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Hi, everybody. I'm back after being gone for quite awhile, and I have a lot of concerns I'd like to bring up. I'm not looking for judgment, but I'd really, really appreciate it if someone could just answer me honestly and as detailed as possible. I won't post all of my questions in this one...

Thank you for your help. I'm sorry you've been through anything close to similar. I'll definitely start using the Wunjo rune and also the past life regression meditation as was also suggested. Is it necessary to restart from day 1 on the 40 day program though? I may be speaking out of ignorance...

I remember looking at a diagram of the various chakra numbers of different animals and where they were located, and it immediately intrigued me. It's not that I didn't think animals had souls; I just never thought about them having chakras for some strange reason. Is there any way they can...

Hey, I don't know if it's possible to take this down, but if it is I strongly suggest you do so. Your natal chart information is extremely sensitive and could be detrimental to you in the wrong hands.

If anybody needs blatant proof that the xians are pro-enslavement and against self-empowerment, this is it.

I'm sorry for the length of this, but please read it through. I seriously need some answers. Hi, everyone! Firstly, I wanna apologize. I don't often get to post here anymore because of work, so I'm sorry for not contributing a whole lot. There's that and I don't have WiFi at home. I literally...

@dendehna I love that quote so much! Your grandma was a wise woman. :)

I got really sick to the point where I was very dizzy, I couldn't breathe very well, my body ached everywhere, and I was horribly nauseous. I really tried to do as much meditation and yoga as I could... On the day I started feeling those symptoms I did one meditation session and then I did my...

Maybe they're not considered either, but I just wanna know for sure. I've been using one of my Satanic Rosaries to count and keep track of the number of times I vibrate the Ritual, especially in the Serpent Empowerment ritual since it has to be vibrated 18 times, along with the affirmations. I...

I'm sorry; I know I have a lot of questions about it, but they keep coming up from personal experiences and I get nervous.. So, recently, I've noticed that on certain days, I can do my Hatha yoga very easily and the stretches and positions come with no resistance. But on other days, it's either...

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... akras.html I've used the above link to open all of the major chakras during my 40 day meditation program. But I'm a bit confused with some of the details and I have two main questions: 1. When you do these meditations for the set amount of days...

Now that it's finished, I realize that there's one bead missing (the last bead on the "bridge" before the 108 bead loop). I also used an 8-pointed star (Star of Astaroth) instead of a Baphomet pendant because that's the closest symbol I have at the time. For the missing bead I've just been...

I missed being able to do it on March 20th because my schedule was absolutely packed, but I wanted to make it a point to still do it before the void course of the Moon. I did it at 3 o'clock in the morning, so technically before the void course of the Moon but the Sun was at 1 degree Aries...

Thanks so much, lydia_666! And, yeah, guess I could've just looked it up. :$ Sometimes I just like to check though because I wanna make sure whether certain sites are reliable or not. Thanks again though! :)

Thanks so much! I'll be sure to remember. :)

Where can I figure out what time the Sun enters Aries at 0 degrees for where I live? I downloaded ChronosXP but I'm only seeing the astrological days and hours. I looked at the ephemeris online provided by the "Azazel's Astrology for Satanists" page, but it looks like it's set up for Switzerland...

I just have a few questions that popped into my head recently, and although these things haven't happened to me yet, I still want to be prepared for when and if it does happen. My questions are: 1. What do you do if you're interrupted during yoga? An example being, I know the people I'm living...

I'm a bit confused. On this link: http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... hakra.html, the heart chakra is vertical, but here: http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... nment.html, it seems as if it's horizontal. Maybe I'm looking at it wrong, but it's a bit confusing for me. Personally...

During my Hatha yoga exercises today, when I was doing the plow pose, it was at first difficult to get into the position (which it usually isn't), but I pushed myself a bit and I felt something weird. It felt like there was fire running up my legs, down my back, and expanding in my stomach. It...

Thanks so much! :) Hail Father Satan!!

I'm sometimes interrupted by certain people I live with (deluded and apathetic Christians) while I meditate. Though I take extra precautions to make sure this happens as minimally as humanly possible, it still does happen from time to time. I can't really ignore them when they interrupt me, as...

@L W It's a long, long story. I am of age to leave this house and I technically could just leave the relationship, but if I did I'd have nowhere to go and no resources. I'm getting a job and getting really rooted in my area first so I can be independent financially and in every other way. I've...

Thank you! I'll remember this. :) Hail Satan!

I'm really lost as to what to do. My meditations are becoming difficult to do. I'm exhausted almost all of the time and when I meditate I have to rush to a certain extent to prevent myself from falling asleep while doing it. Because of all this it's difficult to visualize things or even feel...

Thanks so much! Sometimes I can have problems with self-doubt too so maybe that's interfered with my meditation a little. In any case, I'll keep fighting and meditating no matter what! HAIL SATAN!

I don't wanna go ahead and do something that I'm potentially not ready to do, but I also don't wanna miss out on spells. How will I know I'm ready?

A brief summary of what's been happening: I'm continuing to do the 40 day meditation program along with daily Hatha Yoga, which is of course included in the 40 day program, as well as the 5 Tibetans in the night time. When I first started, energy buzzes were very easy to feel and they were very...

Thanks so much to the both of you! Honestly the poop analogy kinda helped. It was practical lol I'll definitely check out that meditation program too. Thanks again!

A few days ago I started the Hatha Yoga program. I have a few concerns about it. One main one is that I'm afraid I'm not doing the poses right. Even after I look at the images on how to do it and read the instructions, it still feels like I'm doing it wrong. A lot of times, like with the cobra...

A lot of times when I meditate I have horrible trouble visualizing things to the point where my mind starts shutting down. I have done the opening of the third eye meditation in the 40 day meditation program but it sometimes feels like my visualization is getting worse.. For example, during the...

As always, thank all of you so much. You're really helping me through this a lot and I appreciate it so much. :)

I don't know if what I'm going through is normal or not, but I really need help and advice from everyone who can give it. So, some background: I've been doing the 40 day meditation for awhile now; I've just finished my 11th day. But, things are different now as opposed to when I started. For...

Hey, everyone. I don't know if the group is only reserved for questions or not, but I just wanted to post a general comment. I just wanted to thank every one of you for being so supportive and answering my questions. People normally don't support me like you all do and I'm always so glad Father...

I have horrible anxiety, and though it lessens greatly while I meditate, it doesn't always vanish. I tend to doubt myself, get tense even when I'm trying to relax, get nervous twitches, etc. Will this affect my overall progress? Like, I won't be losing progress or not progressing in gaining...

Thanks, I really appreciate this! Yeah, I've often become frustrated with myself because of what I thought I was "supposed to experience", but I'm really glad you cleared that up for me. And I'll definitely start participating in the Ritual's.

I've been having trouble with visualizing energy, chakras, etc in meditation, and I was wondering if anyone here could give me any pointers as to how I can improve on that?

So I've been doing the 40 day meditation from the pdf (I believe it's provided in the files in this yahoo group). I'm on day four currently but I've been having some problems. One of the biggest ones is that when I meditate, I tend to get overly relaxed to the point that I almost fall asleep...

A couple questions came to mind and very much intrigued me, so I was hoping some of you here could answer them: 1. Is it possible to achieve Magnum Opus in just one life, or does it take several accumulated past lives' worth of meditation to achieve it? 2. I read somewhere on the Joy of Satan...

Thank you so much to everyone for their supportive comments. :) I was worried but thanks for reassuring me. I slacked off a bit before I fell for my last time, but this time it won't be so. I'll definitely educate myself in every way to break free from this spell and I know Father Satan will...

Long story short, a year ago I dedicated my soul to Satan, with the ritual used from this URL: http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... TANIC.html. Unfortunately, shortly after this, I fell yet again to the horrible program of Christianity. I take full responsibility for my failings and I'm...