I feel like i need to apologize

[Power of Justice [SG]]

All the sign, all the energy, everything was gone.

It's not gone, you just shut it all out with your guilt. You didn't do this intentionally, that's obvious to the Gods and they won't be mad at you for something like that. Your commitment is valid, never doubt this. Welcome to the family of the Gods and this gathering!

 

[logicalmind]

Our Gods are understanding, empathic beyond measure, so your mistakes probably did not even trigger Their dissatisfaction towards you. So the best way for you to "apologize" is this way. Be better than yesterday. Tomorrow, be better than today. And so on. And you will achieve this by meditations and spiritual practices. Since you seem to be new, you can start with this 40 day program by the HPZM666: . Also, if you feel you need to create connection with Father Satan, you might want to perform His ritual: https://tozrituals.org/ritual/demon/satan-absolution-ritual.html . And for the last, Gods in lots cases have more faith in us than we ourselves do in ourselves.

 

[Ruby]

How can I be forgiven? I'm so sad. Everytime I think about it, my eyes get teary. I am feel guilty. I messed up in the beginning, will I ever be forgiven and loved?

 

[Power of Justice [SG]]

How can I be forgiven? I'm so sad. Everytime I think about it, my eyes get teary. I am feel guilty. I messed up in the beginning, will I ever be forgiven and loved?

There is nothing to forgive because you didn't do anything wrong. You didn't mean to not say "Hail Satan", that does not invalidate your desire to join the Gods or to be here. There is literally no benefit to kicking yourself over this and wallowing in guilt and depression. Even if you had done something wrong, wallowing in guilt doesn't somehow fix things.

You are okay, just start with the meditations and clear this from your mind. If you do not do this and keep on like this for months or years on end you will literally ruin yourself. All this is self-afflicted. Nobody is mad at you.