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Brian, Lydia, Shannon, long time no see... I get curious about my past lives (if any) from time to time. I think it must be great to have all the memories, no matter what they are, be them good or bad and all the knowledge from before. In any case, I can't remember a thing and I'm still not good...

It's a good thing we can get encouragment when we need it. I'm in a kind of the same boat as Bunny, except the suicidal thoughts part, these are long gone. My issue seems to be a lack of motivation, desire and generally not caring. About anything really. Even though since my dedication, over...

---In , <pinkteabunny@... wrote : Thank you so much for your kind words, Sister :) Verry encouraging and it makes me feel a lot better. and for the visualising color situation, maybe you could foucus on chakras in a deep trance and see what comes to mind? I reccomend that you do ask Satan or...

I'm not really familiar with the subject but it seems to be an old story of a guy who got completely fcked up by the "stuff" to the point he believes he's a Faraoh and an alien and the like. Maybe some longer term members may elaborate. /Hail Satan and all the True Gods! /Hail Gods of War...

Good to go Lydia :D Well, I'm in the middle of mine (spiritual), nothing yet, we'll see I guess. I've decided to give it a go, not even being sure if I'm open enough (I've read before that one needs to have open chakras for the square to work) - in worst case scenario I'll just loose some...

Yeah, it looks like a miss-post. Back to topic though, I can't see why would anyone be offended with what You've written, after all, it's a disscusion and an... exploration of possibilities, let me call it. I have been interested in a more... scientific or orginized side of the subject as...

Now that's an interesting question. I'd like to know myself. If "they" already try to pose as one of our side, what problem would "they" have with lying all the way? Especially since they're really good at it. I remember reading that explanation on JoS (about invoking Satan's wrath) but it...

And so we've never heared form Alisha gain... /Hail Satan and all the True Gods! /Hail Gods of War! /Mike

True that. Slow and annoying pace - I can tell all about it. I've been meditating every day for over a year now (closer to a year and a half, as well as doing some other exercises like Yoga) and I still see no progress to speak of. I guess that some people have it harder than the others...

I could say that I'm experiencing something similar but I've no problem with getting tingling/chills (also very strong if I want to, leading to uncontrollable shaking). The thing is, I can't feel anything "inside". All the sensations happen on skin only, no matter the concentration etc. Also...

Hey m8, Let's hope there's still something for Satan to enter to... OK, there's the two of us so maybe there's still hope xD I have never heared about the celebrations You've named in your post, time to make some digging :D ANd that x"t"ian thing - old habits die hard, when I don't...

Yeah, it's even more easy when you have a whole establishment, influence and money to back it all up. Sometimes I have a feeling that people want to be told this crap, that they would believe anything as long as it's all easy. No work on their part, no effort at all, no responsibility at all...

I'd be careful with this "Love yourself unconditionally." Why? Because it can lead to complacency. My opinion is that if someone wants to advance, to better him/herself, there must be something that given person doesn't like about him/herself. Something that needs to be changed. Unconditional...

So that's why I had this monster headache and felt generally weak that morning... Hail Satan and all the True gods! Hail Gods of War! /Mike

Nice topic. A lot of useful info in it. Maybe I shoud try it out, get myself into shape (right now my shape is well... at the very bottom). The problem is, I have always hated physical effort. Maybe it's because I get tired very quickly - even back during school times, I could do maybe...

Awesome post brother. I needed that read. It looks like I am now where You were that four or some years ago. No confidence. No confidence = no motivation. No motivation = no results. No results = even less confidence. And so on and so forth. In the end, you begin to question the validity and...

"Often the Solar chakra and sacral are targets for vampirism a common feeling is a sucking sensation at the belly or feeling dizzy, vertigo discomefort and a sad feeling deep inside like yearning for a lost lover." Damn that sounds just like me. Especially the description of problems with...

Cool, it's always refreshing to read about peoples' successes. But sometimes it makes me feel... sad? Jelous a bit? Afet over half a year, I'm still stuck where I was. Nowhere. Oh well, I'll just have to work harder I guess... Anyway, congrats to You Brian and to everyone who are doing a...

:D Still, it could have been none at all, although I didn't see a pont in meditating while suffering from a monster hangover. I'm wondering if anyone actually tried it... Could be pretty hard to stay still and focus :/ I was actually afraid that, knowing myself, this one day may turn into...

Hay Juquin. Sounds easy enough, I gotta try it out, hope it will help :D Thanks a lot. Hail Satan and all the true Gods! Hail Gods of War! /Mike

Now that is what I would call a "proper approach". And yes, You are totally right: what's the point to seek such companionship, if one cannot even notice it? The same rule actually applies through out the whole life: one needs to learn to walk first, before one can run. About loneliness... I...

Hail. Unfortunately I have no answer for Your problem, as I'm suffering from the same thing and haven't been able to deal with it (yet). In my case, it seems like the xtian crap runs really deep and I am experiencing an irrational fear regarding dedications as well. I mean, I think like I'm...

Hey, thanks for a quick and accurate answer Sister. I don't worry about it, I was simply curious, as nothing like that ever happened before. I was also surprised by the speed of the whole process: it felt like it took only a minute to make me feel like a piece of shiet and then half an hour to...

Thank You for your insights, Brother. I can't remember when was the last time I've read anything that deep and inspiring. I did read somewhere before that "Will above anything else". Seems this is true. I'm wondering if all of those problems, obstacles of mine are only the ones I create myself...

Really, I have no idea. Those things happened more than five years ago, when I had no idea about Zevism or JoS for that matter. Besides, that crazy dude used plural form when speaking about the dead. I think he meant literally. Anyway, Seems like the every day Power Meditations are the best...

Yeah, genetic. This bs is almost funny. Even better was: "a mixture of science and religion" buahahahaha.

No need to be sorry, You simply wrote what You thought could help. By the way, I have no clue why my post ended up in this topic, I'm pretty sure I've started my own...

Yeah, I was wondering as well. Maybe ppl are preparing for sth big this last year's day or just plainly for parties?

Great and inspiring story friend. Now I'm glad I never was in shoes similar to Yours. Although I was always wishing otherwise. Looks to me now I simply wanted to feel special, unlike others around me. My life is a lot more mundane. After I stopped going to church and essentially stopped...

Or recall them at all? Basically I can't recall anything, even for a month time or longer. And that's just sad...

The thing is: I always meditate after a shower, dunno really why. About cleaning an aura... actually I've never done that. I'm a total newbie to Power Meditation and I don't think I can focus and visualize enough to do that. Meaning that I haven't opened any chakras yet. These sensations...

A small question from a total newbie regarding accessories like Ouija boards and Pendulums. I've always thought that it's best and most accurate when one communicates with entities in Your own mind. Of course one has to be advanced enough to do that and still we have all the talk about how...