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    Question about GD

    Well now I want to know. The thought just popped into my head one day and it's been bugging me ever since. At least I was also struck with inspiration. Hail Satan. -SPN :3
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    Question about GD

     What determines who your GD is or will be? It is a topic that fascinates me. 
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    Pressure

    Ha! Seriously! Has anyone ever been questioned by a christian? My step-douche (dad) is a super-christian. He and I get into several fights about christianity. He acts as if I'm going through a phase and I'll be a devout moron just like him and my mom. It's annoying.  By the way, does anyone else...
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    Pressure

    @ angryshaman666-Oh man, I LOVE that feeling of being feared. I also love it when I make "good-hearted christians" question their beliefs. Nothing pleased me more than shaking the foundations of their core and watching them tumble to the ground.  Hail Lucifer Forever! 
  5. M

    Pressure

    Who doesn't get emotional over cats? Cats are the best! When I buy a house, I'm going to turn it into a cat's paradise and adopt four cats!The world is made up of assholes! Everyone in the world is a asshole coated asshole with asshole filling. Each one of them has told me that everything about...
  6. M

    Pressure

    Yes. Something is wrong with me. I know it. You know it. Every body knows it. 
  7. M

    Pressure

    I meditate every night. And I am showing some improvement. A little bit. I watched cat videos yesterday and got upset because I don't have one. I think I cried. I want a cat so bad. Hail Lord Lucifer!
  8. M

    Pressure

    I do have emotions! I can only feel them when someone riles me up. Then my subconscious shuts them down. It's a self-protection thing. And I became sadistic over time. 
  9. M

    Pressure

    So should I start focusing on my solar chakra? Should I focus on strengthening one at a time? The only time I can meditate is when I am laying in bed.  Hail Lucifer Forever!
  10. M

    Pressure

    I am meditating. I have to do it before bed because I am always bursting with energy when I'm fully awake. I can't sit down long enough to meditate if I'm itching to move. I admit I have some self-esteem issues. It's hard to have faith in myself when everyone in my life has made it clear how...
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    Pressure

    I'm not surprised. I am not good with jokes and social cues. In fact, I am just terrible with people. I swear I have a talent for causing arguments. Anyway, I don't think I'm being attacked. I'm not that special and angels probably don't want to waste their time on me. I am not powerful nor am I...
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    Scent of Smoke

    Everyone told me to start on the third-eye chakra first. When I do meditate, I check all of my chakras to be safe. All my chakras feel fine except for the solar plexus and heart chakras.  Hail Lord Lucifer!
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    Pressure

    Why should I stay inside during a full moon? I like full moons. I believe there is a blue coming up in July. I am super excited. Of course, I don't go outside much. As much as I prefer night over day, the weirdos come out at night. I was viciously attacked once. Don't need that again.  Hail...
  14. M

    Scent of Smoke

    Wait, now that my third eye is opening, will I be noticing things I couldn't before?  Hail Lord Lucifer!
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    Scent of Smoke

    I still meditate, even if it's hard to concentrate. And the scent comes and goes. Yes my sister smokes, but she always did so outside and I stated away from her. Not to mention I have washed my clothes and taken long showers to attempt to get rid of the scent. It still comes and goes.  Hail...
  16. M

    Need help with a powerfull Lovespell

    I still don't see the point, but I'll support you in whatever decision you make. Unless it's Spear Fishing. Don't do that. That's a bad idea. 
  17. M

    Need help with a powerfull Lovespell

    That's kinda creepy. 
  18. M

    Scent of Smoke

    When I was on vacation for my sister's wedding, I started noticing the bite of smoke. The scent would come and go and I would feel as if someone else was there. This scent and feeling has followed me from North Carolina. I am still working on opening my third-eye and I can't hear anything. Does...
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    Pressure

    Who is Allison? And yeah, smoking is really bad. You should quit. My sister smokes and it's nasty. Plus she has three kids. Hail Lucifer Forever!
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    Pressure

    And I already know I've done a lot of stupid shit. Who hasn't? But it's no use crying over things that I can't change. The best thing to do would be to learn from those acts of stupidity and change myself.  Yeah, I hate the ducking auto-correct, too. Cram it, I meant fucking. Ham it! Gah! :3...
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    Need help with a powerfull Lovespell

    I am not here to cause trouble or anything, I just want to ask a question. Why would you want to use a love spell. A lust spell I would get, but why a love spell?Again, I'm here to start an argument, I just want to know. Hail Lord Lucifer! 
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    Pressure

    @...:I bring the worst out in people because I make them question their beliefs. I have a talent for shaking the very foundations of a person's being, or at least that's what people say. I make people think and I speak truth, and that is why people hate me. People don't want honesty, they want...
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    Pressure

    @fibrilinkNot from what I've seen so far. Of course, I do have a talent for bringing out the worst in peopke. That's probably why I've been bullied all my life.  Can anyone tell me if there is a Demon or Demoness that smokes or carries the scent of smoke. Seriously, the smell keeps coming and...
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    Pressure

    Another question:What decides a person's GD? Does it have something to do with the Zodiac and the time you were born? Or a Demon with a similar personality? Does the Demon/Demoness choose who they will watch over? Hail Lucifer!
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    Pressure

    Well, I'm focusing on my third-eye chakra first because everyone says it's best to start there. Usually, I just say fuck it and do my own thing if someone pisses me off, but I don't want to get this wrong. I want to make Lord Lucifer proud. I've got enough people who despise me, and I don't want...
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    Pressure

    I do meditate. When I'm alone in the hot tub or sitting in bed, I focus on my chakras and meditate. I don't get much time, but I feel that I'm progressing with my third-eye chakra.  Hail Lord Lucifer! 
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    Pressure

    To answer you, Sepheram, I have gotten a headache the first few times. I'm actually on vacation for my sisters wedding right now and it's difficult to relax and meditate. I'm surrounded by toddlers and there's two more coming. I usually meditate before bed when I'm nice and relaxed, but I'm too...
  28. M

    Ouija board

    Good luck! I hope you find the answers you seek. :3 
  29. M

    Pressure

    That's good to hear. How will I know when my third eye is open? Will I start seeing things? And I think my heart chakra is blocked. I barely feel it. :3 Hail Lord Lucifer
  30. M

    Pressure

    I have been meditating for the past week, focusing on my third-eye chakra. Is it normal to feel pressure building beneath the skin while meditating? Hail Lucifer!
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    Caffinated

    I am dedicated. I performed the ritual yesterday. I was too excited and I didn't want to wait. I give advice because someone asked for it. Believe it or not, I'm actually a pretty smart gal and I know shit. Sorry for attempting to assist people when they asked for it. Now I feel uncomfortable...
  32. M

    Caffinated

    I have dedicated! Then I meditated before I went to bed. It felt weird! Hail Lord Lucifer!
  33. M

    Caffinated

    I feel you fire-starter! It's nice to know someone out there gets it! So many people have screwed me over that I just can't trust anyone.
  34. M

    Caffinated

    That's right. Magic is not something to trifle with. Same thing with Ouija boards. I learned that one the hard way. 
  35. M

    Caffinated

    dalightskin- More for us. Seriously, who here has ever eaten bacon and said 'gross'? Bacon is delicious!
  36. M

    Guardians

    Thanks for that! Very much appreciated! I used to be clairaudiant, but it's grown weaker over the years. Hopefully I can get it back through meditation!
  37. M

    Caffinated

    Is it better to do the dedication in daylight or night-time? And don't anybody go judging me for this question! I just want to know so I can plan accordingly! Hail Lord Lucifer!
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    Resources

    You don't need to buy a Ouija board. In fact, homemade boards work a little better. However, be careful with the board! Always say good-bye when you're finished and do NOT let the planchette count down. If the planchette starts moving down the letters/numbers, move the planchette to good-bye...
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    Caffinated

    On a side note... Does anyone here know of a curse that can inflict a victim's pain onto their offender tenfold? Hail Lucifer
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    Caffinated

    I detest your existence. Bloody hell, your like those damn people who don't say 'thank you' when I hold the door open for them. No! Your worse! YHour like thpse people that take the other door when they saw me holding the door open.  Hail Satan!
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    Caffinated

    I don't drink coffee. I know that after one Monster, I get jittery. I always wondered what would happen if I drank 3 Monsters. Thank you for the link! I appreciate it! :3 Hail Satan! Oh yay! It's raining!
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    Caffinated

    Can't help it. The way you said it got me on the defensive real quick. Then again, I take everything personally. Just don't bring up daddy dearest or my roots. As far as I know, I am part Scottish/Irish, part French, and part Native American. Hail Satan!
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    a japonese view

    Who needs a social life! I don't have one and I'm perfectly fine!  I take that back. I've threatened people with horrible and sadistic things. For all sorts of reasons. I probably need therapy. That's what my mom says anyway.  Hail Satan!
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    Caffinated

    Well, of course I'm not expecting something amazing to happen at first. I just have a problem with holding still. I get restless and need to walk around the house before sitting back down again only to get restless again 5 minutes later. I don't know why, but I am overflowing with energy and I...
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    Caffinated

    I have a slight problem. It seems like meditation is a must for Satanism. And that's great! It really is! But uh...I can't meditate. I can't sit still long enough to meditate and if I try, my mind fills with random crap for new stories and embarrassing and painful moments from my childhood. I...
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