Recent content by benf406

That's very true, I have no worries and I'm comfortable in a sense but I still feel like I'm stuck in the mud, I spend all my time thinking about what I should be doing or how I could do something but just can never actually do it and it feels like it's not a conscious decision, but what you...

Right now I'm not in the right mind so this is going to be all over the place, sorry. Okay I should start by saying that I haven't even thought about Satan for probably a year now, I started to slip into a pit of laziness, over-eating junk, procrastination etc. I've managed to stay caught up on...

I have known Satan (I prefer Enki as I still haven't gotten rid of my dissidence for that name) as the truth for a while and do meditations on occasion and have tried to astral travel with guided meditations from youtube but I have never been able to keep it up for more than 2 days I used to...

Yeah that's like having the JoS's hd recording of the chakras and then looking for a vcr tape.

I'm no expert but 1.It doesn't really matter it's all about your intention and you should be able to get them somewhere but they can be quite hard to find 2.What do you mean by sketchy? lol I guess there can be winds and strange happenings or coincidences. 3.Matter of respect whatever...

I don't know much about it although I would like to. *bump*

Well you have to improve yourself first open your chakra's etc if he formed a relationship with you when you aren't really bothered about the true meaning of satanism then it would be persuading you in a way and it has to be your decision.

I have had 2 colds and a stomach bug in 2 weeks most ill I've been in a long time I have focused on my aura and cleaned it however have not done any meditation because I really don't feel like it I've being trying to stay positive (positive affirmations etc) what's going on? I've been having...

So I have had this cold for a week now the past 5 days I've been congested sore throat etc now I am throwing up constantly, What do you guys do to avoid or cure viral infections? Is there a meditation or similar I can do?

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... LATRY.html remember you can't just summon one for a free ice cream it has to be important

So I've been doing a few things wrong the hand position I was making a fist around my left thumb not index finger lol that was dumb but at the time the picture on JoS looked like a thumb and I didn't really do the humming breath of "thoth" I just whispered it I put a little more effort still...

Usually light candles then try to communicate and there will be strange happenings in the flame flickers etc when you are more "open" you will just know and hear him also you don't "pray" he is your best friend not your dictator if you wanted something desperately you could do a small ritual...

Will a relationship with an atheist or agnostic be "empty"?

For example the opening of the third eye the JoS website says vibrate "thoth" can it be done quietly I may not be doing it right I can feel the energy but I simply don't get the "you can feel it in your forehead" vibration stuff how loud should I be doing it?

Wow! really? if you don't mind me asking how does it feel and what can you do and how thanks in advance