Recent content by Botan shijo

Don't believe he looks out for you, know it, the same way you don't believe air exists, you know it... that alone will bring you much closer to him... i can assure you that he DOES look out for his children... just be loyal and honest to him all the time and you will know what i mean even before...

Hi there... I have been around for roughly 2 months, some members here have been dedicated satanists for over 10 years so i am not the one you want to listen but i believe i have some interesting things you may want to know... When i started i often felt frustrated and disappointed like...

I believe there are more elaborate and\or formal ways to address him in our prays then the way i pray... but here it goes what i do everyday... I just sit and talk to him hoping he is listening after my meditations while in a trance or close to it, i start by doing breath of fire to increase...

En Haradren Amlug and Light Yagami lmao... You guys just made my day... (btw, you are guys right?)

Thanks for your words, they mean a lot to me I also thought about that, but one of the things that concerned me the most is that i would be lying if i said i didn't want to use power\energy to improve my personal life, but when i was praying i was too focused on our father and everything else...

Hi everyone... Well, last night i was doing my daily exercises and after i did my daily prayer thanking our father for all the good things that have happened to me lately, i doubted him for some time but i always loved him, and some mind blowing events that happened recently left me...

(Sorry for the off-topic guys) Lydia... did you got the mail i sent you... if not then please, check your spam, you don't need to reply to it... just checking if you got it...

Notice thatnw aware that she is into wiccan stuff for some time now.... just thought its was pure curiosity

hi... I just noticed my mother is doing wiccan stuff, probably spells and stuff like that, she has a lot of druidic stuff too, is it possible that this is somehow related with my struggles in my progress? I have been aware of this for some time, even before i came here for the first time...

I am sorry but i don't have the slightest clue about how to visualize\imagine energy... Also, when going into a trance, which i believe i did last night, probably accidentally, it didn't helped much with the hexagradior, we are supposed to feel our hands attracting or repelling each other and...

Hi everyone... Basically the title says it all... Right now i am so !&#$ing pissed... of all the things we can do to feel energy this seems to be the most easy way, the first step seems pretty straightforward yet i can't seem to feel anything... I tried doing it like it is described on...

I wish my meditations went wrong that way lol

Guys, the last thing i wanted with this question was a war between our members and i believe i should have never asked this in the first place... I am still new here so i am looking for as many sources of knowledge as i can find, but i just noticed that that the first rule of this group is...

Hi everyone I am thinking about reading it but the last thing i need is more fake info regarding satanist polluting my mind more then it already is, so what i want to know is if this book speaks truth. I am pretty sure some of you may have already read it, i don't need a complete review...

Please, don't get me wrong, but i thought satanism, amongst many other things, will get you in touch with demons so being afraid of a possible ghost is kinda confusing me... anyway... I am new around here so i am not THE expert you wanna listen too but what i would do if i were you would be...