Criticism and Feedback: How Can We Improve?

[SShiva_fr]

Sorry for the late reply but I just finished a week of exams where I passed my diploma (and on top of that I must have covid).

You know, I can say it now publicly, this attack by Frank woden has left its mark on me and has had repercussions beyond what you think.
I have been struggling since my dedication with the fear of contact with Beings/entities, whatever they are. It is not really a secret, sister Lydia helped me with this.

This last year, I didn't ask any personal questions and I wanted to help the community with translations, donations, all the Rituals of course, threads to help such as the dates for the Necronomicon money spell but also to help the JoS translators, with a tip (well this post literally went unnoticed, it's a pity and it's not a question of ego, it's just to translate more and do more and more for our Lord Satan).

To come back to the subject, I had the famous night, object of the thread, a 1st very striking experience, and the frank woden is the only one to have perceived that I was still terrorized by it and that I sought comfort from the brothers and sisters.

When he started to insult us, which at the time did not prevent me from remaining correct, he also said that he wished me that "these dark entities would come again to take my energy and torment me".

If I didn't let anything show publicly, it goes without saying that I didn't sleep for several nights for fear that this "entity" would come back... except that I was in the middle of my exams for my diploma and that had serious repercussions... I passed the exams and the orals literally exhausted, while I worked hard for 1 year for this diploma, on top of my endless days (children, houses, rituals, Ritual, translations, etc).

I was disgusted to be so tired from lack of sleep, and the words of that bastard frank woden chasing me. Oh yes, he did it, he can be proud.

I couldn't believe that the moderators let him attack me, insult other members, such as the Brother The Nameless, sow doubt and panic, when I had opened the thread to not give in to panic.

It may be childish. I'm not old enough anymore but it's the reality. I fight against these fears. I needed your help.

 

[blueFlame666]

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It is not proven that kicking out people addresses anything, let alone delusions. This rejection, causes isolation. Isolation sometimes is the fastest ticket into insanity. The biggest people who have delusion problems are afraid to speak, because they know it will end up in a ban, or because these problems tend to isolate people by their nature.

This is against their help and advancement. Most people also cannot know instantly what is "delusional" especially in a new telltale situation of endless spiritual experiences. An unwelcoming climate is therefore wrong.

Not to mention, HPS Pythia has reiterated to me always "No question is too stupid" and to allow 99.9% of people to talk, because this is a fundamental basis of logic.

When a certain threshold of disrespect is crossed, then the ban or removal always occurs.

To a legitimate but problem encountering member, this can be equal to sending them down a hole, instead of being answered and taken care of.

How "you" would have reacted to a hypothetical ban, which one could argue through the history of a person in the forum, is not how someone else might have reacted.

I very much agree on the improvement, and this is also majorly due to the fact of understanding how one can help better, added to the fact of personal progress which highlights and reflects after 2-3 years.

In that regard, decisions to kick in on out, there is more than meets the eye. To name an example, some people might need attention for reasons which might look like attacks on the surface, but the real underlying issues do not get solved by an immediate ban.

Decisions the moderators have to take, often-times borderlines some sort of judicial small level process. By increasing the threshold of the ban and the limits, one knows that if one is banned, then they have seriously fucked up.

But throwing bans lightly eventually reduces their value, for example.

I take both of the points you mentioned and will say that trashers who just make 1-2 day old accounts to attack, will be stomped immediately, as 99% of the time, we are talking about this.

It is more than 100% correct, people I knew who were isolated

-one way or another- (they were not compatible, in general, with the rules of society)

they didn't succeed anything or didn't make it at all, either they are not among us or psychologically they are not balanced anymore.

I somehow, I don't know how, invented one survival mechanism after another.

Isolation is THE ticket (key) into insanity.

From the moment that here the line of when

certain threshold of disrespect is crossed,

can easily detected,

I really don't understand the big problem not to be here.

 

[faxedasto]

I had a message all typed out but it's gone. Zevios. I ask you not presume to my potential nor my contributions, I won't pretend to know how you have played a part or the work you have attributed. The jos says you shouldn't reveal your connection to certain Gods or share spiritual awakening with just anyone.

 

[High Priest Zevios Metathronos]

Sorry for the late reply but I just finished a week of exams where I passed my diploma (and on top of that I must have covid).
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It may be childish. I'm not old enough anymore but it's the reality. I fight against these fears. I needed your help.

Congratulations on your diploma, hope the Co-Vid thing passes quickly.

I understand, just make sure to exercise a bit of emotional control. Trolls do not matter. They just try to make themselves a negative presence due to trolling and nothing else. No further attention is deserved.

I had a message all typed out but it's gone. Zevios. I ask you not presume to my potential nor my contributions, I won't pretend to know how you have played a part or the work you have attributed. The jos says you shouldn't reveal your connection to certain Gods or share spiritual awakening with just anyone.

I will not say there are not cases of Zevism who do warfare, anonymous work, or any other things. These things are observed by the Gods. But there are cases and it's more often the case than not, that people who do nothing at all just invent a soap story on how they do things "For the Gods", while in fact, nothing is done, as almost always the Gods direct people to act for the sake of others, to evolve us in that manner.

The problem is that most of these cases you describe rely on complete subjectivity, ie, mental dross and imagination, and nothing is reflected on the help of others, which is nothing but an egoistical extension of a defunct inner self.

This translates itself in what you state, but it's very dangerous as it does not really mean advancement for one's self and others, it simply means one is in love with the lower samsaric ego which pressuposes to only verify things by it's own self and uses itself as the solitary judge. In short that is egotism on steroids. People who do absolutely nothing at all commonly write this.

Inner work like meditation etc, needs to be verified by one's self. Yet, if there is nothing else besides this, here is who one has benefitted: One's self and nobody else.

Despite of any "inner" or "invisible work", in my personal case, the attribution is the obvious and the necessary repetitive work and service. This does not require any knowledge only basic logic as it's in front of everyone. To become complete, all layers of this work are required.

 

[SShiva_fr]

Sorry for the late reply but I just finished a week of exams where I passed my diploma (and on top of that I must have covid).
...

It may be childish. I'm not old enough anymore but it's the reality. I fight against these fears. I needed your help.

Congratulations on your diploma, hope the Co-Vid thing passes quickly.

I understand, just make sure to exercise a bit of emotional control. Trolls do not matter. They just try to make themselves a negative presence due to trolling and nothing else. No further attention is deserved.

Yes, you are right. When the emotional overload takes me, I lose my mind. It is a very big weakness. May the Gods help me to overcome this to be stronger. I am ashamed of it, it is true. But I can't say anything but the truth of what I feel.

I have graduated! I got the answer yesterday! On the anniversary of my Dedication! I am so happy

Yes it's the covid, I'm very tired, a huge headache, coughing like crazy, but it will do. I can barely speak haha but I'm going to do the 3 days of rituals for our Beloved Father and the wonderful Gods

 

[xlnt]

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