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    Old wounds.

    I am wondering if there is a way to repair the soul from a wound so serious that it actually damaged the soul.Say a person committed a horrific deed in youth, unspeakable so, that it left a deep impression on the soul. Could such a wound be healed? And if possible, how.  In short and vague...
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    Testimonial

    Such conviction I see in these forums, but also wild ignorance...myself included. For years, I have stayed in the shadows, fighting my battles alone, for that is who I am, only posting out of pure desperation, which I now see were guided attacks upon a weary soul. But I am also beginning to...
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    Taking back your life

    Thank you Titan, I needed this. Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android
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    The Message I Got

    You can do this. Stay strong and forgive yourself. It is ok to be scared,  just don't let tat fear rule you, use it as motivation. I know you can because I did. Stopping marijuana was one of the hardest things I've done, it became an emotional crutch for me, allowing me to suppress my feelings...
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    Losing

    Thank you guys for the support. I was in a wall state when I wrote that email out and deleted it shortly after.My journey with Satan has been a very interesting one and I know he is with me. My motivation has been reborn and I have been going through tree PDF you sent to me, what a great...
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    Losing

    So,  I don't really know where to start. How do you cram years of pain, depression and hatred into an email..? I don't know what exactly I'm looking for,  I just know something has to change so here goes it. I'm not a simple person. I can't begin to express how imperative it is to understand...
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    Deciphering Dreams

    I've always had very vivid dreams, as has my mother. Typically with relating details but always the same apocalyptic setting.The place and situation changes with each one, but they feel more like memories, or warnings. Does anyone have a reliable source where I can educate myself further in...
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    Deep cleaning

    I have been doing alot of reflecting, and have been identifying my reasons of feeling inadequate and victimized.  It started when I was very young, and continued well into my young adult life. Upon reaching my twenties I was a very confused individual carrying around alot of sadness and anger...
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    Stupidity And Forced Blending In

    Stay strong..   I'd rather vent than do something instanaeous and stupidly illegal. Once the authorities dig around and somehow find Satanism, my grandparents would latch onto that. Nevermind that they used me for all that work and food money - they would run...
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    Josministries Forum has been Disabled.

    I can still access the site?   Looks like they've gone and done it, make sure everyone has copies of templeofzeus.org because you might find sooner or later that everything is not up one day, and its too late to get any information.
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    can the soul be black?

    To touch on this topic a bit more, I had a dream last night that pulls me back to this. I cannot remember what was said but I remember talking to an entity that I felt connected with. Like we were separate, but also together. The entity was featureless like the light body, but resembled the...
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    can the soul be black?

    I relate to this very much. I have trained myself to visualize my soul as a white vibrant light, but in the beginning (and now) it felt much more "natural" feeling to picture it dark. I would like to hear more on this from some more experienced members.   i have hard...
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    Could anyone help me? :/

    40 Day Meditation Program:   Hello I'm new here and I was wondering if anyone could pass me the links to the 40 day program (the Angel Fire website is broken or unfortunately no longer exists) I have to say I have the PDF format of the high priest cobra but...
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    Words from Gusion

    Beautiful, thank you for sharing Larissa. I too quit smoking cigarettes with the help of our gods. Not only that, but marijuana, pain pills, and am currently working on alcohol.  Hail Satan! Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android My Guardian always and always tells me: "Work on yourself! Improve...
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    for people who are feeling like they want to quit or give up

    Thank you for this   Satan is my true and only god
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    Egyptian Knowledge 2

    I would also be interested in any information about Ancient Egyptian history and culture Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android
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    Just chillen

    Much better thanks for asking :) Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android Sent from Yahoo Mail. Get the app   Every now and then its nice to just chill. So with that being said, hows everyone doing?
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    Dreams

    Its not so much a reoccurring dream as it feels more like distant memories, all of them are in a setting of extreme difference of our world today and are very different, in which terrible things have previously happened. They don't necessarily feel as though they are my fault, more like the...
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    Exposing ikruichandran

    I got the exact same private message from someone called fiery.witch Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android Also, I don't know what s/he did with his/her mail address, but it gives me a failure notification when I try to answer. I'll attach screenshot of his/her messages in an answer to this...
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    I feel that something is wrong

    I am also having similar problems. I would like to hear any advice given on this topic.   I've been trying to finish 40 day meditation program for months but every time something on the one one of the days before I get even to 20th day. I really have been trying...
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    Dreams

    So, all my life I have had extremely vivid dreams. To the point, when I sleep it's very rare if I can tell when I am actually asleep and dreaming. I am almost always concious but my ability to realize I am in a dream seems to be lacking intensely. Call me cliche, but since I was about 12-13 I...
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    Petition, need some guide, hopefully

    I was diagnosed with "severe" ADHD as a child and as a result was heavily medicated for it, which led down a road of extreme drug abuse and sorrow. As I grew older I researched ADHD extensively, and as I found it, the entire "disease" is made up. ADHD is not a real "disorder" as most doctors and...
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    Depression and meditation

    Why cant you leave the relationship? I understand rough circumstances, but allowing yourself to stay in a toxic situation will lead to such things as exhaustion and hopelessness. Living with a psychic vampire is an incredibly dangerous situation to stay in, and one I have dealt with my entire...
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    Carbonated Water

    You should also watch out for added fluoride, a-lot of companies have the impulse to add fluoride to their drinking products, including city drinking water (tap water). Studies have also found that pharmaceuticals have been found in FILTERED tap water from years of people flushing their meds...
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    Advice

    Recently I have been trying to change some things in my life, but every time I make headway I get knocked back to where I started. It has been too long since I decided to stop using marijuana and yet I still find myself wasting money on it and depending on it much more than I should or even need...
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    Advice

    Recently I have been trying to change some things in my life, but every time I make headway I get knocked back to where I started. It has been too long since I decided to stop using marijuana and yet I still find myself wasting money on it and depending on it much more than I should or even need...
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    ive been guided by the true working of Satan, but...

    Coming from a previous drug addict, I relate to you with feeling a lack of strength, but it is up to you to find  your will. The power you hold inside of yourself is much greater than anything you can imagine but you have to find it on your own. Father guides us and your GD will help you, learn...
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    Frustrated

    Be careful of what you consider to be lucky. Some have been under attack for so long, that simply feeling Father for the first time in this life is an overwhelming sense of joy and happiness. Many of us who have felt immediate change is in a sense that, when there is no hope, and carrying on...
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    An instrumental song dedicated to Father Satan (made by me)

    Very nice, I enjoyed this very much, thank you for the gift! Hail Father Satan!Hail the Glorious Orion Empire! Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android
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    SATANAS

    Beautiful poem, very liberating.Brought tears to my eyes! Hail Father Satan!Hail the glorious Orion empire! Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android ---In , <zolaluckystar@... wrote : There is a painting that went with this poem but though I tried and tried, I couldn't get it to load... :/ Satan...
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    Numbers my weakness

    You answered a question I have been searching for, for quite some time. Thank you. Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android About the number 11: it's a master number and a spiritual one at that, it's essence being 2. 11's are very intuitive and magnetic, they can become good teachers and can...
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    Astral Temple

    How did you mess up?   I need help! I didn't read far enough ahead and I messed up!
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    am i cursed?

    In life we have constant ups and downs. If your downs seem to overwhelmingly rule your life, you need to consider the fact that you might be under attack telepathically and spiritually.  Have you performed the dedication ritual yet? Are you advanced enough to know the condition of your aura...
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    Astral Temple

    I already responded to your original email. What is it you're worried about? You give no information as to what the problem is.   Im not sure if i already sent this but...I need help! I didn't read far enough ahead when planning my Temple
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