our people.

This organization has helped me develop the philosophy of bettering oneself and the lives of people around us. On the surface it seems simple. Don't do drugs, don't commit any crime, don't be a dick to people. They are, always have been, and always will be good principles to follow. I've grown to be more mature compared to when I started and for that, I thank you all.

What I'm concerned about is the quality which seems to be getting worse. I remember back years ago when we were still on Yahoo, people were having in-depth discussions, conversations, and learning about subjects like Kundalini and transforming our soul. Do we even talk about that anymore? Or have certain controversies in the past steered us into a different direction than where we were going originally?

This organization has done well to cater to multiple languages, but the main forum is still littered with broken English, unintelligible threads, and questions even a beginner could answer if he/she simply read the main website. I fear that we are starting to hold quantity over quality instead of vice versa. However I recognize the sheer amount of effort Cobra puts in to moderate the site and while I can't fully understand the weight on your shoulders, I know it must be a lot for you, if you're reading this.

One other concern is the slow creation of our own dogma and culture. Correct me if I'm wrong, but wasn't this organization solely intended to keep minds open and based on the learning and application of advanced spiritual concepts, and not to establish a culture of militarism and facades especially along long-term members? I understand we are fighting a war, but are we being totally consumed by it that there's virtually no talk upon bettering the self as well as fighting the war?

I know this is an often asked question but...where's Pythia? I looked forward to her posts as well as the rest of the clergy from years past but now it seems that there's just silence among the usual tumult and background noise of this forum. It's not just my personal direction I'm worried about but the community as a whole. I'm no genius, nor can I claim an expert level of understanding on things, but I've been here long enough to get a sense of nostalgia to the point where I'm asking "Where did all the time go?"

I'm not very active on this forum anymore when it comes to making threads and posts, but I wish everybody here prosperity and long life.

I try my best with English STR :lol: :lol:

Keep slipping into my original slang. (dont think my daughter understands my spoken English) :lol:

Hope you are doing good my friend.

 

[Head Guardian Sophiles Phylax]

What I'm concerned about is the quality which seems to be getting worse. I remember back years ago when we were still on Yahoo, people were having in-depth discussions, conversations, and learning about subjects like Kundalini and transforming our soul. Do we even talk about that anymore? Or have certain controversies in the past steered us into a different direction than where we were going originally?

This organization has done well to cater to multiple languages, but the main forum is still littered with broken English, unintelligible threads, and questions even a beginner could answer if he/she simply read the main website. I fear that we are starting to hold quantity over quality instead of vice versa. However I recognize the sheer amount of effort Cobra puts in to moderate the site and while I can't fully understand the weight on your shoulders, I know it must be a lot for you, if you're reading this.

This is normal as any online community grows. Quantity of members grows faster than the quality of them, and so forth. Another problem is that the leadership positions cannot be as readily expanded, for security reasons, as in other forums. Other places could easily fill 100 mod, mentor, and editing positions without fear of infiltration and subversion.

Additionally, there is a big time investment in both advancement and warfare, so in many cases there is literally no time left. Again, the distinction between other online communities should be clear.

With this in mind, don't be too concerned. The only thing that can be done is just stopping in and trying to make sure everyone gets their most dire needs and questions met.

 

[ShadowTheRaven]

I try my best with English STR :lol: :lol:

Keep slipping into my original slang. (dont think my daughter understands my spoken English) :lol:

Hope you are doing good my friend.

I may be American, but I understand British slang almost fluently. In fact, I'm probably the most British American you've ever met.

 

[Bravera]

Thank you Sundara, <3

 

[Rroco88]

I would write a topic on my 5 years after dedication, being the year I graduate high-school, move on my own and go to college. Which will be in one or two months from now, all of these. Satan and the Gods and Goddesses have helped me a lot and I'd like to share some things with my brothers and sisters as some things may be inspiring or of help for some. What do you all think? Would it be a good idea?

 

[[email protected]]

Hey i was wondering if anyone could give me some advice I can't seem to visualise the light. And also can someone reaffirm that the dedication ritual is permanent because sometimes I feel doubts and the pleasent sensation s that father gives me goes away when I stupidly doubt the gods. Please can someone just reassure me the gods and not leaving me and that the dedication ritual is permanent no matter what I think. Thanks

 

[Kitsunebi]

7 years of Satanism and still rolling. Nothing can stop this fire fox from staying here! :lol:

 

[EnkiUK]

I try my best with English STR :lol: :lol:

Keep slipping into my original slang. (dont think my daughter understands my spoken English) :lol:

Hope you are doing good my friend.

I may be American, but I understand British slang almost fluently. In fact, I'm probably the most British American you've ever met.

Yes I love that STR.

Alway be proud of your roots.

I love reading your posts also take care my good mucker

 

[DezFranky]

I'm going on ten years. Although I've seen the forum change time and time again based on its average and active membership, for the worse in my opinion which causes me great concern about the welfare of our people.

This organization has helped me develop the philosophy of bettering oneself and the lives of people around us. On the surface it seems simple. Don't do drugs, don't commit any crime, don't be a dick to people. They are, always have been, and always will be good principles to follow. I've grown to be more mature compared to when I started and for that, I thank you all.

What I'm concerned about is the quality which seems to be getting worse. I remember back years ago when we were still on Yahoo, people were having in-depth discussions, conversations, and learning about subjects like Kundalini and transforming our soul. Do we even talk about that anymore? Or have certain controversies in the past steered us into a different direction than where we were going originally?

This organization has done well to cater to multiple languages, but the main forum is still littered with broken English, unintelligible threads, and questions even a beginner could answer if he/she simply read the main website. I fear that we are starting to hold quantity over quality instead of vice versa. However I recognize the sheer amount of effort Cobra puts in to moderate the site and while I can't fully understand the weight on your shoulders, I know it must be a lot for you, if you're reading this.

One other concern is the slow creation of our own dogma and culture. Correct me if I'm wrong, but wasn't this organization solely intended to keep minds open and based on the learning and application of advanced spiritual concepts, and not to establish a culture of militarism and facades especially along long-term members? I understand we are fighting a war, but are we being totally consumed by it that there's virtually no talk upon bettering the self as well as fighting the war?

I know this is an often asked question but...where's Pythia? I looked forward to her posts as well as the rest of the clergy from years past but now it seems that there's just silence among the usual tumult and background noise of this forum. It's not just my personal direction I'm worried about but the community as a whole. I'm no genius, nor can I claim an expert level of understanding on things, but I've been here long enough to get a sense of nostalgia to the point where I'm asking "Where did all the time go?"

I'm not very active on this forum anymore when it comes to making threads and posts, but I wish everybody here prosperity and long life.

I support the way you feel. A lot of great critical feedback that probably will never be addressed for quite some time.
If you have any questions, I think you know who to talk to. Your intuition seems to have lead you this far right?

 

[Head Guardian Sophiles Phylax]

Thank you for the helpful explanation but sadly it doesn't help me build my patience around retards.

I don't know if this was directed more at noobs or older members you take issue with. Nonetheless, if you think you have it bad, just think about the position the Gods are in, especially when they are actively signing someone to change behaviors. They see Zevism lives destroyed over nonsensical actions, and they see others repeating idiotic behaviors, yet they keep trying because they know our potential.

Also, like mentioned in a recent sermon, HP Zevios Metathronos described HPS Pythia's situation in the Satanic community when she created JOS. At the time, anything pertaining to Satanism was schizophrenic or degenerate nonsense. Yet she persisted for however many decades, guiding others under her with even the simplest of matters. I think one of her last posts was telling someone something as basic as to not start a working under a VOC moon.

 

[NinRick]

Thank you for the helpful explanation but sadly it doesn't help me build my patience around retards.

I don't know if this was directed more at noobs or older members you take issue with. Nonetheless, if you think you have it bad, just think about the position the Gods are in, especially when they are actively signing someone to change behaviors. They see Zevism lives destroyed over nonsensical actions, and they see others repeating idiotic behaviors, yet they keep trying because they know our potential.

Also, like mentioned in a recent sermon, HP Zevios Metathronos described HPS Pythia's situation in the Satanic community when she created JOS. At the time, anything pertaining to Satanism was schizophrenic or degenerate nonsense. Yet she persisted for however many decades, guiding others under her with even the simplest of matters. I think one of her last posts was telling someone something as basic as to not start a working under a VOC moon.

You can not compare Satan, our Gods and Goddesses to humans, they are VERY understanding. We can not even comprehend their understanding. Satan is very considerate, understanding and ineffable.

 

[ShadowTheRaven]

You can not compare Satan, our Gods and Goddesses to humans, they are VERY understanding. We can not even comprehend their understanding. Satan is very considerate, understanding and ineffable.

I wasn't, nor do I think Blitzkrieg was, but when it comes to the Gods then I am of course the biggest retard they've ever seen.

 

[Sundara]

Your Words fill me with joy and power!
I‘ll also strive and catch up to you, muhaha!

Hail Satan! Forever!

All of these goals are really person and individual struggles and dreams, which may not seem like much to another person who has completely different goals and struggles or would just be irrelevant. From a societal viewpoint, your life could possibly be in an even better position, but all the more reason to have passion and build onto it. From some viewpoints, in some areas maybe I’ve really had it made and I’m grateful for those blessings. We’ve got to make the most of everything we have in life, recognize where we’re strong and weak.

A stronger and more defined culture is one thing on my list that I want to be more integrated into my life regardless of living in the states. My family is originally from Germany and you say that’s where you are, something really wonderful even if it’s got negative politics. I really appreciate the way Germany tries to preserve its culture. Hold onto that if you’re German born! I want to brush back up on my German, it’s poor, wir muss zusammen das Deutsch sprechen ein bisschen!

I know sometimes I should have more pride in being American and I love the freedoms that are here (sort of?) but there is still a highly noticeable negative difference in attitude and personality/culture from Germans to Americans. It cramps my style. I have a huge longing to return my family to the fatherland.

 

[NinRick]

You can not compare Satan, our Gods and Goddesses to humans, they are VERY understanding. We can not even comprehend their understanding. Satan is very considerate, understanding and ineffable.

I wasn't, nor do I think Blitzkrieg was, but when it comes to the Gods then I am of course the biggest retard they've ever seen.

I do have the feeling that you are very frustrated with life in general.
Sorry to see that. But you really should try to get rid of this negative outlook, and try to be more positive about yourself, others and life in general. I feel like you keep yourself trapped in a vortex of negatity due to your very narrow and negative mindset. Be open, life CAN be beautiful.

Again, Satan, our Goddesses and Gods will not think of you as a retard. They are VERY understanding, they know why people are the way they are and also why they feel or behave a certain way. You can simply not compare any other Beings to them.

Are you consistent in your meditations and yoga?

 

[ShadowTheRaven]

Wenn du dein Deutsch wieder verbessern willst, helfe ich dir gerne dabei! Ich lasse meine Email in der signature unten, so für etwa 24 Stunden?
Bestätige dann hier, dass du mich angeschrieben hast, damit ich weiß, dass du kein Jude bist der sich als "Sundara" ausgibt.

As someone who's also learning German, I can understand about half of that without looking it up.

Tell me NinRick, Was ist des Deutschen Vaterland? Ist Pommenland? Westfallenland? Ich denke, dass ist die gesamte westliche Welt wenn du mich gefragt hast.

 

[NinRick]

A stronger and more defined culture is one thing on my list that I want to be more integrated into my life regardless of living in the states. My family is originally from Germany and you say that’s where you are, something really wonderful even if it’s got negative politics. I really appreciate the way Germany tries to preserve its culture. Hold onto that if you’re German born! I want to brush back up on my German, it’s poor, wir muss zusammen das Deutsch sprechen ein bisschen!

I did a reality check today.

People here are pretty decent and behave with proper manners. I don't know whether or not this is the case for the US.
I do believe this has to do with the educational system here, it's top tier to be honest and also, it is for free. So as a result, we have a very high density of educated people. Most students also receive 420€ for actually attending to university, which is very nice, lol.

You can really *feel* that, as most Germans know how to behave and how to express themselves properly. (German is a pretty hard language to learn, However, you can express many things very precisely). I do believe that this also shapes society for the better, to a certain degree at least.

Also, people here know their traditions well, and you can notice it, it is not so pronounced in big cities, however, once you visit a smaller town you can see what I mean, lol.

Our Healthcare system is also VERY GOOD. It is fairly cheap (how it should be), and nobody will charge you with a fortune.
Someone told me that in the US, if somebody has a stroke or something, and as a result has to spend 2 days in Hostpital, that they have to pay around 100.000$.

Heck, here you just have to use google to pick a decent doctor, and he will always give you the best treatment possible.
When I broke my arm, my doctor ordered an expensive MRI, for 2 Times in total. An ordinary and way cheaper X-ray would be more than enough for that.

Another nice thing is, that people receive money, if they lose their job, for whatever the reason may be. I think it's around 60% of your last wage. Unfortunatly you always have black sheep who exploit the system, but it's still a great help.

I do think that all of this gives people here a great deal of security, and also changes how they feel. No reasonable person has to fear to starve or to go homeless.


But you can really see now, thanks to Covid, that the enemy as a huge influence here as well.
So much propaganda, brainwashing, restrictions, dying elder people are being left alone, traumatized kids, and also they really try to crash our economy with their course of acion. Germany is strong and we will withstand that, for quite some time, but this is not a healthy approach at all.

In Russia on the other hand, there are virtually NO restrictions. So that means that the enemy has much less influence there, so it should be safer for the not so distant future to stay there for a while.

But now after I reflected my life, circumstances and environment, I tend more to stay here and fight.

 

[Sundara]

A stronger and more defined culture is one thing on my list that I want to be more integrated into my life regardless of living in the states. My family is originally from Germany and you say that’s where you are, something really wonderful even if it’s got negative politics. I really appreciate the way Germany tries to preserve its culture. Hold onto that if you’re German born! I want to brush back up on my German, it’s poor, wir muss zusammen das Deutsch sprechen ein bisschen!

I did a reality check today.

People here are pretty decent and behave with proper manners. I don't know whether or not this is the case for the US.
I do believe this has to do with the educational system here, it's top tier to be honest and also, it is for free. So as a result, we have a very high density of educated people. Most students also receive 420€ for actually attending to university, which is very nice, lol.

You can really *feel* that, as most Germans know how to behave and how to express themselves properly. (German is a pretty hard language to learn, However, you can express many things very precisely). I do believe that this also shapes society for the better, to a certain degree at least.

Also, people here know their traditions well, and you can notice it, it is not so pronounced in big cities, however, once you visit a smaller town you can see what I mean, lol.

Our Healthcare system is also VERY GOOD. It is fairly cheap (how it should be), and nobody will charge you with a fortune.
Someone told me that in the US, if somebody has a stroke or something, and as a result has to spend 2 days in Hostpital, that they have to pay around 100.000$.

Heck, here you just have to use google to pick a decent doctor, and he will always give you the best treatment possible.
When I broke my arm, my doctor ordered an expensive MRI, for 2 Times in total. An ordinary and way cheaper X-ray would be more than enough for that.

Another nice thing is, that people receive money, if they lose their job, for whatever the reason may be. I think it's around 60% of your last wage. Unfortunatly you always have black sheep who exploit the system, but it's still a great help.

I do think that all of this gives people here a great deal of security, and also changes how they feel. No reasonable person has to fear to starve or to go homeless.


But you can really see now, thanks to Covid, that the enemy as a huge influence here as well.
So much propaganda, brainwashing, restrictions, dying elder people are being left alone, traumatized kids, and also they really try to crash our economy with their course of acion. Germany is strong and we will withstand that, for quite some time, but this is not a healthy approach at all.

In Russia on the other hand, there are virtually NO restrictions. So that means that the enemy has much less influence there, so it should be safer for the not so distant future to stay there for a while.

But now after I reflected my life, circumstances and environment, I tend more to stay here and fight.

Having a more expansive language with structured ways to express more complex concepts is changing for mentality and society, you’re on point about that. The way I see it, Germans as they are, are less likely to exploit such a system as with the US. On the contrary though, in Germany being a business owner and finding more independence is more difficult. Some rights there that we have here are virtually non existent. This is negative. Russia, while they may have less restrictions, many are degenerates, and this can also be negative. Structure is good. Maybe Russia went from completely locked down to having absolutely no rules, two bad extremes. I don’t know a lot about actual Russian society. I do speak some Russian pretty well due to the numbers here but after knowing the people here I lost interest in ever going there. The language is at least so easy to learn, the grammatical structure kind of reminds me of toddlers. Basic AF.