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    Gotta share my story!

    Hello all! Last week I had a stressful series of days & I accidentally overdosed on my lithium, which sent me into a super mentally hyped mode. I was full of torrents of broken thought & I couldn't focus on anything. I couldn't even work at my job. In the midst of it, Father gave me...
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    Music during ritual/meetings?

    First off; Bitches brew! Such a badass album! Anyway, I've worked in music for 10 years & collected many things I like to use. I personnally like secular choir for purposeful magick, ambiant native American tribal music, & I even use Team Sleep to relax (turned down of course. It is a bit of...
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    When I was a retarded wiccan.....

    When I was a retarded wiccan, I did a "spell" to make it rain. I used with success several times, but now I see how stupid I was using that magic. Is there anything I can do to make it rain here without disrespecting the Gods? I live near San Antonio Texas & it is dangerously dry out here. I'd...
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    Howdy

    Howdy friend! Good to hear from another Texan! It depends what you want to know. The Joy of Satan website is a good place to start, especially with the history & meditations links. After that, I would start with the witchcraft aspect when you feel strong enough. The meditation page will tell you...
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    Speaking if healing....

    Hello all, it's kinda funny that there are a few posts on healing as I've been home sick for the past few days. I spent these days on amoxicillin (lymph infection) & a regiment of Satanic healing. I pictured the area glowing like the sun & repeated " my sub mandibular lymph node is healing, my...
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    To let you all know the enemy is real to us

    Do not mention father's name, lest you regret it. Iearned that the hard way myself. With my xian family. & I do regret it. Let them hide from the truth. They're not worth it. Hail Enki! Spv
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    Sun ritual

    I finished the ritual in Marion, tx @ 6:34 this morning, I feel great about it! My board is watching the sunrise now, charged & ready! Hail Enki! & happy father's day! -spv
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    My gd's name?

    Hi all! I recently used a pendulum to find my gd, the name I got was "Der." I know that's german for "The" but does anyone have an idea of his other names, or where I can find his sigil? I would appreciate it very much! Hail Enki! -spv
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    A haunting

    Hello all! I was watching the discovery channel's "a haunting" & was disgusted by the victims' constant running to the Xian church fir help. But, I realized that that's pretty much the only available resource visible. But what of these entities? I think they're Xian based & used to strengthen...
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    Sensing death?

    Hello brothers & sisters! I am currently entrusted with overseeing my grandfather's health, which is quickly deteriorating. I'm doing it because I'm the only one in the family with moderate medical knowledge ( I can do ekg's & simple tests) but they can only tell so much. Aside from training my...
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    Help, my gramma's attacking me!

    Hello brothers & sisters! Well, long story short, I was born with a serious heart defect & have have several operations throughout my childhood. I've also battled testicular cancer. I lived under a Xian household for 18 years & during those years, I was "prayed" upon(haha! Get it?) by Xian...
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    i thought you guys might like this!

    very amusing pic of the pope http://www.break.com/pictures/interesti ... 46247.html hail Enki!
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    The Pope lives... -_-

    I was thinking about this and you're right; the pope & his chums will have heavy protection physically & psychically. We can't "cut of the head & watch the body die," I think we should go after the small & work our way up. I say small, I mean head parishoners, deacons, etc of the Vatican...
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    Need help finding my gaurdian demon

    Hello all! I just used a pendulum to find my gaurdian demon & I got the letters D-E-R. Has anyone ever heard of this name or anything close? I got nothin. Thank you for your time! Hail Enki! -spv
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    is this psychic training confirmation?

    i've been meditating with simple breaths, as the 3rd eye mudra is for that major chakra. as these are minors, i just inhale the energy, and exhale on the points envisioning them like little stars brightening on each exhale. i use the diagrams in the JOS page on chakras for locations. when i had...
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    is this psychic training confirmation?

    Hello, all! I wanted to pass these experiences along & see what you thought: 2 days ago I noticed my wife's puppy was acting strangely. He wasn't energetic, but he looked really good. The next day I came home & I realized I couldn't "feel" him anymore. I could feel my dog & son. I've only been...
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    losing weight?

    I forgot to mention I go to the gym every other day & eat healthy. I'd just like to capitalize on any plausible method.
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    losing weight?

    Hello, brothers & sisters! I've a question about assisted weight loss. I'm aware of the meditation on , but does anyone know of another method to use in conjunction with it? I'd like to lose about 15-20 lbs., & any advice I would be grateful for! Thank you for your time! Hail Enki!
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    2 rolled into 1

    I just wanted to throw a couple things out there: 1. I'm not clear on the definition of reptilans. & 2. I'm not clear on how the earth was created. I used to be 100% Pure pro evolution athiest until I could no longer ignore the Complexity on everything from eocsystems to orbits. I'm not...
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    i saw this symbol, help

    It may be your own personal sigil. I've heard of that before.
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    What do you recommend?

    I just finished my 7chakra openings, & I was wondering what I should do next? I'm open to the suggestions of your experiences. Thank you! -spv
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    Issues with my crown

    Hello everyone! Last night I started opening my crown chakra, but I think I'm having difficulties. Im having strong flashes of emotions (anger, annoyance, joy, sadness, peace), but mostly negative stuff, & it's strong! I thought i'm supposed to feel happy & light? I did have trouble finding my...
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