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  1. Brdredr

    Username change

    This post is for the admins mostly but also for the community so you know who I am. I've decided to change my username just because I feel like I'm going through a new phase in my life where some things are going to be different on a personal and public level. I don't know if I should ask the...
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    I use to feel alone til I came to the forum

    If there's anything we're not, alone is one of them. We as human beings desire a sense of community with a shared goal in mind and a shared mindset among our peers. To me, and thousands of others, this forum is the perfect fit for all of that and more.
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    About to be a high priest

    Brings back memories of my former self to where my earliest motivations upon dedicating were to become a High Priest, until I got an idea of just how tough the job really is. I was 13 and had a lot of ambitions. Now I just want to, for lack of a better term "get the job done". Anyway... OP...
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    Mental Hangups

    Another sleepless night, another lecture based on something I've learned (or re-learned) . As we go through the motions of life, there are things that we experience which are unhealthy for us in a physical, mental, and spiritual sense. This can result in hangups, which, if not dealt with can...
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    I Keep Losing The Urge To Meditate

    I'm implying that void meditation would help your mind stop rushing so much.
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    I Keep Losing The Urge To Meditate

    Void meditation, perhaps?
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    I Keep Losing The Urge To Meditate

    I meant the part where I figured out I was severely lacking in Earth.
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    I Keep Losing The Urge To Meditate

    "Your meditation session should be pleasureful" You realize that's what dopamine does, right? It also gets released when you eat, when you have sex, when you're lifting weights, when you're doing anything that's self-beneficial, it can be released through natural means. Besides, I already...
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    I Keep Losing The Urge To Meditate

    I may have found the answer on my own: actual page on Invoking Earth on the mirror site is not working, so I've had to do some digging in the Wayback Machine site to find this. I've realized that I don't have a proper balance of Earth, and too much of an abundance of Air and Fire instead.
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    I Keep Losing The Urge To Meditate

    I got a better idea. Why don't I program my brain to release a heavy amount of dopamine that triggers whenever I finish a meditation session? It'll be like a drug, I'm gonna want more and more and more of it. I'm not even sure you could change your own neurological patterns with energy, but it's...
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    I Keep Losing The Urge To Meditate

    Are you trying to insult me or are you simply trying to make a point? As for the rest of you who replied thus far, if your only responses are "just do it", then I'll do it. I'll outdo everyone who replied on this thread while taking the necessary precautions not to burn myself out. I guess all...
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    I Keep Losing The Urge To Meditate

    Basically the title. This is something I've had trouble with for a considerable time, and its something I want to be consistent with so badly, but I meditate for an hour for about a month, then all of a sudden I lose my urge, then it comes back a week or two later, I meditate for another month...
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    Concern with entity/ies...(a bit long)

    >This is called being a blockhead. Do I get to call him "Charlie Brown" now?
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    Breaking Limits In Meditation

    I've never heard of shamans using weed for spiritual enlightenment, personally, but I have heard of their Ayahuasca rituals (basically drinkable DMT)
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    Breaking Limits In Meditation

    This is basically what I said except written with more intricate detail. Thank you HC.
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    Burning Out

    I might know who you're referring to.
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    Burning Out

    The following quote is from another thread: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=553#p3608 I resonate with this somewhat, because in the past I've failed to realize the balance between too much and too little. Burning yourself out is not something you want to go through, because...
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    Gods Living on Multiple Planets?

    Aldeberan is not the inner earth...if they wanted to hide their identity, say they're in Atlantis or something, they'll never find it. Right now, people think Atlantis is in Mauritania, which is just sand, sand, and more fucking sand.
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    Gods Living on Multiple Planets?

    Any links you could provide for me to read about Aldebaran?
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    Gods Living on Multiple Planets?

    So upon revisiting the updated website, and clicking the link, I see this at the bottom of the update page: "What Lucifuge Rofocal (One of our Pagan Gods) related to HP Zevios Metathronos recently was very alarming. Lucifuge Rofocal's planet was destroyed. They all received the implant. When...
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    "Reborn" - My Second EP

    It's just I feel terrible charging the community I love money for something I created when we're all about art and beauty.
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    "Reborn" - My Second EP

    If you want a free copy, I'll be happy to make a .zip out of it and send it to you.
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    "Reborn" - My Second EP

    https://wolfsschanze.bandcamp.com/album/reborn-ep Since I got some good reception when I released my first album "Valkyries" I've come out with a 4-track EP with some improvements in my productions. Enjoy.
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    On DMT and 'elves'

    What the fuck is "eyebright"?
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    Alcohol free beers and non-alcoholic malt beverages ????

    Alcohol-free beer isn't really alcohol-free. The alcohol content is just really low, like a normal beer would be around 5% alcohol, a beer like O'Douls or something would be around 0.5%
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    Magnum Opus

    I'm 21 yet still look like I'm 18. Some people just look younger than they actually are.
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    On DMT and 'elves'

    It's a waste of time. That's all I can say.
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    Thanksgiving Thread for the Gods

    Oh, you name it, somebody's on it. Heroin, fentanyl, cocaine, crack, pot, Vicodin, Percocet, Gabapentin, Meth, K2, LSD, DMT, Shrooms, every single one you can think of. I can't find one sober person in the entire county. Drugs are fucking rampant here.
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    Thanksgiving Thread for the Gods

    I know it's not that time of the year, but if you'd like to listen (or read, really) I'd like to give a testimony on how the Gods saved me from certain danger. I'm not gonna name any specific people, or any specific cities, or any other identifying information/variables that could lead somebody...
  30. Brdredr

    Fishing as a sport

    Hunting and fishing are necessary skills for survival, so I say go all out. Fish to your hearts content, especially if you're planning on eating them. Same applies to hunting. Nothing beats some nice venison meat cooked and seared to perfection.
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    Good books about paganism?

    Update: No, wait, OP's right, it is a bible verse (It's Ecclesiastes 3:1)
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    Good books about paganism?

    I'm pretty sure that quote is from the song "Turn, Turn, Turn" by The Byrds.
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    Memorable Experiences With/From the Gods

    Question, how the fuck is that even possible? Books can't vanish into dust.
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    Hungary's New "Slave Laws" - More Protests Ahead

    While, at the same time, probably sponsoring those laws that take away workers rights in the first place.
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    What to do on Satan's day and Thank You

    I usually perform a thanksgiving ritual, and send energy to him. I'm not gonna be working that day, so I have time to figure it out but the thanksgiving ritual is a definite.
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    Meditations for beginners? and questions

    Do you have any suggestions for me?
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    Meditations for beginners? and questions

    I don't get it. How is "Hail Mother Lilith" an impersonation? That's called tribute, not impersonation.
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    Meditations for beginners? and questions

    If I may make a suggestion, the second one sounds less asshole-ish. The whole "I'm the alpha male and if you don't agree with me that's just because you're an angry little boy, or retarded shit, or whatever" just puts people off, and creates the response of "Well fuck you, I'm gonna do what I...
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    Meditations for beginners? and questions

    *Waves hand* You don't need to see my identification. We don't need to see their identification. OP, any meditation in the beginner section will do just fine.
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    Questions relating to the Final Ritual

    Believe me, I am. I plan to meditate for 3 hours beforehand.
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    Questions relating to the Final Ritual

    Speaking of the Final Ritual, why do i feel tired after performing it?
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    Debit card compromised

    Listen, all you have to do is call your bank, make a report that your information is stolen, list off the fradulent transactions, and they will block your card and send you a new one. Takes about a week. Then you should try and contact the merchants involved to try and get some of that money...
  43. Brdredr

    I'm not leaving just changing username

    I guess I'm not the only one who wants to change his username then, ha ha ha
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    Username Question

    Yeah, why don't we have a private messaging system? It'd be much, much easier for us to contact each other.
  45. Brdredr

    Username Question

    Yeah, I could just do that, and ask Mageson, Cobra, whoever's online at the time to delete this one, or keep it up, whatever's the best option cause I really ain't feeling my username anymore. I wanted to have it changed to either "Shadow" or "Wolfsschanze", I'll decide upon a name and then move...
  46. Brdredr

    Username Question

    This is more of a technical question, but whatever. Would I ever be able to change my username, or do I have to create a whole new account for that? Because I don't want my posts, post count and everything else to be lost.
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    Raising the serpent?

    Adding onto the "Kai Purr" part, he attracted people only by declaring himself a God in many aspects and putting in some celestial sounding bullshit mixed with information that's useful in order to make himself an idol on this site. The only thing that resulted is that some people fell for it...
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    Raising the serpent?

    I couldn't help but notice some errors in this reply. 1. Kai Purr doesn't use Skype. He Emailed. And took forever to reply. 2. While Chakra chanting is a good practice, there are other ways to empower and open them. That's just suggesting that the chakras are always closed unless you're...
  49. Brdredr

    Deadmau5 - Possible Satanist?

    Part of me thinks there's still a chance...I mean, my Fascist Synthwave album made $54 USD. And that's only on Bandcamp, not the countless other retail services I've uploaded it to. To be honest that's pretty damn good for such a tiny fanbase. I mean, that's a subgenre within a subgenre within a...
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    Raising the serpent?

    Same here, but anyone can come up with a meditation.
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    Deadmau5 - Possible Satanist?

    I hope to become famous someday. As a producer, Deadmau5 is my largest influence. :lol: Like that's ever gonna fucking happen!
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    Raising the serpent?

    If I can add onto this, Cobra... Vibrating yourself past the speed of light to that extreme is just unnecessary, inherently unsustainable, causes drains in energy, and doesn't really do anything in terms of practicality. It all ties in with obsession, unhealthy mindsets, and worthless dribble...
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    Raising the serpent?

    What exactly happened to Vovim Baghie? I know he was a former High Priest who wrote a couple of PDFs, then disappeared out of nowhere. As with the whole "flaunting feathers" thing, I completely agree. Some people are just egotistical and base their own self-worth by comparing themselves to...
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    Deadmau5 - Possible Satanist?

    That's one of the first things I would probably do if I was a rich electronic producer. He's had that in his backyard for years, way before it was shown in the music video.
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    Deadmau5 - Possible Satanist?

    Now I'm not gonna jump to conclusions here but I was super excited to see this. His most recent single with Rob Swire, the vocalist from the Drum & Bass group "Pendulum" and Dubstep group "Knife Party" named "Monophobia" shows something pretty nifty: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UG3sfZKtCQI...
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    Memorable Experiences With/From the Gods

    That's what I'm saying. You wanna follow your dreams? Then take some fucking action.
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    Memorable Experiences With/From the Gods

    Can't say I blame him for wanting to be HP, because I wanted the same thing at first. However I at least took the time to look over the entire website and delve deep into studying before I even dedicated in the first place. It's what many new people forget to do, it's called READING. If someone...
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    What would you do if you had millions of dollars?

    This brings me to an abandoned project I had based off of the game "Hexen". The storyline was kind of a mix between Doom, Hexen, and American McGee's Alice (gotta love the 1990s, right?) But it was a project called Astral and the story was as follows: The year is 2183. You're a marine, and...
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    Moving Objects during Astral Projection

    Is it possible? Have you done it? If so, can you explain how? This has been eating at me for a while.
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    For what Satan created Humanity?

    Unfortunately, the NPCs account for 90% of humans.
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    Doubts with dedicating and other things

    As with anybody dedicating to Father Satan, they should be absolute 10,000% certain they want to go through with it. That's why I waited over a year to dedicate, I wanted to read as much as I could about what I'm getting into before I got into it. But the moment I did dedicate, I finally felt...
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    America Might Go To War With Mexico, Guatamala and Honduras

    So basically, how World War 1 started except there wasn't an assassination?
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    America Might Go To War With Mexico, Guatamala and Honduras

    I doubt a full blown "war" is going to happen between Mexico, Guatemala, AND Honduras. Probably just Honduras if any country, there's no reason Guatemala and Mexico should be directly involved as far as I'm concerned. What'll happen is that Trump will probably forget all about it because of the...
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    Memorable Experiences With/From the Gods

    I feel I need to apologize as well, I initially thought you were trying to come off as very disrespectful. And I'm not "selling" my music, if you go to my thread you can see I have provided it for free but if people wanted to pay for it, that's fine too. Not like I made much off of it anyway.
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    About all kinds of rodents

    A mouse in the house is a nuisance, but not a parasite.
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    Finding your GD

    Not all the time. I'm heterosexual male and most of my guardians were male.
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    Meditation Playlist?

    Aphex Twin? The only time I've heard his music beforehand is when he was a guest producer on the remix album of Nine Inch Nails' "The Downward Spiral" "The Beauty of Being Numb" - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJIDJy3y_3Y
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    Finding your GD

    On Beltane, at exactly midnight, I decided to get a Ouija board and attempt to contact whomever was in my room. The board spelled out "Dagon" and I asked if he could show himself. I saw, very clearly, a man standing 7 foot tall, blonde hair down to his shoulders with thin lips, piercing blue...
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    Meditation Playlist?

    So because some people took molly and went to a club in the 1990s, means everybody who listens to electronic music is on drugs?
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    Meditation Playlist?

    That's what I'm talking about. Psychill, Downtempo, Chillwave, Synthwave, that kind of music (preferably instrumental) is very beneficial and relaxing during meditation. Lydia, I think you'll enjoy these mixes a lot: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J8-vkQEpy0Q...
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    Meditation Playlist?

    Vocals can be distracting, I do agree. That's why I listen to Synthwave, because it's a mostly non-vocal genre. I can probably name only three Synth artists that put vocals in their music, such as The Midnight and Timecop1983.
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    Meditation Playlist?

    Does literally everybody listen to *only* classical music?
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    Meditation Playlist?

    Anyone wanna share the music they meditate to? Me: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-EyYyNhyjLs https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=imWa6oXpxbc https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gk9EWXfVOSA https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bWmyrJn-bdA https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=10RNhMuWR2g...
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    What race do I belong to?

    If you're from Iran, wouldn't you be Persian?
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    How would you describe father Satan's voice?

    Very gentle and soft.
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    Jacksonville Shooting @ E-sports Tournament

    You would think Fox News wouldn't join the CNN bandwagon on demonizing the AR15 rifle since they're known for conservative approaches to journalism.
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    So I found a little something....

    I know this is more of a casual topic (which is why I wish we had a lounge subforum) but I found something for Mageson's wardrobe. I'll paypal you the money for it, Mageson :)....once I find out how to come up with $80
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    Welcome to Our New Forums

    I have a question, since Fancymancy brought it up, are you guys going to do like a probationary period with this site to where newly registered members have to be pre-moderated until a certain post count?
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    Welcome to Our New Forums

    I also have a question, Cobra. Why the domain name "Ancient Forums"?
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    Welcome to Our New Forums

    It's funny how Firefox displays those types of warnings when Google Chrome is actually more secure...
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    Welcome to Our New Forums

    >protect user data User data that is stored in a MySQL Database, which can be easily exploited if it's an older version or a version that hasn't been properly secured.
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    Welcome to Our New Forums

    The reason it says insecure connection (I have hosted forums in the past) is because there's a lack of a proper SSL Certificate on this forum. Even though it has an https:// protocol, it can't be identified as anything in particular. Pre-moderation slowed the site way down in my own opinion...
  83. Brdredr

    Welcome to Our New Forums

    Not only that, but I noticed there's a "report" button as well :) Now I don't have to wait 7 hours to get my posts approved. And if anyone has a problem with a user, they could just report em right to Mageson, Cobra, whomever.
  84. Brdredr

    Welcome to Our New Forums

    Glad the forums are up, guys. I was hoping you guys would use MyBB, that's a really good forum host but eh, it resembles the original forum.
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