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Firestarter, how do I know if I'm being paranoid or influence by the enemy in some cases? Such as thinking of feeling that someone I'm close to is doing something behind my back? Someone who swore they wouldn't do such things?

I will keep that in mind. Thanks.

How does one handle the energies of a natal mars retro?

Just adding on that I think the whole big bang theory is bunk. As is the rest of mainstream science.

Maybe not bad at first to get you started, but it's best not to rely on anything outside of yourself. Just be patient and consistent.

Well from what I can tell they are connected.

Is it possible to have more than one yod configuration in the chart? Because I believe I have two. One of them pointing toward Neptune. Any clue as to what this means?

How do I know if I'm being harassed by them?

LOL Please explain why I have a head full of hair?

The gist of it is he has you practice looking at the afterimages of colored objects and state that this helps to develop the ability to see real auras and energy fields. For those of you who are familiar with this and have tried this, how has it worked for you if at all?

Nice!!

Sometimes I feel tired after eating a little less than a cup of oatmeal, but that may be the sugar I put in it for flavor. My diet is pretty much rice, meat/eggs and occasionally bread/pancakes or other wheat products. (Also I'm not sure if rice is a wheat product or not)It's hard to tell if it...

Be patient and keep working on it. I myself right now am learning that lesson the hard way. Just be patient.

I've been having very deranged thoughts lately. Is this something to be concerned about?

I've got a very active and busy mind. Lately, I've been having difficulty concentrating/ visualizing. Should I remove some of the power meditations in favor of concentration exercises? I have no problem feeling the effects of some meditations, but I feel that concentrating is my biggest weak...

Smells like bullshit. lol

I understand now.

What do you mean?

Can I add certain gymnastic progressions in with my hatha routine? Such as the planche and other exercises like that?

IDK what happened. Before this period meditation was pretty much cake.

an INCREDIBLY difficult time meditating lately. It just seems uncomfortable. Difficult visualization which normally isn't that great but isn't this bad. My legs begin to hurt too. =/

HP Don already posted on this. Use the search in the group.

I have no doubts that there is. I'm just used to going by how a song sounds than the lyrics. Gwar? I don't care for them. I'm not saying that I don't care for lyrics, but it's just secondary most of the time for me. This song for example, I can't understand the lyrics as they're in german, but...

I hear stuff too sometimes, random songs or voices. I hear things way more than I see them. I think I'm more audio based than visually.

Which of his books are the best reads? And which versions are the most accurate as far as translations go?

One of my goals in life is to become an expert black magician and other than group rituals I have never done much with it. I want to get better. When I perform energy ripping, do I have to take in the energy I absorbed? What other things can I do with it?

Tell me about it. I have been feeling their attacks quite a bit. This past week was bad. I felt like losing it.

Don, I thought the gods were from Orion. Or is that simply where they moved to since?

I'm sure that many of us know that the edjewcation system is designed to keep us ignorant. Here is an article that I thought would be a decent read. http://www.tysknews.com/Depts/Educate/p ... htmare.htm

Just don't start or plan anything on a void course of moon. If you're doing a 40 working just do it everyday. There are times when a void course of moon lasts up to a couple days.

Thanks. I realized that I should probably master void meditation right now. I wanted to jump ahead to raising the serpent and forgot about mastering the basics. I need to develop better concentration skills first.

I find void meditation to be quite difficult. I have Neptune conjunct the Chart Ruler and as coruler in the first house, although in the sign of its fall. I guess 5 minutes a day doesn't cut it?

Does anyone know if this hold any weight? www.alwaysastrology.com/libra-scorpio-cusp.html "Sun Sign Cusps: If your birthday falls near the beginning or end of a Sun Sign (see dates below) you were born on the cusp. Essentially you have the characteristics of two Sun Signs combined."...

I just have to work harder on training my mind.

I used to be pretty big at 230lbs now I'm at 185. Mostly focusing on strength these days not so much size. I do hatha right out of bed and then hit the gym. I'll probably do some leg stretches afterward.

I see. Because I lift weights. I take the advice Pythia has given me and stretch frequently but still. Haha I guess I just feel like I have to be Mr. Fantastic or something.

When vibrated phrases or mantras that are sentence long, do I vibrate a word for each breath or do I vibrate the whole phrase/sentence on one breath? And does it affect the strength of the working?

Does one have to be extremely flexible for the serpent to ascend?

Haven't felt straight all week. Difficult concentrating, even more so when I tried to participate in the destruction rituals and it may have cost me my relationship.

Is it weird to have imaginary pets?

Check this link out: http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... xpect.html And here's a copy and paste from HP Pythia: Here is a list of kundalini symptoms. The following indicates one's serpent has been activated and/or empowered, meaning you might be experiencing one or more of the...

For those of you who are advanced enough, what's it like experiencing the astral realm?

I'm curious to know, has anyone tried this? If so what were your experiences with it?

http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/cienc ... pons33.htm Have you read this?

How is it that some people, such as Nikola Tesla, can sleep for only a few hours each night with out any negative effects? Do we even really need 8 hours of sleep? Seems like a waste of time to me. I wish to reduce the number of hours I sleep without any negative impact.

The major banking families. What do you all think?

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... agram.html http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... nment.html

Also, Try searching the groups and look for Forums Contributor's messages on the subject.

I have "The Way of Energy" in pdf format. I can send it if you want, Cobra.

Thank you for your encouraging words, Brother. I will always move forward. I will not falter.

I don't know what they're called, but I took them from the book "The Way of Energy" by Master Lam Kam Chuen.

Thanks. I've download a couple of books on the it that I skim through.

The first time it happened it startled the hell out of me because it was so intense, it made my whole body vibrate. Will do. I do yoga every morning after I wake up. a couple qigong exercises in the afternoon and the ky kriyas at night.

Whenever I start to vibrate and/or focus on my base chakra or sometimes the sacral chakra, I begin to feel a pretty intense vibrating at the base of my spine. It doesn't hurt and there's no apparent heat coming from it. It doesn't really seem to rise up the spine. It just kind of stays and then...

Drugs and alcohol put holes in your aura. They are not recommended, but responsibility to the responsible.

From what I've read, time moves faster on the astral. This is because of the faster moving or vibrating particles.

You have a very nice voice. :)

If you're advanced enough, you can use the element of air.

Thank you, En Haradren. I've always wondered that myself. I kind of leaned toward that notion, but wasn't too sure. I'm actually pretty decent at visualizing.

Although I never really talk to any of you one on one, you guys help me keep my head on straight, so thanks for being there even if it is indirectly. :)

I heard that, brother. I'm deciding whether or not to delete my profile. It's a waste of time. The whole keeping in touch with friends thing does make the decision a bit more difficult.

Satan helps us by giving us the knowledge we need to help ourselves. He does not fix all of our problems for us. We still have to do the required work. templeofzeus.org read it. Learn it.

templeofzeus.org

Despite being in a world that would do everything to see me fail? I am a Satanist, a gentile, a child of Satan. There's nothing I cannot do. We all are. Our situation is a result of the fear of the power that resides within us. The enemy fears us. Let us use this power and take down our enemies...

Interesting. When you worked yourself up to 20 breaths, did you do it as franz bardon describes? By increasing the number of breaths by one? I like doing it where I do each one at a different time in the day but doing them consecutively is more convenient. I'm still doing only seven breaths of each.

Invoke all the elements in one session? Or should I rotate one for each day or should I spend some time invoking one element for a while?

I notice that the more I meditate the, the more sensitive I become to junk foods and the chemicals in them. I note that after having a can off pepsi that I started to feel as if I had a couple beers.

You're all right. I really appreciate your replies. I think it has more to do with me being impatient than anything else.

Then maybe I'm doing it wrong. I don't really feel the effects that much. I feel a slight difference in temperature when invoking water or fire. Nothing substantial.

Does it usually take a long time before being able to feel the element and their effects?

I'm sure many of you already know the chemicals put into food and water are designed to calcify and deteriorate the pineal gland. I've been doing the pineal gland meditation from the JOS site (http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html) with a different affirmation for...

Try Blue. The color of relaxation.

Are they supposed to be done just the one time on that specific date when the planets are right, or are they to be continued from that point on?

This is great! I LOVE the metal touch. I was thinking of writing some metal music for Satan.

I know that the meditations working regardless. If it's warm enough I'll do it shirtless

Well, that explains why I haven't been feeling it as strong lately. I was starting to think that I just sucked at this. I always remember what HP Vovim says in his sermon though.

Does anyone else find it easier to meditate without a shirt/clothing kept light? I find that I can feel energy a lot better without a shirt on.

I was wondering how accurate it this?

When ever I close my eyes I visualize my surroundings for the most part. Not intentionally either. Does this interfere with meditations? It happens while I void meditate as well.

Ah. Why is that?

Thanks firestarter. I keep forgetting to just relax and do it. I tend to analyze a great amount.

I vibrated it like this: AAH-UUU-MMMM MMMAAAAHHH-NNNNEEEE PAHHHD-MEEEEHH HUUUMMM.

Just thought I'd post an experience with it. I was going through some old messages and found a post asking about the mantra Ohm Mani Padme hum and it's relation to the pineal gland. So I decided to try it out again, but using AUM instead of ohm (as ohm is a corruption). I did it twice today for...

I wish to know more about myself.

I feel as if I'm going to snap. Not really in a good way.

I took an online test that says I have this personality type. Not sure how legit it is.

Do a working. Use your aura. http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/AURA.html

I would start where ever I left off. Chakra work is very important. As for doing the openings again, it wouldn't hurt. But, you should go with how you feel. Feeling energy from the gods should be a positive experience and should feel good. Usually it's the enemy that causes us to feel negative.

That's why I had opted for the pdf originally. Plus I'd at least have something in case I know longer had internet.\ \

I totally forgot about that link.\ \

http://www.scribd.com/archive/plans?doc=43929308 Scroll all the way down.

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For anyone looking for the Merkaba meditation it can be found here:

As long as your intentions are honest, yes. There are many people that have had their dedication not go so well. Satan knows what's in our hearts.

As long as you maintain focus, you should be fine. I usually only use music when I'm vibrating so no one else can hear me.

Spiritual Satanism is about self-empowerment and becoming gods in our own right. It's NOT about being evil or human sacrifices or any of the other crap you hear about in the mainstream. templeofzeus.org should help to clarify any misconceptions or negative preconceived notions.

Has anyone tried the method in IIH for clairvoyance?

I can try. My chart rulers are Saturn and Neptune along with another, in the first house and my rising sign is Capricorn, so maybe that has something to with it?

I see what you mean. People try to tell me to think positive and be positive and I tried "Thinking positive thoughts" and it just felt like I was bullshitting myself. I know the only way to fix it is through meditation and with that being said, no matter how bad I feel I'll still do it.

I noticed that when my birthday comes around I start to feel depressed and just generally lousy. It doesn't happen every birthday, but once in a while. Is there a reason for this?

So as it turns out, I can be a very negative person. Pessimistic. I try to be positive and see things on the brighter side, but then I sometimes get that "who am I kidding?" feeling. I know things can be much worse and my life isn't even that bad. I mean sometimes I feel happy, but then I'm...

Incredible timing. I'm going through some back pains myself. (From lifting)

That's great!

I'm low in the water element and today I full on started weeping, is this normal or should I ease up?

Cobra, you hit the nail on the head. That is exactly how I feel.

For this part do I invoke the elements I'm weak in one element at a time each day, or do I just invoke all the elements I'm weak in everyday?

That's kind of how I feel. I think it was just me being impatient. Trying to add more in hopes I would advance faster.

I think I've added too much to do meditation wise. I mean I have nothing but time on my hands, but I can't help but feel that I should ease back to just a few quality meditations instead of doing too many. I split my meditations into three 1 hour blocks (morning, midday and before bed), to get...

I'll give it a try.

Saturn has an aspect to most of my planets. What does mean (if anything) regarding my spiritual development?

Does anyone have any decent resources/links/books on Ancient Egypt?

Thanks. I'll probably just to a four count then. 6 might be a bit much for me.

Does the merkaba have to be done with the breathing at a 6 count?

That's good to hear. I'm happy for you.

Maybe. I notice that it is around the 10/11 AM frame, I'll feel lousy and by 1 or so it's gone. I like sundays for that reason. I love the sun.

Does anyone else feel shitty on sundays/sunday mornings? I do.

I see. Thanks for your input. I just hate that my hams are tight, so I incorporate plenty of forward bends and leg stretches.

Does powerlifting/weightlifting hinder the effects of yoga?

The two previous rituals I felt it when I woke up and not directly after the ritual. The ritual I most recently did (last night) no depression this morning. Thanks for the advice.

I find it more distracting and less relaxing to do the breathing recommended under the trance training exercise. I feel that I get more relaxed faster if I just void meditate instead of the whole breathing count.

Which runes would be best for developing clairvoyance?

Why do I feel depressed the morning after I do the standard ritual?

I don't have a black mirror or dark liquid. Can I use a turned off TV since it's dark?

It was weird. I think it might have been an a attack though. I went in and out of depression 3 times that day and I kept picturing greys in my head, randomly. I'm fine now. I know that no matter how I feel or what's going on, I will always keep on this path, fighting for our satanic birth right...

and I clean my aura and do the protection exercises... Any advice?

How am I supposed to visualize myself? Does it matter if it's first person or third? Can I visualize myself from any angle/perspective during meditation? Or does it matter at all? Most importantly, does it affect the quality of the meditation?

Thank you for you replies.

How does one do yoga in a meditative state? Do I focus on something specifically? Do I take the time to go in a trance? I don't think I'm in a meditative state when I do yoga.

Yes, I do. I had all the dates with the number of vibrations for that day written down. I even looked at it several times that day and I just slipped. I forgot. And it's not like I was super busy or anything. I've really been on top of meditations lately, being consistent and persistent.

the magickal squares working. It seems that every time I do the longer squares I always forget to do it half way through. I'll fall asleep and wake up realizing that I didn't do it. =/

What runes/ word of power would I use for the rosary for activating the pineal gland?

Do the opening the soul meditations only partially or fully open the chakras?

I've been really pissed off lately at pretty much everything all the time. When I try to meditate sometimes I get really upset (Maybe because I feel like it doesn't work even thought I know it does) Today when I did the trance training I began to tear up out of anger. Could this be a apart of...

I've been doing the awakening meditations for the past couple of weeks or so and I've been able to feel the vibrations at the place where the chakras are, but recently I haven't been able to feel them and intensely as before. Anyone know why?

My ulnar nerve in my left arm was lacerated when I was younger and had a surgery to reconnect some of the nerves. I still cannot do things such as close my fingers together or spread them. I was wondering how or if I can completely heal the damage done as if nothing happened or if there are any...

Do I have to start over if I mispronounce or say the wrong word for the mantra once or twice?

How do I know if/when I'm strong enough to practice the siddhis?

I did the group ritual, but I didn't have all the tools, nor did I feel much afterward. Did it still work?

I stay in Whittier.

Why do I get hotter when I meditate? It also happens when I attempt to go into a trance. I get significantly warmer and I even sweat.

Do I meditate on the front, middle or back chakras?

I'm in the LA county area.

Is there a way to not get fucked by this financial system?

Yup and it's my chart ruler.

I appreciate the replies. I remember I did the opening a couple years back, but I wasn't as seriously into Satanism as I am now. Then I re-read HP Vovim's sermon on beginning struggles for magick and I instantly felt I should do the awakening meditations everyday.

I see. I figured as much. I have been meditating for the last year with not much results. My chakra work has not been my priority. I'm not even sure which are open or not. I feel I should do the open the soul meditations everyday.

Is chakra work the most important thing in meditating?

When I meditate on these points, I feel a pressure in part of my jaw under my ear. Any explanations?

Any advice?

Is there any specific meditations I should do while in basic training? I assume I will not have much free time to do anything.

Do you have any resources about evolution on a quantum level?

How do I know if I'm astrally communicating with something or someone and it's not my own thoughts?

Has anyone heard of him? He also has a few pseudonyms one of which is Yogi Ramacharaka.

So, would vibrating this rune into the chakras have any pronounced effect for empowering them?

I actually haven't done any yet. I was waiting for some input before I got started. I will try them, record my experiences in my book and post them here for those who are interested.

Thanks. I figured as much. Shall I continue with the physical exercises?

I'm reading the book Iron shirt chi kung by Mantak chia and found some of what he says to be quite interesting. Are his teachings about chi legit?

I have a very hard time understanding astrology. Maybe I just don't read into it enough? I am looking forward to reading the books you are writing.

Hmmm.. I often get a rather painful feeling. It feels like being poked with a bunch of thumb tacks. Sometimes starts at the lower back and spreads to the rest of my back.

Is it a coincidence that whenever I dream about my ex xian gf it's always on a sunday?? I have no desire to be with her and I never speak with her at all, don't even think about her. Any input?

Do I have to start over if I accidentally mess up the vibration a bit? For example there was two times where I started to vibrate "graum" first, I realized this and stopped then started over. I still did the correct number of repetitions.

I've been meditating for about a year now, and I'm not sure if I've been feeling this energy buzz after my meditation session. I do definitely feel...different when I'm finished. A little more uplifted; more peaceful. Also, when I meditate, I can't really feel the energy I'm breathing in for...

I am very grateful for this information. Hail Satan!

Hey bro, I'm black too. I live in Whittier, LA county. I would like to get in touch with more brothers and sisters in Satan. If any of you would like to contact me, send me an email.

I've never really put any time into creating an astral temple, but when ever the subject comes up, the image of a certain building appears in my mind. It looks like a tower/pyramid or a skinny pyramid. It's even completed on the inside. Anyone know why?

That's how I feel. Like I have to go through a lot of training before I can do anything.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/livescience/201 ... hpostponed Now they're saying the 2012 end of the world crap might be off by 50-100 years. They've been "predicting" the end of the world for a long time.

I only brought this up because I was offered to sign up at an mma dojo by someone who would hook me up. Don, what martial arts would you recommend? and what are your views on Bruce Lee?

I figured as much. I would love to fight anyway, but I'm still much more interested in the esoteric side of martial arts. I've even contemplated going to China and find a teacher, but I hear the don't teach outsiders as well as they do their own.

Does mixed martial arts help with developing the soul?

I doubt it's the raised bio-electricity because I meditate around midday. It's weird that I won't sleep because I just started working out more intensely. I never really have caffeine. That's kind of how I feel. It doesn't feel like I "can't" sleep, but rather I don't need to sleep because I...

For the past week, I have not been able sleep well at night. I've been trying to sleep at around 11 or 12 but end up falling asleep at two which isn't good because I have to wake up at 630. I haven't been really doing anything unusual with meditations, I don't know. I usually sleep with the TV...

Is philosophy a good class to take for a satanist?

Oh ok. Thank you so much! I've been wondering they were for the longest time. Before coming to Satanism, I was interested in the occult. I was doing minor (non-satanic) energy work. I had always thought there was something wrong with my vision because I would ask other people if the saw the same...

Many times when I am in class and watch the professor lecture, I see a color around him as he is standing in front of the white board and it is usually blue. I see the same colors around different teachers/professor and it's always when they are in front a white board and I'm never just staring...

I never hear voices either. I only hear what I think in my head. I'm not even sure I have ever communicated with the gods. What does it feel like?

I heard that they greys evolved from a cetacean like creature

What does it mean to love? What does it mean to be loved? I'm not really sure if I ever truly knew these feelings.

I thought this would contain some great information on breathing, since it is important to empowering ourselves. http://www.arfalpha.com/ScienceOfBreath ... Breath.htm

Muslims just killed my grandfather over ownership of a house in which my grandpa obtain legally and I want them to pay. The thing is, it's in a different country and I don't know who did it. What should I do?

I want to start attacking our enemies, but I'm not sure as to how to do that.

I've read that when picking things up with astral sight and hearing, they bypass the physical senses(which is probably why I can't tell if a demon is talking to me or if I'm seeing one or just imagine someone's face. My question is do the astral senses eventually come together with the physical...

I just found out how inflexible I really am. Do I not do the asanas that I am having difficulties with or do I keep trying until I can do them? I also get the pins and needles feeling on the soles of my feet. That supposed to happen?

I do read books.

Recently I have been getting this feeling I can only describe as the common pins and needles feeling and a shocking electrical feeling. I've gotten those feelings occasionally, usually when i'm not meditating.(I actually can't recall having that feeling while meditating.) The first two times...

How would someone go about increasing their intelligence?

Xian is just a shortened version of christian. Like xmas/christmas. So i would think you'd just say christian. Sometimes I'd pronounce it 'ex-ian' in my head.

I can't seem secrete ectoplasm for shit. Very discouraging =/

On the sound meditation page it says to try to see the sound. How do I do that? I don't think I understand.

HP Pythia stated that the enemy had oppressed humans with an artificial mode of time. Can anyone elaborate on the subject?

I am on month three of my training, more specifically the ectoplasm part. My question is how do I know if what I'm seeing is ectoplasm or just an optical illusion? I really don't see anything other than swirling colors like a kaleidoscope, but I always see that 24/7. <----Why do I always see...

I've never had one but a lot of people seem to say there is a tunnel and a faceless figure of light they claim to be "god". Can anyone explain this?

Beware of this fucker! someone ban his ass This is want he sent me regarding the "Advice/Help" post [ email redacted ] Hello, I'm not really understanding why you would want to destroy a church? Your anger towards Christianity will not serve you very well and will just lead you on a...

I was reading a book, when I all of a sudden feel the sensation of what feels like a bunch of shocking pins and needles all over my skin, which was kind of painful and itchy, I wasn't meditating or anything. Any ideas on what that was?

Thank you for taking the time to respond. Your answers are always helpful. I should mention that it is great to have you back. I missed you. P.S. I enjoyed reading your book of posts and was wondering, Where do I get the hematite stone? Hail Satan!

How do I sense deception from people? or How can I sense when people are lying?

I would like to start a personal collection of book of all types. but I would like to know some recommended useful occult books. Also, should I get The Hexagradior?

Is the eighth chakra a shoulder chakra or the chakra above the head?

Should I use radionics to help with workings? Or would that be like using a crutch?

I've been feeling the urge to kill someone. Is this bad? I just want to end a life. I'm not actually going to do it. I'm not even angry, I just feel very destructive.