The Gods do not emit hostile energy. Even when you disappoint them, they try to make you understand in the most positive way possible, but as usual, it depends on you.
I don't know why you feel that they are disappointed in you, but think carefully about your actions and if you realize that you have done something wrong, make amends, apologize, and start to change. The Gods don't want you to sit idly by; they want you to be determined and confident.
But please, don't forget to perform the AoP and purify your aura thoroughly.
Good luck, brother.