satumariasaviaro
New member
Hello and good evening. Greetings from Finland. i approach to this group to gain little more knowledge because i cannot seem to find answer by my self. i have never had any kind of contact with other satanists so please do not bite my head off if i somehow break the rules of the group. it is not my attention to do so. i live in complete solitude and only speak to satan, i dont feel good among people. but i seriously need help in a form of knowledge from somebody who know more then me. I CANNOT ACCEPT SATAN TO APPEAR TO ME!! I MET HIM ONCE VERY LONG TIME AGO AND HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE THAT. I KNOW HE HAS BEEN CHECKING UP ON ME AND SO ON. I CAN FEEL HIS ENERGY EACH AND EVERY NIGHT DURING POWER MEDITATION AND WE USE TELEPATHY TO COMMUNICATE. I WISH SO MUCH TO MEET HIM PERSONLY AND TALK WITH H FACE TO FACE AGAIN AND IT IS VERY CLEAR TO ME THAT FATHER SATAN WANT TO MEET PERSONLY TOO. BUT I HAVE VERY BIG PROBLEM WITH THAT. EACH TIME HE IS COMING I SEE HIS LIGHT AND I AMIDIETLY FEEL HIS POWER. BUT... I CAN TOLERATE HIS POWER ONLY FEW SECONDS AND THEN I GET SO BAD PAIN AND PRESSURE TO MY BRAIN THAT I CANNOT HANDLE THAT PAIN.( I CANNOT SAY WITH WORDS HOW TORTURING THIS PAIN IS) FATHER SATAN BACK OFF AMIDIETLY WHEN THE PAIN COME TO ME. HE DONT WANT TO HURT ME AND I ALSO HAVE COME NOW SCARED FOR THIS PAIN. CAN ANY OF YOU TELL ME WHY THIS TORTURING PAIN COME?I I ASKED FATHER SATAN TO CHECK MY DEAD AND I NOTICE HE DID THAT BUT EITHER HE DOESNT KNOW WHAT IS WRONG OR HE CANNOT TELL ME. I ASKED HIM CAN YOU PLEASE HEAL WHAT EVER IS WRONG WITH BRAIN? I GOT NO ANSWER. i am very sensitive, very strong energy and i am born with the ability for telepathy. i reach the very strong power mediative state of mind amidietly when i close my eyes. this is not practised ability but something i am born with. have been wondering if my own energy is very strong and when it come united with the energy of satan, it is too much for my mortal brain to handle. COULD THIS BE TRUE? does somebody know?? because if somebody can help me or guide me with this problem i would be very grateful. thank you for your time .Honor to Satan !!!!
