The Emptiness of Knowledge

[NinRick]

Maybe I was talking about myself then.
I don’t really like emojis here tbh, lol. Just „“ looks better.

I think, with slow moving planets, like Neptune, Uranus and pluto, you have mainly to focus on the houses they are in. And of course what other planets they are aspecting.

An entire generation has Neptune in Capricorn for example. You have it and I have it as well, as many other people in our generation. Neptune is a very sloooow, mover. Apart from Pluto, Neptune is the most distant planet from the sun.

Neptune is a spiritual planet, if it is sublimated correctly. Many people with a strong Neptune, don’t meditate at all, but take drugs. Energy and drugs feel pretty much the same. That’s probably what rips wholes in aura, as drugs create a rush of energy, an artificial rush. And well, it rips holes in the aura.
This is just my own theory. So don’t think that everything I say is 100% true.

Within the JoS witchcraft section, you can find Azazel‘s Astrology for Satanists. Check it out, if you have not done it already.

Cool Signature btw.

That is true. It's why I even shared that info, since it is broad and should be fine on here.
Unfortunately my neptune isn't the best placed which is why I had dependence on alcohol and bud in my teenage years. Thanks to finding this path I have been clean for almost 3 years now, and no desire of going back.

but yeah still have much to learn in astrology

and thank you, signature is from "ancient wisdom" sermon (=

Nice! I am glad you replaced drugs with meditations. I know some people who destroyed themselves by doing drugs. Not speaking about weed here tho.

I also started doing weed when I was in my teens, however, now I have absolutely no urge to do drugs anymore. I also never drink alcohol, not even on birthdays or other celebrations. From all people I know, There is only one other person, who also never does drugs. (I see alcohol as a drug as well)

But yeah once you find the truth and true spirituality, you don’t need drugs anymore. Speaking from my view, I did weed, because I was bored and did not see any meaning in life. It was nihilism, I mean I had fun and was full of energy, but I just did not see any deeper meaning in life. Our Souls wanted Spirituality, we filled this hole with weed.

I am a Satanist for 3 years as well now! Funny to hear we both started around the same time, and have a similar background. =)
Urgh.. now I am interested in your progress so far.

I also do believe that we are around the same age, as I have something in my chart that indicates drug abuse or spirituality, which I will not share here tho. I think you might have the same.

When transit pluto conjuncts natal neptune, this is a great time for meditations and spirituality, good we found this path, lol.

Perfect, this just motivated me to meditate right now.

 

[Apprentice]

(PING Brother.. this is something I think you'll probably find interesting)

One may remove thw curses but a new person probably does not have the strength to do things. So. Empowerment. Thats the part I think you are incorrect in.

Also, it is widely mentioned in JoS that one should increase the ability of throughput of ones conduit... or one may risk frying the nervous system, possibly irreversibly. That is where the empowerment comes into play, I guess. Building your power and your ability to handle it simultaneously, tapering it all up organically, adapting to the changes as you go.

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

Also, it is widely mentioned in JoS that one should increase the ability of throughput of ones conduit... or one may risk frying the nervous system, possibly irreversibly. That is where the empowerment comes into play, I guess. Building your power and your ability to handle it simultaneously, tapering it all up organically, adapting to the changes as you go.

One may remove thw curses but a new person probably does not have the strength to do things. So. Empowerment. Thats the part I think you are incorrect in.

I never denied that empowerment is extremely necessary, my point is essentially that removing what binds us may (perhaps only in some cases) be more powerful to notice real change than merely absorbing insane amounts of energy through power meditation.

But I'm starting to suspect this only concerns those who, like me, always felt so little energy they started thinking there was something else at play... this is how I reached this conclusion, that Serpent Rituals and anything that removes that binding is the real key to give yourself a serious boost in progress.

AFTER that has happened, power meditation is probably a breeze, and results can widely be observed (again, this concerning for people who have a VERY hard time feeling energy from the start, as unbelievable as that may seem to people who easily feel it).

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

 

[Rroco88]

I know I've been really advanced in the past lives, and that I've been a woman of power, even a famous female pharaoh, but I don't want to make a big deal of it, it actually matters who you are NOW and what you do in this exact moment for yourself and for the people of Satan, who I've been it's in the past.

When I'm thinking about the fact that you're a satanist since 2002 and I was born in that year makes me wonder how much information do you actually possess and how much information can be accumulated in this period of time. The human potential is indeed incredible and I know I do have a lot more to experiment further, as we all do.

I am glad you felt what you said you did when you read my message. I do love to have good influence on people and to share experiences with other implicated satanists like both of us seem are. Same for you, quote me wherever you feel like it, so we both are implicated in that topic, always a pleasure to have constructive conversations, hoping it is beneficial for both sides , I'll let people here know about other experiences of mine when I see fits. I've said in one of my messages that Satan encouraged me to make an account here, and I am very glad He did.

 

[Goldxaura]

Its a blessing that you are still here, despite all the slander and bullshit you come into contact with on a daily basis. Just know that the majority of us here REALLY appreciate you and all that you do. Thank you for being here

I love all Zevism as a soul family, so thank you.

The genuine love that I receive is what keeps me going, and overpowers the hate of even billions if necessary.

It is really hard this life we lead. But I know some people truly love me as do I them, and the Gods in turn love us all. This is why I try to return the same as I receive.

As for those who hate I hope they will be won over also, but we cannot live for these people.

This really warmed my heart, I know that you could probably care less or so, but I have been following your post and just soaking in every ounce of wisdom I can get. Lydia, Johnson_Akemi, all the High Priest, they all have influenced me so greatly and before I Knew it. I was healthily obsessed about helping humanity and myself. I know we got "into it " the other day about race. I just really really felt the need to tell you guys this.

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

Indeed spirituality had been took away from us forcefully in the past, but we've come a long way with everything we do, and some information even managed to survive which is incredible.

Not only information but spirituality itself, it can be seen especially in little kids as I saw, but it goes away with age. I can always see, when I go to supermarket, toddlers looking at me and smiling to me, to which I always take my mask off to smile back at them. They are extremely happy to see actual people, especially in these hard times, that I do not care for anyone's reaction, children need humans to be humans. It is pretty clear to me that they do feel energy and this ability goes away as time passes, even if I may be wrong.

Compared to 20 or more years ago, I do feel a very defining difference in the world. Once, I loved the idea of learning psychic powers (powers of the mind we all called them, ignoring they all come from the Human Soul), and this was luckily also what brought me to the JoS in the first place. Thought more than once that the Gods wanted me to look for another hopeless "telekinesis tutorial" the day I typed the word and found the Telekinesis page in the JoS. One click after and finding the JoS Homepage, I decided I was going to be a Spiritual Satanist and never looked back to anything else.

Back then, however, I wanted this (psychic powers) but couldn't feel a thing. When I started with basic meditations just to feel something and then quickly enough increased the difficulty, the number of breaths and the level of the meditations, I found to my horror that I somehow couldn't access the very CORE of what is Spiritual Satanism: I could feel no energy, or if I could I was the one somehow blocking it, or blocking myself from feeling it.

Talk about wrong mindset, huh?
In the end, what solved the entire thing for me was basically three things: 1. doing the Final Ritual.. I could feel the tiny 'flowing' of energy whereas before it was silence and dead, 2. forcefully analyzing myself and working on removing this wrong mindset that "I can't feel energy".. which without a doubt stopped me so far from even starting to feel.. and 3. LOVING the Gods (this is something extremely important, but it also comes with issues before one can actually do it.. in other words, I feared that by loving someone I couldn't see or feel I was more like a xtian who 'loves' a fake 'god' he can never feel (but will defend past the point of absolute shame and self deceit). Knowing this, I didn't want to really "feel delusional" (I'd make Aquarius proud now lol) by developing strong unconditioned feelings for beings I didn't know existed for sure. I had to develop myself but mostly removing obstacles to let my Soul be restored (as much as I could) before feeling something and knowing the Gods were close and hadn't given up on my sorry ass.

Now I'm at the point where after an orgasm I can feel the flow in my base chakra and it's like a little river of energy, spiraling, becoming active, and it's so noticeable if I focus on it, it becomes more like a 'humming' sound, but tactile if you know what I mean.. and for me to feel JUST this after an orgasm, it makes me really wonder just how much I've been corrupted in the past to only feel this effect. This is obviously the easiest to notice after my energy peaks (I can't imagine how a rising Serpent feels like yet, but I can't wait to find out... that's also what made me wanna try that "Breath of Fire Ritual" I told you about before), but I have felt this happening a lot after doing the three Serpent Rituals in January, and NOW I can feel this effect starting randomly, even as I sit at the table after lunch and relax a moment. It's there...

So, a LOT is changing. The Age of Aquarius isn't an easy one as it still requires constant self sacrifice and effort and strong, unwavering belief, but it DOES lead out of the dark ages, it DOES lead us back to our beloved Gods.

As for children, this comment of yours has got the BEST of timing.
I was going for groceries yesterday and twice I had some little girl (like 7 or 8 years old I guess) either saluting me completely out of the blue or waving at me like I was a long time friend... :O

I was pretty surprised because although kids seem to really like me since I was like 14 or so, I don't get that kind of attention now, not from complete strangers, not in public like in the book store where this child walked past me after saying "hi" to my face and smiling... I DID KNOW this was an energy thing.

I do know my Serpent is slowly uncoiling and rising. (Can't wait to read HP HC's new post about Dragons. Always felt drawn to dragons my entire life, also snakes actually.. I read the same book on snakes as a child over and over and over again. I felt something "click" in me every time I touched it, now that I think in retrospection.)

As you say, indeed children have got a stronger knack from abilities. I remember loving having imaginary cartoon friends when I was probably younger than 7, and I hated how my parents thought I was abnormal, that I wasn't developing correctly. One day, especially, I felt as if my parents had 'broken' this thing I did, and I couldn't do it anymore because otherwise I was deemed to be broken myself, stupid, wrong, or damaged. To tell you the truth, it felt exactly like I was being forbidden from going to a world I felt I belonged. I don't know how that had to do with what I know now, the Gods, the astral, multiple dimensions, but in 2003 I did discover I had a knack for creating thoughtforms with very little effort. To this day, that is probably the number one ability I should think of when I think of what I can do. The last time (I made a post on thoughtforms if you want to know more about it) I had the most unexpected success as my newly created thoughtform already started stimulating my pineal gland, so I do assume that I can create pretty strong thoughtforms.

Children have a much better time sensing the astral and naturally wanting to learn from it, be part of it. But I don't think they necessarily "lose" the abilities they have at birth and discover as children... I merely believe that these abilities become sacrificed, as in buried, for the "greater good", which simply means they are not accepted as normal by others until the refuse to be this part of themselves that they feel is perfectly normal (because if is of course).

But nothing stops them from wanting to rediscover this part of themselves years after, when they feel something is lacking in their lives and no matter the amount of money they make or career or life satisfactions seem to satisfy that "urge" for the astral.

You can't "kill" the Human Soul, you can only bind it. (I don't know if this is exactly correct, but I strongly feel this to be a fact. Satan made us to be immortal. I refuse to believe a corrupted system could kill anything Satan created.)

That's what I was wondering... how much can one learn in as little or as much (it's relative) as let's say 20 years.

I guess it wasn't that easy at the beginning. When I discovered the JoS in 2002 I didn't have my own computer, I had to wait until my sister was done chatting with her bullshit friends to log on and read from the JoS keeping an eye out for those that felt like I'd do something stupid. And although 20 years may be a long time, there are a lot of pages I still couldn't reach in the JoS. Mostly from the library, of course, as I don't have as much time to read as I'd like (especially now between ritual schedules and RL work and other things, having to sacrifice personal meditation time to read from the JoS, read in the Forum, etc), but I suppose this is also something that makes you aware of what you really want...

In my case, I think I visited the meditation page and the Demons page at least thousands of times. This, when I take a step back, tells me what I crave the most is contact with the Gods and to develop my Soul so I can reach them. This however only really got a good boost since last year (or two years) when I started to believe more that I had a right to meet the Gods (gave myself the right, breaking that stupid mindset) and after I started doing consistent Rituals.
Also, coupling meditation and Yoga has helped a lot. There is truly a lot about the physical that we should all consider more as important to reach spirituality at its finest.

I will read some messages on the "Regarding Elements" topic that you said about. But for my experience with elements, I don't know if I am going to work with them just for now. Last time I did, almost 2 years ago, I was in a trance state, and I was breathing in fire, I tried to invoke the fire element, and I did like 3 breaths of it (which took obviously a few seconds) and I already found myself sweating like crazy. As I know it can be dangerous I decided to stop. The other experiences with elements weren't that intense but still very powerful, and the only element I never tried to invoke was earth. I will invoke them all again when I think I am ready.

This is just a theory I have developed, but don't take it too seriously as there are also cases where this is meaningless.

In my observation of myself and others, I feel that a person (someone who meditates and uses Soul powers) has either a knack for Perceiving energy or Projecting energy.
In your case it's probably the first: you seem to be very skilled at sensing the astral, have easily enough (compared to me at least) managed to develop your astral sight and found your incubus, and when doing as little as 3 fire absorption breaths you sweat like crazy.... in my opinion, you have a very sensitive Soul 'system' but have to build up your resistance to a lot of energy types, and in this regard I do suggest you periodically train with even just one breath of each Element.
Don't know what your natal chart is like or if you know what Elements are dominant and weakest in your Soul, but you should probably experiment (in a very easy and relaxed way!) with them and see if there's something you can learn about yourself over a number of sessions.
I find the Elements to be very good teachers as they 'push' you in extreme directions and force you to face parts of you that only deal with some features in the Soul. But of course this is also possibly the most intense kind of energy so do ignore this advice or just build a semi immunity to strong energy by using other meditations before coming back to these 4 purest forms of energy.
As for Earth, I'm not sure I know what to suggest here. In my experience, (perhaps because in me this is the weakest Element) Earth is the one that caused the most spiritual contacts: I felt roots in the ground, insects, a connection with plants to the point of realizing they communicate in an impossibly perfect way, making no two plants in the entire world disconnected from the 'plant matrix' so to speak, and I also learned a lot from spiders and how the sense of touch (something Earth teaches about) can be used to 'bridge' a person and other dimensions. Also, Earth is said to be an Element that causes death (by slowing the heart rate past the point of no return, technically) so do not overdo this even if you're confident. Talk to your incubus or your Guardian about it if you need to, but your safety comes first.

Me, I'm the other way around: I can't see astral or any Gods unless I REALLY empty my mind with closed eyes and manage to summon a brief flashing vision which I can later recall.. kind of like a polaroid photograph in a way, I only hear astral sounds even more rarely, the greatest and perhaps only real success I had in 2012 when I asked a Goddess her name and heard her voice distinctly (although with a lot of echoing), and my only real astral sense for the past 20 years has been the ability to pick up scents... but this still didn't help as it is more like a sort of "remote viewing" but with scents, meaning I could tell what kind of shampoo my friend in Oregon had used but I couldn't tell a thing about the Gods (I could somehow smell greys to the point of almost 'tasting' their disgusting rotten meat bodies... that was one way of telling when they posed as someone friendly in a dream gone slightly lucid). All this perceptive stuff, I royally suck at. On the other hand: I can create thoughtforms that take me a couple seconds to make but that perceptive enough people on the other side of the world will feel as almost physical and highly energetic, had a decent grip on manipulating the weather until I decided to stop because I could also do a lot of damage in some region.. (no joke.. the weather is a massive weapon, just look at Texas and how the HAARP has made ice that won't even melt with fire), my best ever "magick" has been of the healing kind (I'll leave it at that as I did say too much in one of my first posts), and I can probably absorb Elements until I decide to stop without feeling any discomfort.

So.. Perceptive and Projecting. I guess this is one of the most beautiful things about sharing information with other Brothers and Sisters, we get to help those that are in need of answers we have, and we receive the answers we're longing for in return. Constantly evolving. Until the Gods will finally come back and we'll evolve so much faster this current reality will probably seem like a nearly impossible bad dream we're finally leaving for good.

About the revealing part that you said, I would never put personal information on a forum (in general), especially in a place where enemies are closely watching. This is why, even in the beginning of my last message in this topic here, I was generally speaking about myself, even if I do know exactly who I was, I hesitated, and I will continue to, as it can reveal a lot about myself now, putting me in an extreme danger. But asides of that, it is an indescribable pleasure to share with my brothers and sisters whatever I feel like sharing if it is in both of our interest and benefit, or at least in theirs.

You're absolutely right, it's safer not to give some information (and I did probably say too much in this one but I'm now very well protected and know how to deal with attacks much better than I did last year or the years before), so only ever say as much as you're comfortable saying, and don't be too direct making it easier for others (the enemy) to filter messages by keywords. But I agree, it is an indescribable pleasure to share more with Brothers and Sisters. We are normally surrounded by NPCs that we can't tell anything about and it does get lonely when one isn't the best at reaching the Gods on a whim (for me it is at least), so this is a really nice change. And of course there's another factor at play, something newbies love: knowing other Zevism have already accomplished some magickal feats serve as a personal boost, either because it (usually) proves something CAN be done (cuz others did before us) and it also makes us want to give our best because we don't want to be left behind, and treat these people as 'older' brothers and sisters in real life, to a degree.
We're all a huge, marvelous, Satanic Family. One day we will all personally know each other.

Always good to talk with you, Sister.

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

 

[DarkPagan666]

For how much wisdom has passed you by without understanding it, and how much more will? But the good news is, we do have all the time we need.

-High Priest Zevios Metathronos

Another well written and excellent sermon, thank you!

 

[DezFranky]

I can put a literal Sun in front of a diamond, yet it is covered in dirt, the diamond would be no different from any other stone, and it will propagate no shine further. Another thing is that the diamond itself would think of itself as a little dirty thing, and the Sun a bully for making it obvious to him that he's dirty.

I love this!

That piece of coal needs to stop thinking they a diamond then and meditate

 

[Aquarius]

I'd make Aquarius proud now lol

Proud of you boyy.
Let delusions die, let a honest and real worldview take their place.
I actually hate delusions so much, I used to be very afflicted by them, being a guy with a lot of immagination.

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

Proud of you boyy.
Let delusions die, let a honest and real worldview take their place.
I actually hate delusions so much, I used to be very afflicted by them, being a guy with a lot of immagination.

Proud? lol, don't be, I was being sarcastic. Don't get me wrong, I do understand what you're trying to say when you say something is 'delusional'. I believe many Satanists come from the same mindset and at some point just HAD to realize that some things, whether because they seem too impossible or because perhaps science as we know it currently failed to explain them.. or it even disproves the possibility of them happening in this reality, are 'not possible'.

Thing is, we can definitely state that something is possible when we have proof for ourselves (we either witnessed it happening and there was no question about it, or better yet, we have done that something ourselves), but we CANNOT state that something is impossible just because we have never witnessed it or done it or lived through it. That's just called being in denial of something due to lack of proof for oneself.
If a Neanderthal told another that he saw a white metal bird flying in the sky and leaving a trail, the other would club him in the head perhaps, either unable to believe such a story or scared of what he told him. Today, we know it's called "airplane" and we have no problem accepting that fact.

Delusional is one thing, but most of us don't get to do something before someone else has already done it. Those that DO do something before anyone else (or have done so in the last couple millennia and more) usually cringe at the thought of telling it to someone else, knowing what reaction they'll expect.

A nice quote from a cartoon sums this up:
"When you base your expectations only on what you see, you blind yourself to the possibilities of a new reality."

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

 

[Aquarius]

Proud? lol, don't be, I was being sarcastic.

I know

 

[Rroco88]

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Thank you so much for the idea of that thoughtform, but I thought I'll do a thoughtform which stays in the corner of my room, just so if it gets too much energy, I do not have contact with it at all, but I gradually get the energy from it, and leave some to empower it so it can take more and more energy. I will also try to work only with amounts of energy I can handle, so I bet there isn't gonna be any problem.

You also gave me the idea of making one of a short life first, as I have never made any thoughtform consciously, it would be a good idea to start slow.

As for elements in the chart, I bet they have nothing to do with the actual power of elements in the soul, but rather they represent the personality or mental traits one has. For example, I have most of my planets in air signs, but I am not really good at using air. I tried telekinesis a few years ago, but I've done it with my aura, expanding it, not with the air, because it was hard to use it, or I didn't know how to. While on the other hand, fire is one of my weakest elements, but I can easily heat up something, and pirokinesis came naturally for me. Now saying about mentality and personality I have, it matches exactly the order of elements' dominance in my chart.

Green? Mmm... really don't know about that. Thinking about it right now, I can only assume that the green color is not "because the light is green" but because that's probably how your astral eyes see light, and compared to your physical eyes' vision it's more green, or picks up the green better, so that's how you perceive sight during an astral projection. Could very well be wrong of course..
And yeah, taking my time.. even if this is actually still a problem because I think I'm lacking determination here. You're laying down and getting your body to relax.. you're only one step away from sleep but gotta keep trying to exit the body (doing whatever technique of your choice). I find the moment I "forget to focus" on this, I fall asleep and it all goes to shit. Some books suggest the absolutely best time for trying to pull an AP is the moment you wake up.. they suggested to train yourself to wake up without moving at all, not even opening the eyes, and using one of the various techniques that can trigger an exit. Don't know about that, I tend to just be pissed about annoying dreams I just had when I wake up, not really thinking "oh shit, I better try astral projection now! Here we go!" ...I'm more like "fuck these dreams.." and "I should sleep less" lol

I think it was green because the energy was green, and I actually saw energy, but I, however, may be wrong as well.

And taking your time is crucial for most things, I see it like you should do whatever you want to do, let's say telepathy, but take as much time as you feel you need to do it until you finally succeed. After that, continuous repetition is needed for you to decrease the time spent on a skill like such. This may not be about determination, but rather patience, as this is one of the most important things one needs in this path, and it applies to most, if not all, of the workings and skills to develop.

And for those techniques, I think you should do whatever works for you unless it's unhealthy, or does harm you or anyone else or harms the environment and nature. I know you know about it but I am referring to drugs or making yourself swoon (or faint, I just searched the Internet for this word, as I didn't know it) just to do what you could've done in a trance state or stupid stuff in general. Such tricks as entering a trance as soon as you wake up are just fine if it works for one (I would personally fall asleep again lol), but if you find something similar that works for you, then do it, why not? But I still think that patience is the key.

In that case (and cases where a non-Satanist has powers) I thought that she had probably been a Satanist in another life, but that perhaps she had been harassed since early childhood because the enemy goes after those that are gifted in order to scare them away from developing powers and understanding them, or trying to get these people afraid of themselves, making them think they're a danger to themselves and to others, who knows. Don't really know for sure, and yeah she only told me this stuff. There is the possibility of attention seeking, but because she could really feel well my thoughtforms (I used to call them "astral clone" back in 2003 when I had just discovered this skill) I considered her rather gifted so I believed that story.

Here... she told you she felt your thoughtforms, but, did you know that for sure? I generally test people in this kind of situations, by, for example, telling one I sent energy to them, even if I didn't, and asking them if they can feel it. Then you can know for sure. I think being skeptical helped me a lot this lifetime :lol:

I've had many ups and downs with pendulums.. nothing too fancy, a thread and a golden ring with a blue quartz (grandma's gift), but even if I had very clear answers (and I normally double, or triple checked getting the same results every time) the answers weren't always very reliable I guess. Last time I used it, last year, to ask about my Guardian Demon, I was told that I have three of them... :/ asked in this Forum, got told that even two is very rare, three is more like an impossibility.. so I wouldn't really know. There are a couple Demons that I feel closer than everyone else, and there are new ones that somehow introduced themselves to me in their own ways, with numbers, sigils, visions... I learned to recognize a pattern made with various signs that validate each other over and over until I accept the answer. When I do, they suddenly stop.

Of course, if the pendulum is the way you seem to get the most answers and help out of, do keep it up. Some say it's an advanced skill and that it takes a lot to read it correctly... I don't necessarily agree, but you're pretty good from what I can tell so there won't be problems.

Just like any other skill, it of course takes practice, even if you can be gifted, perfecting it is recommended in my opinion. And for your guardian demons, if you don't know who they are yet, you will know in time. It seems really nice to have more, I think it means you can also adapt to different kind of personalities, as it would have no logic to have more gds with the same traits, but this is just how I personally see things, you know better . When I asked about mine, I thought it is Rofocal, because, before my dedication, I had a vision while looking at His sigil, I am not gonna talk about it, but I later found out He wasn't my guardian. First I asked Him if He is, in a trance state, and I felt He isn't, then I asked who is my guardian demon and I saw straight lines transforming into spirals, 3 times in a row. When I found out who my guardian is, after asking demons I felt close to through pendulum, the spirals appeared to be in His sigil. In my case I don't know about other guardians if any, but whatever, time will show me as I advance I guess

I believe you. Didn't mean that I thought you weren't being honest, I hope I didn't answer in a way that suggested that. Quite the opposite. I can feel you're advanced. I was just surprised you mentioned Biokinesis because it's an all time favorite ability of mine and don't know many people that even know about it. From what I saw, many people have difficulty believing it's even real... I don't know why.

I actually answered in a way that suggested that others may think that, so don't worry, I can feel you're very opened to new information, always, and I personally must take some time to apreciate this, honestly. I assume you also filter the information, which is even better. And for biokinesis, I will continue to sustain my point of view, some things should be normal to human kind, including this, of course, not exaggerating, but being realistic, still.

Can't remember where exactly it is written in the JoS (or how many times so far I've been quoting HPS Pythia saying that), but she clearly stated that "absolutely everything is possible". To me, everything means "everything". It doesn't mean "everything BUT this and this and this". It means "if you can visualize it happening, it can happen". Biokinesis is part of that everything in EVERY way, and if someone else doesn't believe in it, to me it simply means they won't be using it anytime soon. "Whether you think you can or you can't, either way you're right."

Just had a thought... could it be that you believe that, that we should be able to manipulate all matter including our bodies, because you're advanced enough that you realize that without anything holding you back? That you naturally sense what is obviously possible and accept it as such?

Of course, as I said above, being realistic and not exaggerating should be present. But with power comes wisdom, at least in this path of ours, so even if it may be possible, one would not grow a tail or make "elf ears" or whatever mutilation of the human body just because they "feel like it" or think that "it looks nice". Everything, at least in our lives if not in the whole world, should be balanced, and at that point where one can, for real, change whatever one wants at their body, they will know how to discern the actual beneficial change to a law of the nature breaking.
For the questions... you tell me...

And about the Raja yoga, I'll see how I can get one of those without any money, maybe I'll find a free pdf or something. But for the transformation part, I said it above as well, without breaking the laws of nature, I think is the reason why most people see changing your body as impossible, they think this breaks the laws of nature and is something they aren't familiar with just yet.

Hindu mythology isn't something I was interested in, never was. But I think I will look up for some stories from there as well, as I have enough space for new information, always, and it isn't a bad idea, whenever, to have additional info on some topics.

HP Zevios sometime ago did write about people that we CANNOT wake up. That we shouldn't even try to wake up. It's not our responsibility, it's theirs.
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It's a scary thought that many that live and breath today will just choose death and worse in their conviction that they're going to be "saved" by a fake dummy that doesn't exist.

I know that, this is why Satan gave us free will, to use it. I do not feel any responsibility for what these people do, but it doesn't feel good to know that people that maybe love you, choose decay, instead of accepting the actual truth, or at least searching for it.

Yeah, it's Australia lol, but I am originally from Europe.. Italy (hence why I buy books in Italian lol). And your English is so good I thought you were from UK or the US, nothing wrong with it as far as I can tell.

Thank you, even though I know I should work on my tenses a bit and there are a few words I still don't know But being here is an experience from which I can learn, just as everyone does. Writing messages here maybe helps me exercise my English writing skills as well, aside of helping other people, getting helped and mutual support and inspiration, which are the main ground for being here.

Take good care, Brother! Hail Satan!

 

[Big Dipper]

HAIL SATAN FOREVER! HAIL LERAJE!

"extinguish the candle" I haven't seen that on the website. How do you do it? I have so much air it's not even funny, so I could use some focus exercises.

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

"extinguish the candle" I haven't seen that on the website. How do you do it? I have so much air it's not even funny, so I could use some focus exercises.

This is the page where it gives you those instructions.

Personally, I've tried with black aura between my hands but haven't been successful so far, what seemed to work for me was trying Earth and Water energies together (just visualize them or feel them both if you have a clear idea how they feel.. slow/dense and, basically, cold).

As for having much Air, I hear you Brother. It seems we're not very few sharing this dominant Element in here, but no one should think of Air as a weakness. I've seen people praise Fire dominance and treat Water dominance like it's a plague, thinking Fire gives you confidence and power and Water gives you inability to control your emotions, but everyone has got their strengths and weaknesses. Air is actually a very cool Element to use once you take the time to explore it and understand what skills it easily can lead to. If you want to read more about it, there was a pretty extensive discussion on my "Regarding Elements" post (in the first maybe 30 posts I guess?), and a lot of valuable information made me strongly consider Air as the best choice for me.
I can tell it's a tricky one to understand, it is subtle and at a first glance there may be little skills that one sees in it.. actually, "more flaws than assets" is a common first impression. :lol: But it's really not like that, in my opinion.

If you have tons of planets in Air and see that you have zero planet in some other Element, don't despair. I used to think of this as an obvious flaw, but I later learned how the missing Elements display themselves in your life. You just have to explore them as gently as you can and never overdo Elemental magick on yourself.

I really don't have the time to go browsing right now, but I'll find you one of those more eye opening posts I mentioned in my ....aaah, fuck that. Here it is lol https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=200249#p200249 (you'll probably be more interested in the first paragraph, the rest are answers to others mostly I think.. you can read anything that feels familiar or useful of course).

This isn't really that much, there were many voices in this post and I learned from various sources (I'm also almost sure there was similar information in my very first post, but it's going to take really ages to browse through it now.. it was between me and Brothers Ghost in the Machine and Stormblood, both provided a lot of good insight on how to use Air. Have a read if you have got the time. The "Regarding Elements" post became something like a chatroom between Apprentice and me, we're both Air too and helping each other out as we discover more about ourselves. I hope it can be of use to other people, not just us. Knowledge revealed by few of us should always be intended for all our Family to grow and better themselves.

Hope that helps, let me know if you have questions.

HAIL SATAN FOREVER! HAIL LERAJE!

 

[Big Dipper]

"extinguish the candle" I haven't seen that on the website. How do you do it? I have so much air it's not even funny, so I could use some focus exercises.

This is the page where it gives you those instructions.

Personally, I've tried with black aura between my hands but haven't been successful so far, what seemed to work for me was trying Earth and Water energies together (just visualize them or feel them both if you have a clear idea how they feel.. slow/dense and, basically, cold).

As for having much Air, I hear you Brother. It seems we're not very few sharing this dominant Element in here, but no one should think of Air as a weakness. I've seen people praise Fire dominance and treat Water dominance like it's a plague, thinking Fire gives you confidence and power and Water gives you inability to control your emotions, but everyone has got their strengths and weaknesses. Air is actually a very cool Element to use once you take the time to explore it and understand what skills it easily can lead to. If you want to read more about it, there was a pretty extensive discussion on my "Regarding Elements" post (in the first maybe 30 posts I guess?), and a lot of valuable information made me strongly consider Air as the best choice for me.
I can tell it's a tricky one to understand, it is subtle and at a first glance there may be little skills that one sees in it.. actually, "more flaws than assets" is a common first impression. :lol: But it's really not like that, in my opinion.

If you have tons of planets in Air and see that you have zero planet in some other Element, don't despair. I used to think of this as an obvious flaw, but I later learned how the missing Elements display themselves in your life. You just have to explore them as gently as you can and never overdo Elemental magick on yourself.

I really don't have the time to go browsing right now, but I'll find you one of those more eye opening posts I mentioned in my ....aaah, fuck that. Here it is lol https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=200249#p200249 (you'll probably be more interested in the first paragraph, the rest are answers to others mostly I think.. you can read anything that feels familiar or useful of course).

This isn't really that much, there were many voices in this post and I learned from various sources (I'm also almost sure there was similar information in my very first post, but it's going to take really ages to browse through it now.. it was between me and Brothers Ghost in the Machine and Stormblood, both provided a lot of good insight on how to use Air. Have a read if you have got the time. The "Regarding Elements" post became something like a chatroom between Apprentice and me, we're both Air too and helping each other out as we discover more about ourselves. I hope it can be of use to other people, not just us. Knowledge revealed by few of us should always be intended for all our Family to grow and better themselves.

Hope that helps, let me know if you have questions.

HAIL SATAN FOREVER! HAIL LERAJE!

oooh okie dokie thanks a bunch

 

[Rroco88]

I would had suggested that we move this message to one of my forgotten posts not to bother people with long replies, but some of the information we're discovering through experience is so good I hope more will find it and use it to grow!

I had the best Beltane in many years! Hope yours was the same, Sister!

HAIL SATAN FOREVER! HAIL THE GODS AND GODDESSES OF THE GENTILES!

I swear I wrote something again, of the same manner, and I've accidentally lost the message somehow, my fault, still really long message as usual, it is extremely weird. I guess it is something that I really shouldn't say.. I will just reply to this as I do not have enough time, but I will take my time to rewrite everything in the next days, making sure I do not include that part, it is really interesting that I managed to save everything that I wrote until now, but WITHOUT that part...

I wanted to respond to this "moving the conversation" thing, I think it would be a good idea, even if there are people who will see this conversation here, or still read it, in the end will be the link of yours to the continuation, so they will click the link to read further if they want to do so. So seems really good to me. If I feel like doing so, I will send the response for your message on the topic you send the link to. I have no problem with this.

 

[Francesco92]

Hi brothers and sisters, how can i contact a demon?

 

[Aquarius]

Hi brothers and sisters, how can i contact a demon?

www.templeofzeus.org
if you're italian there's the translated website:

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

Hi brothers and sisters, how can i contact a demon?

www.templeofzeus.org
if you're italian there's the translated website:

https://www.templeofzeus.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/DEMONOLATRY.html

This is the specific page, there are others in the "Demons" page that will give you more information as well as techniques of meditation in the "Meditations" page.

Personally, lately I have favored visualizing the sigil and trying to feel a connection with the Demons. It usually works better if you have formally tried to summon the Demon/Demoness before, as They know you are serious about this, but sometimes Demons you are unfamiliar with might come to you on their own. This, in my experience, usually means They're trying to get you to realize something for yourself, often about who you really are and what skills you should focus on developing to grow faster and better.

Do check the Italian JoS version if you're Italian (Francesco e' un nome molto Italiano abbiamo il Forum in Italiano se non l'hai ancora trovato, https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewforum.php?f=6 scrolla giu' fino a Topics).

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

 

[Rroco88]

Hi brothers and sisters, how can i contact a demon?

Hi! Here is an useful link for you
https://www.templeofzeus.org/DEMONOLATRY.html
keep in mind that you should not "summon" a demon if your intentions are of a stupid manner, like just doing it because you want to have fun or just see how it is like.

Are you dedicated to Father Satan? If not, then take your time to read the main site (my brothers gave you some links) and just read, let the knowledge absorb, and after you dedicate, if you choose to do so, then contact demons with a clear purpose. Wish you luck! Hail Satan!

 

[Francesco92]

I need a simple method

 

[Francesco92]

A simple ritual, i don't know

 

[Aquarius]

A simple ritual, i don't know

If you're not dedicated nor are you here to learn but are here with the idea that Satanism is for quick and easy gains then I'd just avoid it.

 

[Rroco88]

A simple ritual, i don't know

Hey, look... we just gave you all you need. The simplest way to contact demons is to focus on their sigil and talk to them, but if you are not dedicated this may not work, and if you are, you will most likely hear nothing, even if the demon hears you. There are certain steps one has to take before in order to be able to contact a demon, or to receive answers from that demon, and this does not come overnight. I asked you if you're dedicated and you completely ignored that, it is the first step if you're serious about contacting one of our Gods. Take your time and read and if you have any more questions, ask.

Hail Satan!

 

[Francesco92]

I'm dedicated please help me

 

[Francesco92]

I did the dedication ritual years ago

 

[Francesco92]

???

 

[Francesco92]

???

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

here is how I do not struggle with sleep at all: when I put myself to bed I am saying that "I now put myself to sleep" or something similar a few times then I do void meditation. I think may be of help, no matter the orientation of your body when you sleep, or the bed you sleep in.

Sister, you're freaking amazing. XD

I tried your trick last night and my sleep felt very different. I cleaned up any previous energy from the place I sleep in, then decided I'm putting myself to sleep as you said, and used Void to slow myself down.

I realized my usual sleep entrance is very similar to simply losing consciousness and falling into some unknown place, but THIS time my entry felt much more like a "controlled rope descent".
For the first maybe 3 hours (as I went to sleep past 1am.. watched old Chinese kung fu movies :lol: ) I only slept without any dream (OR that's the phase they say dreams usually aren't recalled). I'm almost sure I "must have dreamt of something" but when I woke up around 4:30am I couldn't remember shit. The cool part came later, when I did this again and mentally stated where I wanted to go in the dream, in order to make it manifest easier I guess.
The "where" didn't seem to work but I did get to meet some Succubi that felt like a real being (the romantic type, not the sex one) and I felt honestly loved. I can't be too sure after one successful session but I think I met her before, or the archetype I'm looking for is really similar.

Woke up two hours later (I checked the clock to keep an eye on the dream's duration and sleep patterns) and realized that I dreamt a lot of "time" for only two hours of sleep.

I tried this one more time but didn't dream or I don't remember what it was about.
I'm thinking I might use some suggestions about "how to trigger lucid dreams" I read about, one about setting your alarm clock and waking up at specific intervals to trigger lucidity (the WBTB one, for "Wake Back To Bed") as it seems the case in the one I pulled last night.

...Actually, I just remembered I did something similar when I was a child and trying to control my dreams (before I heard lucid dreaming was something people could do) and a few times it worked but I didn't control this well.
Thanks to you, I feel like I can manage this now.

I've got to say, dear Sister, I think you've been sent by our Gods and Goddesses! :lol: You've been nothing but a blessing, I feel I'm making constant progress. I'm really glad you're here.

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

 

[Francesco92]

Void meditation?

 

[Henu the Great]

I'm dedicated please help me

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[Satan_is_our_Father666]

this with the help of the "two forces"....
Wherever one finds itself, this journey of growing never ends, not even after achieving the Magnum Opus, there is the beauty of it all.

I've been feeling lately (or paying more attention to) how the sky seems closer. The stars, especially. It almost seems like my ..consciousness?.. has been expanding upward and I see less distance between us and the stars, and our Gods and Goddesses. We'll probably never stop evolving, this is such a beautiful concept, but also makes one much more angry at the enemy for wanting us to stay the same and even less. They need to go for good, this charade has been going on for too long already. "We're the future gods of mankind. Start acting like it." like a dear Brother said before. Who knows how many we will guide once we're advanced enough, all while we keep learning and evolving.

Vibrating G stimulates the pineal gland, just as a matter of fact. Maybe this additional information helps you in a way or another. Gaum mantra on the pineal.

Yeah, pretty sure I read that in the chakra awakenings, or from someone here. "G" is actually one of the sounds that helped me the most. I should work with it again. Thanks for reminding me.

This may also show you how good you are with void meditation, and if you should work a lot more on it.

Truth be told, the best experiences I've had were all while "trying" Void meditation. It's difficult most of the time, but there are times when it seems suddenly a lot easier. Don't know if this depends by planetary alignments of whatnot or if it's just my own approach to the Void, but when I did and got good and immediate results I just knew I was doing it alright. I guess the rest of the time my mind is simply too busy with problems and thoughts and I forget to focus, if that's even possible. Air headed, you know...

I suppose it's never too late to increase your resistance, and, in general, do what you feel like doing. And regarding swimming, I wasn't referring to the beach, I don't personally like them at all, I haven't seen sharks, only small jellyfish, and to be honest, this all is not my type of environment. I like to swim in high salinity lakes and there is one near where I live, right next to a forest and on the top of a hill, I just love to go there.

Guess I'd need longer days to do all the training I want to do, between spiritual and Yoga, and then martial arts to keep fit and able. As for sharks, I haven't seen them in the sea (apparently the shark population is almost on the brink of extinction due to indiscriminate "fin fishing"... damn bastards who do that need to become shark food) and disappearing of entire species that create imbalance in the marine ecosystem, but I'm actually more scared of jellyfish lol. There shouldn't be any here because of the colder water but there's a jellyfish called Irukanji that can be 2 millimeters long (read that as "freaking invisible") but is one of the first 3 most venomous creatures in the world. So.. yeah, not eager to meet one. And this is the "known" species.. apparently marine snakes are the most venomous in the world. The sea itself is a coven of venomous wonders.

This lake of yours sounds like a wonder I'd love to visit someday. So salty it's impossible to find the bottom?? :lol: Holy shit.. ever heard that before, but it's so very intriguing. I'll try to look it up somehow and see if I can "theta project" there or something.. definitely sounds like the safest possible body of water to swim into.. no chance of drowning and I assume there's too much salinity for anything dangerous to inhabit it (unless SOME killer bacteria live in salt lol.. but I'd hypothesize the salt would just destroy their composition... then again, nature is a continuous wonder so who knows...)

the fact that you can spot these differences may come from the fact that you've maybe been a satanist before this lifetime
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Maybe, who knows, you've been a "late bird" this whole time and now you start to improve yourself, and it happens quite fast, like a cloud in movement, isn't it?

Well, I can certainly tell these skills haven't come from THIS lifetime as I never trained them before, so yes.. pretty sure I've been very involved with Satanism before.

And ahah... I just checked to be sure, but "late bird" means someone who wakes up late and goes to sleep late.. which I am too :lol: ..what you were trying to say is "late bloomer", means someone who "flowers" or unfolds or sprouts late, like a flower that opens the petals at the end of the season after every other flower.
And... I don't think you're wrong at all here, Sister. To be honest, I can only think this sucks lol... because I've always seen others making progress with little effort (some even making progress and THEN GIVING UP ON SATAN.. :evil: ) and this always frustrated me and made me feel like I was stupid or something for not being able to feel energy, or to do some things others "reported easy"... whether they really did or not.

After I became a Zevism I definitely noticed a change after a while: I could suddenly use that Thoughtform type I told you about and some things simply were easy to understand.. energy matters sounded obvious, like a school subject I hadn't been studying for a long while but that I used to be very good at, sort of.
It could very well be that I'm using more of the Eight Paths of Enlightenment now, paths that I didn't even know about until recently or that I simply didn't believe so important, like Yoga turned out to be, and that was the trigger that would start my engine, allowing me to make progress.

This sounds like a good moment to tell you about the last week or so.

I've been bitching with myself about my lack of Earth Element and wanted to do something about it. A few days ago, after setting my mind and thoughts toward Earth and Earthy things, I bought a beads necklace (the 108 beads kind for mantras and affirmations) that is made almost entirely of Tiger's Eye. To me this stone is (to put it kindly) "the most unbearable gemstone". I used to wear it before and it always made me uneasy, agitated, the arm where I wore the stone made ring on my finger would twitch and feel uncontrollable spasms after a while, so I stopped using it.

This time, however, I decided I was going to balance that damn Element and keep it up until I saw results.
I got the necklace and for like 3 days I didn't even take it off. I'd focus on Earth, absorb it, manipulate it (like for cleaning as I explained before, visualizing outcrops and pyramids) and before the 3rd day I started to feel something too obvious not to notice: I'll call it "boost of adrenaline" because it sounds similar at a physical level, something by body "seems" to feel, but it's actually a "boost in emotion".

Long story short, I'm pretty sure I somehow unblocked my third chakra and a bridge has formed between my lower and upper chakras (in the heart chakra), and it's so strong and happens so unexpectedly it demands my full attention. To put it in an emotional example, it's showing up almost randomly, immediate, fast, and it feels like a strong mix of excitement and love...

Remember when I said the Serpent Rituals were doing something that made my base chakra vibrate and pulse? This feels the same, but it's a completely different reaction... BUT it's moved up two chakras. I can't really locate the second chakra between these spots, but I don't think it's asleep at all..

Yesterday night I was feeling sick from eating something bad and couldn't sleep, so I did another Ritual and decided to try and focus and direct that "love" to a Succubus.. However, not being very familiar with her yet, I asked Leraje, my Guardian, to deliver the love for me. I'm definitely doing this again, as I felt a clear positive response from her. Like she was "loving me back", but I don't know if this love came from my Guardian or a Succubus. (I can feel it even now that I'm telling you about it. )It felt very pure and perfect.. pure joy.

You will realise if it is like this when the moment is right, trust your timing, brother. You will, maybe, realise that you've been advanced before, that it is in you, and this will make you even more motivated to continue. I can see that lots of answers came to you lately and you’ve advanced a lot, and this happened quite recently. So, let the cloud be consistent in its movement and look at it some time later, see it in a completely different place looking a completely different way. Changing is obvious.

You're absolutely right, and I love the cloud analogy. Besides, I took a step back from Earth right now, as I'm trying to work with all the Elements at once. Can't do it all in one go with each, or the reaction from the others will be too strong and create a mess of imbalance I think. I'm focusing on Air right now, just enough to keep balanced and not forget about the importance of the breath in meditating.

I usually am silent, but when I open my mouth and say something, everyone's attention is at me, and it creates a complete silence.

That, I take as one of the signs saying you're very advanced. I think the voice (among other things) can reveal a lot about the person, and yours probably reveals how powerful you are.

I was thinking about this cold resistance you said having to do with the water element, and I remember that in the beginning of this year here were -15°C, and I was going to school in basically a sweatshirt and a T-shirt in the morning. I didn't knew how cold it actually was until my mom told me. Well, yea, I mean, my eyelashes and hair froze until I got to school (it usually takes me about an hour on foot) but I didn't catch any cold nor felt bad in any way, but the exact opposite, as I love cold weather a lot.

So I was wondering, is there any chance that water element is also strong in my soul? Considering what I said, and that I wasn't using fire but rather feeling the cold and embracing it.

About your experience after experimenting a bit, I don't think I should be shocked.

I'd say that sounds actually very reasonable. From what I understand you're very strong with Fire, but also it seems the cold (like when you were sitting in the snow also) doesn't bother you at all. The way I usually look at things, Elemental magick is the most advanced (as the Elements are the most extreme kinds of energy, pulling towards completely different directions), so someone who's very skilled with them can only be someone very advanced.
I don't know (anymore) how much this has really to do with the planets distribution in the natal chart... their presence in an Element could simply be a guideline, telling a person what they should work more with, OR they tend to lose importance the more a person advances and gains control and resistance to them.

I just checked your older messages to be sure.. if I'm not mistaken your Elements in growing order in the chart should be Earth, Fire, Water and Air.. meaning Fire and Water being this strong already probably mean you've got more than a decent control on your Earth too, and I have no idea what you can do with Air. :lol:

The way I understand this, Elements aren't always obvious and people can display them in different ways. For example: you're Air dominant, which suggests you like to be very sociable and talkative, but you also said that you're mostly quiet.. perhaps your Earth displays in a controlled silence? Just a thought, don't take this too literally of course. Another example is the way one works.. if you like to take frequent breaks (Air) or you prefer to do everything tirelessly and finish at the end (Earth). I used to be silent and shy as a kid, then I pushed myself a little and ended up talking for long time with anyone that I found somewhat interesting (this in person, but there's still nobody I prefer talking with other than a Brother or Sister in arms).

To sum things up, I don't think you're imbalanced at all, but it's possible that you don't know the real extent of your skills because you focused mostly on Fire and Water (pyro and ignoring the cold completely)... in my experience with Earth (and why I won't let it go for too long in my training) is that it triggers Void and spiritual communication. Feeling underground roots, subtler connections within your Soul... it's all too important to postpone for later.
Air.... I think you either already know your skills, or have to discover this side of you yet.

Something easy I don't remember asking you before (might have already, we speak a lot! :lol: ) is Astral Scent (or "Clairalience" lol.. weird name). If you haven't tried it, just open your senses and breath slowly while looking at something in a picture... in my experience it only really works with colors, but there are people who have such a sight they can see much more of the light spectrum, not to mention astral beings and our Gods and Goddesses. This works even with things you haven't smelled before, like tropical fruits that don't make it in all countries and such.

This is just one skill, of course. Air is very versatile... if you visualize it "spinning" through a door you can slam it. Found out in school, lol. Scared the whole class. :lol: Priceless. Only catch is, this SEEMS to work better when there's already currents in the air... if all windows are shut the odds of success seem reduced, but that's just me. You'll do better for sure, Sister.

Thanks for encouraging me, it turns out I am underestimating myself a lot just yet. I will gradually get rid of this, you're not the only one who's saying that, my guardian did as well, also Satan, but a lot more subtle, so I suppose I should solve this in a way or another, and this started recently by mentally realising this, now I should act on the spiritual area to fix it, then it will materialise. I feel I am am on the right path.

I think it's probably a common mistake we all make, especially in a world that's been cursed with "anti magick curses"... not surprising people start thinking "they can't". This is all changing now, don't worry.

The programming you have to work on is not by "directly jumping on experimenting" because you know you can do those things and may or may not advance you or boost your confidence by trying to convince yourself that you were right, but on being conscious you can and gradually get into the things you love and getting more and more experienced, making sure you have COMPLETE CONTROL over your powers.

It's always been a very common thing for me, I'm currently working on that by including more things that rule each "aspect of the office" I'm trying to learn about, like more Elements rule each one. Answers are starting to pop up, slowly, but it's happening. Thanks for your advice.

I enjoy painting a lot, with oils. I am into romantic art a lot and I paint in a romantic style, just as the painting of Satan exulting in my signature, but instead of using pencil over oil paint to create shadows (as you see Richard has done in this one if you zoom in) I personally do shadows with paint as well, so only paint in my artwork. I want to paint Father Satan in that romantic manner one day, and maybe other gods as well.
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but I suppose only close gods would want this, as everyone has a different style or sees a certain god in different ways, especially if they do not know them well, and this could distort perception of new ones over a god. Maybe I'm wrong but I'll see where this gets me I guess.

I don't really know if what we see is always or even just "very close" what "is". The Gods surely know we're going to pick up on specific details and use them to realize who they are, even if they're possibly mistakes in descriptions or commonly believed facts about them, like the color of one's wings or the hair length and such. Perhaps you should just trust yourself and paint what you see. And if later you have another vision you can always paint them differently and compare them. Perhaps the mere differences will be a way for them to tell you something, like a change you need to be more aware of or something to work on within yourself.

And thanks for telling me about this guy using pencil on top of paint.. sounds convenient and useful. Actually, it reminds me a lot of a technique I just discovered this week watching instagram people draw faces: this one guy made the general guidelines and then, before using any pencil to draw eyes and features, used a brush and powdered graphite, like it were paint, to create all the major shading areas and giving the face already a sense of depth, and only then he added eyes, lips, nose and worked on the minor shading. I always bitch a lot about getting the details wrong and then being unsatisfied about my shading, but this sounds like a method that will make me learn faster and better. I'm trying a few things now (mostly textures with ink) and soon I'll try that too. Got a really positive vibe about it.

It is as you desire, and you don't have to force yourself to learn it and see the aspects if you don't want to, just let is come naturally. I've personally done it because I felt from Satan I should, and I did so, only to find out I am underestimating myself and that I will get rid of this soon, seeing my actual nature. I bet there are other things He wanted me to see, I still look forward to it. I suppose there are things that help one in their growing, I, however, suggest you look at yours deeper as well, who knows, maybe you'll find something of interest or see how to fix certain problems you have, and may be of extreme help. Just take this as a simple advice, if you don't feel like it, don't do it.

Take good care as well, Brother! I won't reread this message, I'll just press submit, hope there aren't too many grammar mistakes or unintelligible ideas :lol I was usually making them a lot more clearer after writing them, I now have a lot of things in my mind, I've just put them all down. And sorry for this late reply tho.

I think that's exactly what I'll do.. looking within as I feel I'm getting to more answers and unlocking something big. I'll keep astrology for later, definitely on my to-do list but not yet.. I've only started opening one door and peeking in, I want to keep opening that one now and see where I get to.

And no worries.. your message was very readable, I'm not that fussy lol.

Take care, Sister! And do take your time, we're pretty busy with the current schedule and all the other things.

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

 

[siv13]

This might seem weird, but your messages were really cute and enjoyable, I love seeing Satanists communicating like this c:. Thank for keeping your conversation here, and for having it in first place, especially the Ritual part, since I have the same energy problems…

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

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Hi, just saw your reply as this is an account I seldom use now (I'm using "Eagle Bearer 666"), I'm glad you appreciated these messages. I hope these longer ones (if someone wants to read them and see something they can use from them) contain at least a few keywords or concepts that will help. I used to see a lot of "synchronicities", as I used to call them, when I joined here and some people seemed to always say **exactly** the things I needed to hear as answers, and it turn that made me grow some more, definitely more than all those years before joining this Forum and learning so much about myself in a much shorter time than I've ever done (mostly being stuck and with wrong mindsets).

Persistence and hard work are everything for us Zevism. It may be harder in the beginning (and I also mean "many years" here.. I just started dipping my toes in the Astrology and found it extremely accurate and fascinating), but don't ever give up and take note of every little success. It will all add up later and you'll spot results more and more often.

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!

 

[Rroco88]

This might seem weird, but your messages were really cute and enjoyable, I love seeing Satanists communicating like this c:. Thank for keeping your conversation here, and for having it in first place, especially the Ritual part, since I have the same energy problems…

I only recently saw this message, and I can reply now. I'm glad you saw our messages as enjoyable and cute, and it doesn't seem weird at all, I actually thought someone thinks that, even if I didn't expect anyone to say it at some point. Your username seems familiar to me tho..

As for your energy problems, keep being consistent. Consistency is something I personally struggle with right now, and I recently started inhaling earth element, as it brings stability, and I started to see results in a week or so, but for some reason I stopped, so I gotta continue to keep it permanent. Advancement is with ups and downs, in no matter what area, so we shall keep our heads up and never give up. Currently I am personally at a point where I jump between 2 stages, I'm either seeing and slightly hearing astrally, I'm highly vibrational and everything's going great, either in a stage where I can barely feel in the astral, and pretty sure this has to do with consistency now, speaking of my case, but earth might help you as well in case it's the same for you.

Analysing patterns is also something to do, like if you feel something, what have you felt exactly and in what circumstances have you felt it? I was recently reading the book "Meditations" by this roman emperor and philosopher Marcus Aurelius, and I saw that "introspective meditation" done almost all the time, especially speaking of the "reason" you're doing something or the reason why something happens to you. But now speaking of analysing in general, this also helped me quite much, asking yourself questions like why, what, how.. I've always done this as a little child and every child does this, as this is how they grow mentally, until society or even family pushes the idea that you're punished for asking some things.

But anyway, I wrote a lot to reply to a little message lol. But I'm glad you wrote this message in the first place. Hail Satan!

 

[siv13]

This might seem weird, but your messages were really cute and enjoyable, I love seeing Satanists communicating like this c:. Thank for keeping your conversation here, and for having it in first place, especially the Ritual part, since I have the same energy problems…

I only recently saw this message, and I can reply now. I'm glad you saw our messages as enjoyable and cute, and it doesn't seem weird at all, I actually thought someone thinks that, even if I didn't expect anyone to say it at some point. Your username seems familiar to me tho..

As for your energy problems, keep being consistent. Consistency is something I personally struggle with right now, and I recently started inhaling earth element, as it brings stability, and I started to see results in a week or so, but for some reason I stopped, so I gotta continue to keep it permanent. Advancement is with ups and downs, in no matter what area, so we shall keep our heads up and never give up. Currently I am personally at a point where I jump between 2 stages, I'm either seeing and slightly hearing astrally, I'm highly vibrational and everything's going great, either in a stage where I can barely feel in the astral, and pretty sure this has to do with consistency now, speaking of my case, but earth might help you as well in case it's the same for you.

Analysing patterns is also something to do, like if you feel something, what have you felt exactly and in what circumstances have you felt it? I was recently reading the book "Meditations" by this roman emperor and philosopher Marcus Aurelius, and I saw that "introspective meditation" done almost all the time, especially speaking of the "reason" you're doing something or the reason why something happens to you. But now speaking of analysing in general, this also helped me quite much, asking yourself questions like why, what, how.. I've always done this as a little child and every child does this, as this is how they grow mentally, until society or even family pushes the idea that you're punished for asking some things.

But anyway, I wrote a lot to reply to a little message lol. But I'm glad you wrote this message in the first place. Hail Satan!

Don’t worry about writing too much haha! I really appreciate it. I would write longer messages as well, but I’m kind of struggling to sound good in English, and I end up deleting half of the things I want to say :lol:
You remember me from our country’s Satanic forum, I asked about a witch ball, if it would be good enough for making ectoplasm in it, and you replied to me.
And thank you for the tips, I definitely need to be more consistent, but I’m struggling with motivation. My energy levels are horrible, and I plan to fix this with yoga and mantras. Do you have any advice here? And for the analyzing, I have an unused agenda, and I’ll start writing things down.
Hail Satan!